Forest

I'm kinda just gonna ramble here about who I think my headmates is? I dont know if its okay to use tags for this purpose if someone would actually see/read it please tell me if I should remove them. I won't use names for most of them in here tho. Maybe later.

Okay so map for us is like this (from what I can see. I might be super wrong)

There's 🐕 who is (was?) ex host I think. Exhausted, depressed, the one who did the most research and writing down our experience and figuring out what's going on and I think that's the part of why he's not a host anymore cuz burnt out. The doubter I guess.

Then there's Big Bro (💢) gay anarchist ish, like k9 dog - lean and strong. Loves man who is just as strong kinda fight and make up kinda thing is what he wants. Protector I guess. He wants to pick up a fight but won't throw a punch first. He wants to someone be aggressive towards him or other people so he can fight. Grumpy a little bit. The one who does the sigh when you annoy him and rolls his eyes but deep inside feels affection even when you annoy him. And even tho you wont see/hear it from him you just know it.

Then there's kid (🐻) shes around 5? Nonverbal, shy, a little bit scared of everything. She likes to draw and stuffies and to be held.

Then there's Brian he's kinda an asshole but also joy holder. Sarcastic, mocks Big Bro (and me). Wants us to accept we're a system.

And ehhh me I think? (Not sure tho). Probably the current host. Forest. Like soft things, color brown, cozy comfort. And playing games!!

How I know about them. Brian opened our vent account and posted couple of things and then was like "Ugh I'm not sure who I am but probably need a name so gonna go by Brian" .

Kid appeared when I had one of the bad images and I tried to imagine what part could hold it and comforted her. And then she also appeared when I was in my forest half asleep and just say in my lap while I feel asleep? Plus once I invited her to draw and she did and next day I just knew her name when was falling asleep.

Big bro fronted for couple of days and then I remembered this urge "please attack me so I can punch you back" being here when I was a kid maybe around 11. Dont know how I knew his name.

Eh 🐕 is previous host so I remember being him but I dont really remember feeling like him. And I chose my name myself when realized that I'm just.... not 🐕 anymore and that his name didn't fit at all?

I wouldn't say there's much talking between us. Or at least between me and them but sometimes mmmm it's not a dialogue but I'm doing something and I just have this feeling that one of them around and I can kinda feel what they feeling and just know what they trying to say by it ? Like I can feel presence and I answer in the head or outloud if home alone before I even realize? (worded poorly but I dont have another way to say it)