Fawning

Dottore no.. Zandik still does not know how he ended up in this situation. You, yes of all people or things, you are in his bed. The both of you aren't doing anything obscene but that doesn't stop him from feeling like you are. It doesn't stop him from almost wishing you were. He wishes he was above this. He doesn't need this, this is a distraction, this.. You're warmer than he expected.. He's used to how much colder you felt when you were sleeping. No! He's getting distracted again, he needs to stop this before.. something else starts and then he can't go back! You don't even know his name isn't Dottore! He can't indulge in.. what even is this?

Truly he doesn't know what this is.. Are you both more than friends now or are you just friends? He can't tell and for some reason it almost hurts in his chest to think its the former, its so stupid. He can't believe he got so attached, how did this even happen?! He almost wishes he could turn off his damn brain, this feels so wrong but so right and nothing but cuddling is happening! It makes him also wonder why this is making him so fucking wet, its damn near uncomfortable at this point, and stupidly his first instinct as he thinks this is to nuzzle into the bed, to hide his far too red face and try to ignore the way your hand is slowly rubbing his waist.. and ignore when your hand goes a little past his waist.

Archons he's doomed, he doesn't know what to do with himself other than cling to you like some needy invalid. He must be ill to be allowing this. He must be ill cause the moment he hears you say "I've never heard you be this quiet before." suddenly all his stupid brain thinks of doing is murmuring "I.. uh.." while squishing himself back against you. At this point he might as well start whining for attention, that'd be far less humiliating than whatever just came out of his damn mouth! He can feel your eyes on him.. and it makes him squirm in your hold. He didn't even realize he did it until it was too late.

You just raised a brow at him and asked "Why are you squirming?" Your hand had stopped its rubbing of his waist and instead staying now placed on his hip. All you got in reply from him was a "I didn't squirm." Along with a weak glare. "Dottore, why are you glaring at me, stop acting like that." You sighed, moving a hand to play with his bangs. That made him huff, he wanted your hands on him in other places… not his hair. He'd never admit that though.. maybe, its getting harder to not admit so. He's surprised he hasn't soaked through his pants yet, he feels like he has, but his ass is right against your crotch and you haven't made a comment about wetness yet. That's about his only saving grace. "How.. How long are you going to keep me here like this?" He finds himself asking, hoping maybe you'll just let him be, maybe you'll go off and do your own thing.. something anything so you go away long enough for him to finger himself and get rid of this issue. Your reply was a simple, playful "Forever." With a kiss to the back of his neck. You felt him suddenly turn stiff at that before he whined.. yes whined. He couldn't stop himself as he tried to hide his face in the bed even more. He's been being tortured for 30 minutes, he is throbbing in ways he never thought possible. It's still so embarrassing though that he, the 2ND fatui harbinger let such a noise slip.

For a moment you had just stared at him before pressing fully against his back again. "What's wrong?" you asked in a teasing tone, you knew why he was squirming and being halfheartedly bitchy now. He didn't really reply, only hiding his face in the sheet a little more while muttering "I didn't mean to do that. That was nothing." in the smallest voice you've ever heard him have. "Uh huh? that doesn't answer my question." You hummed as you slid your hand from his hip to his front, making him shiver. "I'm not answering your damn question!" He groaned, beyond embarrassed and moving to grab your hand to stop it from sliding downwards.

"Why not?" you questioned, trying to soften just enough to the point he doesn't kick you out of his bed or worse out of his room entirely. "I am above this. I do not, and I.. Should not need these things." You just had to stare at him for a moment before quickly making it so that you were no longer spooning and instead he was under you. "And why is that doctor? Why shouldn't you?" You questioned, lowering yourself so that you're basically laying on top of him. Dottore didn't reply and just looked away. His brain isn't working the way he wants it to, he doesn't know how to say why he's not allowed this. He just simply isn't. "Are you gonna answer?" You inquire, rubbing your face against his own. He simply just looks anywhere but you in response. "If you want me to leave I can.-" "No! I didn't say that! Stay."

"Then what do you want?" "I.. do not know" You simply just sigh softly "Are you sure you don't know or are you just to nervous to admit it cause of this whole 'I don't need and shouldn't want connection' thing?" Dottore whined at that in reply pointedly looking at the wall like it was very interesting. "Dottore-" "Call me Zandik." he said finally looking at you. "I've never done anything like this before." Zandik admitted, before hiding his face in your neck. "I don't care anymore.. It hurts, and you caused it so fix it." And who are you to argue with that? "Ohh I caused it? You're so quick to place blames." You sigh before moving both you and Zandik into a more appropriate position for what you want to do.

