Seph

I was already depressed and burned out in highschool. Didn't get a year to do nothing bc my parents made me choose between working and Uni. So I chose uni bc working sounded even worse. But now I am depressed and burned out in uni.

How is this any better??? I am so tired and I need to do stuff and the semester only just started and I am already overwhelmed and I can't even whine to my friends abt this bc they are all stem or just wouldn't get it bc they have to do like 10 times more but I am so tired and I can't do this anymore and I don't even care that much abt what I am studying. Like yeah it sounds interesting enough i guess. Better option than anything else. But also I DONT CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

At least not enough to put in any effort. (As if I would be able to put effort into it if I cared...even then I couldn't...)

I really should just drop out.... but then what?

If it were for me I'd just rot. Rot and die and rot some more.........

Welp.......

better get back to my assignments..............................................................................................................................................................................