Trent or Ghostie. He/Him. 18. Gay, transmasc. Fictive. Otherkin. Punk. Autistic loser. Cat lover. Former early ‘00’s chronically online fandom dweller. I really like medical dramas. Ex-Catholic Midwesterner. Writer and artist. Just here for the cool fan art and silly posts. Expect insanity when I do post. Watch me reblog the most unhinged shit. I really don’t care who interacts, but if you’re a creep DNI. My blog is a safe space.
🦌⌖ Call me Trent, Alex, Narrator, Ghostie, Null, Filth or C-Flower (I love nicknames).
🦌⌖ He/Him, They/Them is ok too.
🦌⌖ 18 years old (‘08 baby).
🦌⌖ Chronic pain haver.
🦌⌖ Queer, trans & Aroace-spec.
🦌⌖ Senior Tumblr user, I have seen the horrors (I was a kid on my mom’s Tumblr).
🦌⌖ I love writing, poetry, psychology, music, medical science, the decomp process, taxidermy, cats && some other cool stuff.
🦌⌖ AuDHD, C-PTSD, paranoid schizo, OCD, mania && some other clinical bullshit names.
🦌⌖ I’ve been in a LOT of fandoms && AM still in quite a few, I’ve lost track at this point.
🦌⌖ I’m very introverted, but I love making friends. I need more chill queer friends who aren’t problematic && are actually fun to be around (rare for me, all my bffs are special).
🦌⌖ I’m a pretty unfiltered person, so expect cussing, mentions of violence && possible NSFW stuff. Politely DNI if you can’t handle that. I’m here to have fun & spread love.
🦌⌖ I try to stay out of politics, because it makes my head hurt && I don’t think either side is correct. I don’t stand for either party && I think we need more people who are actual human beings, not money puppets. I’m a relatively serious guy, but I’m also incredibly silly once I warm up to people. I have violent thoughts && tendencies, && I’m also really slow sometimes, so please be patient.
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This feels so awkward, I hate doing callouts but I’m genuinely curious. Hi, I’m Nate, I’m a Nathan Prescott fictive and I’m sorta canon divergent (not really though, I just made a conscious decision to work on my mental health). But I’m wondering if there actually is any Warren Graham or other fictives (or fictionkin) from LiS? I’ve only seen us Nathans.
Randomly remembering that one time my cousin got me to actually dress up with her and I did a whole photoshoot in a black dress, I mean…I looked pretty and the photos turned out great, but God, that was embarrassing.
I love you marginalized, weird, and/or ostracized parts of the Queer community.
I love you diverse identities.
I love you intersectionality!
I love you complexity.
I love you Black queers.
I love you Indigenous queers. I love you Two-Spirit people.
I love you Asian queers.
I love you multiracial queers.
I love you Latine queers. I love you Hispanic queers.
I love you Jewish queers.
I love you queer POC.
I love you disabled queers. I love you mobility aid-user queers.
I love you mentally ill queers. I love you disordered queers.
I love you neurodivergent queers. I love you persodivergent queers. I love you queers with invisible disabilities. I love you queers with "weird" disorders. I love you plural queers. I love you queer systems. I love you queer regressors. I love you queers with trauma. I love you queers with addictions.
I love you queers with varying empathy levels.
I love you transsexual queers. I love you queers who reclaim slurs. I love you queers who use "historical" or "outdated" terms that aren't in the common queer lexicon.
I love you butches. I love you femmes. I love you futches. I love you studs. I love you stemmes.
I love you bears. I love you twinks. I love you otters.
I love you otherkin. I love you therians. I love you alterhuman. I love you fictionfolk. I love you nonhumans. I love you furries. I love you kemonomimis.
I love you contradictory label users. I love you lesboys. I love you turigirls. I love you gaybians.
I love you transgender folk. I love you nonbinary folk.
I love you cisgender queers.
I love you xenogender users. I love you neogender users. I love you MOGAI. I love you LIOM. I love you QAI. I love you 2SLGBTQIAP+.
I love you polyamorous queers. I love you ethically non-monogamous queers.
I love you queer drag queens. I love you queer drag kings. I love you crossdressing queers.
I love you Muslim queers. I love you religious queers. I love you spiritual queers. I love you pagan queers. I love you polytheist queers.
I love you intersex queers.
I love you old queers. I love you new queers.
I love you queers who transition. I love you queers who don't. I love you queers on HRT. I love you queers who have had gender affirming surgery.
I love you non-dysphoric trans queers.
I love you closeted queers. I love you queers who can't come out.
I love you label collector queers. I love you coiner queers. I love you archivist queers.
I love you a-spec queers. I love you queerplatonic queers. I love you aro allo queers. I love you allo ace queers. I love you aplatonic queers.
I love you multigender queers. I love you fluid queers. I love you agender queers.
I love you objectum queers. I love you yumeshippers/selfshippers.
I love you questioning queers. I love you queers who choose to never come out.
