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in lovew this brush makes me feel a little less like an amateur at art..
lore drop ab decora and paratise (who was a last minute addition) ivan in my harem au. Ignore angel ivan this ain't about him
decora can't stand any ivan and they can't stand him either. he's a little too confident and they're jealous of it (especially jock lmao). paratise ivan is resentful too but they match each other's freak. so they're like: "hm fine. i tolerate you"
they're both the obsessed type, but what makes them special is how their aesthetics are so different. decora is pink, adorned, lively, while paratise is blue, plain, gloomy. they have so much ivancest potential man wtf.. i aint never have seen two pretty bffs
when you stumble across a tweet that perfectly explains and puts down into words an incoherent thought you were having trouble with for months and you suddenly understand why people believe in god
Hello I liked yur gamer till x bunny ivan shit ty please accept my junk goodbye
what junk do you even refer to!
that's exactly how i envisioned them when i wrote it. look at ivan's eager expression LOLOL he's been waiting for this moment. But what does he even see in this guy. Till does not deserve it he ugly he frog
just had an idea strike me like lighting. so, im still hung up on gamer till.. but add gamer ivan into the mix
— ivan pretends to be a girl online to trick till, the leader of the most powerful guild, into buying him items in-game. eventually, till finds out, and he's not pleased…
part. i
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ivan isn't hooked on video games. actually, what he's really into is the bunny stage series. being the guy he is—masculine, a jock—no one would imagine he likes such a cutesy anime. but he does, and mizi was the one to blame; one day his curiosity won over so he asked her about the countless bunny plushies in her room, making her more than glad to introduce him to the series. looking back, ivan was ashamed to say he fell in love with tillbun at first sight.
the plot is irrelevant, what really matters is how it was the first time ivan had seen such a pathetic, pitiful, laughable character. tillbun's plans always failed, he had such an alluring voice and yet it never ceased to fail on him every time he tried serenading minny.
afterwards, ivan got a little bit obsessed. he made a point to get all his merch, turning it into his whole personality. or, well, at least in front of his closed ones. he felt safe to geek out with mizi, the only one who could understand his undying love for the anime.
then, one day, bunny stage made a collab with generic-money-grab-gacha3000-on-the-market. its characters were featured on the game, available for buying (rather, trying. it's a gacha, after all). ivan couldn't be less interested on the game. but... tillbun's skin was so, so cute and well-done. his special animation too. it wasn't half-assed at all. ivan was starving for any content, and unfortunately, he fell right into the trap. willingly. shame on him.
anyway, he creates an account and things aren't as easy as they seem. it's not like he was crazy enough to spend money on a gacha (he hadn't lost his mind yet, thank you very much) but he was still surprised by how much he'll probably have to grind just to earn enough currency to try his luck with the pulls. it's just like blind boxes, he thought, disgruntled. but even then, he usually just bought those second-hand from fellow fans who got tillbun...
wait.
what if he got someone to buy him weapons and materials so he could progress faster?
the idea lingered in his head, though ivan didn't know how he should go with it. eventually, he joined a guild, one that looked powerful. the players were all try-hards and they had won quite a couple of awards... clearly, they didn't play about this game. there was even a rule saying "inactive for 2 days = ban". really, ivan's joining was probably a mistake, given he was a newbie.
so, a bunch of losers with all the money in the world to spend? he couldn't let this perfect opportunity pass.
unfortunately, the guild leader, tilltheend, was onto him. damn him, he paid extra attention to his guild, so it didn't take long for him to notice a new member who.. really shouldn't be there. an intruder of sorts. the guy would follow ivan around on tasks, mic on. "hey. you're a newgen, aren't you?"
ivan didn't reply. he kept exploring the map, focused.
"i saw your account, you know. it says you joined last week. oh... unless you're a bot? pfft."
ivan ignored him, running towards the monster he needed to kill for his task. what an annoying guy, he thought.
