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is it cool that i said all that? is it chill that you’re in my head? ’cause i know that it’s delicate

PROMISE ME THIS

ok so i havent been active on here in a while. my life has been so nuts over the past few months. i recently had weight loss surgery and it changed my whole life. i was always the girl who had to sit in the front seat of a car so there would be room in the back, the girl who would go shopping with friends but would never be able to shop in the same stores, the girl who always felt like the bigger friend.. and it was so tough for me but i always kept it cool on the outside. making this decision to have surgery was the hardest thing ive ever had to do but it was also the best decision ive ever made. i went through 6 months of prep- going to see my doctor every month for weigh ins, seeing a psychiatrist, seeing a nutritionist, having an endoscopy and so much more. ive seen more doctors this year than ive seen in my life. i had my surgery on june 10th, 2019 and as of today, ive lost 53.7 pounds, dropped 4 sizes in jeans and can now fit comfortably in a L/XL!!! for me, my surgery was the exact push i needed. ive never felt so strong and confident in my life. ive never loved my body more and waking up everyday, feeling ok to go to work and not feeling sick every morning. the biggest thing that helped me get through it all was taylor. her music was always playing in my headphones at every appointment and even after surgery the first thing i wanted was my phone so i can put her on. the week i got out of surgery she announced her new album lover and i remember feeling so excited because i knew i had 2 months to go and it pushed me to heal and get through those difficult 2 months. now that lover is out, i feel the happiness radiating off of her and the love she feels and its so amazing to see and hear. being at the love experience, excited to take pictures and actually liking how i look in them was huge for me. the first pic is from the reputation pop up shop in new york city in 2017 and the second is from saturday. same girl yet different girl <3 @taylorswift i love u. i thank my lucky stars every day that i was born in the generation of u. i love everything u portray and everything u stand for. cant wait for the years to come and celebrating u always💕

When all too well comes on at the club @taylorswift

all i could possibly still ask for is a follow back! i’ve been supporting taylor literally since 2006 and she was the first musician i ever fell in love with, and it would mean SO so much to me if i could have our mutual completed ❤️ taylor if you see this, i love you so much and a follow back would mean everything!