Fan Fiction & Imagine Life.

Those dreams were always ripped away almost every night when your moms “man” of the month would come into your room without permission. But, as soon as he left, you got to dream again. The boys were always there.

These nights went on for a long time, years.

It was a couple days before your 13th birthday..That's when the boys showed you through your dreams what they really were, Vampires. David, of course being the first to reviled himself, followed by the others. You weren't afraid, you felt safe. Safer with knowing this then you had felt in the longest time. It was also the first time they talked to you directly. You remember the words as clear as day when David told you to Run on your 13th birthday.

He never said where to go.

The next day finally after years of abuse, not feeling welcome or loved, you left home with only a backpack on your back packed with very little and the words David had told you “Run on your 13th Birthday”. You had no idea why you were listening to him, but you felt assurance from him on this being what was right.

Using the money you stole out of your moms latest “man of the month” you bought a bus ticket to California. Your gut had told you to go and ever since David and his boys had been appearing and speaking to you, you always trusted it. You ended up in Santa Carla. When you arrived in town that same force told you to go to the boardwalk.

If you ask David now, he would tell you the truth. He says his instincts directed him straight to you. He knew you were coming before you where even in town. As soon as him and his brothers woke up, he went straight for you.

He found you under the stairs leading from the boardwalk to the beach. You remember a sense of safety that rushed though you at the sight of him. You stood up and ran to him, his arms opened wide capturing you tight.

“I found you” You whispered through tears

all you could hear was his reply

“good job sweetheart”

All you could do was smile

“Happy Birthday” he said holding you

Things moved fast after that. Years had passed and you became accustom to their routine and you fit perfectly into it. The missing piece of the puzzle as Marko would say.  

You were wild but reserved when you were told to be.

The boys were your best friends, they were your family.

Marko and Paul; the Terror twins would always start trouble whenever they could. You always tried to get in on the action. But, 99% of the time David was there to stop you. Marko taught you how to dress when Paul was the one who taught you how to apply makeup and do your hair. Go figure.

Dwayne was always the quiet one. Always watching over you. He taught you about all the good music that you never got to listen to as a kid. He even taught you how to play the guitar.

Then there was David. David was your everything. He had explained to you finally when you were 15 that you and him were bonded, mated. You both had no idea how it was possible. But honestly, you felt a different relationship with him long before he told you. You would follow him around like a puppy which he never minded. You were always close to him on the boardwalk within eye sight. His bike was always the first one you tried to ride on when heading back home after a long night and once you got older, some times he would give up sleeping upside down to sleep in a bed with you.

Everything was perfect.

On your 16th birthday you begged David to turn you. You knew you wanted it. You had known for a long time. David knew it would happen as well. But, he declined with a simple;

“At 18 I will Baby I promise.”

At 16, You asked to work for Max when the boys would sleep to give you something to do. You could never sleep all day like they did. Max agreed. He still tried to not show you knew him to well, to protect his cover. However, every day before your shift Max would come get you from the sunken home you shared with the boys and take you to work. He always dropped you off a mile away from the boardwalk making sure to never show up together.

In the beginning it confused you. How could Max be out in sunlight but the boys couldn't?

You chose not to ask him. Maybe ask David later, but later never came up.

What did come up when you brought the idea to the boys was trying to convince them it was a good idea for you to work there. It didn't take long to convince Dwayne, Marko and Paul. David was a whole other story. He was against it. He didn't want you somewhere him or the boys were not. Especially during the day. David was always in control of every situation. He knew when he was asleep and you were somewhere he couldn't get to in the sunlight was a bad idea. Max, as David would always put it would be no help.

But, at 16 you knew how to work your charm and get David to agree. After a lot of pouting and a lot of sex. He finally agreed.

A year later, at 17 your shift had just ended at the video store just a little before sunset on Friday night. Max always let you out a little before he knew his and your boys would be there.

Sending you a smile and a “have a great night y/n” you responded with a “you too” before throwing your black leather jacket on you heading out the video store door.