"uh, hey—"
—turns out he messed with a boss! the monster attacked him relentlessly, no hit ivan gave it did any damage. he was down to 1HP, fallen, until tilltheend ran in front of him and killed the monster with one single blow! in a beautiful show, the map was illuminated by shards of light, proving the weapon's magic was colossal. tilltheend chuckled, turning to ivan, who was a breeze away from dying.
"careful, girlie. this is no ordinary guild, did you really think it's on your level? haha," he flexed, spamming emotes. "now, say your last words. i'm kicking you out this guild."
tiibannys is typing...
tiibannys is typing...
tiibannys is typing…
tiibannys: did you just steal my kill
"... excuse me?!"
the days followed, and till, he came to learn, had not left his side. he stuck around, rather offended by how bad ivan was. no matter the time ivan logged on, till would already be online and wasting not a second to stalk ivan around. right on his trail, he would furiously explain how the mechanics worked and make feeble threats about kicking ivan out if he didn't get good in time. before they noticed it, till turned into ivan's companion; he would find weaker monsters for him to kill and give him weapons, claiming ivan was just his trashcan for items he no longer used as they were too inferior for him.
ivan's plan was working without him even having to lift a finger because till naturally took a liking to him; deeming ivan, or rather, tiibannys as the defenseless type. it probably had to with the fact he had been using minny's skin, one he got from a free roll when he downloaded the game, making till naturally assume he was a girl. ivan went along with it.
“hey,” till approached the subject one day, when they were training. “i feel kinda lonely here. here i am, talking your ears off, while you get to slack off by just writing.”
ivan blew him a kiss.
tiibannys: yes + im a princess + i should not waste my voice by talking to peasants… ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)
“fuck off,” till hit him, walking away as ivan sent "owiee" on the chat. “i'm serious. don't tell me you're shy. clearly, you're anything but.”
ivan took longer to reply.
tiibannys: it's no good to assume things, tillyy ರ_ರ
“… oh,” he mumbled, taken aback by surprise. till slashed invisible opponents as the uncomfortable silence remained.
he quickly gave up on stalling and turned back to ivan.
“uh. are you? sorry…”
ivan kept the act for a second before bursting into laughter, disrupting the silence of his bedroom. till seemed so unsure. he never heard him sound this timid before. so he was capable of being mindful, hm?
tiibannys: dummy
he really wanted to send idiot.
tiibannys: i just rather hear your voice, thats alllll
tiibannys: (ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧
“yeah? you do?” his voice cracked, and ivan giggled to himself when he heard him cough to try and hide it. “wait, don't call me idiot. i know that's what you meant to say. actually, why do you like my voice??”
so flustered. pfft.
they weren't even trying to find monsters anymore, just walking around in circles.
tiibannys: well
tiibannys: you kiiinda sound like ♡(੭˃ᴗ˂)੭ tillbun (∩˃o˂∩)♡
tiibannys: 𐔌ᵕ՞◺ ̫◿՞˶𐦯 ↢ cutest dumbest bunny in the world !!
“tillbun?” he asked, confused. then, till stopped on his tracks, realizing something. “don't tell me you mean the—that stupid cartoon show for kids?!!”
ivan was the one who stopped this time.
he stared at the screen.
tiibannys is typing…
tiibannys is typing…
tiibannys is typing…
tiibannys is typing…
tiibannys is typing…
“w-wait—!”
tiibannys is off-line.
ivan didn't log back on for three days.
(and even then, he didn't get kicked out.)