Zandik is now sat in your lap, his back pressed against you as you slowly coax him out of his clothes. "See this isn't that bad." You coo as you hold his hand while your other drags along his folds, making him tense and hiss. "Don't tease me." he complains and so you obliged with a mischievous look and your finger suddenly in his insides, earning a loud "Fuck!" from Zandik. Slowly you move your finger, getting him used to it before adding a second. "See? You're taking it so well." You coo as Zandik whimpers, rubbing little circles on his enlarged clit with your thumb. Slowly but surely Zandik starts whining "More.. its not enough." While rocking himself into your touch. "I dunno if you could handle more though. I've barely touched you and you're already squirming" "I don't care! Do it harder." Zandik demanded while trying to angle his head and pull you down to kiss him. So so needy already but you oblige and actually start fingering him with purpose instead of treating him like glass. This earned you a sweet "Hmmgh" from Zandik as your lips met, he's quite terrible at kissing when he's preoccupied but its okay, at least he quickly gives in when you start making out with him, teeth and tongues meeting.

After a little bit he pulled away and tried to weakly grab your wrist. "Ah.. Fuck.. I feel like.." He groaned, trying to back away from your trust. "No no, you're fine, it's not what you think it is. Just let me continue and you'll feel soo good, I swear." you purred, coaxing him back into being calm and pliant while you pleasured him. You put a little more pressure on his clit and it caused him to go taught like a bow string before he came with a loud call of your name, squirting all over your hand.

You helped him ride through his orgasm before slowly removing your fingers and licking them to which he just watched with glassy eyes before murmuring something about wanting to go to bed. "You're so cute like this Zandik, lets get you cleaned up." You said softly as you gently picked him up, and took him to the bathroom. Quickly you drew a warm bath for the both of you, gently lowering both of you down into the water.

You make quick work to wash him while he was still nice and pliant cause as soon as you got done doing that, suddenly he decided he was going back to acting how he usually does. "Are you finally done with this?" Zandik huffed, looking disgruntled, "Why? Do you not like sharing a bath with me?" You said raising your brow and giving him a albeit playful side eye. "I never said that but you are making the water cold." He sighed, before moving so he could wrap his arms around you.

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Eating him (out)

I havent written smut since my lemon wattpad days please do forgive me if its shitty I am way fucking beyond rusty

proof of counsel decision

Its been a few months since you woke up now. You're basically Dottores assistant.. and maybe his only friend. Recently though hes started to avoid your touch and gaze, and being that youre actually more awake now and functioning, you start to assume its cause he doesn't like being touched and doesn't like eye contact. So you cut down on both, which backfires cause now he's acting almost upset with you often.

You decide to finally confront him in the best way you know since usually hes somehow an escape artist. Act like you're using him as a heat source!

Casually you sneak up behind him, lock your arms around his waist and curl yourself around him.. At first Dottore huffs, annoyed by your behavior.. "Get off me you needy lizard, I'm trying to work.." he says half heartedly before suddenly going quiet and taught like a bow string with you put your face into his neck and simply say "No."

To you you're just standing your ground and making sure he won't run away but to Dottore.. you are torturing him, making him feel those little squirmy feelings he doesn't want to feel. Those feelings have a side affect he doesnt need you nor want you to know about! Though as hes lost in his "I'm doomed" you start speaking to him in that infuriating voice of yours "What's wrong with you, Dottore? You been acting so weird lately.." Now all Dottore can think is that hes actually beyond doomed! "I am fine, I do not know what you're talking about" he mutters, after a bit, finally having barely composed himself a little, and trying to ignore the butterflies hes getting. "You're not fine. You avoid me but the moment I stop doing the things you seemingly dont like you just start huffing and puffing." You countered while nuzzling into his cheek "Also why are you heating up so badly? Are you working while sick again?"

Oh archons you are going to be the death of him.. "No I am fine, you are reading far too much into everything, also stop that, you're not a damn cat!" Dottore barked as he pushed your face away, forgetting he doesn't have anything on to hide his very very red face. For a few moments you just look at him before getting a little look on your face that can only mean bad things.

It had finally clicked for you that Dottore just seems to be well bad at emotions, and avoiding you to not address whatever hes feeling. Now that doesnt mean youre gonna be nice, especially cause his attitude is out of this world. "Oh? Really, I'm reading too much into it, little doctor?" You hummed with a faux frown before abruptly letting go and walking away from him. Dottore just scowled at your behavior and went back to his work.. for about 20 minutes until he couldnt stop squirming in his seat while fixing a tool.

Dottore found himself tracking you down and pressing against your side, but you just looked at him and pushed him away before starting to walk off. You're purposely acting mean to him cause you wanna get back at him for his behavior recently. You're not actually mad at him but its fun to act like you are! Dottore reaction was an immediate "Don't walk away from me!" as he moved and purposely stood infront of the door, huffing at you. "And why shouldn't I? I don't want to deal with your little temper tantrum." You sighed as you crossed your arms "I am not having a temper tantrum you- Ugh!" Dottore said as he quickly forced you to let him worm his way into you arms. No he doesnt know how to ask for what he wants, hes never wanted this before. "Dottore what are you doing?" You ask him while raising a brow. You don't receive an answer, only nuzzling. "Dottore if you don't answer me I'm pushing you off" Dottore didn't respond for a few moments before going "I want your attention so just shut up and give it to me" You just have to look at him for a few seconds cause archons hes a brat and damn hes sooo bad at this it makes you want to laugh. "Oh reallyy?" You ask teasingly with a smile as your hands go to his waist before you suddenly hoist him up into your arms and snicker "Off to the doctors bed then" "Excuse me-?!"

