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Chapter Two

They never said it out loud.

It existed in the quiet spaces between words , in glances that lingered a moment too long, in the way he always seemed to know when she was struggling before she said a thing and the way she could tell something was weighing on him long before he let it show.

Jaskirat knew it and Vikram also figured it out eventually , because he was not as oblivious as he performed.

" So " Vikram started the conversation one morning while they were running , falling into step beside her.

" you and sir—...! "

" Complete that sentence and I will make sure you won't be able to speak for the rest of your life " Priya said pleasantly. Vikram grinned and said nothing else , but he surely grinned about it for the rest of the day.

The training grew more intense with each passing day. They were being shaped into something very specific — people who could slip into another country, another identity and gather the information India needed.

Pakistan.

It existed as an unspoken truth among them. The instructors never felt the need to spell it out but the signs were everywhere — in the language classes , the cultural immersion , the intelligence exercises. Piece by piece , they were being prepared for a life across the border.

Priya was good at languages. Her Urdu had been strong from the starting but she refined it until there was no trace of anything that didn't belong. She learned accents , mannerisms , references and patterns of speech. How to become someone else so completely that it sometimes unsettled her.

After long training sessions , she would stand in front of a mirror and look at her reflection.

Priya Sharma

That is your name

You're here for serving your country Priya

She repeated those words to herself often. The training demanded new identities but she refused to let it take the old one. There was no room for distractions , for attachments , or for anything that could make her forget who she was or why she had chosen this path.

No matter what identity she wore, she reminded herself of one thing above all else...Never forget who you are

It became a promise she made to herself every day.

But what Priya didn't realize was that , despite all her discipline and reminders , she was already breaking one of her own rules without even knowing it

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Six months into training , Ajay Sanyal called Sushant into a private meeting.

Priya didn't think much of it at first. Meetings happened all the time. Briefings , evaluations , operational discussions - none of it was unusual.

But when Sushant returned , something felt different.

He was quieter

The change was subtle enough that most people probably wouldn't have noticed it.

But Priya did

During the afternoon session , she caught him looking at her from across the training hall. It lasted only a second before he looked away , but there was something in his expression she couldn't place.

It looked more like someone carrying knowledge they weren't sure how to share and the feeling stayed with her for the rest of the day.

By evening , training had ended and the facility was beginning to empty. Priya was gathering her things when she heard his voice behind her.

" Priya "

She turned

" Sit down for a minute "

Something in his tone made her obey without question

He took the chair across from her and for a few moments, neither of them spoke. Sushant rested his forearms on the table and stared at the surface as though he was organizing his thoughts before saying them out loud.

The silence stretched just long enough to make her uneasy. Then he finally spoke.

" Vikram and Jaskirat are being deployed "

The words landed heavily between them.

Priya felt her breath catch

Of course they were

She had always known this day would come , after all that was the entire purpose of the training.

Nobody stayed here forever

People finished their preparation , received their assignments and left. She had known it logically , yet hearing it spoken aloud made something sink in her chest. Because suddenly it wasn't a distant future anymore.

It was already happening.

Vikram and Jaskirat were leaving.

And for the first time , the reality of what they were being trained for felt frighteningly close.

She looked down at her hands

" Jaskirat will be fine," she said quietly " He was born serious enough for this " a faint smile touched her lips.

" Vikram will charm his way out of anything. I genuinely think he could get captured , make friends with his captors , and leave with their phone numbers. "

That earned the ghost of a smile from Sushant. The humor faded almost as quickly as it had appeared.

" But they're still leaving " her words hung in the air.

She wasn't thinking about deployments anymore.

She was thinking about what came after.

About the fact that six months ago they had all been strangers and now the thought of two empty seats in the training room felt so wrong.

Sushant studied her for a moment.

" That's part of this job. "

" I know "

" You don't get to keep people forever Priya "

Something tightened in her chest

She understood that. She had understood it from the day she walked through the gates of the academy.

Attachments complicated things

Attachments made people hesitate

Attachments got people hurt

And yet , despite knowing all of that , she found herself wondering what the training hall would feel like without Vikram's constant jokes or Jaskirat's dry comments.

