For all of those who have fallen in love with the little amount of fics I’ve posted so far do not fret because while yes they were deleted off my prime blog here they were safely transferred to my backup/fiction based blog that is @wolf4agathario all the fics and tags related to each fic can be found on that blog all future fictional works of mine can be found on that blog and any requests related to fictional works please send them directly to that blog because as of now my prime blog here will be used solely for rebloging fandom content and answering any personal asks peps might send in!!
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I chased after Agatha begging for her to stay. Of course, I messed up and made her mad again. I accidentally brought up a rumor that I heard. I didn't believe it, but I had to be sure... Be sure she didn't actually Sacrifice her son for the DarkHold.
"Get away from me pet!" Agatha snarled as she walked out of the house, using her powers to slam the door and keep it shut.
I visibly flinched at the clear disgust in her tone. After all this time being called Pet never stung. It was always something I held close to me. But the clear disgust made everything in me shrink.
"Agatha please! I don't believe it! I know you wouldn't. Don't leave me!" I screamed through the door, trying to open it but it was pointless.
Slam! Slam! Slam!
"Aggie, please! Please don't leave me!" Tears streamed down my face. Losing her was the worst thing ever. I can't, I c-
A scream of anguish ripped from me as I kept trying to get out of the house. More and more I felt like a trapped animal.
But that's what I am to her... An animal. A pet! And now she's gone. And I'm just another abandoned pet.
Hello! I actually want to write my own story. (I haven't written and posted fanfic since 2019 on Wattpad.) It's Agatha x Reader, but the reader is a vampire. I'm still working on it. I think I want this little drabble to be in the story somehow🤷♀️ gonna keep posting small story points and see which one sticks with you guys💙
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Just playing around with different Krita brushes right now. This one gave the piece a much softer, almost storybook vibe than I originally planned, but honestly, I kinda love how it turned out.
I'm working on a lot right now including and not limited to an agathario, a wandnat request, a wandagathario and a rio solo (where this is from). I'm practicing hard to improve, especially on rendering.
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Hello lovely people!! Below is a list of all my works! My content is not for minors as it contains sexually explicit and (often) dark elements. All of my links go directly to AO3, and my inbox is always open! This is a safe space!! I hope y’all enjoy, and happy reading! 💜
Agatha Harkness x Reader:
A Study in Fate and Time
LINK TO THE TRAILER by @janethewanderingwitch 💜
RATING: Explicit
STATUS: COMPLETE (27/27)
WORD COUNT: 412k
SUMMARY: It’s your final year for your master’s program at Salem University. You never imagined THE Doctor Agatha Harkness would take you under her wing, but she has; as both your magical mentor and your thesis advisor. Now you can’t help but wonder how you’re going to survive her, because the connection is instant—explosive. Some things are just meant to be. Little do you know, a secret relationship is the least of your worries.
TAGS/WARNINGS: age-gap, jealous Agatha, protective Agatha, violence, blood, murder, masturbation, eventual smut, angst, bad parent Evanora, reader’s step mom is a cunt, angst, dry humping, phone sex, homophobia, fat shaming, oral sex, face sitting, finger fucking, 69, scissoring, oral fixation, strap ons, enchanted strap, squirting, choking, magical restraints, mentions of death, grief, ab riding, cock warming, spanking, strap sucking DEAD DOVE: graphic staged suicide, improper use of a paddle, dacryohilia, spit kink, semi public sex, unplanned pregnancy, anal play, nipple clamps, anal sex, double penetration, breathplay, safeword use, inappropriate use of a pool cue, wax play, lactation kink
My Haunted Beloved
RATING: Explicit
STATUS: complete (1/1)
WORD COUNT: 18.8k
SUMMARY: Any expert worth their salt would tell you that it takes a minimum of eighteen days to form a habit. But after only three; you realized you’d never be able to quit this house. To quit her; the remnants of Agatha, of her life, and of her magic. Your addiction wasn’t actually the problem, though. No. What’s even more concerning is that after only fifteen days; you’ve realized you’re in love. You’ve fallen head over heels for a woman whose presence in this world is nothing more than an echo— a memory. What kind of therapy does one seek when they’re in love with a dead woman?
TAGS/WARNINGS: mommy kink, morally gray reader, mentions of murder, psychological torture (not on reader), age gap, breathplay, mutual pining, Agatha has the gray streak because it’s hot, face-sitting, fingerfucking, dom/sub undertones
Chained and Unspoken
RATING: Explicit
STATUS: WIP (1/?)
WORD COUNT: 9.5k and counting
SUMMARY: You’re a highly recommended children’s speech therapist, and one day Agatha shows up out of nowhere and makes you an offer you can’t refuse. You take a position as her live-in Nanny so that you can help her autistic, non-verbal three-year old son, Nicky. The problems? You’re instantly attracted to her. She’s your boss. She’s married. She’s…straight? What straight woman looks at you like that?! Okay, maybe she’s not straight. She’s still married…
TAGS/WARNINGS: age gap, modern au: no powers, Bad parent Evanora Harkness, past Wagatha, Agatha is married to Ralph, walk with me, she knows she’s a lesbian your honor, it’s for the plot, strangers to lovers, Top Agatha Harkness, Bottom Reader, eventual smut, additional tags to be added
SUMMARY: You’re an employee at Erewhon. When Maya runs into you, she’s immediately smitten. The problem? You’re uninterested in dating anyone in the industry because of your history. Maya’s not used to being told no. Your repeated refusals only make her more determined than ever to snag a date.
TAGS/WARNINGS: mild angst, some hurt/comfort, mutual pining, age-gap, protective!maya, possessive!maya, top Maya, bottom reader, fingering, scissoring, squirting, face sitting, sixty-nine, ab riding, pussy slap, mommy kink, happy ending
SUMMARY: gatha Harkness is a retired Olympic figure skater - the most decorated in history. At nearly 45, she now runs her family business in Houston, Texas: Harkness Oil. She's also a (now former) assistant coach in the NHL.
Soon-to-be twenty-five-year-old Rio Vidal is an elite hockey player, just finishing the inaugural PWHL season, and with special permission from the commissioner, joining the NHL draft. She's a decorated Olympian herself, keeps up and surpasses the boys, and is ready to show the world what women can do.
When Agatha's Aunt Lilia buys the Houston Comets, the worst team in the league, Agatha is tasked with rebuilding the franchise and creating the dynasty team Houston deserves. Drafting Rio upon her Aunt's insistence is just the beginning of the multitude of changes.Sparks will fly, but not all of them good. After all, the pressure the two women are under is almost insurmountable, and they’re under too much scrutiny to indulge in something forbidden. It doesn't help that once Rio is actually coached by Agatha, they hate each other.
TAGS/WARNINGS: slow burn, age gap, women in hockey, implied homophobia, tags will be added as we go.
Untitled: A oneshot in the Study in Fate and Time universe for kinktober. It’s Agatha’s close to Agatha’s first heat after giving birth, and your wife is being a brat.
