finally free 💕

Your love

Is the booming sun

That echoes the sound

Of the everlasting

Mandala.

It is the pitch

And frequencies

Which enlighten

Me higher than

Brahman.

It soaks me in

Sunflower fields,

Basking me in peace

That transcends Nirvana.

My eyes are no longer

Pools covered by dirt,

But a veil torn by

the light of ever flowing

Fires.

I taste the earthy

Charcoal of rebirth

And awaken to

The peppermint breath

Of brand new

Life.

You ensorcell my spirit.

Captivate me

In hues that sing

New sensations

Into existence.

You raise me from

The death of Tamas

And open my eyes

Well. Here is another letter I really hope you don’t have to open, but since you did… here we go…………

So we’ve been fighting. shit. what did I do this time lol

 Okay. Look- I want to do the right thing here. I don’t know who started this, how it happened, who is more to blame, or maybe it’s neither? whatever. But I do know that none of those things matter. We both are hurt, we both are upset,  and I don’t know about you– but I want to be connected right now more than I want to be right. I’m sorry we got into a fight… I hate fighting/arguing with you… but yknow what? I am immensely proud of us both for always pushing through and coming out together on top ❤

If when we were fighting and I said something stupid… you know I am so sorry. Please forgive me- you know I love you! I care about you so much! ❤ 

I’m not perfect, and I hate to admit it but sometimes I do get upset over nothing, sometimes I say things without meaning to, but  no matter what, I can promise you that no one else could love you more than I do  ❤ ❤ Just because I’m upset or mad at you doesn’t mean I don’t care about you. There’s a saying that goes: “Don’t worry when I fight with you, worry when I stop because it means there’s nothing left for us to fight for.” 

I want us to get through this. I know we can. What really matters is not the fight itself, but the way we work together to solve it. Honestly, I don’t know what I would do without you in my life. idc what’s going on and if we are on good terms or not, because my heart still rests with you. always. remember that.