" You're not worried about the mission " Sushant said eventually.

Priya shook her head.

" No "

" Then what are you worried about? "

She was quiet for a long time and finally , she looked up.

" That one day it'll be my turn "

His expression didn't change.

" That's the idea "

" I know "

" And when that day comes ? "

She held his gaze , " When that day comes , I'll go. "

There wasn't any hesitation in her voice. No uncertainty either...just acceptance.

A long silence stretched between them , neither seeming eager to break it.

Sushant nodded once as if that answer was exactly what he had expected or perhaps exactly what he had been afraid of.

The fluorescent lights hummed softly overhead. A long silence stretched between them, neither seeming eager to break it. Then Priya pushed her chair back.

" Three weeks is enough time to fix my timing on that combination "

A corner of Sushant's mouth twitched.

" Okay "

She nodded once and stood before uttering " Goodnight sir "

" Goodnight Priya "

She turned towards the door.

The conversation should have ended there.

Vikram and Jaskirat were leaving. The future was coming whether any of them were ready for it or not. There was nothing left to say.

Her hand was already on the door when his voice stopped her.

" Priya " she froze

The sound of her name from him always seemed to do that.

Slowly , she turned back. Neither of them spoke but the distance between them suddenly felt smaller than it should have. He looked at her as though he wanted to say something else.

Something beyond deployments and training schedules and operational readiness.

Something neither of them had any right to say.

The feeling was familiar by now. It had been growing quietly for months , hidden beneath lessons , evaluations and discipline. Neither of them acknowledged it. Neither of them allowed it a name.

But for a second , she could see it.

And somehow , she knew he could see it too.

Then whatever had crossed his face disappeared.

" Sleep well " he said

Just that.

Nothing more.

The door closed again

Priya held his gaze for a heartbeat longer before nodding

" You too , sir. " then she walked out.

The hallway felt colder than before. Behind her, the room remained lit. Ahead of her waited another day of training , another day of becoming someone else.

But for the first time , the thought that she might eventually have to leave felt a little different.

A little heavier.

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The day Vikram and Jaskirat left , not dramatically because that was not how these things worked , just a morning where they were there and then they weren't. Priya stood in the training room alone for a long time. Looking at the mats , the maps on the walls , the marks on the floor from a thousand sessions.

Jaskirat had hugged her before he left. He didn't hug people casually — it meant something when he did it. He had held on for a moment and said very quietly near her ear , " You take care of yourself. Both of you. "

She had laughed despite herself " There's no both. "

He had pulled back and looked at her with that face he had , the one that said I see everything and I'm not going to argue with you about it.

" Take care of yourself " he had repeated.

Vikram had done something more theatrical involving a bow and a terrible joke that she had laughed at properly , because Vikram's terrible jokes always landed somehow , and then they were gone.

She was standing in the training room when Sushant came in. He stopped when he saw her. Read the room , came and stood beside her — not too close , but still beside her , both of them looking at the empty mats.

" They'll be okay "

" I know "

" Jaskirat especially is— "

" I know " she repeated. Then , softer — " I know..."

He didn't say anything else after that , just stood there beside her. Present.

After a while she finally spoke , " Train me harder now. I have more time. "

He looked at her sideways.

" They're going to need good intel " she said. " Which means eventually I have to go too. So train me until there's nothing left to teach. "

His jaw did that thing where it tightened , " Priya— "

" Please " she said quietly

There was a long pause and then finally , " Fine "

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Author's note : So yeah , that's it for this chapter. The next few chapters are already written and sitting safely in my drafts. I just need to add the aesthetics and section dividers before posting them. I'll be uploading them one by one , so stay tuned !

Chapter One

The training facility smelled like sweat and cold concrete and something metallic that never quite went away no matter how many times they cleaned the floors.

Priya Sharma had been here for six weeks.

Waking up at four in the morning everyday , running until her lungs burned and legs threatened to give out , being thrown to the ground by people bigger , stronger and more experienced than her , while bruises were blooming across her arms and ribs in shades of purple and yellow.