You had some time to kill so you decided to people watch. You sat perched on the railing of the boardwalk waiting for your boys to show.  Trying to find something for later, you thought to yourself. The boys would be happy you thought to yourself again. With the amount of drunk people and tourists that always flock here on a Friday night, this wouldn't be hard at all. Even if this was your first attempt by yourself.

You had not been sitting there long before you felt a welcomed hand on your lower back close to your butt. You knew that wasn't a hand you knew. It wasn't Markos, not soft enough. Nor was it Paul’s who were a little rougher. Definitely not Dwayne's, his hands were rough from always picking at the guitar and you definitely knew it wasn't David's instantly.

But, you decided on playing along. Maybe this could be food? You pushed aside the anxiety you felt. Okay, here we go.

You smirked still staring at the crowd below you before you spoke

“oh you don’t wanna do that bud”

“Is that so?”

You heard the sarcasm laced in his voice with the hint of playfulness. Typical. He was a Surf Nazi, you could tell that from the moment he opened his mouth. They were all the same and they all wanted one thing with pretty girls.

The boys loved taking out the Nazi’s one by one every night. They hated them.

“Definitely so.”

You reassured him pushing his hands off you with a smirk on your face.

He pulled your hair back and whispered in your ear “How old are you baby?”

“17 & You” you replied softly. Turning your focus back at the crowd.

“Just the right age for you” he replied with a smirk on his face pushing your hair away from your face.

You slapped his hand away and couldn't help but laugh. This guy had no idea.

“I highly doubt that. I already have a boyfriend.”

He did a quick look around the area “Yup, nope. I don't see anyone anywhere”

“Oh, he’s around. If you want to sit and wait with me, I’m sure he would love to meet you”

You kept looking at the crowd when not even a minute later you felt him push up against your backside with his arms wrapped around your waist and his head resting on your shoulder.

“I think your lying” He said softly in your ear again. One of his hands traveled down from your waist slowly down your body and stopped where your short shorts stopped.

“I also think your all alone on a Friday night.  A Pretty 17 year old girl dressed like this being left alone is a god damn shame, your asking for attention. But I’m sure you never thought someone like me would be giving you the time of day”

You tensed up automatically pushing them away. You knew now that this wasn't a good situation anymore. You now were in the fight or flight mode, but he instantly grabbed onto you again this time pulling you off the railing and throwing you over his shoulder before you could properly think about your next move.

“C’mon baby” he said walking down the stairs onto the sand and away from the group of people

“Let me go you fucking freak” You screamed hitting him on his back as hard as you could. The boys taught you how to fight. But, lets be real you never really had to with them around.

The music blaring from the boardwalk and the party on beach below silenced your screams.

He carried you a very large distance from the boardwalk. You were panicking and in the process of kicking and screaming but you stopped abruptly.

You sensed him before you seen him. Being mated/bonded meant you felt each other all the time. The closer together, the more you felt it. You already knew David felt what you were feeling.

Panic. Anxiety. Fear

and you felt Davids. Anger.

You looked up to see David looking at you, his eyes were yellow. He was pissed.

He was behind the Nazi, but you were still thrown on his shoulder.

“What the fuck is going on here” You heard David snarl.

The Nazi turned around to face him

“who the fuck are you?”

“Looks like someones got our girl” Marko said staring at you.

The Nazi whipped around again to face him

“Not a good move man” Dwayne laughed

Again, the Nazi turned to face where the voice was coming from

“Definitely not.” Paul replied to Dwayne’s fact.

The Nazi turned again to the voice. He was surrounded by your boys.

You sighed and tapped him on the back

“Hi. Um excuse me. Yeah, okay, can you put me down I’m going to get sick from all this back and fourth and quite frankly your fucked dude”

you laughed

He lowered you but held you against his body. Your back to his front and sent a whisper in your ear.

“So. who’s your guy”

You felt the boys getting angrier by the second.

“They all are. But, that one” You point at David who was circling you two like a lion, ready to attack.

“Hes the one who's going to make sure you are dead, hes my mate and you fucked up so bad”

The Nazi threw you on the sand and took off running. He didn't get far before Marko and Paul jumped him and held him down. Dwayne not far behind them grabbing a stick that was on the sand and smacked him with it, causing him to fall.