Untitled: A oneshot in my Maya x reader universe, possibly for kinktober, you’re settling into life, both with Maya, and the idiots you now work with, but it isn’t always easy. Or: Maya has a hot flash at work and makes it everyone’s problem and she learns that you have a jealous streak.
warnings/tags: dom rio, sub reader, professor rio, age gap (rio is in her 40s, reader is in her 20s), choking, daddy kink, face slapping, pussy spanking, oral sex, kind of mean rio, mentions agathario for five seconds.
kinktober 2025: Age Gap
a/n: wow… the first kinktober fic of mine this year to get a proper title lol
You sat on the couch in your professor’s office, waiting for her to be done with her last lecture of the day. You knew waiting in her office was risky, especially since her office hours are right after. But you couldn’t help it; you missed her, and it was Tuesday. Normally, you would have the patience until the weekend, but she had edged you all weekend for flirting with someone in front of her when she couldn’t do anything about it. Sighing at the memory, you pulled out the book you were reading, wanting to kill time as you waited.
After an hour and forty pages in (you would have read more if you weren’t distracted), Rio walked into her office. You watched as she shut and locked the door, leaning her forehead against it. When she turned around, she jumped when she saw you sitting down on the couch, staring at her.
“What are you doing?” Rio hissed, rushing toward you. “I told you that weekends are when we can be together, not when you’re still in a class of mine.”
You pouted, staring up at her with wide eyes. “But I’ve missed you, and you didn’t make me come at all this weekend.”
“Because you were being punished.” Rio stated. “You decided to flirt with Agatha when I ran into you getting coffee.”
“I didn’t know you were behind us, Professor,” you said, knowing the nickname in this context drove her insane. It was a lie, and you both knew it.
“You’ve always been a bad liar, baby, so why don’t we cut that out?” Rio smirked. “You know you’re mine, and the moment you walked in, you decided to tease me. Knowing I couldn’t do anything about it. But I got you back, didn’t I?”
You nodded as Rio grabbed you by your throat, not squeezing, but holding you in place. “You know better than to not use verbal responses, little one. So speak.”
“Yes—yes, you got me back, Daddy.” You whimpered as she squeezed your throat lightly.
“You know what, fuck it. I want you to come back here after my office hours.” Rio stated.
You nodded, putting your book down and your bag as you stood up from the couch. You knew Rio was done with your conversation for the time being, so you said goodbye before making your way to the door.
“Oh,” Rio said. “Make sure you’re not wearing panties when you come back.”
You nodded, unlocking her door and leaving. You rushed back to your dorm, pulling your pants down and off just to take your underwear off. You were excited but nervous, never having been in her office after hours. It was always her apartment and sometimes your place when your roommate was gone for the weekend.
You tried your best to occupy yourself until you had to head back, but all you could think about was what she was going to do to you.
You put an extra pair of clothes in your bag and headed out to her office. She still had twenty minutes left of her office hours, but you always preferred to be a little early.
When you passed by her office and noticed that the door was open, you realized that no one was in there with her. You stood in the doorway and saw her sitting at her desk, leaning back in her chair as she scrolled through her phone. You knocked on the door, knowing that if you walked right in, she wouldn’t like that.
Rio looked up. “Come in and shut the door.”
You did as you were told, locking the door while you were at it. When you turned back around and started to make your way towards Rio, she stopped you.
“Crawl.”
You got down on the ground with no hesitation, crawling towards her as slowly as you could. You wanted to make whatever this was last.
“Good girl,” Rio hummed. “You do know how to listen.”
You bit your tongue, not wanting to say something smart back. That was the last thing you wanted, knowing that it would get you in a lot more trouble than you already were in.
“You do understand that last weekend you weren’t allowed to come because you were being punished,” Rio reminded you. “And now here you are, being a brat after I told you that we wouldn’t be doing anything in my office.”
You frowned. “I’m sorry.”
Rio smirked, looking down at you. “No, you’re not.”
“No, I’m not.” You agreed.
Rio sat back in her chair, studying you for a few minutes as she decided what she wanted to do with you. You moved so you were just on your knees, keeping your hands on your thighs as you waited. You shifted in your spot after a few minutes, realizing that normally Rio would have done something already.
Finally, when you thought Rio was fucking with you, was when she spoke up. “I guess I can be nice tonight.”
You nodded, “Yes, please. Thank you.”
Rio smirked, “Bend over my desk.”
You did as you were told, moving off your knees and quickly bending over the desk. A part of you wanted to pull your pants down, but you knew that since she hadn’t told you to do it, she would be upset if you did it. You took a few deep breaths, trying to calm yourself down as Rio stood up from her seat. She hooked her fingers in the waistband of your pants, pulling them down to your ankles, along with your underwear.
“You’re so wet,” Rio pointed out, using both hands to spread your pussy open. “Who’s it for?”
You whimpered when she moved her hands away from you. You opened your mouth to say something but stopped yourself when Rio sank down onto her knees.
“It’s for you, Daddy.” You stated.
You knew that if you didn’t respond to her eventually, she wouldn’t give you anything. You squeezed your eyes shut as Rio hummed, leaning in and running her tongue from your perineum down to your clit. Wrapping her lips around the hard bud, Rio sucked on it gently as she held you in place.
You tried your best to back yourself against Rio’s face, but with how she was holding you. You couldn’t move. You whimpered, turning your head to look at her as best as you could, but from this angle, you could barely see anything.
“Please don’t stop,” You gasped, grabbing the edge of the desk as Rio continued.
Rio moved away from your clit, pulling back slightly before pushing her tongue inside of you. She fucked you with her tongue a few times before she stood back up. You whined, but before you could say something, Rio turned you around. She helped you sit on the edge of the desk—spreading your legs, Rio brought her hand down hard against your pussy. You tried your best to shut your legs, but she forced them open.
“You close them again and I won’t fuck you for a month.” Rio threatened.
Your jaw dropped, unsure if she actually meant that or if it was another empty threat.
“You wouldn’t do that, not when that would be punishing yourself too.” You smirked.
Rio grabbed you by the throat with her free hand, shaking her head as she watched the panic spread across your face. Pulling her other hand away from your pussy, she was quick to slap you across the face not once, but twice.
“Oh no, baby girl, it wouldn’t be punishing me.” Rio smirked, squeezing your neck lightly. “Not when you’ve got such a pretty friend. I bet she’d be down.”
She didn’t have to even say her name. You knew exactly who she was talking about.
Agatha.
“Please no, I’ll be good. I promise.”
Rio let go of your neck. “Then you’ll have no problem getting down on your knees and letting me use that pretty mouth of yours, yeah?”
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Notes: Smut, strap, dry humping, choking, fingering, 2x use of daddy in non-sexually explicity context, dirty talk, lap-sitting, mentions of edging, mentions of exhibitionlism, mentions of overstimulation, Rio Vidal 😩
Summary: You sit in on one of Agatha’s lectures and enjoy some time with her during passing period... however that time with Agatha might have attracted the attention of someone else.