Six weeks of learning that getting knocked down wasn't the hard part

Getting back up was

And she was getting very good at it

The sound of gloves hitting mats echoed through the training hall.

" Your left side is open "

The voice came from behind her , calm and impossible to ignore. At this point , she recognized that voice the same way people recognized approaching rain.

But she didn't turn around

The Deputy Director of IB , Sushant Bansal , stood somewhere behind her at the edge of the mat with his arms crossed.

She could practically feel the weight of his gaze.

" I know " Priya said , adjusting her stance

" Then fix it "

" I'm letting it stay open " there was a pause

She could practically feel him glaring at her this time.

" What do you mean ? "

She glanced towards her sparring partner. Jaskirat Singh Rangi.

Jaskirat was built like a tank...and one thing aboout him was that his expression permanently stuck somewhere between annoyed and murderous.

" Because he keeps going for the right " she continued

" every time "

" He sees a weakness and goes for it " Sushant said calmly

" Which means he's expecting me to defend the right "

" So. "

" So I am waiting "

" For what? "

" I'm waiting for him to realize that sometimes someone's strength...can be their real weakness " a silence settled in between them

Across the mat , stood Jaskirat. Broad shouldered , perpetually serious , with his hazel green eyes that missed absolutely nothing had gone very still as if he was processing , and then the corner of his mouth moved , just barely.

" She's not wrong " he spoke finally

" No " Sushant said quietly..." She's not "

Priya didn't smile but something in her chest did.

That was how it started.

Not with anything dramatic

It was smaller than that. It started with the accumulation of a hundred small things that individually meant nothing and together meant everything. It was the way he corrected her grip on a weapon , not grabbing her hand but standing close enough that she could feel the warmth of his arm alongside hers , his voice low and precise near her ear , whispering... " this way , not like that , feel the difference "

And she did feel the difference.

It was sparring sessions where he would step onto the mat himself when he felt the others weren't pushing her hard enough.

She had to work harder against him than anyone else and she hated it.

But she chased it simultaneously

Once he had gotten her on the ground. Arms pinned , weight distributed so escape required thinking not just strength and he had said , very calmly " Now get out of this "

She looked up at him from the floor. His face was close , eyes were focused and professional and waa giving absolutely nothing away.

She had gotten out of it. It took her exactly four minutes and she used every dirty trick she knew.

When she was standing again , breathing hard , he had looked at her for a moment and said , " Good. "

Just that. Good

She replayed it approximately forty times before sleeping that night.

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Jaskirat noticed before anyone did.

That was the thing about Jaskirat Singh Rangi— soon to be Hamza Ali Mazari when he crossed the border , already carrying the weight of that other identity in the way he held himself.

He noticed everything and said very little about most of it.

He noticed the way Priya's eyes would find Sushant when he entered a room without her meaning them to and the way Sushant's briefings became slightly more detailed when she asked questions.

But Jaskirat said nothing

One evening , when he and Priya were sitting on the steps outside the facility after a particularly brutal day , shoulders touching , both too tired to speak properly , he spoke —

" Be careful. "

Priya looked at him sideways , " Of what "

" You know of what "

She was quiet for a long time.

The sky was doing something orange and complicated above them.

" It's nothing "

He gave her a side eye [ BOMBASTIC SIDE EYE— okay I'll stop ]

" ...it's probably nothing " she amended

He huffed at her choice of words before quietly dropping an arm around her shoulders for a moment , giving them a light squeeze. Just steady , brotherly reassurance. The kind of comfort that didn't demand explanations or ask questions , only quietly reminded her that she wasn't alone.

" Okay "

For three brief seconds , she leaned her head against his shoulder.

Then she pulled away and sat up straight as if it had never happened.

They had an early morning training at four and neither of them was particularly good at being sentimental.

Still , a quiet smile tugged at her lips.

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The third member of their unit was Vikram— who would become Rizwan Shah across the border. Loud where Jaskirat was quiet , reckless where Priya was calculated. He was the kind of man who could make anyone laugh within five minutes of meeting them and was also extraordinarily good at his job , which Priya respected deeply even when he drove her absolutely mad.

