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avery didnât miss the way his cheeks flushed and she found it endearing that he could even feel embarrassed in her presence. he was endearing overall which of course only made avery overthink and create walls for herself. but she deeply appreciated his friendship and she knew she wanted to keep him around. âactually itâs the best thing you can do. i love complaining. i could probably do it as an Olympic sport. and glitter is terrible. itâs never ending. itâs only cute for like ten minutes. and yes! exactly. itâs not like iâm trying to make us do something crazy just like..our job. anyway, i canât wait til iâm out there. which i donât know when itâll be but,â she shrugged,not actually making any effort to leave the station but she knew that she had to do something else. she wanted to write and it was killing her not to be. âeh heâs like moderately old. late 50s almost 60 so getting older which kind of makes it even more frustrating. oof, really? he sounds like..an ass. sorry. families are..something. i had to talk to my mother on the phone this morning and i almost threw the whole thing out the window.â she shook her head as she thought about it and then got their food plated finally. she cut up some bread, set the salad down (that she had gotten already prepared from the supermarket) and refilled their drinks. âta-da. iâm basically a Michelin star chef,â she teased, actually pretty proud of herself but sheâd never say it out loud. âokay so whatâs your favorite meal to make for yourself? follow up question, was cooking something you always liked to do? and no this is not an interview but lately iâm starting to learn my conversation style can sound like the mostly lovely interrogation youâve ever had.â
ânah, i think you could get away with it for more than ten minutes,â timothy risked being a little too flattering, risking it by letting his crush show just a little bit - not that he was hiding it, per se. hiding a crush wasnât a very easy thing for timothy could do; while he was afraid of rejection and fucking up friendships, that leading him to not always be up front when he found himself attracted to someone who was a friend rather than a mere stranger, one of his greatest values in life was relationships, so he put himself out there as much as he thought was appropriate in hopes of finding himself in a relationship with someone he was attracted to. he wasnât sure what would happen with avery - if anything even would - but the crush had lingered for long enough for him to be able to express it through a little light flirting, at least, at the same time that the friendship was strong enough for him to be able to endure the reality where nothing ever happened between them. it was kind of exciting, he would suppose upon thinking about it, to wait and see what might or might not happen between the pair. âyouâll be outta there before you know it,â timothy didnât actually know that his words were true, but he did hope that they were for averyâs sake.Â
he appreciated averyâs apology when he shared the little fact about his step father, but he shrugged his shoulders in response, because he had given up on trying to remedy the situation before it had even begun. âthey donât bother me too much anymore, itâs alright,â he reassured her, not wanting to burden her by making her too aware of what his family dynamic was like. it wasnât that they didnât bother him, only that he had separated himself from them enough to protect himself from a lot of their issues. âsorry that you know what families can be like,â he added lightly, trying to avoid sending her down the path of thinking about it too much, but not wanting to ignore her comment about her own situation and her call with her mother completely.Â
once the entire meal was completed and set down in front of him, timothyâs smile was wide on his face. being a chef himself, he had come to really appreciate having someone cook for him, and his upbringing made him really appreciate anyone doing anything for him, to be completely honest. âave, this is amazing,â he praised her. âi really canât thank you enough - youâre spectacular,â he admitted. âit does sound like the most lovely interrogation iâve ever had,â he agreed with a laugh, but he welcomed the questions. âmy favorite meal is probably something super boring; when you cook for work you donât always have the desire to do it for yourself, you know? but iâd probably have to say something like a really fine steak, like the kind that iâd never afford myself if i didnât work in the kitchen,â he chuckled. âand to answer your second question, i guess i kind of just found cooking by chance. someone had to cook growing up, you know? we had to be fed somehow, and i kind of fell into that role a little easier than some others,â others like his brother and his cousin, though he didnât feel it right to name them when speaking of the less ideal circumstances of their upbringing - not even when he knew avery was smart enough to figure it out. âso later on when it came time to do something for money, i had a whole lot of experience to pull from, and knew what i was doing, and i liked that i did, and then i liked cooking. plus, apparently girls love it,â he laughed, half joking at the end there.