David picked you up quickly off the ground without speaking. He checked you over before leaving you to take care of the business he had with this Nazi prick.

It didn't take more then 20 seconds for David to attack him. Ripping his head off and throwing it to Dwayne. At this point, it wasn't even about feeding. It was about killing the person who touched what was his.

David had light a cigarette and told the boys to take care of him, to enjoy every moment of it. He walked over to you grabbing you roughly and dragging you away from the boys.  

You looked back to see Paul and Marko rip the arms off the guy and started sword fighting with them

You laughed.

“I told you not to do shit like that y/n.” he snapped loudly.

“Shit like what!” You yelled in a whisper

He stopped in the middle of the beach, towering over you closely, cigarette dangling from his lips. The look in his eyes you could only process and still being pissed off, the yellow now gone and replaced by his beautiful blue ones.

“I told you not to lure people to you without us being there. You know what could fucking happen”

You huffed and stepped back a little away from him brushing part of your hair away from your face “Yeah, he almost fucked me on the beach without my permission”

David attached one of his hands instantly around your neck and squeezed lightly pulling you close again.

“Don't say shit like that. Its not funny y/n”

looking into his eyes you felt yourself smirking. You reached up and grabbed the cigarette from between his lips and put it to yours

“What. That he was going to fuck me on the beach without your approval?”

you inhaled

David squeezed harder and you moaned, the smoke leaving your mouth

“Enough” he yelled loud enough for the boys to hear and turn their heads to look over at the two of you. They had put down the arms and were now lighting a fire and throwing the pieces in it.

He snatched the cancer stick out of your mouth and let it fall on the sand below your feet.

“Just saying it wouldn't be the first time someones fucked me without my consent or your permission.”

“I SAID ENOUGH” David yelled at you, his eyes turning yellow and fangs forming.

You rarely talked about what had happened when you where a kid.  You were now the type of person who makes jokes or tires to lighten the mood out of bad situations. That, never sat well with David or Dwayne. Marko and Paul would find it funny, but never about your “moms” men situation.  

You stayed quiet for a moment and tried to lighten the mood.

“You being madly protective and jealous really turns me on” You slip your hands under his long coat and wrap your arms around his lower torso.

Looking into your eyes, he sighs. Fangs vanishing. his eyes turning back to his beautiful shade of blue.

“well, you should be really horny right now cause I’m fucking furious.” he states. You could tell with your arms around him that he was tense. Well, tenser then normal.

You look back towards the boys, they were finishing up with the Nazi.

“I’m sorry..That was to far” You started.

“Don’t say shit like that kitten. You already know how badly we want them all dead.”

He was referring to your “moms” men, and possibly your mother too. A couple days after you had found the boys years ago David had asked for their names.

You never knew, the irony of it was for years, using that information you had given him. He had told Max to get in touch with them. Lure them to Santa Carla. Max, would always use the real answer. Max knew where you where and he also knew what said person did to you.

One by one, each of the men would show up. Thinking they would take you back home to your “mother” But, David, Marco, Dwayne and Paul took revenge instead. Thanks to max’s help.

David still had a few names to mark off the list, but he was getting somewhere with it without you knowing.

Maybe once he was finished.

“I’m sorry..” you whispered “and..I just, I thought maybe I could help get food for tonight by myself so you and the boys didn't have too.”

“Baby, I appreciate it and you know the boys do to. But, you know its not safe to hunt especially alone..we've told you this. Plus, when your as beautiful as you. If we didn't get here in time and something happened to you..” He paused for a moment before beginning again “If anything ever happened to you. That would be it for me.”

You lifted your hands and put them on the cheeks of his face.

You understood what you did was dangerous and David was scared of loosing you. Loosing someone he loved.

“I wont do it again without you on the property. I promise.”

David pulled you in kissing the top of your head and held you close

“That's my girl”

You turned around and wiggled your way under Davids coat. His arms wrapped around you, your back to his chest.