The three of them became something. Not family exactly. That word was too soft for what the training forged. More like people who had seen each other at their worst and lowest and most broken and had chosen to stay in the room anyway.

Vikram called it being stuck with each other. Jaskirat called it nothing because he didn't explain things like that out loud. Priya called it the only real thing in the building.

There was an evening. Weeks into training , the air outside going cold , when Sushant stayed late going over tactical maps and Priya stayed late because she had questions about extraction routes and everyone else had gone.

The facility was quiet in a way it never was during the day. Fluorescent lights humming , papers spread across the table between them.

She had asked her questions and he had answered them thoroughly , pointing to routes on the map , his finger tracing paths she needed to memorize.

And when the questions were done , neither of them moved.

" You catch on fast " he said , not looking at her , eyes still hovering over the map.

" I have good teachers "

He looked at her and for a moment , the door was not just unlocked but...fractionally open.

" ...get some sleep Priya " he muttered quietly

She stood up , gathered her notes and walked towards the door before stopping

" Sir " she spoke without turning around

" Hm ? "

She paused before uttering " Goodnight... "

She wasn't really expecting a reply and was ready to leave when she heard him utter , almost too quietly.

" Goodnight "

Walking down the corridor , her heart was doing something completely undignified and she told it firmly to stop but it did not stop at all.

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Three months into training and she was already sparring with Sushant Bansal. Proper sparring , wthout holding back because he decided she was ready for that and she had decided she was going to prove him right.

She knew she was good...but he was better. Not by brute force but by patience , by reading her and being two moves ahead in a way that was almost infuriating.

She had him for a moment. Genuinely had him.

It was a combination she'd been building toward for twenty minutes , a feint left and strike right and then a sweep at his base that should have taken him down.

But instead , he caught her wrist , turned the momentum and suddenly she was with her back against the cold floor...but not roughly. It was controlled and professional— his forearm across her collarbone , his body blocking any direction she might go and his face very close to hers.

Both of them were breathing hard.

The room was empty.

Jaskirat and Vikram had finished an hour ago before leaving.

She looked at him. He looked at her.

His jaw was tight , eyes were doing something she had never seen them do in three months— something that was not professional at all.

" Sir— " she started

" Don't "

He stepped back , putting distance between them. He ran his hands over his face , and when he looked at back at her ? The door was closed again.

She had seen what was behind it and there was no pretending she hadn't.

" That combination was good " he said , his voice was even now.

" Your timing on the feint was off by half a second. Fix that and it works. "

" Okay "

" Go back to the quarter "

" Yes sir " saying this , she picked up her jacket from the corner of the room. Her hands were not entirely steady and she was glad her back was to him.

Suddenly , he called out " Priya "

She turned.

He was standing in the middle of the mat , arms at his sides. He was looking at her with an expression that cost him something.

" You're going to be exceptional at this " he said

" Whatever happens...you need to know that "

She looked at him for a long moment before repeating ,

" Whatever happens. "

That night , she sat on the small bed in her quarters, staring blankly at the wall for a long time before exhaustion finally pulled her under and sleep consumed her.

Author's Note : Well hi again :) So...this was originally supposed to be a one-shot but as I started writing , it somehow grew way bigger than I expected. The post would've been ridiculously long ( and that's not even counting the last part , which is still unfinished ) , so I decided to split it up. Hope you guys enjoyed Chapter One !

PS : Also forgive me for abandoning the Reader / YN format and going for an OC instead 😭 I tried , I really did but the vibes were simply not vibing. The storyline refused to cooperate and my brain litreally went " HELL NAH " so please trust the process. It'll make more sense in the upcoming chapters. Sorry 🫶

I still wonder sometimes...

How did all of it begin ?

Well definitely not with thunder in the chest or violins playing somewhere in the distance.

Ours began quietly.

So quietly that the world would have missed it entirely if I hadn’t held onto every second of it for the rest of my life.

I was sixteen then.

A girl with thick glasses that constantly slipped down my nose , hair tied back so tightly it gave me headaches and ink stains on my fingers from writing too much. My notebooks were overflowing with equations , theories , unfinished poems and thoughts nobody cared enough to read.

