Whatever I feel like posting at the moment.

My flag is not green or red, it's white. I give up, leave me alone.

As someone who likes being alone all the time usually, you know shit is getting bad when feeling alone starts to actually hurt you for once and you just want someone to hold you and be there.

Feeling like you're too much is honestly one of the worst feelings to possibly exist. It just feels like you need to stop being yourself and existing all together. It's like you crawl out of your own skin and laugh in disgust at what remains, it's pathetic. And so saddening.

at some point depression is just embarrassing like hey yeah I've wanted to kill myself since I was Seven Years Old idk I guess I'm procrastinating yes I am Still Depressed god just put me down like a sick dog why don't you

nobody talks about how exhausting it is to live in that space between "things will get better" and "i can't handle this anymore." it's like your emotions are constantly swinging. leaving you both hopeful and defeated in the same day.

i can’t wait till i get to sleep with him every night not in the sexual way but just. sleeping in the same bed and getting to wake up next to him and see him

I’d have to wait months or even years for another chance to reblog this, so why the fuck not?

TODAY

I gotta take my chances

cuddling on the couch with a blanket over us during a nice rainy day could fix me rn ngl

It would be soooooo unfortunate if someone injected me testosterone while I was asleep. Someone totally shouldn't do this to me. It would just be toooootally horrible