♦ CURSED. ᵃᵖ

Hello everyone, so I’m uncertain how to type this out, but I’m afraid that I’m in a tad bit of a bind. I’m not entirely sure how to go about this and to be honest, my anxiety is going through the roof. I’m not one for doing this but I’m highly limited to options at the current moment in time. For Christmas, my mom did whatever she could to ensure that my brother and I got decent gifts that we would enjoy. Which I’m super appreciative of. However nobody really had a lot of money to get things for her and the rest of my family. My mom’s body is giving out on her. Her legs make in unbearable for her to walk and stand and it’s getting to the point where it’s super hard for her to even handle shopping without needing a motorized chair to assist her throughout the entire store. But despite her pain and depression, she pushed through to make things work at her job, just so she could have money to give us a Christmas. It was only natural that I would want to return the favor. Who was going to get her anything nice after all right? So, despite me not having a current job, I took out a loan. (  250 dollars to be exact, and with fees it totaled up to 312.49 ) So I could get both my mother and brother some presents on my own. Because I felt they deserved nice presents and work really hard to ensure that the rent, bills, utilities, food, and other expenses are tended to. But since I wasn’t able to remake the funds back like I had hoped, my charge is scheduled to go through via my bank account on January 11th, 2018. And I only have like two dollars to my whole name at the current moment. ( here’s my bank statement thing. ) I’m terrified of what will happen if I cannot get this made up on time. I’ve never been in this situation before. 

I know what taking out a loan entails, I understand how it works, but I honestly believed that I had the means to make it up on time when I took out the loan. Turns out that wasn’t the case. I really wanted my mother to have a nice Christmas especially. This is our second Christmas since the death of my father and we’re still trying to figure out how we should make everything work now that he’s gone. It’s taken a huge toll on all of us. I’m in no way asking for hand outs, I’m willing to edit and accept commissions in exchange for help. But if you would like to help out, my paypal link is (  paypal.me/vicbing  ) If you could share this around, I would also appreciate it greatly. I know my situation might not seem as urgent compared to others who need help, and to be honest I would completely understand, but I’m still taking this risk, I’m still asking for your help and would greatly appreciate it. Because I just don’t know what to do. You can send me an ask directly to my inbox and I’ll respond in private, you can send me an IM, or you can add me via my discord ( gaybean#0650 ) if you have any questions or would like to discuss options. I’m willing to negotiate commissions as well but here are my examples and what the prices would be if you decide you’d like one. 

50 icons → $3.00 usd. 50 icons + psd → $4.00 usd. 100 icons → $5.00 usd. 100 icons + psd → $6.00 usd. icons examples:  o1, o2, o3, o4. 

theme background → 8.00 usd. the background image only, seeing as I don’t code my own themes, however I have a coding that I use as inspiration and will gladly link you ones that will fit perfectly with your new theme image and have no issues assisting you with putting it together if you need coding tips and advice. theme examples: o1, o2, o3, o4, o5, o6. 

promo graphic → 2.00 usd. promo examples: o1, o2, o3, o4, o5, o6.

roleplay package o1  → $12.00 usd. ( 13 if you want a psd. ) this package consists of 50 icons, dash icon, promo, and a theme background.