Invisible.

That is the word I always come back to.

Invisible in classrooms , hallways , in photographs where everyone else seemed brighter somehow.

And then there was you...Ayrton Senna.

Even before the world learned your name , people already spoke about you differently. Like you carried something untamed inside you. You walked through school like you belonged somewhere larger than the corridors that held us. The kind of boy girls stared at openly while boys tried desperately to become. And somehow , for reasons I still cannot understand why you noticed me.

I remember the exact day.

I was standing near my locker , flipping through my chemistry notes before class , when your shadow fell over the pages.

“ Hey ! ”

Just one word.

I looked up so quickly my glasses nearly slipped off.

You leaned against the locker beside mine like it was the most natural thing in the world.

“ You’re always scribbling ” you said nodding toward my notebook. “ What’s in there ? ”

I clutched it against my chest immediately.

“ It’s... just notes. ” You grinned then

God that grin

“ Then let me see. Maybe you’ll teach me something. You know , just in case racing cars doesn’t work out. ”

I laughed despite myself.

That was the first time.

And after that , somehow , there was always another time.

Another conversation

Another excuse for you to stand beside me.

You started sitting near me during lunch. Borrowing pens you never returned. Asking questions you already knew the answers to just to watch me explain them.

And slowly , I stopped being invisible.

At least to you

We fell in love in fragments.

Between homework assignments and race weekends. Between late-night phone calls and unfinished study sessions. Between your restless hands and my overthinking mind.

You used to sneak into my room at night sometimes , climbing through the window with your racing helmet tucked beneath your arm like a rebellious teenager from some ridiculous romance film.

You would lay beside me and talk for hours about driving. About the roar of engines , speed and the strange peace you felt when the entire world blurred around you.

“ It feels like flying ” you once whispered.

I brushed damp hair from your forehead and laughed softly.

“ You’re insane ”

Your eyes sparkled in the dark.

“ Probably ” and I loved you for it.

I loved every reckless impossible piece of you.

Years later , I stood beside you at the altar in a white dress with trembling hands while you looked at me as if I had hung the stars myself.

You kissed me with the same intensity you carried onto the track. Like loving me and racing were both matters of life and death.

And for a while…we were so happy.

But loving you was never simple.

I learned very early that racing was not merely something you did.

It was something you were.

The track owned parts of you I could never reach. The cars called to you in ways I never could. Yes, there were nights I hated it. Hated the tracks , the roaring engines , the way speed always seemed to pull you farther from me.

But I could never bring myself to ask you to choose between one of us. Not when speed was stitched into your very soul , not when loving it was as natural to you as breathing itself. To ask you to abandon it would have been like asking you to abandon who you were.

So I never did.

Even during the lonely mornings.

Even during the sleepless nights when the bed beside me stayed cold.

Even when I sat alone at breakfast staring at the empty chair across from me, listening to a house that felt too large whenever you weren’t inside it.

It was all worth it.

Every second was worth it because it was you.

I remember the night we talked about children.

You came home exhausted after a race , clothes damp with sweat , curls sticking messily to your forehead. Yet the moment you saw me waiting awake for youb, your entire face softened.

I curled beside you in bed and traced circles against your chest.

“ One day...I want a little you running around this house. ”

You laughed quietly and kissed the top of my head.

“ A little me ? God help us all~ ” but beneath the teasing , there was something else in your eyes.

Hope.

You wanted it too.

Maybe that is why fate felt especially cruel afterwards.

I begged you that morning. I still hear my own voice sometimes.

“ Don’t go today. Please...just stay with me ! ”

You cupped my face gently , pressed your forehead against mine and whispered the words that destroyed me forever.

“ I’ll be back before you know it. ”...

But you never came back.

Speed took you from me.

The same thing I accepted , supported and respected. The very thing I loved you enough not to fight against became the thing that buried you.

At your funeral , the whole world cried...but I remember feeling strangely numb. As though grief had hollowed me out so completely there was nothing left inside me capable of breaking.