You both watched Marko, Paul and Dwayne throwing the last piece of the body in the fire.

“Change me?” you whisper trying again.

he chuckled and kissed the top of your head

“We are almost to 18 baby. I never break a promise.”

Authors note:

I'm thinking of making extensions onto this story. Should I continue??

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All three brothers eyed each other. No one knew what to say.

Of course, they all knew y/c/n was Johns kid. Everyone had come to terms with it. Yes, you’re child knew who her real biological dad was. You we’re not going to deny her of that knowledge.

Was it confusing at times? Absolutely. You were about to marry Tommy Shelby. Meaning you were now technically marrying you’re child's uncle..and her biological father was about to also become her uncle..But, Weirder things have happened I suppose.

But, John was a great father. There was no denying that. He had now found a wife in the beautiful Esme and they were happy together- even having a few children of their own. You and Esme got along wonderful. Despite what people would assume.

You had been friends with the Shelby clan for years, way before the war even started. Unfortunately, rumors went around that you had been with all three of them way before they left.  Which, weren't entirely untrue. In you’re early teen years, you had been seen kissing Arthur during a drunkin dare- Nothing ever past that. But.. you’re teens and all of you’re 20’s..were reserved for Tommy and John.  They both knew it too. Swapping back and forth but never all together. It was a friends with benefits thing.. You were with John for a few months, then back to Tommy, then again..like clockwork.

 It was all okay until true feelings starting coming out, and those feelings were towards Tommy. Into you’re mid 20’s you started feeling them more and more during you’re last round with John, you knew it wasn't right and Tommy was the one who you loved.

You told John how you felt, and he surprisingly felt the same way. He had taken interest in a woman, Esme.

After talking with John, you ran to Tommy’s in hopes he felt and same way, and sure as fuck he did. Everything was going well. You were still best friends with everyone in the Shelby family, even john. But..then you started feeling sick..every morning. After going to the doctor you found out you we’re pregnant. Undoubtedly, it was Johns. Due to the time frame they had gave you of how far along you seemed to be.

You told them..John and Tommy together and It went as well as expected. John freaked out and Tommy sat there smoking a cigarette.

After everything (meaning John) settled down. It was agreed that the child would be raised by Tommy & y/n but knowing that John was its birth father.

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When you went into labor. Everyone was there, including Esme. John and Tommy were both in the room along with the doctor and nurse.

John was the first one to hold you’re new beautiful baby girl, after you of course. Then it was Tommy’s turn and so on and so fourth.

Growing up, John was as involved in y/c/n’s life as a biological parent should be. He would come by every day to see his brother about business and stopping by maybe for a moment to see the you’re baby. But other then that, John lead his own life with Esme as they married.

Tommy was there every step of the way. Every night, every feeding, diaper change. Everything he could be apart of he would be. 

That is of course, when “work” didn't call the boys. But, when work did call them, Esme would stay with you. She had become one of you’re best friends. As odd as the circumstances were. And when the Men went to war, It was you and the Shelby women who held the fort down when they were gone and then they finally returned, they were different. But, they were still the men you all loved.

Things changed, the business changed but the love you felt for Tommy was never any different. As well as the unconditional love Tommy had for his “daughter.”

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So now, here we are. Standing in Tommy’s office discussing who let this information out that. It wasn't that you we’re hiding it per-say but it definitely was not knowledge that anyone other then the family and the dr’s in the room would know. Tommy had sealed the birth certificate documents so no one would know. As far as the public and world were concerned, Tommy was y/c/n’s father.  

The boy’s business partners would not have any knowledge of y/n and Johns child unless they paid people off to get information on y/n and her daughter’s life. Which, would cause problems. You knew that for a fact.

“So..anyone?” You said hands on you’re hips

“Not I love” Arthur said taking a seat in front of Tommy's desk

Tommy sighed looking you in the eyes “Baby you know we don't discuss it”

“Hes right love. We don't talk about it” John said grabbing two glasses of whiskey from the table In the corner of the room and bringing one to Arthur

“well someone talked somewhere” You stated throwing you’re hands in the air and back down at you’re side.