An: Not promising a fully fledged fic but ill keep posting parts of this until I lose interest. Also couldn't help but add Rio... eventual Rio x Agatha x Reader smut but idk if it'll just be one part or permanent in this fic 🙇♀️
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You end up spending Saturday and Sunday at Agatha’s. It wasn’t planned, but it was hard to leave. You already felt so comfortable with the woman. The only reason you found yourself back at home had to do with the papers you were supposed to grade Friday.
You spent most of your Monday grading the work. Images and thoughts of the other professor poked at the back of your mind, but you tried to stay focused. You figured that you could text her as a reward for finishing the grading.
Your phone dings as you’re on the final paper. You think about letting it wait, considering you’re almost done, but it dings again. The impulses get the better of you and you pick it up.
Agatha: I have an 8am tomorrow
Agatha: If you want to sit in on my lecture
You smile, knowing that you’d be in her classroom bright and early to watch her teach.
Y/n: I’ll be there
Agatha: Your class starts 15 after mine ends. It’d probably take you 5 mins to walk over…
Y/n: Probably, why?
Agatha: Well you said you wanted to fuck me in the lecture hall. You think you can get me off in 10 mins?
Y/n: I can do it in 5 ;-)
Agatha: We'll see about that professor
You now had a better reason to look forward to your Tuesday. After those messages you didn't have it in you to further grade the last assignment. You opted to just give that one lucky student an A.
For the rest of the day your mind wandered to how you were going to use those 5 minutes to get Agatha off. You couldn’t help but smile as dirty thoughts filled your head.
You’d be playing mind games from the second you stepped inside of her classroom. Your usual casual classroom attire was being quickly abandoned for something that better fit your title of professor. A grey 3-piece Herringbone suit. You wore your hair back, out of your face.
You had a pocket chain clipped to your pants, while a watch sat on your wrist. There was something special packed in your pants that you planned on using to tease the other professor.
You filed into her classroom with the other students. Opposite to her approach in your classroom, you sat in the back corner of her lecture hall. You wanted her to see you. With your legs spread open and a hand tentatively resting high up on your thigh.
Your other hand held up your head as you locked your eyes on her. When her eyes met yours, you could see them narrow at your appearance. You sent her a polite smile, which you could tell she was fighting not to return.
She briefly welcomed her students back and then immediately got into the lecture. There was an assertive flip to her character that intrigued you. You could get lost in her tone of speaking. She hardly looked at you, but when she did, you were always readjusting the crotch of your pants.
“Your exam is tomorrow; multiple choice and 3 short answer questions. All of the answers should be in your notes, I’d study them thoroughly. You are dismissed.”
Her classroom cleared much faster than yours had the previous Friday. You had waited for the last student to leave before rising from your seat. You took your time locking the doors to the room, before heading down to Agatha.
You could tell that she had a sly remark on the tip of her tongue, but she didn’t get a chance to speak as your lips attacked hers. You were rough as you kissed her, complete disregard for pleasantries.
You pressed her up against the desk. Enough to where she could feel the strap through your pants, she moaned as you slowly rocked your hips. No words were necessary, only the sounds of your breathing.
Your hand reached around her front, eager to plunge into her wetness. Once you make it past her waistband, you have to hold yourself back from taking her bottoms completely off. Her panties are ruined.
“Fuck, I made you this wet, just sitting there? You saw my hand on this big fake cock, and couldn’t help but make a mess of yourself, professor?”
She throws her head back as you rub her clit, “Look so sexy baby, I want you inside me.”
You chuckle darkly into her ear, “All weekend wasn’t enough huh? You just want me to fill you up every day.”
You keep your thumb on her clit and easily push 2 fingers inside of her. Your free hand loops around to rest on her neck. She tilts her head back to be able to meet your lips. You can feel her clenching around your fingers already.
“Desperate fucking slut, so needy for me. I’d take you like this for hours, till that puddle in your panties becomes a fucking ocean. Make you cum enough to coat my strap in your juices. Have your filthy mouth suck it off, just to spread you open and shove it in that hungry hole. The way you’re sucking up my fingers, fuck I know you need my cock buried inside of you.”
She begins to pant, “I want it. I want your cock, please. Please I’ll do anything, just let me have it.”
You pout, “Aww we don’t have time right now Aggie. I need you to cum on fingers so I can shove them in your mouth and go teach my class.”
She whines and starts moving with your fingers, “Y/n.”
You kiss her forehead, “I know baby, I know. You have to be good for me. Do what I say and I’ll make it worth your while, professor.”
You squeeze her throat a little tighter and pick up the pace with your fingers. Agatha lets out a shrill scream, causing you to cover her mouth quickly. You feel her slump against you, causing you to slow your pace before fully removing your fingers from her.
Before you can move away from her, she grabs your wrist, guiding your fingers into her mouth. She allows the tips to hit the back of her throat while keeping eye contact with you.
Your fingers fall out of her mouth and you delicately grab her by the chin. You peck her lips sweetly.
“You owe me one hell of a reward, Professor L/n,” she mumbles.
Her hand trails down the front of your suit pants until she finds what she’s looking for. She squeezes the toy lightly, palming it with her hand.
“I keep my promises, Professor Harkness. I still have a few to make good on, but in the meantime, I have a lecture to teach,” you wink at her.
She steals on last kiss from you, “Don’t be late.”
Agatha playfully smacks your ass when you turn around and you laugh at her antics. As you reach the exit of her classroom you turn back for a second, “Oh, and Professor Harkness. I really enjoyed your lesson.”
You leave her lecture room with a smile on your face. On the way to your own class, you find yourself walking in stride with fellow history professor, Rio Vidal.
“You’re getting awfully cozy with Professor Harkness.”
You shrug, “She needed some help with the curriculum, wanted a fresh new perspective.”
The brown eyed woman hums, “Hmm, I’ve never known her to ask for help.”
“Well, maybe you just don’t have much help to offer her these days,” you match her tone.
“I heard she sat in on your lecture, mind if I do the same?” She disregards your last statement.
Again you shrug, “Feel free, Professor Vidal.”
You feel her gaze trail up your side profile. It lingers on your pants, and you have to stop yourself from readjusting.
“You can call me Rio.”
“Y/n,” you say curtly.
Once at your classroom, you already have a few students waiting outside. You let them in and head to the front of the class. Rio takes a seat in the front corner of the lecture.
As promised before break you spend the whole class reviewing. The last thing you do is hand out the assignments you graded yesterday. You sit at your desk, eyes drifting over to Rio.
“Well, I can see now why everyone is so enticed by you. You’re charming, smart, and well-dressed. No wonder students and professors alike are always muttering about you,” she walks to stand in front of your desk.
Your face heats under her gaze, “I’m hearing about my reputation more now than ever before.”
She stares at you like she could devour you. Her hands rest wide on your desk and her head drops to look at you.
“I don’t think she could handle what you have to offer, cupcake,” Rio leans into the desk.