I stood beside your flowers and whispered the only truth I knew...“ I accepted your love for speed , loved you enough to let you belong to it…and it still stole you from me ”

...and waited for an answer that never came.

From then on , time stopped for me.

Everything after your death felt unreal.

Ten years passed like ghosts drifting through empty rooms.

Every morning I still woke expecting to hear the bathroom door creak open. Expected to see you emerge wrapped lazily in a robe , water droplets clinging to your skin , smiling that sleepy smile only I ever got to see. Sometimes I could almost hear your laugh echoing through the hallway.

But silence always returned.

Then one evening , I saw a boy on television.

Young and fearless with fire burning in his eyes.

Lewis Hamilton

He reminded me of you so much it hurt to breathe.

The same hunger...the same look in his eyes that said the world could break before he ever would.

When I finally met him , I gave him something I had guarded like a sacred relic for years.

A piece of you...your helmet.

My hands trembled while holding it.

“ Carry him with you... ”

“ He would’ve been so proud of you ”

And somehow , that boy became family.

He started calling me mama. Stayed with me during the hardest days and sat beside me in silence when memories became too heavy to carry alone.

Then...the sickness arrived

Quietly at first , little exhaustion and pain.

Until one day the doctors finally said the word aloud.

Cancer

I remember staring at them while they spoke but all I could think was...soon I would see you again

Four years passed after that.

Hospitals

Needles

Sleepless nights

Four years of slowly disappearing inside the home we once filled with laughter.

But Lewis never left.

He held my hand through every terrible moment , every sleepless night , every fear I could no longer hide.

And when the pain became unbearable , I began writing.

Everything

Every memory

Every laugh

Every fight

Every kiss

From the moment a boy leaned against my locker and asked about my notebook..…to this very breath.

A note sat on top of the journal.

" Bury me where my heart and soul have always belonged , Lewis. Don't cry thinking I'm gone...smile because I'll finally be with him again. Watching over you , forever as you grow. "

The words blurred.

Lewis closed the journal , his hands trembling , tears staining the pages you had filled with your love , your grief and your hope. He pressed the sticky note against his chest , whispering into the quiet room.

Decisions were made without you. Conversations happened behind closed doors , wrapped in logic and strategy , framed as necessity.

And you ? You were moved accordingly.

The nikkah didn’t feel like a moment. It felt like a transition you weren’t given time to process. Words were spoken , witnessed , accepted and suddenly your name was no longer yours alone. It was tied to his , anchored to a life that carried weight you had never been prepared for.

You sat through it all with the same quiet composure you had always carried , responding when required , remaining still when not.

But from inside everything felt distant.

As if you were watching yourself from somewhere slightly removed , understanding what was happening but not quite feeling it yet.

His house welcomed you in the same way he had. Without and hostility and just acceptance. People moved around you with respect but not familiarity. Their voices lowered instinctively , their gazes were always careful , their presence measured. It was not a place that encouraged softness, not a place that allowed unnecessary emotion to linger in the open.

And yet you were there...softness placed directly in the middle of something that had no space for it.

You expected distance and you received it. Just not in the way that created fear. It was in the way that created confusion. He did not claim you or demanded anything from you.

Days passed in a quiet rhythm where his presence was constant but his proximity remained controlled. He spoke when it was necessary , his voice always even , always measured , asking simple questions that carried more attention than they should have.

“ Khana khaya ? ”

“ Kuch chahiye ho toh bata dena. ”

“ Sab theek hai ? ”

There was no impatience in him.

No irritation nor force.

And somehow that made it harder to understand him. Because a man like him was not supposed to be careful. He was not supposed to look at you like you were something that could break.

But he did.

And you noticed more than you intended to.

You noticed the quiet habits he never spoke about. The way he stood in front of the mirror at night , fingers working through his hair before tying it back again , the motion so practiced it seemed unconscious. You noticed how when he was alone , he loosened it , letting it fall in a way that made him look...less guarded. And every time your gaze found him.

Lingering and learning.

Drawn to something so small and yet so telling.

Until one night , he noticed.

Again.

“ Pasand hai ? ”

The question settled into the silence of the room before you could prepare for it , before you could look away and pretend you hadn’t been watching.