“Maybe it was Finn or Michael talking to one of their whores” Arthur questions taking a swig of his drink

Tommy continues listening to you and Arthur go back and forth as he lights a cigarette and opens the envelope you gave him earlier. Staring at the papers, unable to believe what he was reading he finally looked up

“She said she was working with Alfie, yeah?”

“what?” You reply looking from Arthur to John

Tommy repeats himself “The lady that came in the office and was speaking with you, she claimed she worked with Alfie?”

“Yes, why?” You state staring at him

“Well first, shes not working with Alfie..and second she knows about y/c/n being johns kid because all the fucking documents were in this fucking envelope.” Tommy says throwing the documents on the desk and grabbing the phone

“What?” John and Arthur said together

John walked over and grabbing the files off the desk.

“We don’t have any business with alfie right now y/n” Tommy said to you

“I..didn't know that.” You reply watching as

Tommy was now asking the operator to put him threw to Alfie, who ironically enough was unreachable.

“FUCK” Tommy yelled slamming the phone down

Walking over- you look with John at the papers, he now has a death grip on them- He scoffs and hands them to you not even going threw the full stack- 

“Fuck!!” John yells

you continue reading where he left off. They had everything. Birth certificates, every time you're child was sick, where she was now attending school, her records, her class schedule down to the time frame..all the information about you..about you and john and you and Tommy.

Finally, you get to the last page and read.

“we’re always watching. Coming for her next. Xxx”  

was written in red over a photo of you and you’re daughter.

“c’mon, the car is here!” Tommy yells to you

“We're coming we're coming!.” You reply coming down the stairs holding hands with you’re little 6 year old girl.

“How’s our princess doing today” Tommy said smiling at the sight of you two

“Mommy would let me wear my green sparkle dress” you’re daughter says with a frown

“and why is that mommy?” Tommy asks you- taking the little girls hand

you sigh, they always seem to gang up on you

“because she wanted to wear those shoes and those shoes don't match with that green dress my darling” you state and continue walking to the car with them following behind you

“We’re going to drop you two off at the betting house then go get John and Arthur from the Pub” Tommy states

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Tommy dropped you and you’re daughter off and went on his way.

The betting house was still closed for another half hour, but Finn and Michael were already there, getting ready to open

“There’s my favorite little niece!” Finn yells picking up you’re child as she squeals in excitement.

She has a wonderful relationship with her uncles..father..father figure and aunts.

“There's a woman in Tommy’s office. If you want to go in.” Michael says looking at you

“Who is she?” You ask him taking you’re coat off  

“Works with Alfie I believe y/n” He replies lighting his cigarette

“Can we color!” you're daughter says climbing on Michael's lap

“He would love too” Finn replies smirking at them

You begin walking to Tommy’s office “Behave!”

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“ah..so you’re y/n” The mysterious woman asks standing up and offering her hand

“I am..do I know you?” You shake it, for good manures.

“No, I’m from out of town, Alfie sent me here on business with you’re fiance and his brothers” she replies releasing you’re hand and sits back down in the chair in front of Tommy's desk

“well, I’m sure they will be in here in due time. Can I bring you some tea?” You offer

“That would be lovely. Thank you.” She says with a gentle smile.

As you walk over to the tea, the woman gets up and begins to walk about stopping by the window, looking through to the lobby of the betting house.

“So, that’s you’re daughter. Shes beautiful” She says

“Thank you. Everyone says she looks like her father.” You reply beginning to pour

“Non sense, she looks like you.” She stated but took a moment to look a little more “..But, I do see some of John boy in that  beautiful girls face as well”

You stopped pouring the tea to look at her as she is still looking at you’re daughter.

“..what did you say?”

“John. Looks just like him in the face exactly.”  Her smile now gone.

putting the pot down and pulling out a knife that was stashed under the table

“Who are you.?” you ask, now extremely on the defense.

“Oh, there's no need for that love.” She said walking back over and grabbing her tea cup off the table then going to sit back down in her chair.

“I'm not here to threaten you or that precious child. Just here to drop off information to you’re men from my boss.”

