Hi yall,
Iâve been lurking for a while, and itâs so fun to see the ones of you who are still active transfer through new fandoms and my dash is just a beutiful mess of current passions of people who once had common passions
So... how have you been?
I got into my dream school, and I graduated. I got a job Iâve been dreaming about for years. I started reading again. I found new friends, and kept some of the old ones. I reconnected with my creative side. I won nanowrimo, three times with two different projects. Iâm okay with a lot of things today that I wasnât at the time. I no longer regularly eat fries for breakfast because itâs the only thing I can stomach. I still havenât fixed my sleep schedule though...
Sometimes, Iâll just go down a rabbit hole, scrolling through my blog and smiling at all of it. With some sort of nostalgic melancholy. When I look back at those posts, and those years, I see that girl I used to be (side note but... I was so young. I regularly see 14/15 year old and I just want to hug them, and myself at that age, because itâs so difficult), so lonely and longing for someone and somewhere to belong. And yall brought me that, and, honestly, the community we built on tumblr is one of the few reasons I donât feel, looking back, that those years were only darkness.
I donât know where Iâm going from here, because I do miss tumblr, itâs still my go-to for fandom content. But I donât wanna change my url because Iâm very attached to it, but I wonât be posting that much HP content because in this house we do not support terfs and the whole thing leaves kind of a bad taste in my mouth at present. So maybe Iâll make a new blog eventually? For now, this is just a shout-out to you from my nostalgic brain
Tagging some people that always come to mind, if this seems like i stalked you a tiny bit that might be because I did... a lot of archives and discord chats have been searched (and if youâre not here because I couldnât find you but you still see this, I love you too, and if youâre like âwho tf isâ, Iâm sorry, go on with your life)
@fiirelords @deamus @excelsjor @ensorcei @navideku @hemsworths-chris @lilyevane @pekkarolling @umfleur @witchesburned @betsydobsons @jilyss
