saw you in the gardenย that one summer,ย in your rumpled dressesย trampling on roses
brought you to that frozen lake where iย watched your broken soul ache where you told meย your secret griefsย
and sometimes i canโt help but wishย things hadnโt changed between usย was it pride, was it the wayย i wasnโt by your sideย
was it my broken promisesย and miserable liesย that made you think otherwise?ย
but i promise iโll be a better man,ย be a bit less of a fool, someone wiseย
this time iโd like to make you mine
saw you in the desertย that next summer,ย in your military bluesย like a plan gone askewย
things would never be the sameย and i wouldย never call your nameย
all this was an old fantasyย it wasnโt meant to be
sometimes i canโt help but wishย things hadnโt changed between usย was it pride, was it the wayย i wasnโt by your sideย
was it my broken promisesย and miserable liesย that made you think otherwise?ย
but i promise iโll be a better man,ย be a bit less of a fool, someone wiseย
this time iโd like to make you mine
never wouldโve thoughtย weโd end up this wayย from old-time loversย to nothing but hearsayย
itโs hard, when I justย wanna hear your voice at two in the morning,ย kiss you in the pouring rainย take away all your pain
sometimes i canโt help but wishย things hadnโt changed between usย was it pride, was it the wayย i wasnโt by your sideย
was it my broken promisesย and miserable liesย that made you think otherwise?ย
but i promise iโll be a better man,ย be a bit less of a fool, someone wiseย
this time i promise Iโll make you mineย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ยฉ eri / 2021
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