Hi... my name is [REDACTED] and i am an addict.
my addiction makes me feel like i'm at home. it cradles me in its cold grasp & reminds me how familiar it is. the familiarity with my addiction is why i can't look away. trying to be anything but an addict, seems impossible, but that's exactly what addiction does to you. it makes it seem like there's no other choice but to conform to that reality. addiction is a disease, a disease of the mind. the addiction would never have anything to latch onto if you were of sound mind. my addiction preys on my weak moments...almost as if it's punishing me for trying to escape it. i always relate to the most fucked up person in the room because i understand this desperate need to have the 1 thing that makes sense to you in this fucked up world. addiction has stunted my growth. addiction is causing me to lose myself. my addiction should not and will not control me. i need to take back my life. i need to let go of the past just because it was familiar. changing is the hardest thing to do, but i refuse to let my addiction win.
Hi my name is [REDACTED] and i'm addicted to negativity.
