man’s bestfriend

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i love heels so bad i wish i was thin and i didn’t walk like a newborn horse

born to slay forced to wear big sneakers and converses

and it doesn’t help me in my « journey » of femininity💔💔

at first i thought i was making up ideas but with those last messages it’s clear wdym « it just misses your pretty face :( » to which i answered that i only uncovered my face when i was at my prime « i already want to give you flowers when i can’t see your face damn i can’t imagine you at your prime :) », mind you it’s not the first time

what the fuck.

i will obviously not engage in flirting back i’m keeping it polite, he’s my friend’s EX

and even though he wasn’t, there’s the whole atlantic ocean separating us, he’s 24 with a good job and good pay, i’m 19 and jobless

i hate being single, i hate only having attracted pervs on discord when i was 14 and 16 (they were both over 18, mind you), probably attracting my friend’s ex and a toxic alcoholic guy thats my age, the only guy that has attracted me never even talked to me or looked at me and ended up BLOCKING ME for no reason (even though i suspect gossip bc i told my friend and asked someone in my class abt him and they all know him OFC.) and the only girl with who it was mutual was fucking 25 and i’ve never seen her face

i never engage with anyone bc i simply don’t talk to new people and i’ve always thought it was awkward, that i’m repulsive and i have a fucking avoidant attachment

i’m crying did that grown ass vampire really cream his pants on stage🫩🥀