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I am THRILLED with how my skeleton crown came out!! This piece is inspired by the last season of The Chilling Adventures of Sabrina and is the start to my Sabrina cosplay of her coronation outfit. It's important to me that each of my pieces take on different lives, which is why I created this gold skeleton demon for Halloween. š
Stay tuned for a video on how this was made as well as a makeup tutorial for the above look! For those interested, I used a couple different materials starting with plastic skeleton fingers I cut off of Halloween decorations, created a wire+foam base, attached the fingers with some hot glue and then covered the fingers and base with air dry clay. Final touches were spray painting a metallic gold followed by antiquing with brown wax paint in the cracks and lightly over the whole crown.
This is a long one for those interested in my journey. )ā( Pt. 1: Divine Energy My first burn has brought me so much insight about myself and the world around me. Iām still processing all of the thoughts and moments, but one of the things that I became more present to is my divine energy. I am fortunate to have been protected and guided my whole life by something inside me that connects me to a higher power, even if I never really acknowledged it as such. At times, I blatantly just ignored it or pretended like it didnāt exist. As if I was just going along for the ride and beautiful moments just happen to me by chance. When Iām experiencing my lows, I tend to feel like a burden or that Iām taking up space and am constantly apologizing for the way that I am. Too controlling, too busy, too emotional, too weird. These feelings are always underlying my state of mind, even when things seem like they are going well. My constant thirst for achievement and knowledge was coming from the feeling of never being enough. I am enough and I have so much to give. This journey has allowed me to make a simple shift of taking ownership of my impact and being proud of who I am. I will continue to create and bring happiness to those around me, not because I want people to like me, but because I want to see more love, warmth, and compassion in our world. This is something to be shared and spread, not something to apologize for. Iām breaking the habit of constantly searching for what is wrong with me or what needs to be fixed in the process. I invite anyone who resonates with this to reach out and share your story. Letās step into our power together. š
My attitude toward making all of my costumes by hand
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The Gris game has been making me feel all kind of ways. After playing, I could not help but try my hand at a watercolor makeup look šØ and cosplay, inspired by the beauty of the game.
Even if you're not planning on doing any watercolor makeup soon, definitely still give the video a watch to hear my thoughts on the game and how incredibly stunning and meditative it is! If you're not a gamer, you'll still want to play š
I really hope you love it and that it inspires you to get creative! š« This was my first big collaboration with Adar Beck on my channel and we had so much fun!!
ā¾ā© Felicia Mariah
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Want to watch me have a major fowl up during my Hades makeup tutorial? Letās just say Hades isnāt very patient as he reacts to all my newb tips. š But seriously, my very first cosplay makeup tutorial is up on the Youtubes! I know, I know, it's not Halloween anymore. But hopefully, you still find this useful for future cosplay/costume events! Hades was SUCH a fun character and I loved all the double-takes this costume got and you will too! ā¾ā© Felicia Mariah
Day 002: The best way to start off this year was time warping with my favorite people and letting 2019 know whoās boss! Watch me haul a friendās closet raid and some thrift finds and uses them to transform into a New Yearās baddie.
Until next time!
ā¾ā© Felicia Mariah
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Daily Vlog Challenge 001 ā¾ā© Making candles for the first time!
Happy New Year my loves!! I can already feel that 2019 is going to be AWESOME! One of the things Iāve always wanted to do is have a consistent vlog, which can be difficult when you are leading a busy life. So, I am challenging myself to vlog every day. There will be a variety of days⦠good and bad⦠and I plan to take you along for this roller coaster of a life of NYC, costume fun, traveling, and friends!
Day 001 we made candles for the first time! My favorite part is finding the containers and making adorable candles. Get a sneak peek of my new craft room and watch us make a mess. We also visit with some friends for dinner and end the night bowling. ā„
Until next time! ā¾ā© Felicia MariahĀ

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MyĀ Iridescent Mermaid was featured on Seventeen Magazine!
