Tranquilli fuori non significa tranquilli dentro.

I'm so tired of trying...only to fail. Over and over again, I just want to give up. I feel like I'll never be smart enough. Never be good enough.

So you already don't fucking care anymore.. that was quick.. but what was i hoping for?? I've seen myself in the mirror and i know about a thousand issues i have. I'm just a failure to you and you won't waste your time. You're not interested anymore. But god, I can't take more rejection and loneliness, I'll go fucking insane, it's physically and mentally impossible that i can cope with that for like a 100th time..

I miss how caring and gentle you were before you found out that I'm not worth it...

I'm not worth your time, I get that.

i’m the problem. i’m draining to be around. i turn everything good into something toxic. i can’t stop myself from ruining everything, no matter how hard i try. i’m the only one to blame. i’m poison to everyone around me, i destroy everything i touch

i should’ve been a cat