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“I’m not really surprised that you murdered him.” / @fiightcr​

    ❛ Oh am I? ❜ he snaps, teeth grinding slightly. ❛ You seem to have all the answers don’t you? I’d be better off without you? Well, guess what? I was not. You have no idea how much it hurt to be waiting everyday for you to come back, like… Like some pitiful guy hoping you’d go through the bar’s door. Drinking half a bottle after the nightshift. I wanted you here. I wanted to marry you! And you’re telling me you just went away because I was better off without you?! ❜ 

     His chest is heaving now, hands in a fist so tight his knuckles are white. Oh his mind is a blur of colors, buzzing all around like the swarming line of thoughts, anger igniting non-stop violent fireworks he cannot help seeing.  ❛ So, I’d be better off without you or that’s what you want to believe? But you know what? This is on me… I thought it’d be enough, I thought I could be. I would have waited for you on nights end whenever you went out hunting, because I knew you’d come back to me. Your husband. ❜ he takes a deep breath, head falling forward. ❛ But I guess that’s me. The one who waits, the one who believes. ❜

      ❛ And now, there’s someone in there waiting for you. ❜ Drew points to Haze’s door, the Christmas party being too much for him he couldn’t just stay any longer.  ❛ I’ve seen the way he looks at you… And he’s probably under the mistletoe, don’t keep him waiting. Maybe he’s the one. ❜ And with that, he just turns around and starts walking home, scoffing and mumbling under his breath. ❛ Maybe he can give you what I didn’t… ❜ 

                                          ❛     yeah,   yeah you are !   ”       anger bursts through the barrier ,  replacing the pain and sadness that she felt upon seeing drew again ,  of talking to him .         ❛     you know what i am ,  what i’ve DONE …  ”        the words he throws at her cuts deeper than she’d like to admit .   especially the one about him drinking himself into a stupor .        but she doesn’t flinch ,  barely even blinks as he yells back at her . 

but damn if he doesn’t look beautiful ,   there in the faint lighting the windows of haze provides ,  chest heaving and ablaze with fury ,   she wants nothing more than to push him up against the wall and kiss him ,   devour him.     wolfie’s never seen him like this before ,   she scarcely believed the musician had this kind of anger in him .    it’s nice .       would ,   though ,     be nicer if not directed at her.       however his next words make her frown ,   isn’t that exactly WHY she decided to call it quits ?       or ,  at least leave..            ❛     y’ couldn’t know that.   that’s the thing, drew, i never know IF i come home.   "           the word tastes weird in her mouth ,  but it makes her heart skip three beats .            ❛     to you.   "        she adds quickly ,    voice suddenly holding a raspy quality as her mouth is all of a sudden so very dry .      she swallows .          ❛     I never know if i’m gonna survive the job that day…   that’s why i left ,     that’s why y’re so much better without me .   ” 

❝It’s just a photograph of someone that I knew.❞ who wants it ? drew ? scott ? accepting    ❤  @fiightcr​

     ❛ I see ❜ he can’t catch a glance at the photo held in her hand, but there is a hunch in his chest, that little skip of a beat and the feeling that he knew what the person in the photograph was. Did he really want to know? Possibly not, but if one is to have your heart broken, well let it be quick so it turns numb sooner.           ❛ Do I know them by any chance? ❜

❱  &.  @fiightcr​

❝        that…          really  didn’t  go  as  planned,  did  it?        ❞

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                                     CARINA , my dearest ,  you’re precious and i adore you so much.   ♥     FURTHERMORE ,  this goes out to the last ten beauties in my notifications at the time of writing.   :

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                               you’re the talented one , satan ,  and i adore you so much.     thanks for theses !!     ♥

                                                “       ✖      ”

                                   RIGHT BACK AT YA  !!   ♥

                                                this is like 8 months late, and i’m sorry about that tbh .     but also idk who you’re calling talented ?    like have you seen yourself ????   but also thank you ♥       and do you know what,  i kind of think it just might be my best year yet,  despite all the COVID shit, and general shit that’s happening around our globe,  it has brought me a bunch of amazing people and memories and in general just been a Good Year™.    and i really hope 2020 has been one of the greatest years yet, for you too !