You have had enough. “Well, you can leave it with me and be on you’re way then.”

She looks at you

“Very well y/n” she says standing up and handing over the documents

“make sure Tommy gets these and phones Alfie with his findings as soon as possible.” She says smiling and exiting the room.

Holding the envelope, You are so utterly confused. How did she know..? You follow her and stop at just outside the office door and watch. She turns and looks at you’re daughter who was sitting on Finn’s lap coloring, Michael no where to be found.

“Oh yes, definitely John’s face.” she smirks and leaves

Finn looks from the door to you “who the fuck was that?”

“fuck?” You’re daughter replies

“Oi! Who’s cussing in here” Arthur says walking through the door with John and Tommy following

“Not me uncle Arthur!” you’re daughter flashes a sly smile at him

John looks at her and finds you, still standing by the office door.

“You Okay y/n?” John asks looking at you

You snap. “You three. Office. Now.”

Turning on you’re heals you head back inside with Arthur, Tommy and John following. John closed the door and you threw the envelope at Tommy.

“Who the fuck talked.” You yelled at them

Tommy put the envelope on his desk and sat in his chair “what are you going on about baby”

“I said. Who the fuck talked and said that John was y/c/n’s father.” You said looking at the 3 of them.

Everyone knew that Tommy was you’re Fiance. So, how did they find out John was you’re child's biological father?

You and you’re best friend are laid on the bed in his room. He was currently living with his brother Arthur this week. That's all Finn ever did was float around between 5 places. Arthur's, Tommy's, Ada’s, Johns and Polly's. On occasion the 6th place- you're room, But only at night time and it was never just to sleep.

You and Finn have been friends since you were both 7. You’ve never dated each other but everyone knew for all these years something was going on and they were right. Finn and you never put a label on it, but everything was there.  The flirting, the making out, the passionate kissing..the sex. But, you were just friends.

That's what you two always said to each other. Even when the jealously took over for both of you.. especially Finn. When a boy would get to close to you, or flirt. Finn would immediately stop it in one way or another. By beating the shit out of said person.. or stepping in between you said the other boy and claiming his territory by wrapping his arms around you and making out with you. No one dared mess with a Peaky Blinders girl, and defiantly not a Shelby's girl. It was always the poor boys who weren't locals of their town who tried it. Never getting far.

Just friends.  

Just friends.

Just friends...

“Finn stop” you said laughing as he tickled the sides

He laughed getting on top of you  “no way babe”

“So what are we going to do today?” You ask kissing his neck

he smiled grinding into you “anything you want”

“Anything?” you smirked sliding you’re hand in his pants, hand landing on his member

Finn leaned in kissing you on the lips as you pulled his shirt over his head. 

you would never get over him. you knew that..

as a friend..

You pulled him back down to you’re lips and found his. Sticking  you’re tongue in 

“Are you guys going to Fock now or what?”  John asked leaning against the door frame with a smirk resting on his face

“Oh Piss off mate” Finn replied rolling off of you clearly annoyed You asked looking at him “What do you need John..”

“Tommy needs us now, its time.” he replied looking at his little brother

Finn groans “Now? Are you serious? ” “Yeah, now” Arthur yelled from downstairs clearly listening to the who thing “Quit focking around Finn”  

“Put a focking shirt on mate” John said towing him one

Finn did as he was told and rolled his eyes at his brother in the process.

You smile and sit up “Go” 

you said standing up and kissing his cheek

“Ill see you after” 

you smile and squeeze past john to leave bidding Arthur and Tommy a small wave as you quickly walk out the front door.

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“Are you ever going to actually make her you’re girlfriend Finny” John said heading downstairs

“Yeah Finn, or wife her up” Arthur laughed putting his coat on

“You’re with her enough and are focking her enough to” John stated

“Fock off” Finn yelled pushing John down the last step

“Ey, Finns to young to be wife’in anyone up. Lets concentrate boy’os” Tommy said handing each of his brothers a gun

Maybe one day..Finn thought to himself. 

