i am feef, a writer/artist, she/her and maybe they pronouns but honestly idc
fun facts:
i made and finished my own webcomic over the course of about 3 years, with over 170 episodes https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/habitat/list?title_no=720680
i love not working on one story consistently because i have a terrible attention span and jumping from story to story is fun, which has resulted in me having a doc with ~15 stories with a variety of lengths that spans ~250,000 words and ~1000 pages. Technically, they are all connected stories (They all land somewhere on a timeline in the same world)
i have a youtube channel somewhere where i post mainly shorts (I cant really do longform anymore)
i follow a lot of fandoms, so ive probably heard of yours or been in yours
i love horror and oopy goopy things
i love talking about my stories and ocs
i love hearing about your stories and ocs
please feel free to send asks about anything! I love answering questions!
Current wip that im eager to talk about:
threadbare
poly romance and also a lot of drama
shade (the mc) is trying to figure out the mystery of something that happened a year ago because he's a little too curious
all while learning to accept himself and the idea that he too can be loved
he meets a goth baddie, a preppy boy and a bad boy and feels safe for the first time in his life
its on wattpad (under the title threadbare) which i know is cringe of me but i didn't know if there was a better place to put it
anything super threadbare related will be tagged as such :D unless i forget. thats also super super possible
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Thing I wrote for fun for the characters of threadbare that probably won’t be in it
BUT IT gives you an idea of their relationships so if youre interested you can read more!
Shade had a bitter taste lingering in his mouth. Slightly metallic and salty, he licked his lips only to find the taste grew more overpowering.
He continued to peel his chapped lips, more blood seeping out. The spark of pain was enough to pull him out of his mind and back to the conversation.
“-be a fun way to pass the time! Where’s your sense of fun, Colson?”
“Spin the bottle? We’re not kids at a sleepover-“ Leo shook his head at Freddie before taking a sip from his drink, the ice clanking in the plastic cup.
“What are we talking about?” He ran a hand through the grass, hoping to appear disinterested in the conversation. Shade had, of course, only ever heard about spin the bottle. He never saw the appeal of locking lips with strangers.
“Spin the bottle. Freddie wants to play. Do you know the rules?” Nat’s hair reflected the sun, her shaggy curls shiny and well maintained.
The sun felt warm on Shade’s skin, like a tray of cookies fresh out the oven. Warm, soft, and plucked straight out of a memory.
“Of course I know the rules” Shade responded, reaching out for the glass bottle between the four of them. He runs a finger along it, his hands searching for a crack that wasn’t there. Before he could actually spin the bottle, though, Freddie pushes it aside.
“Looks like it landed on me”
Shade instinctually rolls his eyes, but he can’t keep a smile from spreading across his face.
Freddie leans in closer, encroaching on Shade’s space. Shade reaches up and lays his hand on Freddie’s cheek.
Leo’s voice breaks through their moment, “That’s not how you play the game, you asshole!”
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Read Chapter 1 - A Can of Lukewarm Coke from the story threadbare by NotFeef (feef) with 3 reads. trauma, adoption, got...
Genuinely, I just throw as many queers into the story as possible and I don’t make it a big deal.
The reason is because, largely, I’ve only ever had friend groups full of other queer people. We have our discussions about how queerness has effected our lives. We’re activists and care about our rights and we’ll talk about queerness sometimes.
But mostly we’re just gay and trans in whatever ways we are and that’s that.
Similarly, I don’t write stories about the struggles my characters go through as a result of being queer. I write about people who happen to be queer and the things going on in their lives. Inevitably, queerness comes up as a topic of discussion. Characters may encounter a struggle because of their queerness or discuss their identities and sexualities. But generally they got other stuff going on and they just happen to be gay or bi or genderfluid or trans or nonbinary or asexual or what have you.
I do at times write stories specifically about being queer and have that be the focus. But I also think it’s important to have stories of characters going on adventures or experiencing weird fantasy things and learning lessons, where all the normal story things happen, and the characters just also happen to be queer.
I think this is the closest response I’ve seen to my personal thoughts, but you wrote it very elegantly so I’m stealing this (reblogging it) bc I don’t think I could write it better.
I especially resonate with the last paragraph, I think for some stories I want to explore identity and all that, while other stories it would feel either rushed or disjointed to explore identity in that way, but I still want to represent the lgbtq community in a more casual way.
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as a reminder, i did these out of order because i wanted to create a cohesive narrative, also i only did the dialogue because im a silly goose. these are my original characters, and the pov switches each day
this is the day 9 prompt from @juneofdoom
the following contains kidnapping references, so if you don't like that, don't read.
“I made a mistake.” - Silvan
Silvan Atwater let Porter guide him into a seat. He had limped the entirety of the way home, trying to adjust his steps so the searing pain in his back would calm down. It didn’t work.
“I’m sure it wasn’t that bad, boss! Where’s Cosi?” Porter is bright-eyed, hyped up on adrenaline from his part of their expedition. His part, which he didn’t fail. For once, Porter did exactly as Silvan told him.
He gave Porter a dark look. A look that said more than words could, in that moment. He knew Porter wasn’t bright enough, that he would misunderstand, but he just needed the younger boy to stop talking.
