If You Find This It's For You

I guess the shit part is that it really isn’t that big of a deal, but I just trust you blindly like I’ve never done with anyone and the only thing I’ve ever questioned you on someone else also believes. You still denied it, but I felt the awkwardness.

You’ve moved on but I haven’t. I don’t know what else to do other than to distance myself and get over it. I feel like bringing it up will be worse than swallowing it, but I’m being weird with you. I know I am. I don’t want to be, but I know it’s happening. I can’t fake it. We don’t fake.

Idk wtf I’m even writing here for. I guess it’s the only place I know you won’t go.

10.3.18

It finally happened. You’re my wife. I promise to always cherish our relationship. I promise to make every decision together as a family. I promise to always be your home and make you feel secure. We’ve come so far and it’s only getting better.