“What are you talking about?” You sit back straight in your chair, keeping a calm attitude.
“Oh, now you want to play dumb professor,” she leans in further to whisper in your ear, “I heard you two early. Trust me kid, I know what Agatha sounds like. There’s only one reason I’d hear her making those kind of noises.”
“Jealous or something?”
She smiles widely shaking her head. She walks around to the side of the desk, “Not of you. Like I said, I’m very familiar with Agatha. I’m less familiar with you."
She gets on her knees and crawls over to you. Her hands wrap around your leg to rest on your knees, “ I need to know you better.”
“Don’t even think about it Vidal,” you scoot back away from her.
“I'd listen to her if I were you, Rio,” Agatha’s voice echoes across the room.
Rio only smirks and stand to her feet, “Hello, my love. Long time, no chat.”
“And I’d like to keep it that way,” Agatha quickly makes her way to the desk. Her hands rest on your shoulders as she stares at Rio.
The brown eyed woman frowns, “How long are we going to play this game, Agatha?”
“Play time is over Rio” Agatha says.
Rio shakes her head, “You fucking some hot, younger, girl, doesn't mean shit. She only fucked you as a rebound Y/n.”
“You’re only saying that because you wished you fucked her first,” Agatha shoots back at Rio.
“If I had 5 minutes alone with her, she would’ve taken me over the desk,” Rio glares at Agatha.
“You always did have a thing for sloppy seconds,” Agatha returns.
“I take it you two have a past,” you interject.
“Present, and a future, cupcake,” Rio winks at you.
You stand up, “I’m not your cupcake, Professor Vidal. I only plan on saying this one time, so I hope you’re a good listener. I. Don’t. Like. Sharing.”
“Oooo daddy runs a little hot I see,” Rio teases you.
You can feel your jaw twitch, “You’re a fucking brat.”
Rio bats her eyelashes at you, “You going to tame me, daddy?”
Agatha cuts in her tone stern, “Rio, leave now.”
Rio whines the blue-eyed woman’s name, “Agatha.”
“Out,” Agatha reinforces.
The woman huffs out an air of irritation before leaving the classroom.
“You know I figured you hooked up with Professor Vidal, but I didn’t picture her being such a brat,” you sit back down when you address Agatha.
The woman sits in your lap, facing you. Her hands play with the hairs on the back of your neck. She can feel the dildo pressing against her, but refrains from moving.
“She’s untamable,” Agatha says dismissively.
You scoff, “No one is untamable.”
Agatha rolls her eyes, “Trust me, Rio lives for the thrill of the punishment.”
“You punish her a lot?”
“I suppose I did,” Agatha meets your eyes.
“Tell me about it.”
Your hands found purchase on her hips. You guided her slowly back and forth across the length of the strap in your pants.
“One time I made go out with a toy inside of her and no panties. I spanked her for every wet spot she left when she was sitting,” Agatha says and you guide her a little faster.
“More.”
“I slapped her cunt until it was nice and tender and then I made her bounce on my strap until she came 7 times.”
You press Agatha down firmer on you, “Another.”
You were pulsing at the thought of Agatha dominating Professor Vidal. Her bratty attitude had upset you, but it had also turned you on. You wish you could put her in her place.
“I edged her for 2 hours until she nearly collapsed after squirting harder than I've ever seen anyone squirt in my life. Seeing her face down in her own juices, eyes fluttering, tongue out trying to taste herself on the floor. God, that was my favorite.”
You groan wanting more than fuck Agatha right here on your desk. She’s about to cum again while haven't came once today. It feels you are torturing yourself.
It's as if Agatha had read your thoughts. She sticks on of her hands down your pants. She slips it past the harness to feel your clit.
“You want to cum with me, professor,” Agatha smirks as she rubs your clit.
“Fuck yes,” you moan, laying your head on her chest.
It didn't take much more for you to cum together. Your breath was ragged, and your hunger for each other was only partially satiated.
“Listen up, ‘Mrs. I don’t like sharing’ if you’re going to try to become brat tamer of the year, you aren’t doing it without me,” Agatha says placing a kiss on your cheek.
She attempts to get up, but you hold her place, “Fine, when she comes to see you, call me. I want us both to have fun with her.”
Agatha laughs, “She’s irritating in the way you just want to fuck it out of her, isn’t she?”
You nod, “But you can’t let her know that. Her ego is too big, that’s why she’s bratty now.”
Agatha agrees with you, “Good point, I have to go teach my next class, but I’ll see you tonight. Your place, for my reward.”
She kisses you sweetly, once more before exiting your classroom.
Now you had two things on your mind. Agatha’s reward and your opportunity to punish Rio. Both things that you were very much looking forward too.
I've been thinking a lot about the difference between looking like you know what you're doing and actually understanding it. Especially in academia, where so much of the first year is just performing competence until something clicks and you realize you actually are competent.
The research details are based on real collagen extraction methods and paleoproteomics (yes, that's a real field and it's cool as hell), but I've simplified and adapted things to fit the story.
The reader's research is published in Nature, a career-defining achievement. As she navigates the complications that come with sudden visibility and deepens her relationship with Agatha, she discovers that becoming a real scientist means learning to trust her own voice beyond academic performance.
6k words: heavy smut, professor x reader, small little argument, agatha opens up against her will, you're too smart for her to be guarded, i don't think i mentioned coffee once am i okay?
The notification came at 6:47 AM on a Tuesday.
You were still in bed, barely awake, when your phone lit up with an email from Nature's automated system: "Your article is now live online ahead of print."
For a moment, you just stared at the screen, your brain struggling to process the words. Then you sat up so fast you nearly dropped the phone, fumbling to open the link.
There it was. Your name. First author. On a Nature paper.
"Optimized Extraction Protocol for Ancient Collagen Peptides: Eliminating Redundancy in Standard Demineralization Methods"
First Year Doctoral Student Y/N Y/L/N and Dr. Agatha Harkness
The abstract was clean, professional, exactly as you'd written it together. The methodology section laid out your breakthrough with precision. The results spoke for themselves: forty percent reduction in processing time, improved purity, consistent yields across multiple samples.
Your hands were shaking.
You screenshot the page, like you needed proof it was real. Then you texted Agatha, even though it was barely seven in the morning.
It's live. Oh my god, it's actually live.
Her response came immediately: I know. I've been refreshing since 6 AM. Congratulations, Dr. Y/L/N.
The title made you laugh, giddy and disbelieving. You weren't a doctor yet, wouldn't be for years, but seeing it from her felt like a promise.
Your phone buzzed again. And again. And again.
Professor Pretty from undergrad: Saw your Nature paper! Incredible work!
Your thesis advisor from your master's program: This is extraordinary. You should be so proud.
Your mother, who barely understood what you did: Everyone is sharing your article! My daughter the scientist!
Former classmates. Lab mates from previous positions. People you hadn't spoken to in years, all reaching out to congratulate you. Your phone became a constant stream of notifications, each one making the reality sink in a little deeper.