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as you can notice, the demons took over. this was meant to be way shorter like my usual. but they didn't shut up. continuing next time if you like
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i really like getting notifs of comments readers left on my fics, even though it's gonna be two months since i last updated. apparently there's been some pushback against reading ongoing fics and choosing to wait until they're finished instead, but i don't agree w that at all
some of the best fics ive ever read are, to this day, ongoing.. even though i have a different otp nowadays, i still reread them from time to time because they're so well written
pluss i think it's just like watching a series as it's updating instead of waiting until episodes pile up to watch it all at once. you end up getting more attached to it, something about distance making the heart grow fonder. lmaoo
i have a fav tianshan fic that didn't get updates for years until the author suddenly reappeared last year and talked about how they went into a coma but they were getting better now. it was really cool seeing lots of comments about worried readers, talking how they still thought of the fanfic from time to time and wondered how they were..
something something gamer till who is a complete loser and his only experience is w ecchi animes if those even count x bunny cafe ivan something something
if they know each other route:
till stands paralyzed, staring at ivan who is just as shocked. ivan, his roommate ivan, who is so uptight and perfect, famous for being the handsome jock… now wearing bunny ears and unnecessarily tight clothes, accentuating a small waist till wasn't even aware he had.
he ruins the moment by dazedly thinking: "holy shit.
he looks exactly like the kuudere waifus from the maid mangas i read…"
ivan wakes up from his stupor and grabs till, taking him to the private booth. till blinks one eye after the other as he dopily watches ivan sigh, unloose his tie and unbutton his—wha?
"… the hell?" he croaks out.
"you found out i live a completely different life away from college so being the resentful guy you are for all the times i teased you you're gonna blackmail me into doing special services for you—meaning sex—or else you're gonna spread where i work to the whole college."
…
"it's fine!" ivan shrugs, taking it strong, as if it was a heroic sacrifice he had to make. "i'm prepared. i just have a single question, tilly."
he leans close, seemingly inspecting till with his playful gaze. then, he grins.
"should the bunny ears stay on?" he points at them, just as his collared shirt falls down and reveals the strapless leotard underneath.
.
.
.
"THE HELL!"
(there are no special services on the menu whatsoever. it's literally just dressing up for the aesthetics. ivan does it for the money. while he does steal till's things from time to time to read and know more about him (not really all that impressed by the plots) it wasn't a planned meeting. Ivan got lucky ig that till was willing to go through a 2 hour drive just to have the bunny maid cafe experience
i constantly think about that one side story in the DTR novel, an AU they're in an arranged marriage. they're having dinner at a fancy restaurant, it was the night lyle was going to reveal his pregnancy, only for ash to speak up first and say he wants to have a divorce </3 now hear me out, make it tiiv ❤️
part. i
ivan was the outcast of the family. born as a male omega who couldn't even fulfill his role to be petite and cute due to his broad shoulders and taller height, he was out of the public eye, being the one media knew very little about by unsha—his grandfather's—command. in turn, sua, his sister, had been their family's little gamble; the beautiful and fragile omega lady, a standing promising enough to cover the scandal of a defective omega son.
until the fateful day she ran away to marry mizi—a pointless stunt, his grandparents so called it. both omegas, they're both women, what was the use?
(what they didn't know, was that mizi had been his best friend, sua had been the first one to be there for him.
now, he burns every letter of theirs that's addressed to him.
he blocks their numbers and promises to forget.)
with sua gone, ivan had no choice but to take her place. he was no longer the neglected child, rising into fame, stealing the spotlights and rebranding from scratch. his broad shoulders now worked to compliment his small waist, his tall figure made him stand out. the cold, odd prince. how unobtainable he is.
it helped how ivan had never been one to show his emotions. he didn't even dare to think of them; under unsha's care, all he had time for was being the most marketable asset. the least he could do was make himself easier to digest and their investment worth it.
