TRUTH AND JUSTICE.

someone send the "they should make food for men" ask i have a good joke

joshua.... is coming

sorry sadposting again i guess because apparently i wasn't done. i Do still feel very um.... out of place here in general which is definitely not helping LOL like everyone else seems to be friends already and i'm just at the outskirts because i suck at talking one on one and do way better speaking in servers but not everyone is In the ones i am also in and the one i made is really quiet ..... and it sucks so bad. feels like i'm just hovering nearby not actually proper friends with anyone because i am so bad at talking and it Sucks. and it makes it even harder to write because i don't feel like i did back in 2017 or 2020 when i actually felt like i was Part Of The Community instead of just sort of existing near it anyways. sorry again

fellow unova muses... i so dearly wish to put n in your palms

i keep saying to myself i'll claw out of writer's block hell soon and then i feel my fingers slip and i fall down like another foot and it is not getting better and it's been at least a month and yeah ok rp is a hobby and hobbies aren't meant to be stressful bestie take your time <3 WELL I AM STRESSED BECAUSE I AM NOT DOING MY HOBBY.......... WHAT. am i meant to do...

i began on flipnote hatena rping warrior cat ocs <3 specifically i started with a character named starpaw (later made warrior with the name starfrost) and somehow didn’t realize she could never be a clan leader because that would make her name “starstar”. never happened though because at some point i abruptly got distracted by rping pmd instead as a sky shaymin named shay (shoutout to caleb the grovyle you’re the only one whose name i remember from back then) so even with pokerp my origins lay in flipnote

i still can’t write but i did finish (the main plot of) neo twewy so. hopefully once i do get my legs back here there’s less of a chance of distraction

feeling the willingness to write begin to resurface. only time will tell if i'll succeed