“Cosi’s… dead? No, it can’t be, I saw her this morning. That can’t be the last time I saw her– I never got to hear her voice-”
“For the love of the gods above, will you shut your mouth? Porter, She’s not dead. Stetson has her. I don’t know where she is.”
“Your brother has her? Oh, god. We have to find her!”
“Thank you, finally a good idea out of your mouth. Gather everyone. We need all the help we can get.”
june o doom, i did these out of order because i wanted to create a cohesive narrative, also i only did the dialogue because im a silly goose.
I believe this is the day 16 prompt from @juneofdoom
i actually dont know if this is any good or if its cringe but idc its going on here anyways, they're my original characters that i made specifically for this month ok enough yapping.
the following contains kidnapping and poison references, so if you don't like that, don't read.
“Take me instead!”
His voice broke through the tense silence like the rock that Cosi had thrown through an iced over lake, three weeks ago.
The two of them had been going on a walk, it was his awkward way of trying to get to know her better. She hadn’t said a word since they’d met, that fateful night.
They’d stopped at the bridge, and he’d sat himself up on the stone side. She’d watched him with wide eyes, ready to grab him in case he’d lost balance and fallen into the ice below.
“This is my favorite place, and no one knows that.” He raised an eyebrow at her, putting on his stern voice, “I expect you to keep this a secret, Cosi.”
She nodded timidly, knowing what he’d done to those who betrayed his trust in the past.
“My mother would take me here as a boy. Now, I’m grown, and she’s gone, but I still come back here.”
Cosi leaned over the stone side, peering out across the lake. It was entirely smooth, almost translucent with how thin the ice was. Across the park, a toddler tested his luck on the ice, before being whipped away by his mother.
“Get that rock over there”
Cosi nodded, quickly finding the rock and picking it up. As she turned it in her hand, she noticed how the rock was ice cold, a dark, wet patch on the bottom.
She took a step back over to where he was sitting, and thrust the rock out to him.
“It’s not for me, it’s for you. I want to see how you throw.” His face had a permanent scowl etched on it, hardened from years of being thrown around and learning to be the strongest. Now, everyone feared him, including Cosi.
Cosi, with all her limited strength, wound her arm up. She aimed for the lake, and flung the rock.
The rock landed dead in the center, shattering the lake into glass-like shards. His claps filled the silence that followed.
“Well done, Cosi. I think I know what you’d be good with. I’ll get my weaponist to whip something up.”
Cosi nodded, staring down into the damage she’d caused.
And now, he’s restrained by two of Stetson’s grunts. Any other day, he’d be able to escape. However, today, his back is killing him. The half-healed injury decided to pick today of all days to flare up.
“Take you? Instead? And why would I do something as stupid as that?”
“You don’t want her!”
Cosi couldn’t bear to see him in pain. She’d rather see the stone cold facade she had gotten to know over the past two months.
“Taking her would hurt you more, and that’s all I want. I want you weak!”
Cosi unsheaths a particular dart, one that his weaponist had forged for her. Half of her darts had skulls on them, while the other half were adorned with moons. If she was ever knocked unconscious, her adversaries would pick the skulls, assuming they meant poison. In reality, the labels were swapped.
She runs her thumb along the skull embellishment, gripping the dart harshly.
She turned her back to him, not wanting her last conscious sight to be his crying eyes, and approached Stetson.
“Good choice girl. Save him.”
She stood face to face with him, as she jammed the dart into the side of her neck. Stetson hissed through his teeth, his arms jutting out to catch her before she hit her head on the ground.
“COSI!” Silvan’s voice explodes out of him, a volume she didn’t ever expect from the quiet, commanding man.
Stetson’s voice was bitter, the taste of his voice lingering as she slipped into the unconscious world.
“Now, why’d you have to do something as stupid as that?”
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these are not from threadbare, they’re archangels from my story Deck of Cards. They have a child together who they abandoned for a few years (like 20th give or take but hey they have really long lifespans so honestly it’s a drop in the bucket) don’t ask me how the child thing works I don’t know
anyways i wasn’t completely in love with their appearance when i made the first image (on the left), but people made such beautiful art of them during artfight last year that i decided to redraw them!
thanks for the tag, also what a fire last line I aspire to write like that one day
I actually wrote a poem last, which is out of character for me (I hate poetry)
On Valentine’s day, I’ll buy her flowers / And I’ll see doting boyfriends, enamored girlfriends / And the chains on my heart will tighten / For its time to go back to Death
what’s a run on sentence I’ve never heard of it
tags: @asterrwritess @doinglinesakawriting + open tag to whoever wants it
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Shade: Would steal the rest of the polycule's perfume/cologne because the scent puts him at ease. Eventually they just buy him his own bottles.
Nat: Loves musicals but has never seen one in person. One day, she will drag the polycule to see one.
Freddie: Drives dangerously fast and I will mention how bad of a driver he is in every situation.
Leo: Works at a board games store. However, if someone comes in to ask him anything specific about any game, he will not know the answer (he wasn't nerdy enough in high school).