silenceofdeath

It's all too much and I'm just tired of dealing with it.

Why do good people always have to be sad?

“I am all alone, again…”

I have a broken soul. I’m trying to fix but i really don’t know how or where to start. I’m trying, i am trying so hard but i feel like my hands are stuck and couldn’t do anything. I'm tired that hiding storms behind my smiles. I’m just tired of everything. Please don't say anything to me and just let me rest a little.

“I am alone with my own thoughts and it’s dangerous.”

“I'm drowning in my own thoughts.”

“People get hurt when they see unexpected actions from people they love.”

“I'm literally trying my best to hold it all together but I don't know how long I can go on like this.”

“Sleep is the only thing that i do these days. When i come from school i want to sleep, whem i’m at school i want to sleep, when i’m doing anything i just want to sleep. I always feel tired af. I know that sleep is not the solution to this kind of tiredness. But it just helps me to escape and not feeling anything at all.”

“My friends, my family they say that they love me but i just don’t feel like they do love me. They are just lying because they don’t want to upset me. I feel like they don’t care about me. They always have more important things and i feel like i’m always the second choice. I don’t say anything so i’m just throwing inside, don’t want to be a burden to them. Sometimes I want to tell someone, i really do but my mind is telling me that i am just an attention seeker and then i feel terrible. There is only one thought running through my mind at this time.