hahah.....

ive just been terrible to everyone ive talked to. i need to stop

god im such a fucking mess

what thefuck

oof, why does that hurt.

its just like, the depression and feeling like im not worth anyones attention is really kicking in

miles is the only person ive talked to today and honestly. im pretty ok with it. 

i have a problem. anyone shows me the time of day and im immediately all fucking hearteyes

i feel... good

i really uh. want... to be held

cause if you love me, i will dance in the firing line. cackle at the storm each and every time. catch a bullet in my heart, i wont even mind

starting to feel awful again

im so full of love. i want to share it with someone

i wish i didnt care about my family so much so i could just go ‘oh shes a grown woman i dont need to go check on her’ but like. i need to go check on her.

my mom never answered her phone. i suppose im waking up and driving to florida tomorrow.

ive talked to so many people the past 2 days and talked to NOBODY today this is a rollercoaster and i want off

my heart is racing. im wondering if maybe something is up with my mom and im just feeling it.