(imagine model ivan, pearl ivan)
now, enter till, the very definition of a moving alpha. even if he hadn't been under urak's care, the actor had connections, he had talent, he was charismatic in a way it couldn't be replicated by just anyone. his manager personally made sure to engineer a public image free of scandals and build him into an intense and hardworking artist, regarded as an established star.
now, this was a threat to unsha's control over the media. they were already having a hard time dealing with sua's disownment and how quick they had to act with ivan's making up for the lost place. things were rocky and controversial on their side, even admirers were calling it an offense to their traditional trademark.
their way of playing with politics and business was losing power to the "new money" influence till had. he bypasses old networks with the help of his manager, who throws him into social media, PR firms and celebrity culture. he was able to manipulate public opinion without the background of an esteemed lineage.
unsha, on his deathbed, only had one thing to demand of ivan. oh, ivan wasn't enough to ever be truly known, truly loved for himself—his grandfather made sure he acknowledged the weight of his own average self, though his rise and fall was proof enough. he was fundamentally insufficient, meaning he had to fill the gaps with something that's not himself.
ivan just had to marry till, the golden boy who had everything orchestrated by urak, unsha's nemesis in this game. ivan had to let him pass with honor, to make him proud for the first time in his life and not let their family name be forgotten.
ivan only nodded. the distant idea of his own agency never even crossed his mind.
on the very next day, newspapers and social medias were only talking about one thing.
"latest: ivan, model and known as unsha's omega grandson, breaks his silence on renowned actor till in a revealing new interview."
can't believe i missed yaoi day because i was busy touching grass.. anyway here's my list!
dentou hayane is my favorite mangaka. i really love her other works as well, but i included the cat proposed because it was the first one i read from hers. it has a beautiful story about an office worker who deals with depression and meets a storyteller, and from there, he rediscovers the beauty of living on through him ❤️
moscareto is my favorite korean BL writer.. ADMITTEDLY i haven't read her novels but i like all the manhwa adaptations, her stuff is always so funny, well paced, written gosh
this list is slightly inaccurate.. i was going through my notes and seeing which BLs i rated the highest but i barely remembered the reason for some 9s and 10s lmao (im extremely picky with ratings!!). i guess the good thing about having a poor memory is that now i am gonna reread those and fall in love all over again like i probably did the first time around!
there's plenty of others i wanted to add.... but i didn't want to exaggerate so i settled for 4x4 :3c
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i love hybrid BLs, so i was daydreaming about ibanny and tillbun's possibilities..
ibanny, who is a liiitle bit more daring than canon ivan. it's not confidence, of course not, but the thing is: tillbun is a loverboy. the bunny blushes and swoons over the smallest gestures; it's like he's constantly playing romance movies in his head and reenacting them. the bunny likes to be chivalrous, god, he's such a gentleman—the foolish type to drop his jacket over the puddles so you could walk across.
ibanny doesn't let himself believe he's special, but tillbun sure is consistent as he places his hand on the small of his back whenever they're in crowded places to guide him; tillbun rubs his cheek against ibanny's, unprompted, whenever they have to part (his scent lingers for even longer); tillbun's constantly treading his fingertips through ibanny's hair because he knows how fussy he is over his appearance…
those are just things that prove how protective tillbun is over his friends. it's not something exclusive to ibanny or anything, meaning it's probably a personality trait. so what does he do? ibanny enables it.
ibanny whines and leans against tillbun's side whenever they've been walking for too long, casually commenting on how his feet are killing him, poor him—tillbun acts annoyed over how spoiled he is, but he concedes every time and carries ibanny on his back through the rest of the ride. ibanny bats his eyelashes and pouts whenever they pass by patisseries, not saying a thing, but tillbun gets it, because he always does. he grumbles under his breath and drags him inside to buy him sweets. ibanny tilts his head just slightly to the side whenever a random hybrid stops him to ask for his number, which prompts tillbun to immediately place his hand on his neck, just grounding, in a silent dominant gesture as he looks at ibanny only, not paying the other guy any mind. “c'mon, we have places to go," he mumbles, moving his thumb up and down over his scent gland.
