im never going to be enough

big fan of characters with abandonment + attachment issues so profound that they leave claw marks in everything they touch but would sooner gnaw off their own leg than admit they just want someone to stay for once. in a totally normal well adjusted and not at all projecting way of course.

i wish sadness didn’t feel like agony. i wish i could feel a negative emotion without wanting to rip out my eyes.

i feel selfish when i yearn for your attention

the things that are wrong with me will never go away

I'm tired of everything. It all feels so pointless...

what doesnt kill you makes you sit on your floor wondering why you’re doing all this

im never going to be enough

I dont belong here, i dont belong anywhere.. I dont want to be here anymore