After the Mermaid Parade at Coney Island this summer, my mermaid costume somehow made it to Seventeen Magazine! I had no idea until a friend randomly scrolled through their website and found 22 DIY Mermaid Halloween Costumes That Will Make You Feel So Magical.Ā To celebrate, Iād like to share some photos of the handmade costume details and how I put it together!
Starting with the tiara, this was made entirely from scratch on a thick-banded headband. I used one large plastic shell in the middle painted with acrylic paint and covered in glitter, real shells collected by my family from various parts of the world (some I painted and some I left natural with a touch of glitter), starfish I bought from Amazon, and some details on iridescent rhinestone and pearl flats.
The top was made from a lace crop top I have had since my high-school years (no joke) and had tried to get rid of so many times but held on to it for reasons unknown to me. Well, it sure came in handy and Iām so glad I never let it leave myĀ wardrobe! All of the natural and colored shells in the image below are real shells from my familyās collection. A coat of acrylic paint along with a coat of glitter really made the shells pop with color. I loved the mix of natural and colored materials and tried to stil in the same color scheme of the pants and rhinestones. The pearl beads are from strands as well as pearl flats that I bought off of Amazon as well.
As for the pants and shoes, I got them from Dolls Kill and honestly, they were what gave me the inspiration to create the iridescentĀ mermaid to begin with. I stumbled upon these pants and fell in LOVE! They ran very long so I also had to pair them with the platform boots. Trust me, I wasnāt complaining. And Iāve gotten a LOT of use out of the boots since.
Club Exx Shimmy Shimmy Ya Bell Bottoms
They ran very long so I also had to pair them with the platform boots. Trust me, I wasnāt complaining. And Iāve gotten a LOT of use out of the boots since.
Club Exx Frostbitten Platform Boots
That sums up my 2018 Coney Island Mermaid Parade Costume! Let me know what you think and if youād like to see a video lookbook of this look. Here are some fun photos from the day with my friends for your enjoyment. Canāt wait for next year!
Until next time!
ā¾ā© Felicia Mariah
My first year at Comic Con was nothing less than magical! Iāve been dying to get this video out to you since I really dove all in with creating my Diamond (Land of the Lustrous) wig and costume and I think you will love it! ^___^ This year was Thursday only, but I really hope to go again next year for the whole weekend. Look out for some more fun videos in the next couple months with different costume themes (and more importantly⦠wigs)!
Let me know if you'd be interested in me doing a Diamond wig tutorial or a write up of all the products that made up this costume.
Until next time!
ā¾ā© Felicia Mariah
Red Water | Darkroom Shoot
Lately what has been keeping me awake are projects that challenge me. This was definitely one of them.
This is one of the first shots we got of Brett when we were testing lighting. We quickly moved from this high-contrast look since Brett wanted something a little more subtle for his cover and we only had an hour to work with (or so we thought). There were a ton of unknown variables toĀ adjust to. But, after everything, this is still one of my favorite shots!
It was a week prior that he had come to me with the idea of a darkroom in mind. Never having stepped into a real darkroom myself, I really didnāt know what to expect. I was just excited that this opportunity came up because, although I love taking headshots, Iāve been wanting to play in the moreĀ ānarrativeā realm of photography. After hearing the song he is releasing,Ā āRed Waterā, I thought, HOW PERFECT!
As I started researching Youtube videos on what the process of working in a darkroom was, I started getting really jazzed up about the idea. I used unsplash.com to find some free stock images (seriously, this place is heaven if you havenāt checked it out yet), searching a few different keywords that I felt matched the vibe of the song. I ended up converting them over to black and whiteĀ and then printing them off at a nearby Walgreens. They werenāt necessary or requested, but they definitely added a little extra flair! In the meantime, Brett booked us a nice little inexpensive darkroom rental at Brooklyn Community Darkroom (BCD) and we were ready!
Our biggest issue was the light, which you can really see the struggle in a few testĀ images below. From the videos I saw, it seemed that darkroom lighting by itself would work. However,Ā BCD was a lotĀ dimmerĀ than I was expecting and more of a yellow color. Iām sure this is fine for proper darkroom use, but we definitely needed more. Luckily,Ā I broughtĀ along two light stands with LED bulbs that I use as continuous lighting for my vlogs (remember those?). I also got a small strip of red gel from a local art store prior to the shoot. I didnāt think I was going to need it, so I only got one. But man, did I wish I had two!