You stilled.

Your breath catching softly as you turned to face him , only to find him already watching you , already aware and certain.

“ Nahi main bas.... ” the words felt weaker this time , less convincing , even to yourself.

“ Abhi tak jhoot bolna nahi seekha na ? ” he said stepping closer , his voice low but steady , carrying a quiet certainty that made denial feel pointless. Each step he took seemed slower than the last , as if he was giving you time to move away.

You didn’t.

“ ....har dafa dekhti ho ” he murmured , stopping close enough that you could feel the warmth of him without him touching you.

Your heartbeat echoed loudly in your ears.

“ Kyun ? ”

The question lingered heavy and unavoidable , but this time you didn’t run from it.

“ Achha lagta hai... ” you admitted , your voice soft but steady enough to carry the truth of it.

And something in the air shifted.

Subtle but undeniable.

He didn’t respond immediately. As if he was letting the weight of your words settle somewhere deeper than the surface.

Then slowly his hand lifted , reaching behind his head. Pulling the tie loose with a deliberate ease that made the moment feel intentional. His hair fell naturally , softly , the strands framing his face in a way that changed him , not enough to erase what he was but enough to reveal something beneath it.

Something unguarded and real.

Your breath caught , not because it was unexpected but because it felt like you were being allowed to see something you weren’t supposed to.

“ Yeh kya jaadu kr diya hai tumne mujhpr... ” he murmured , almost to himself , the words slipping out as if he hadn’t meant to say them aloud.

But you heard them.

And something inside you responded.

Before you could understand it , he stepped closer , closing the distance you hadn’t dared to. His hand lifted , fingers gentle as they tilted your chin upward , guiding , asking you to meet his gaze.

“ Darti ho mujhse ? ” he asked again

This time you answered without hesitation.

“ Nahi ”

Something shifted in him then.

His thumb brushed against your cheek , slow and careful as if he was testing the reality of you , making sure you wouldn’t disappear if he touched you.

You didn’t move or tried pulling away

“ Pagal ” he whispered , but the words carried something softer than judgment. Something that felt dangerously close to disbelief. When he leaned in , the space between you disappeared slowly , almost reluctantly as if neither of you wanted to rush something that had taken so long to reach this point.

His lips met yours gently with a quiet , deliberate intention that made the moment feel significant. You didn’t respond immediately but when his hand moved to cradle the back of your head , holding you there with a steadiness that felt safe rather than confining.

You softened without realizing.

Your hands moved without thinking. Fingers lifting and slipping into his hair. You felt it. The softness...the warmth. The way it shifted beneath your touch , strands sliding between your fingers as if they were meant to be held.

Your grip wasn't tight.

It was curious and exploring.

As if you were trying to understand something you had only ever watched from a distance...and that changed everything.

His breath faltered.

Not enough to pull away but enough for you to feel it.

His hand moved firmer now , cradling the back of your head , holding you closer , anchoring. The kiss deepened slowly , not in intensity but in understanding. His movements remained measured and unhurried , as if he was learning you piece by piece , memorizing the way you responded , the way you breathed , the way you stayed. And when he finally pulled away , his forehead resting against yours , your breaths mingling in the small space between you

Everything felt quieter.

Closer....and a lot different.

“ tum ajeeb ho ” he murmured , his voice softer than it had ever been.

A faint smile touched your lips , barely there but real.

“ mujhe aapke baal pasand hai....issiliye ? ”

This time he laughed softly. The sound low and rare like something that didn’t belong to the world outside this room.

“ Sirf baal? ” he asked , his voice dipping again , quieter now , more personal.

You looked at him...really looked at him , without lowering your gaze.

“ …aap bhi ” and in that moment something inside him gave way.

Not broken or lost.

But opened

Because for the first time he was not being looked at with fear , expectation or obligation. He was being looked at with something gentle enough to reach places nothing else ever had. And as he pulled you closer again , this time without restraint , his lips finding yours with a certainty that carried no hesitation anymore. He realized that whatever this was...was far more dangerous than anything he had ever faced.

Because this time he didn’t want to win...

He wanted to stay.