You were published in Nature. At twenty-five. As a first-year doctoral student.
You went to the lab early, too wired to sit still, checking your phone compulsively. More messages. More congratulations. The chemistry department's official Instagram had shared the paper with a caption about "groundbreaking work from our doctoral program." Your university's news site had picked it up. Someone had already added it to your Google Scholar profile.
When you arrived at the lab, Agatha was leaned against the doorframe between her office and the lab space, arms crossed, watching you with that look that made your stomach flip.
"Published Nature research," she said, her voice low and warm. "When I thought you couldn't get hotter."
Your face heated. "Agatha—"
"Come to dinner tonight. My place. Seven." It wasn't quite a question. "We should celebrate properly."
"I'd like that," you managed.
Her smile was slow, promising. "Good. Now get to work, Dr. Y/L/N. We have standards to maintain."
Agatha's house smelled incredible when you arrived at seven. Something with garlic and wine and herbs that made your mouth water. She answered the door in dark jeans and a soft cashmere sweater, hair loose around her shoulders, looking more relaxed than you'd seen her since Sophie broke into the lab.
"Hi," she said, pulling you inside and kissing you before you could even set down your bag.
"Hi." You kissed her back, tasting wine on her lips. "What are we celebrating?"
"Your brilliance. Your first major publication. The fact that you're mine." She said it casually, like it was obvious, like there was no question about it.
Your stomach flipped. "Yours?"
"Aren't you?" Her eyes held yours, challenging.
"Yes," you admitted. "I'm yours."
"Good." She kissed you again, deeper this time, before pulling back with visible effort. "Dinner first. Then I have something to give you."
The meal was perfect, coq au vin with roasted vegetables, crusty bread, a bottle of red wine that probably cost more than your monthly stipend. You ate at her dining table, she'd set it with actual cloth napkins and candles, and talked about everything except work. Your friends, her travels, the book she was reading, the documentary you'd watched last night.
It felt normal. Domestic. Like you were a real couple having a real dinner, not a professor and her student navigating an ethically complicated relationship.
When you'd finished eating and cleared the plates, Agatha disappeared into her study. She returned carrying a wrapped package, rectangular and flat, about the size of a large book.
"Open it," she said, setting it in front of you on the counter, the deep purple paper a threat.
Your hands were suddenly unsteady as you tore away the wrapping paper. Inside was a leather-bound notebook, deep burgundy with gold edging. Your initials were embossed on the cover in elegant script.
You ran your fingers over the letters, throat tight. "Agatha..."
"For your next breakthrough," she said softly. "And there will be many."
The notebook was beautiful, clearly expensive, the kind of thing you'd never buy for yourself. You opened it carefully, finding thick, cream-colored pages, perfect for detailed notes and sketches. The inside cover had an inscription in Agatha's precise handwriting:
To Y/N—
Your mind is extraordinary. Your dedication is unmatched. Your future is limitless.
Never stop questioning. Never stop discovering.
—A.H.
"I don't know what to say," you managed, blinking back tears.
"You don't have to say anything." Agatha moved behind you, her arms wrapping around your waist, her chin resting on your shoulder. "I just wanted you to have something that reflects how proud I am. How much I believe in you."
You turned in her embrace, kissing her with everything you couldn't put into words. Gratitude and affection and something deeper, something that made your chest ache with its intensity.
She kissed you back slowly, thoroughly, her hands sliding up to frame your face. When she pulled back, her eyes were soft, vulnerable in a way you rarely saw.
"Come to bed with me," she murmured. "Let me show you how proud I am."
This time was different.
Agatha undressed you slowly, reverently, her hands and mouth worshipping every inch of skin she revealed. She laid you out on her bed like something precious, something to be savored, and took her time exploring your body.
"You're so beautiful," she murmured against your collarbone, her lips trailing lower. "So fucking brilliant. Do you know what it does to me, watching you work? Watching you think?"
You couldn't answer, too lost in the sensation of her mouth on your breast, her tongue circling your nipple with maddening precision.
"I'm so proud of you," she continued, kissing down your ribs, your stomach. "So proud of what you've accomplished. What you're going to accomplish."
Her mouth moved lower, and you gasped when she pressed kisses to your inner thighs, deliberately avoiding where you needed her most.
"Agatha, please—"
"Shh. Let me take care of you." Her breath was hot against your skin. "Let me show you how much you mean to me."
When her mouth finally found you, it was gentle, almost tender, her eyes never leaving you. She worked you slowly, building the pleasure with patient precision, and when you came it was with her name on your lips and tears sliding down your temples.
She didn't stop. She brought you to the edge again and again, each orgasm more intense than the last, until you were trembling and oversensitive and completely undone.
Only then did she crawl back up your body, gathering you against her chest.
"I've got you," she murmured, pressing kisses to your hair. "You're safe. You're mine. I've got you."
You curled into her, boneless and satisfied, and felt something shift in your chest. This wasn't just attraction anymore. Wasn't just the thrill of the forbidden or the rush of being wanted by someone you admired.
This was deeper. More dangerous.
The realization should have terrified you. Should have sent you running. Instead, you just pressed closer, breathing in her scent, and let yourself walk the dangerous line.
The next two weeks were a blur of late nights in the lab and the deep chill of winter setting in.
You and Agatha worked side by side, modifying your protocol, making it even better than the version Sophie had stolen. You adjusted concentrations, refined timing sequences, added quality control steps that would make the methodology bulletproof.
"This is good," Agatha said one night, studying your latest results. "This is really good. Better than what we published."
"Should we publish an update?"
"Eventually. But for now, this stays between us." She made a note in her own lab book. "This is our competitive advantage. We'll present it at ACS, show the field what we can do, but we don't publish the full details until we're ready."
You nodded, understanding the strategy. In academia, timing was everything.
But the constant vigilance was exhausting. You'd become hyperaware of who was around when you worked, what you left visible on your bench, what files you accessed on shared computers. You locked your notebooks in your desk drawer every night. You changed your passwords weekly. You never discussed your research in public spaces.
Marcus noticed. "You've gotten really paranoid about your stuff," he said one afternoon, watching you lock away your notebook before going to lunch.
"Just being careful," you said lightly.
"Because of Sophie?" Jen asked from her station. She'd been quiet about the whole situation, but you could tell she was curious. "What actually happened with her?"
You chose your words carefully. "She accessed some files she shouldn't have. It was a breach of lab protocol."
"But she's working with Dr. Vidal now," Marcus said. "Doesn't that seem weird? Like, if she did something wrong, why would another professor take her?"
"Different labs have different standards," you said, which was diplomatic and also true.
Marcus and Jen exchanged a look but didn't push further. You could tell they didn't fully believe the official story, but they were loyal enough not to press.
Still, the questions made you uneasy. Made you wonder what rumors were circulating, what people were saying about you and Agatha and the sudden departure of an undergraduate from the lab.
That night, you brought it up with Agatha.