I love you neopronoun users. I love you xenopronoun users.
I love you fat queers. I love you chubby queers.
I love you alternative queers. I love you leftist queers. I love you cosplayer queers.
I love you queers in low-income households. I love you queers in poverty.
I love you queers who are parents. I love you queers who want to one day be parents.
I love you bisexuals. I love you lesbians. I love you gays. I love you pansexuals. I love you omnisexuals. I love you sapphics. I love you achilleans. I love you homosexuals. I love you heterosexuals. I love you multisexuals. I love you every label.
I love you t4t queers. I love you queers in 'straight' relationships.
I love *you.* [I apologize if I missed anything, but we included all that we thought of, at the time!]
(Non romantic tone)
And if you do not like to use the term love? That is ok! Just know that I care about you, but it isn't just me, so many do. When I announced I was making this post, beings in my server rallied around me to offer their love to many expansive identities.
I see your identity. I respect and care about your personhood or individuality or identity. You matter and deserve to feel seen and heard.
Things aren't always smooth sailing. Sometimes people spread hate. But in a world where that exists, so does so much love.
I love you queers. You belong. You always have.
(Excuse my lack of commas ... I love commas, but they just didn't fit)
If we said anything wrong, please let us know, if willing! We are always willing to learn and educate ourselves :3
Tagging a few blogs we think may like this ;; @radiomogai @rwuffles @squidfreak @goatgai
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Funnily enough, people have told me for years that I would grow out of that “weird phase” where I felt inhuman. ‘Cause I don’t know, most kids have wild imaginations (what I’ve been told, but then again, I lived in two haunted houses growing up, was being actively abused, experienced said hauntings, was given meds that weren’t mine and ended up being psychotic as I got older), but now? As a young adult, I guess I just…stopped thinking of it so seriously, but I never stopped feeling it yk? Like I still feel it, I feel it everyday like clockwork, all day, every second, minute, hour, day. It’s just a part of who I am and it ain’t really serious, it’s just me. Identity isn’t all serious, sometimes it’s just you. Nobody has to take you seriously but you, your beliefs validate who you are (if they’re not harmful ofc). Most people would be weirded out by some of the comments I regularly get from people, even in a joking manner. But I think they’re hilarious, because I’m like…yeah, yeah, no, you’re right. And it’s just genuinely funny to me, because it’s weirdly validating, but also so silly and I think that’s the greatest part. Life isn’t always serious, it’s not supposed to be all doom and gloom all the time, no matter how much people try to make it like that. Life can still be fun and silly and ridiculous and stupid and childish and a little dumb sometimes. But all those things make life so wonderful sometimes, in all its sick, twisted glory.
Some honorable mentions of comments that I’ve gotten from people (friends, mind you):
“You have deer eyes…like there’s nothing there, y’know? Like…there’s no…light doesn’t reflect normally, it refracts off your eyes. They’re like some kind of fucking void.”
“I hired this deer (me) to stare at you.”
“Hey, your lips look like a corpses so…yk, it completes the whole “dead” look”
“Stop looking like you just crawled out of a grave.”
“I’d be scared if I saw you too.”
“Alright, you have GOT to get LOUDER when you walk up behind people, Jesus!”
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Seeing someone, even if you don’t know them, but ESPECIALLY if it’s someone you’re friends with going through the same trauma you went through is so fucking triggering and world shattering. Like no no no, holy shit. This was supposed to end with me, this was supposed to be my burden to carry, not yours. Oh my god. And then the gut wrenching realization that you’re truly not as isolated in your experiences as you thought when you were younger. When you were being sa’d and abused, others were going through it too. And you never spoke up, because they drilled it into you that you were alone and nobody was ever gonna believe you. Nobody was ever gonna hear your cries, God wasn’t going to answer your prayers, nobody was coming to save you. And now, suddenly, you feel obligated to help. And that stupid, STUPID savior complex you developed when you were younger comes bursting out of you like you’re ripping your own heart out for another person, when all you’ve ever felt was selfish. And now? Now it’s your turn to be that person, to be the person you needed when you were younger. And in saving somebody else, you’re saving your inner child.
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I kind of envy a lot of people in the Otherkin community, cuz I see so many of them that are totally confident and sure of their identities. And here I am, completely confused as to what I even am. I got down the Cathearted, Undeadkin and Creaturekin bits, but I know I’m also some kind of animal, realistically. And I have no clue what! Because I’m really bad with labels, I always have been. I grew up when labels were still relatively new, so I didn’t even know about a lot of labels until I started researching stuff in my late teens (especially stuff in the LGBTQ+ community), because I grew up with simple labels. So it kinda hurts my brain trying to understand what the fuck I am. Because I kind of feel like a cat a lot of the time, but that’s just me being Cathearted and then sometimes I feel like a dog and sometimes a rabbit, and I also have this weird connection to deer? Idk, it’s so complicated. I’m just a cryptid, I guess.. (╥﹏╥)
