step into the daylight

I really didn’t want to make this post but this has been keeping awake at night for weeks and I don’t think I have any other option. I was supposed to move to another country in september to work and study. I decided to do that for the sake of my own mental health. the past 3 years were really difficult and awful so I decided to take a year off and instead of enrolling at university again I started working full time to save money instead. ‬

‪right now I’m using the money I had saved to help my family considering we’re all currently at home. I’m living with my mom, my stepfather and my two younger siblings. I had to stop seeing my therapist and I won’t be able to afford to leave when all of this is over because most of the money I had is gone and I don’t know when things will get back to “normal” or when I’ll be able to get another job.‬

‪I want to keep helping my family, to finish my degree and I absolutely need to get my own place because my mental health is deteriorating by the second. I like my family but we have a complicated relationship and being here is not good for me.

‪I would be eternally grateful if you could donate something and/or share this post. I hate having to ask for this I feel embarrassed but I could really use some help right now. thank you guys ❤️‬

here’s my paypal email: ‬[email protected]

Me and my friends on film during Lover release week caught by @shakeitoffs

Hi @taylorswift! It’s me! Bailey!

After the bloodbath that was buying tickets and thanks to my absolute queen and mother @eyesopen, I managed to snag no views for Jingleball on your birthday :-) After sleeping on the street for both GMA and Fallon, the knowledge that I have a real seat to see you is a real gamechanger. My 23rd birthday is 13 (hehe) days after yours, so seeing you is going to be the best birthday gift. Well, not seeing you because I have no views. So I’ll be hearing you.

Unless you want to see me. Maybe even hug me, hehe. 

Me and my friends on film during Lover release week caught by @shakeitoffs