"People are asking questions about Sophie," you said. You were at her house, sprawled on her couch with your laptop, supposedly working on your seminar presentation but mostly just worrying.
"Let them ask." Agatha didn't look up from her own work. "The official story is that she violated lab protocol. That's all anyone needs to know."
"But what if they think—"
"What if they think what?" Now she did look up, her gaze sharp. "That you did something wrong? You didn't. Sophie stole your research. She's facing consequences. End of story."
"It doesn't feel like the end."
Agatha set down her pen, studying you. "What are you really worried about?"
You struggled to articulate it. "I just... I feel like I should have seen it coming. Should have been more careful from the start. You warned me, and I didn't listen, and now—"
"Now you've learned a valuable lesson about trust in academia." Her voice was matter-of-fact. "It's not your fault that someone betrayed that trust."
"But if I'd just listened to you—"
"Then what? You would have been paranoid and suspicious from day one?" Agatha moved to sit beside you, her hand finding yours. "You can't live like that. You can't do good science if you're constantly looking over your shoulder."
"You do."
The words came out sharper than you intended. Agatha's expression tightened.
"That's different."
"How?"
"Because I've been burned before. Multiple times. I've earned my paranoia." Her grip on your hand tightened. "You shouldn't have to learn that lesson so early."
"But I did learn it. Because I didn't listen to you." You pulled your hand away, frustration bubbling up. "You told me to be careful. You told me not to trust Sophie. And I ignored you because I thought you were being overprotective or paranoid or—"
"Or what?" Her voice had gone quiet, dangerous.
"Or projecting your issues with Rio onto my situation."
The silence that followed was deafening.
Agatha stood, moving to the window, her back to you. When she spoke, her voice was controlled, but you could hear the anger underneath.
"My issues with Rio are not projection. They're experience. Hard-won, painful experience that I was trying to help you avoid."
"I know—"
"Do you?" She turned to face you. "Because from where I'm standing, it sounds like you think I was being irrational. Overreacting. Making problems where there weren't any."
"That's not what I meant—"
"Then what did you mean?" She crossed her arms. "Because I warned you. Multiple times. And you dismissed those warnings. And now you're angry at yourself for not listening, but you're taking it out on me."
The accuracy of that hit like a slap. You opened your mouth to argue, then closed it.
She was right.
"I'm sorry," you said quietly. "You're right. I am frustrated with myself, unbelievably so and I'm taking it out on you. That's not fair."
Agatha's expression softened slightly, but the tension didn't fully leave her shoulders. "I understand being frustrated. But don't make this about me being paranoid or overprotective. I was trying to protect you."
"I know. And I should have listened." You stood, moving toward her. "I'm sorry. Really." Voice shrinking with each letter.
She studied you for a long moment, then sighed. "Come here."
You went, and she pulled you into her arms. You buried your face in her shoulder, breathing in her scent.
"I can't lose you," she said quietly, her voice muffled against your hair. "Not to Rio's games, not to academic politics, not to my own mistakes."
You pulled back to look at her. "Your mistakes?"
"I should have been more explicit about the risks. Should have made you lock everything down from day one, regardless of how paranoid it seemed." Her hand came up to cup your face. "I let my desire to be the cool mentor, the one who trusts her students, override my better judgment. And you almost paid the price for that."
"Agatha—"
"I'm terrified," she interrupted, and the raw honesty in her voice made your chest ache. "Terrified that I'm going to fuck this up. That I'm going to hurt you, professionally or personally, because I can't separate the two. Because I want you too much to be objective."
You'd never seen her like this. Vulnerable. Uncertain. The armor she usually wore had cracked, and underneath was someone scared and human and desperately trying to do right by you.
"You're not going to fuck this up," you said firmly. "We're not going to fuck this up. We're going to figure it out together."
"You sound very certain."
"I am certain." You kissed her softly. "I'm certain about you. About us. About this."
Her arms tightened around you. "Even though it's complicated and probably inadvisable and definitely against university policy?"
"Especially because of all that." You smiled against her mouth. "I'm not going anywhere, Agatha. You're stuck with me."
"Good," she murmured, kissing you deeper. "Because I'm not letting you go."
Your departmental seminar was scheduled for the following Thursday at 4 PM.
All first-year doctoral students were required to present their research to the department near the end of their first semester. Invites were emailed to faculty, graduate students, and any interested undergraduates. It was meant to be a friendly introduction, a chance to share your work and get feedback.
You'd been preparing for weeks, refining your slides, practicing your talk. Agatha had coached you through it, helping you anticipate questions, teaching you how to handle challenges to your methodology.
"Someone will try to poke holes," she'd said during one practice session. "That's the point. They want to see if you can defend your work."
"What if I can't?"
"You can. You know this research better than anyone. Just stay calm, stay confident, and remember that you have a Nature paper. That gives you credibility."
The day of the seminar, you arrived early to set up. The lecture hall was small, maybe fifty seats, but it felt cavernous when empty. You tested your slides, adjusted the microphone, tried to calm your racing heart.
People started filtering in around 3:45. Graduate students from other labs, a few undergraduates, several faculty members. You spotted Agatha in the third row, her expression professionally neutral but her eyes warm.
And then, at 3:58, Rio walked in.
She took a seat in the back row, crossing her legs elegantly, a small smile playing at her lips. Your stomach dropped.
Agatha's expression didn't change, but you saw her shoulders tighten almost imperceptibly.
At 4:00 exactly, the department chair introduced you. You took a deep breath and began.
The first twenty minutes went smoothly. You walked through your background, your research questions, the standard protocol and its limitations. Your voice was steady, your slides clear. You could do this.
Then you got to the methodology section.
"The key innovation," you explained, "was recognizing that the secondary wash step was redundant. By optimizing the primary demineralization phase, we could eliminate an entire step without compromising—"
"Interesting," Rio's voice cut through the room. "How did you determine the optimal concentration for the primary phase?"
You'd expected questions, but not this early, not this pointed. "Through systematic testing across multiple samples, varying the concentration and measuring the resulting protein yields and purity."
"And what concentration did you settle on?"
The question was casual, but you heard the trap in it. She was asking for the specific detail, the proprietary information.
"The exact parameters are detailed in our published methodology," you said carefully. "But the principle is to use the minimum effective concentration to reduce protein degradation while maintaining complete demineralization."
"Mmm." Rio's smile widened slightly. "And the incubation time? I imagine that required adjustment as well."
"It did. Again, the specifics are in the paper."
"Of course." She leaned back in her seat. "I'm just curious about the decision-making process. How you knew when you'd found the right balance."
You opened your mouth to answer, but Agatha spoke first.
"Dr. Vidal, perhaps we could save detailed methodology questions for after the presentation? I'm sure Y/N would be happy to discuss the technical aspects one-on-one."
It was smoothly done, professionally phrased, but everyone in the room could hear the edge underneath. The department chair nodded in agreement.
"Yes, let's hold questions until the end. Please continue," he gestured to you and you saw Agatha nod behind him.