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Fluster your doctors! they need it

When Zandik became a harbinger and in so was he given a already pre-existing laboratory. Nothing wrong with that in his eyes, it means he'll already have most of his needed equipment.

Though as he went through the laboratory, taking account of all the usable equipment, he found you. The Tsaritsa had told him there where experiments down there that had been left behind for a very long time but he though maybe moreso on the specimen side. Not a huge human like being in damn near a display case side!

Being the thing of curious nature he is though, he did look at you through the glass that seemed to be keeping the outside from you or maybe vise versa.. He hopes its the former, hes not yet equipped to manage a experiment breaking out yet. You seemed to be in a coma like state, you were breathing fine it seems and uninjured at least surface speaking. "How curious" The man spoke to himself outloud, as he tapped on the glass. "It's not hooked up to anything, and this place hasn't been occupied in awhile. How are you still alive?" Hes aware you won't answer, but it never hurts to speak and wonder to oneself.

Eventually he settled into the lab in the coming years. Even fitting your keeping space with supplies as he was keen to continue the experiment that seemed to have been abruptly stopped. It was mostly fueled by curiosity, he hadn't yet found any old notes relating to you. No books, not even a damn torn off piece of paper pinned to a board. You were also admittedly a pleasant face to look at, your room was quiet and hidden in the lab so.. It happened to also become his space, when of course he wanted to take a rare break and hide away. Sometimes he childishly enjoys leaning against your containment chamber while "talking" to you or asking you questions. Sometimes he also tries to see if you'll react to any stimulus. You haven't so far, not even a muscle twitching as movement other than your heart beating and you breathing.

After a certain point, he stopped being able to tell if you had been an experiment, or maybe the last persons pet project.

That was until he got a request from the Tsaritsa herself, in person. "Wake them up for me, at least once. I want to talk to them." She said standing infront of your containment, and dutifully he replied, "Yes, your majesty."

So then came to trying to wake you up. He tried everything. Months of having to always report "No changes to condition, still will not wake." If anything thats what started to get to him, nothing changed your state. At some point he even stopped trusting his stethoscope and put his ear right against your chest to actually make sure your heart was beating. It felt very weird having to get this personal but he didn't know what else to do to actually prove to himself he wasn't just hallucinating the rhythm of your heart.

Eventually this lead to him passing out at a workbench due to the sheer lack of sleep he was getting cause of your little predicament. It was very embarrassing.

He never cracked how to wake you up, and eventually he admitted defeat to the Tsaritsa herself. He even had to cite the fact without the notes of what experimentation you went through, it was unlikely he could ever wake you. He tried every medication under the sun, even made new ones specifically formulated for you, he was out of ideas. He was just happy him saying that news went well with the Tsaritsa, she seemed to not hold it against him.

For a few days he didn't visit your room in his lab, instead focusing on anything else so maybe he'd get a refreshed mind. He fucking hopes he gets a refreshed mind cause he's ready to destroy everything in this lab, actually blow up the lab entirely, clear it off the map.

"Stupid fucking..." He grumbled before throwing his tools across the room and damn near screeching out of frustration. He then stomped his way to your room in his lab and promptly found himself face to chest with you after opening the door. Dottore found himself blinking a few times before eventually looking up at a very curious looking you.

You're infront of him.. awake.. looking down at him.. Is he hallucinating?? Well that train of thought was cut off when you then grabbed his arm and started using your hands to force him to turn his limbs and head so you could examine him. This earned a very undignified yelp and a "What do you think you are doing?" Your hands where quickly smacked into behaving themselves as Dottore questioned you. "First off why and how are you awake? Second keep your mitts to yourself and third lean down!"

You actually happily listened to his demands thankfully and answered his question with a simple "I wasn't tired anymore." Which enraged him a bit before he just grumbled and ushered you to somewhere else with a proper examination table. In this time names were established and he found you were.. far to comfortable making certain jokes as he examined you and marked it all down in his notes.

After all was said and done and Dottore had throughly documented all of your body and features... He accidentally made himself aware you were exactly clothed.. very well. "Stay here and.. let me get something proper for you to wear." he said before you just tilted your head at him and instead lizard brained. You very quickly grabbed the doctor and leaned your whole body against his. Hes warm, you do not want your new heat rock to go anywhere!

Dottore seemed to react to you doing this, his face heating up and flustering. "What are you-? Get off me this instant you-" he protested before you dragged him to the floor with a simple "Warm."

Eventually after a few minutes of protesting he realized he wasn't going to win against something he's barely chest height to so he'll wait till you've had you full begrudgingly. Then he'll get you ready to see the Tsaritsa as she had previously wished.

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This is self indulgence so if you see a very silly part 2 soon just shhhhh