🍓Strawbaby Jam 🍰

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ。Hihihihihihhiihihihihihihi !! I’m Strawbaby Jam ! ⁺໒꒱ིྀ༝

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|˖̑͡ ॖᰍ Aside from Strawbaby Jam you can call me Strawbs, May, Choco, Mayjestic, Wasabi, Chocobear, Choco Chip, Choco Pie, Mayco, Coco, Sabi !,You can ask me for my other nicknames or you can make other nicknames >:3 Just tell me before hand just incase I’m not comfortable with it! ♪ ͜͝ ̣̣̥|

ಣ𓈒ֵ۫ ˚ My favourite colour is none. I like most colours i do prefer yellow at times. I would consider myself mediocre at grammar, punctuation, spelling etc etc. Im a really childish person and I constantly add random bits and repeat myself over again so just be patient with me please ^^ ⁺໒꒱ིྀ༝

∔︶𓈒†๋ Okay now here’s a warning abt me ! Once I meet someone new I’m super clingy and I slowly start to copy your personality a little :P it’s not anything big just little me to emoticons you use, look into your interest to have more convo starters, your talking style, etc etc. Please don’t get offended by this and if you feel uncomfortable just tell me ! ̥̈ ͜𓏼˚̣̣̣✚

⃝ ̣̣̥𓈒ִ݁Another thing is that I’m not always online but I try to be and I’m also very childish if I didn’t mention that yet :P †⃨

֪֪֪𓐇۪͜𝄆Now my interest are… Bfdi, Mha, Witch Hat Atelier, a little Jjk (I haven’t watched the whole anime yet), Roblox, minecraft, pokemon (only a little since I only collect pokemon themed things from time to time), animal crossing (only a little as well since I’ve barely played), PJO, HOO, KNY, etc ! 𓏫 ͡꒱͏

Okay thats all byebeyebyeyyeyeyeyeyeyye!!

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* Extra : Ask me anything !! Here’s my link tree ! :

(https://linktr.ee/Choco.Bear)

💫ɷ( ' ' )ɷ : ⊹ ̟˖ ⁀꒷꒦ ꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶🍀ɷ( ' ' )ɷ : ⊹ ̟˖ ⁀꒷꒦ ꒰꒰ ⊹꒷︶💗

(It’s bcz I already know my problems and I just can cope or deal with them properly !!! Atp send me to a psychiatrist :P)

1. To be a fawn

2. Energy drink

3. Discord nitro

4. Candy

5. Dih

6. Mental Stability

7. Everything to stop spinning

8. The dizziness to stop

9. Freedom

10. To be able to count properly

DO YOU NOTICE HOW I HAVE MORE ENERGY TO HIGHLIGHT MY WORDS TODAY ???

This is the convo we had :P

Basically it says (just rewriting it since the coverups are covering the other words a little):

Her: Do you want my TikTok?

Me: Sry for not replying earlier I had my notifs off since I was watching my anime and I don’t think so since I have (old friend) on TikTok and I think she’d get mad second of all I have some embarrassing post 😅😅😅

Her: I don’t fucking care if (old friend) gets mad and I don’t care what you post and I wanna add you bc your one of my best friends so pls

Me: Sry but no 😅

I probably sound like a sensitive bitch posting this but i just want to someone since I don’t really have anyone else to go to … #loner amirite?

I hate how I’m mediocre at everything. I can do everything but I’m never good. I try so hard just to see how far behind i actually am. It’s gotten to a point where I constantly have dreams of achieving my goals and dreams but my brain considers them nightmares and all I can do is wake up. I don’t want to so useless. I’m like one of those all rounders who can do everything. When I think about I only draw and do art because that’s the only thing I’m good at and will ever be good at. Whenever I do wanna get better I have to try so so hard to even get a little progress. One example is how I’ve done violin for 6 years now and I’m still catching up to people who have played for a shorter time than me. And my parents are always talking about how I’m gifted. I’m special. I’m the child they made who could do anything i put my mind to because I had gotten all their good genes. But now I’m convinced integers work in genes. My friend’s parents are terrible at math meanwhile their kids are amazing. My parents have awards for math in school meanwhile I can’t even do multiplication at my grown age. Like I feel so disappointed in myself every day because I can’t achieve anything. At this point I should lay there and die like a dog just like Muichiro’s twin said. Like how am I supposed to take care of my parents when I can’t even take care of myself properly? I constantly fall asleep without untying my hair or changing. I don’t shower that often since I just can’t bring myself to do it. I don’t even know what to do with my life. It’s not like I wanna die but at the same time I do wanna die. And it’s like that because I can’t even hope to achieve something but at the same time I can’t hope but wish I could do it. I’m still young and have lots to live for but I can’t see what I have left. My friends don’t like me, my parents don’t think high of me, not even my online friends like. I only have 2 people who actually care for me right now. I hope it gets better and I get prettier too.

Usually I highlight my words in colours but I just don’t have the energy to do it right now :( usually I do it even when I’m super tired. Once I again I speak my wise words “I hope it gets better and I get prettier”