You continued, but your rhythm was broken. You could feel Rio's eyes on you, could sense her calculating, looking for weaknesses. Every slide felt like walking through a minefield.
When you finally reached your conclusions and opened the floor for questions, Rio's hand went up immediately.
"You mentioned that this protocol could be applied to samples up to 70 million years old," she said. "Have you tested it on older specimens?"
"Not yet. That's part of our ongoing research."
"Interesting. Because I would think the protein degradation patterns would be significantly different in, say, Jurassic-era samples. The environmental conditions, the mineralization processes, all of that would affect your extraction efficiency."
It was a good point. A valid scientific question. But the way she asked it, the slight emphasis on "I would think," made it sound like a criticism. Like you hadn't considered something obvious.
"You're absolutely right," you said, keeping your voice steady. "Which is why we're currently testing the protocol on samples from multiple time periods and depositional environments. The preliminary results are promising, but we're not ready to make definitive claims about applicability beyond the Cretaceous at this moment."
"Prudent," Rio said, and somehow made it sound condescending.
The questions continued. Most were genuine, interested, the kind of scientific discourse you'd expected. But Rio asked three more, each one probing, each one designed to make you defend choices that were already validated by your published results.
By the time the seminar ended, you were exhausted and angry and trying very hard not to show it.
People came up afterward to congratulate you, to ask follow-up questions, to express interest in your research. You smiled and answered and tried to ignore Rio, who was having a quiet conversation with another faculty member near the door.
Finally, the room cleared. Just you and Agatha remained, packing up your laptop and notes.
"You did well," Agatha said quietly. "You handled her perfectly."
"She knows more than she should." Your hands were shaking as you coiled the laptop cord. "Those questions—" you paused, taking a calming breath, "she was fishing for details that weren't in the paper."
"I know." Agatha's voice was tight. "She's trying to figure out what Sophie didn't get. Trying to fill in the gaps."
"What do we do?" Jaw setting at the idea of her having some big picture plan.
"Nothing. We don't give her anything else to work with." Agatha took the laptop from your hands, setting it aside, and pulled you close. "You were brilliant up there. Professional, knowledgeable, unshakeable. She tried to rattle you and failed."
"I don't feel unshakeable."
"I know. But you looked it. That's what matters." She pressed a kiss to your forehead. "Come home with me. Let me take care of you."
You nodded, suddenly desperate to be away from this building, this department, the lingering presence of Rio's calculated questions.
You didn't make it past Agatha's living room.
The moment the door closed behind you, she was on you, pressing you back against the wall, her mouth hot and demanding on yours. You gasped into the kiss, your hands fisting in her blazer, pulling her closer.
"Mine," she growled against your lips. "You're mine. Your work is mine. She doesn't get to have any of it."
"Yours," you agreed breathlessly, needing somewhere to land right now. "All yours."
She walked you backward to the couch, pushing you down onto the cushions and following you down. Her hands were everywhere, possessive and claiming, stripping away your clothes with urgent efficiency.
"I wanted to kill her," Agatha said, her mouth on your neck, teeth grazing your pulse point. "Sitting there, asking those questions, trying to undermine you. Trying to take what's mine."
"Agatha—"
"You're mine," she repeated, her hand sliding between your legs, finding you already wet. "Say it."
"I'm yours," you gasped as her fingers circled your clit, knees bending deeper. "Only yours."
"That's right." She pushed two fingers inside you, hard and deep, and you cried out. "Only mine. Not Rio's. Not anyone else's. Mine."
The possessiveness should have been too much, should have felt suffocating. Instead it made you desperate, made you arch into her touch, made you cling to her like she was the only solid thing in a spinning world.
"Please," you whimpered. "Please, I need—"
"I know what you need." Her thumb found your clit while her fingers fucked into you with brutal precision. "You need to be reminded who you belong to. Who protects you. Who sees your brilliance and guards it like the treasure it is."
"Yes," you sobbed. "Yes, please—"
"Come for me," she commanded. "Come for me and say my name. Let me hear who owns you."
You came with her name on your lips, your body arching off the couch, pleasure crashing through you in waves. She didn't stop, working you through it and building you right back up, her fingers relentless.
"Again," she demanded. "I want to feel you fall apart for me again."
You did, crying out, your nails digging into her shoulders. The world had narrowed to just this—her touch, her voice, the way she commanded your body like she owned it.
"That's it," she murmured, her free hand gripping your hip hard enough to bruise. "Let go. Let me take everything."
You were trembling, oversensitive, but she didn't relent. Her fingers curled inside you, finding that spot that made you see stars, while her thumb worked your clit in maddening circles.
"Agatha, I can't—"
"You can." Her voice was steel wrapped in velvet. "You will. I want you so far gone you can't think about anything but me. Can't remember your own name. Can't remember Rio, or the presentation, or anything except who you belong to."
And god help you, you wanted that too. Wanted to disappear into her control, let her strip away everything until there was nothing left but sensation and surrender.
"Please," you whimpered, not even sure what you were begging for anymore.
"I've got you." She shifted, her mouth finding your breast, teeth closing around your nipple just shy of too hard. "Let go. Stop thinking. Just feel."
The third orgasm hit you like a freight train, tearing a scream from your throat. Your vision whited out, your body convulsing in her arms. She held you through it, her fingers still moving, drawing it out until you were sobbing with the intensity of it.
"One more," she said, and you shook your head frantically.
"I can't, I can't—"
"You can." Her voice dropped to that dangerous purr that made your stomach flip. "Because I'm telling you to. Because you're mine and your body obeys me. Doesn't it?"
"Yes," you gasped, because it was true, because even as your mind screamed that you couldn't possibly come again, your body was already responding to her touch, building toward another impossible peak.
"That's my good girl." She kissed you, swallowing your whimpers. "So perfect for me. So obedient. Now come."
You shattered. Completely, utterly shattered. There was nothing left of you but white-hot pleasure and the sound of her voice telling you how good you were, how perfect, how completely and utterly hers.
When you finally came back to yourself, you were trembling and oversensitive and completely wrecked, tears streaming down your face from the overwhelming intensity of it all.
Only then did she gentle her touch, withdrawing her fingers and gathering you against her chest.
"I've got you," she murmured, pressing kisses to your hair. "You're safe. You're mine. I've got you."
You curled into her, boneless and satisfied, and felt the truth of it settle into your bones. This wasn't just about the research anymore. Wasn't just about protecting your work from Rio's machinations.
This was about Agatha's betrayal years ago. About Rio's infidelity, the way she'd shattered Agatha's trust. About wounds that had never fully healed, now reopened by Rio's interest in you.
"It's not just about the research, is it?" you said quietly. "With Rio."
Agatha was silent for a long moment. Then: "No. It's not."
"Tell me."
"I already told you. She cheated. I found them in the lab."
"But there's more to it than that." You pulled back to look at her. "Isn't there?"
Agatha's jaw tightened. "She didn't just cheat. She stole my research. The project I'd been working on for two years. She took my notebooks, my data, and published it under her name while I was dealing with the emotional fallout of finding her with someone else."