this ivan knows which buttons to press, so till's wrapped around his finger <3
all of a sudden we're getting ivan in shirts with short sleeves please no stop i feel so flustered go back to dressing him up i feel like an animal till for the life of god dress your man up he must be cold
all of a sudden we're getting ivan in shirts with short sleeves please no stop i feel so flustered go back to dressing him up i feel like an animal till for the life of god dress your man up he must be cold
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they've slowly been teasing first, second, third base... scandalous! so ivan's getting ready to hit fourth—the big deal. but doing a relationship does not come naturally to ivan, and as always, he does his research to learn things. first, he's tall, yeah. he's also stronger than till, mmhmm. till is a tsundere, checks out too. the ultimatum—he has black hair. like the famous manhwa tops. it's a total match!
the conclusion is clear: ivan is a top, till is his bottom..
a lightbulb lights on above of his head.
again, ivan is an active learner. he learnt how to talk to people by hiding behind trees, studying others' behaviors and putting the knowledge into use by starting conversations later! that's how he leaned how to smile too.
so he goes to the pharmacy, he buys lube, condoms, gloves? well, everything mentioned on the link. he trims his fingernails, he takes a bath, calls till and—he tells him to eat out because ivan's study group is going to their place.
ivan's grand idea is to train fingering himself to make sure till won't get hurt when he does it to him. it's brilliant, really. he'll be all suave and cool for till when the time comes, after three whole days of going at it, till will ask him how he's so good (he made him cum 27 times), to which ivan will puff his cigarette and say "heh. guess i've had some experience under my belt..."
it's zero. details. but anyway, moving on.
the first time he does it, it's quite painful. the second, it's clinical. the third, it's curious; he tests what is the thrill. he gets it on the fourth try, which quickly turns into his tenth.
at this point, there's no meaning for training, really.. ivan should've stopped the second he got the gist of it and called till to finally do it. so he does exactly that. ivan mans up and take till's clothes off while they're having a steamy makeout session. this is it, he thinks. it's time to prove all that effort wasn't for nothing.
till licks his lips, he unbuttons ivan's pants and—
GASP.
pause.
"uh..." till mumbles, unsure, while ivan stares with wide eyes, face pale. "i... could've swear you were hard just a second ago..." he frowns.
ivan has never been this horrified before in his life. he doesn't register till putting his clothes back on, the movie he's put on, the blankets on them. when till falls asleep, his movements are robotical as he walks to the bathroom. he takes his clothes off one by one, unnecessarily folding them to dispose on the laundry basket. he turns on the shower, and—
"haah, tiiiiiill...!" he whines wantonly, getting cum all over the wall and the ground as he fingers himself dry.
erectile dysfunction is off the table, then.
...
ivan goes to church the very next day.
"lord," he begins, hands clasped together, head tilted up. "forgive me... i've been a bad boy."
the leaves sway with the wind outside, making a wooshing sound. distantly, he thinks he hears sua's voice in his head. "you're meant to look down, high is not where you'll be going."
ivan goes home.
he collapses onto his bed, sobbing into till's clothes he grabbed from the laundry basket. "i'm broken..." he sniffs, only to cry harder because he got hard from smelling till's musk. lezhin tops are not this pathetic.
whatever! he thinks, in mania now. he's already ruined, so how about throwing caution into the wind and fucking himself one last time?!! he grabs the lube and goes at it, legs spread, tears falling, thrusting his fingers away until—
before their first time in a distant universe till manages to read ivan quickly, he would ask him: "how do you want to do it?"
ivan would be all sly saying "however you want me" thinking DAMN that was smooth
but then till would shake his head and stand his ground. "no, dummy. im asking what you want."
and then ivan's sweating profusely. the cogs in his brain turn like a whole factory as he starts thinking of what's the right answer here. "if i say i want to bottom he won't like it because he'll have to focus on ME and he'll deff go soft.. but if i say i can top he'll be thinking im selfish for making him go through that.. so i should bottom.. but what if—"
till did not expect the 5-minute silence so he's just.. BABE? ARE YOU STILL WITH ME??? and no ivan's already imagining a reality till's off to buy milk while he's left alone with 5 kids plus another one in the way bc he said the wrong answer
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