We started going for less contrast, first by backing up the only LED I had onĀ with the red gel. As you can see, it was just WAY too dark.
To separateĀ Brett from the darkness of the background, I wanted to backlight him and add some fill for the room. As I stated before, Iām the silly girl that bought only one small gel for two lights. So, we experimented with some pinkĀ cellophaneĀ that BCD had lying around. Thank goodness I had Karina along with me for this, since she was such a fabulous assistant! (Can you come to all of my photoshoots, please? Thanks. (: )
As soon as we flipped the switch on that baby, we saw it was WAY too pink! But, we knew we were in the right direction as far as intensityĀ goes. We added a blue gel that BCD also had. (I promise that is the last of the colors.)
Too cool this time. We gave it one more try by removing a layer of blue.
We couldnāt fully get rid of the pink color, but we got to a happy medium and started shooting away! I realized in post that I could adjust those magenta colors in Photoshop Raw to a much closer red, which made the processing round a lot easier than expected!
There you have a final processed photo! This one didnāt get any detailed editing and is still a proof, but you can see the final tone for comparison purposes.
This was just such an incredibly fun shoot to play with! Much different than my normal natural lighting headshot setup. I hope this helps anyone else planning on shooting in a dark room. I may return there for another fun shoot. This time, with many more gels!
Be sure to check out Brett Miller Musicās new single āRed Waterā (ft. SAZE) dropping on 4.20! Spotify | Youtube
Shot atĀ Brooklyn Community DarkroomĀ - super chill, inexpensive darkroom in Bushwick for those of you who actually know what they are doing :)
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Natural Wonders of La Jolla Cove
La Jolla is one of the biggest recommendations I found when researching things to do in San Diego. I only got to visit the Cove and Iām so glad that it was the place I chose!
You see, sea lions and seals can be found here in their natural habitat... and there are TONS of them!
We must have stayed for at least a half hour checking out the laziest sea creatures on the planet. I wanted to snuggle with them, which isnāt a good idea. However, you can get pretty darn close.
I was very happy to be spending the day with some amazing humans, Rachel & Murat, who I met in the hostel. We quickly became quite the adventure team. We thought we took about 20 photos, just to be safe since we couldnāt see from sun glare. That was the only picture that was actually taken. Yay, technology! On our way to La Jolla, we determined each of us resembled an animal. Rachel was a tree frog (or a giraffe), Murat was a lehmer, and I was a black panther.
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I have pen pals now!! Eeeee :) I was so excited to receive my first pen pal letters right after arriving home from my week and a half trip to Florida. I had to film it! Since I haven't had a vlog up in a while (sorry!), I thought this might hold us all over a little bit.
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Last month didnāt go as smoothly as hoped with my car breaking down... But, I feel I handled it very gracefully :) There were a lot of beautiful moments to even it out, including a trip to DC to see the Cherry Blossoms! I canāt believe we are already a week into April! So, without further adieu, here is my Reflections & Gratitude Vlog for March.
Can I just say that Adar is the best? I mean⦠this is the 3rd vlog weāve worked on together and she loves challenging me to take it to the next level, as she does herself! Love you girl!! Until next time!
Happy Womanās Day! In celebration of this fabulous and fierce day, Iām so excited to FINALLY share my Reflections & Gratitude Vlog for February! How do you feel about it already being March?? Woof. Last month was tons of fun! I got the chance to take a mini-vacation, collect a few beautiful things and memories and just got to let loose a little. Now itās time to hit hard and refocus on goals and intentions. Weāve got this! If you enjoyed the video and want to spread those feel-good vibes, remember to #Share ^____^
Once again a HUGE Thank You to Adar who has been taking on my vlog project baby as her own by editing it from start to finish and adding in her fun, sassy flair ;) Until next time!