man’s bestfriend

             m.list    |    spotify    |    inbox    |    yandere blog    |    j.ai

                   19                         sagittarius                         she.her                         

            hannibal                will               armand                wanda                   natasha              bucky the grabber           victor gideon

               billie       eilish                 lana       del       rey          the marías

->MDNI/zoo/p3do/inc3st...DNI

i think it’s a fanart ? since it’s not new that there’s colorization of scans it did not really wonder

he’s fucking gorgeous, that’s the only reason i’m not too mad of seeing this on tiktok but now i better be up to date to learn about that man

i’m so glad he gets spotlight again

your incompetent boyfriend who couldn’t even find the time to offer you flowers for dates

jack who saw him look at the starbucks barista’s ass that one time he decided to go for a run at the park

your incompetent boyfriend who you had to remind that it was your birthday and said he was too ‘busy’ to go for a date lunch

jack who noticed your disappointed look as you looked at your phone, and who decided to pick you up for a ride when your shift was over and took you for a diner lunch. (+ he brought you home so you could rest in peace)

your incompetent boyfriend who was always acting as if you weren’t working at night and blamed you for not being at his beck and call (and who when you gave him your keys invited himself into your house as if he lived alone, that mf)

jack who was always ready to be a comforting presence when your boyfriend was being shitty

your incompetent boyfriend who cancelled your date

jack who once again randomly saw your boyfriend with a girl, while you rested after a +13h shift and got your date lunch cancelled

your incompetent boyfriend who couldn’t even get it up and blame it on you for your tiredness

jack who was the only one who could make you smile again. who noticed your mood change over the relationship and who saw your expression shift every time you get a notification

jack who made it up for you. <3

i love heels so bad i wish i was thin and i didn’t walk like a newborn horse

born to slay forced to wear big sneakers and converses

and it doesn’t help me in my « journey » of femininity💔💔

at first i thought i was making up ideas but with those last messages it’s clear wdym « it just misses your pretty face :( » to which i answered that i only uncovered my face when i was at my prime « i already want to give you flowers when i can’t see your face damn i can’t imagine you at your prime :) », mind you it’s not the first time

what the fuck.

i will obviously not engage in flirting back i’m keeping it polite, he’s my friend’s EX

and even though he wasn’t, there’s the whole atlantic ocean separating us, he’s 24 with a good job and good pay, i’m 19 and jobless

i hate being single, i hate only having attracted pervs on discord when i was 14 and 16 (they were both over 18, mind you), probably attracting my friend’s ex and a toxic alcoholic guy thats my age, the only guy that has attracted me never even talked to me or looked at me and ended up BLOCKING ME for no reason (even though i suspect gossip bc i told my friend and asked someone in my class abt him and they all know him OFC.) and the only girl with who it was mutual was fucking 25 and i’ve never seen her face

i never engage with anyone bc i simply don’t talk to new people and i’ve always thought it was awkward, that i’m repulsive and i have a fucking avoidant attachment