FishsocketUmonger

I didn't really put these in any specific order except for the first five, but other than that, these albums I love so much and has changed my opinion on how a consume music.

Looking back at my posts on Blueberry, I can definitely say that my delusional self is long gone, but at some point, I started feeling extremely guilty for what I did. I was extremely delusional with the false love I felt for him, and with that I had pushed him away with my actions that invaded his privacy and comfort zone, especially with the age gap between us. I had felt many emotions about Blueberry, some sad and depressed, others angry and annoyed. But I felt guilty about what I had done. Now every time I look at him, he looks away like he’s trying to ignore me, anytime I even say hi to him, he pretends to not hear me.

I’ve gone through multiple thoughts about what I could do to apologise to Blueberry, or not do at all. Like, going to him and apologising or gaining his attention in someway or thinking maybe I won’t get closure. Maybe I’ll be happier when I graduate high school soon. Will he miss me if I weren’t around anymore? Or would he be happier if I weren’t there. I don’t know anymore. I’ve had thoughts of “would I make him happy if I killed myself?” in desperate times of when I felt the need for closure and comfort and reassurance that it’s all in the past now. But I’ve given up on finding closure from blueberry.

I love Melanie's music so much, she was the first real artist I thought was pretty different than whatever played on the radio or what my mum played in the house. So, without her music and without my best friend recommending me her music, I would've become a boring ass gay guy. With that said, before Hades came out in March, I wasn't listening to her music like that for a while. But once I start listening, I'm singing every word.

The Good | High School Sweethearts: There's so many choices for me to choose, but I chose my favorite. High School Sweethearts is a song I fell in love with on first listen as the lyrics are catchy and empowering in a way that is protective of yourself, so you can search for someone who isn't just a one-night fling. The song is so moody and really gets me into a state of mind that I can't explain. 11/10.

The Bad | Drama Club: I was going to go for Wheels on the Bus, but I feel like Drama Club fit this better. Drama Club had potential, but it's essentially a wasted spot in the K-12 track list as it not only transitions from the first half of the album to the second poorly, but the song by itself isn't the worst thing in the world, it's mid in the sense that it does nothing at all with its potential except for the very brief verses in between the repetitive choruses that happen throughout most of the song. 4/10.

I hate Drake. I've always hated Drake, him and his music. So, when the album was announced and was finally releasing, he dropped not one, not two but three whole ass albums to complete a contract of his with UMG, I knew at least the two surprise albums would be complete ass, so I didn't listen to those. But when ICEMAN was getting bad reviews, I was so happy to hear more people than usual, even some of Drake's dick riders were saying it was ass, hating on the album. So, I listened to most of the songs before making the decision that it was indeed ass.

If you go onto my AOTY and look at the review, I have it at a 0. But what I'm going to credit on here and not on there is that ICEMAN has some really nice beats, some of the best beats Drake had put out in recent age. But here's the thing, Drake then decides to speak, and it takes me out of it completely. Now I didn't listen to the album when reviewing it on AOTY, but I have tried to listen to the album since, but Drake's music is some of the most boring shit ever. I believe full heartedly that I will never like any Drake project ever.

But this isn’t about the album… I’m talking about the 13th track from it called Unfold.

Pyramids by Frank Ocean was my favourite song of all time before I heard this. But now, I don’t think anyone could ever top Unfold. Why?

Well, the magical beat and heavenly vocals combined together so perfectly that it feels… well, like a bed of flowers, soft kittens and the voice of an angel.

Totally Enormous Extinct Dinosaurs definitely made the track the way it is today.

I don’t have anything else to say except that it’s so beautiful and heavenly that I just want to cry when the chorus pops up.