Your breath caught. "She stole your research?"
"She claimed it was collaborative work. That we'd been working together, so she had every right to publish. But I'd done ninety percent of the work, and she knew it." Agatha's voice was flat, controlled, but you could hear the old pain underneath. "By the time I realized what she'd done, it was too late. The paper was published. She got the credit. And I looked like a bitter ex trying to claim work that wasn't mine."
"That's—" You struggled for words. "That's horrible." Anger running red hot through you for longer than a few moments.
"That's Rio." Agatha's hand stroked your hair, almost absently. "So yes, when she shows interest in my students, when she tries to poach my research, it's personal. Because I know exactly what she's capable of."
You understood now. The possessiveness, the vigilance, the way Agatha had reacted to Sophie's betrayal. This wasn't just about protecting you. This was about not letting Rio win again.
"I'm not going anywhere," you said firmly. "I'm not going to let her take anything from you. From us."
Agatha's arms tightened around you. "Promise me."
"I promise."
She kissed you then, soft and deep, and you tasted something like relief on her lips.
The next morning, you woke in Agatha's bed to find her already awake, propped up on one elbow, watching you.
"We need to talk about Denver," she said.
You blinked, still foggy with sleep. "Denver?"
"ACS conference. March." She brushed hair back from your face. "We need to decide what to present. The published methodology, or the updated version we've been working on."
You thought about it, your brain slowly coming online. "If we present the updated version, Rio will see it. She'll know we've improved the protocol."
"She'll know we're still ahead of her," Agatha corrected. "That even if Sophie gave her the basics, we've already moved beyond it."
"But then she'll try to replicate the improvements."
"Let her try." Agatha's smile was sharp. "We'll be publishing the full methodology by then. You're already scheduled for full-time over summer. Sophie can't as an undergrad. She'll always be playing catch-up."
You nodded slowly, seeing the strategy. "So we present the cutting edge. Show the field what we can do."
"Exactly. And we make it clear that this is your work. Your innovation. Your breakthrough." She leaned down to kiss you. "I want everyone in that room to know your name."
The thought was terrifying and exhilarating in equal measure. "Okay. Let's do it."
"Good." She pulled you closer. "Now, we have two hours before you need to be on campus. I can think of several ways to spend that time."
You laughed, but it turned into a gasp as her hand slid down your body. "Agatha—"
"Shh. Let me take care of you."
And she did, thoroughly and repeatedly, until you were late for class and didn't care at all.
Finals season arrived with brutal intensity.
You'd known it was coming, had seen it circled on your calendar for weeks, but somehow you still weren't prepared for the reality of it. Two seminar papers due within three days of each other, a twenty-minute presentation on recent advances in paleoproteomics for your methods course, and then, dropped on your bench one Tuesday afternoon with Agatha's elegant handwriting across the top: a reflection paper.
"Ten pages," she'd said, not looking up from her clipboard. "On your research philosophy. How your approach has evolved this semester. What you've learned about yourself as a scientist."
You'd stared at the assignment sheet. "This is... very personal."
"Yes." Finally, she'd met your eyes. "That's the point. I want to know how you think. Not just what you think, how."
It was the reflection paper that broke you.
The other assignments were straightforward enough: literature reviews, methodology critiques, the kind of academic writing you'd been doing for years. But this thing Agatha wanted, this deep introspection about your research philosophy, your approach to science itself felt impossible. Every time you tried to write it, the words came out hollow, performative. You could feel Agatha's standards hovering over every sentence, and nothing you wrote felt good enough.
You were in the lab at eleven PM on a Thursday, surrounded by printed articles and three different drafts of the reflection paper, when Agatha appeared in the doorway.
"You're still here."
"Can't figure this out." You gestured helplessly at the papers. "Everything I write sounds like bullshit."
She crossed to your bench, reading over your shoulder. Her silence was worse than criticism.
"This section," she finally said, tapping a paragraph. "About systematic thinking versus intuitive leaps. That's real. That's you."
"The rest is garbage?"
"The rest is you trying to write what you think I want to hear." She pulled up a stool beside you. "I don't want a performance, dear. I want the truth. Even if it's messy."
"What if the truth is that I don't know what my research philosophy is yet?" The exhaustion made you honest. "What if I'm just... figuring it out as I go?"
"Then write that." Her hand found yours. "Write about the uncertainty. About learning to trust your instincts while questioning everything. About how terrifying and exhilarating it is to realize you're good at this."
You looked at her, this woman who was both your lover and your mentor, who pushed you harder than anyone ever had. "You're not going to go easy on me, are you?"
"Never." But her smile was soft. "You don't need easy. You need to be challenged."
She stayed while you rewrote the introduction, offering occasional comments but mostly just present, a steady anchor while you finally found your voice. It was past one AM when she finally stood, pressing a kiss to your temple.
"Go home. Sleep. Finish this tomorrow."
"I have the other paper due—"
"Y/N." Her professor voice, firm and unyielding. "Sleep. That's not a suggestion."
The next week was a blur of deadlines and presentations, of coffee that tasted like battery acid and words that blurred together on the screen. You turned in the seminar papers, delivered your presentation to scattered applause, and finally, finally, submitted the reflection paper at 11:47 PM on the last day of finals.
Agatha found you in the lab the next morning, slumped over your bench with your head on your arms.
"It's done," you mumbled without lifting your head. "Everything's done."
"I know." Her hand was gentle in your hair. "You did beautifully. I'm proud of you."
The words cracked something open in your chest. You'd survived your first PhD finals season. You'd survived Agatha's impossible standards and your own perfectionism and the constant fear of not being good enough.
"Can I sleep for a week?"
"You can sleep for the weekend." She tugged you upright. "Then we have that conference in March to prepare for."
You groaned.
She continued, "and we have an empty lab for a month to work in."
That made you smile.
"Come on." Agatha pulled you to your feet. "Let's get you home."
You let her guide you out of the lab, too exhausted to protest. In the parking lot, she turned you to face her, hands cupping your jaw.
"You know what you did this semester?" Her thumbs brushed your cheekbones. "You published in Nature. You protected our work from Rio. You survived a break-in and kept going. You pushed through finals when most first-years are barely keeping their heads above water." Her eyes were impossibly soft. "You became a researcher. Not just a student. A real scientist."
Your throat tightened. "I had a good teacher."
"You had the capability all along." She kissed you, slow and sweet, taking advantage of the empty parking lot. "I just gave you the space to find it."
Damage control, you thought. That's what this whole semester had bee. Managing Sophie's betrayal, the sudden spotlight of publication, Rio's predatory interest, the relentless pressure of academia. But standing here with Agatha's hands on your face and pride in her eyes, it felt less like damage control and more like... building something. Something worth protecting.
"Denver in March," you said against her lips.
"Denver in March," she agreed. "Where we show them exactly what we're capable of."
You smiled. Let Rio watch. Let the whole field watch. You were just getting started.
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