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Authors Note:  Idk man..this quarantine is getting to me. I’m so bored as fuckkk. How is everyone else handling it?? 

What other Shelby’s do you want Imagines/ Stories of? Comment belowww and give me ideas <3 

“Has anyone seen Tommy this morning?” You asked heading down the stairs when trying to put your coat on

Polly sighed placing a plate of biscuits in front of Finn at the table “Him, John and Arthur left for the Garrison early this morning, they said they had business to attend to. You ought to go over there and see what trouble they are getting into now. Hopefully, the place is still standing”

You rolled your eyes “God only knows with them. Well I guess im stopping by there first. I have some business Tommy wanted me to attend to after”

“What business?” Finn tries asking with a mouth full of biscuit

Polly smiles sitting down next to him “hush Finn” she replies with a drink at hand 

Walking over to him you plant a kiss on-top of the head and reply “Peaky business bub”

and with that, you where out the door.

Birmingham.. no matter what would always be you’re home. No matter where Tommy bought his next “Investment”, and how poorly you’re city was..it would always be home to you and the family. The roots you all have invested here, way to strong.

You were just about to the doors of the garrison when a man was pushed out of it and onto the dirt covered road. You rolled you’re eyes and continued walking towards it. Looking at him as you got closer you could now see he was bleeding from everywhere but it no way surprised you.

The unknown man quickly got to his knees and started crawling away on them. Rolling you’re eyes once more you walked inside

“Seriously..already causing raucous this early in the morning boys?” You asked locking the door behind you, now fully aware of the blood bath that was inside.

“oy there she is” John yelled from the counter where he was currently sitting drenched in blood from head to toe. Part of you was surprised, part you of, not so much.

“was wondering when you would make you’re appearance” Arthur said nonchalantly when wiping off his face that was also painted with blood.

“Okay, first of all Is any of the blood yours or any bullet or deep knife wounds?” You asked looking at the tree of them

“No baby, all good. Just some bruises and blood from these fine gentlemen. Right boys?” Tommy said looking at the 7 bodies on the floor then at his brothers

John and Arthur nodded and both replied “right”

“Good” you say stepping over all the bodies getting blood on you’re shoes. You head behind the counter grabbing 4 glasses and filling them up with whiskey for you and the boys.

“No questions on who these men were y/n?” John asked taking his shirt off when still sitting on the bar counter. Was he trying to get rid of the blood on it or just loved being shirtless, you honestly never knew with him. Probably more towards the loved being shirtless part, the boy loved showing off to anyone and everyone.

“No, not really” you said throwing you’re head back and downing one of the glasses

“Oh wait, I do have one question” You said in a serious tone

“why did one get away?” pouring another glass for yourself you looked at John and threw you’re smirk at him.

Tommy was in the process of lighting his cigarette but stopped to look at you for a moment, he smiled and continued lighting it. THIS was why he loved you. His Girl. Always and forever, His.

“Well, sweetheart. We needed him alive so that he could send a message back to their boss” Arthur replied downing his drink and sliding it across the bar so you could refill it again.

“And the message being..?” you downed you’re next glass and began pouring another for you and Arthur before Tommy grabbed you’re glass from you

“Baby its not even high noon yet and you have a meeting to attend. No more Whiskey until after” Tommy said putting the glass behind him and leaning against the bar parallel to you.

“I'm soooo much better when I’m drunk in meetings Tommy” you smile putting you’re hands on his hips and rubbing them in a circular motion.

“Or on the snow” john mumbles causing you to side eye him as he was downing his drink.

Tommy wasn’t aware you were back on the snow. He had told You, Arthur and Finn to lay off it. But, we never listen.

“ahh we're back on the snow again, huh baby?” Tommy said staring into you’re eyes. He was not aware of this fact until now.

“sometimes.” you reply looking back into his. Fuck..his eyes were so beautifully bright.

“Well, I’m going to send John with you to the meeting. Arthur and I have some business to attend to”

Tommy stated calmly before grabbing you by the throat with one hand using a different hold that wasn't the nice one you were so used to when having sex with him.

“Contain how much snow goes into that beautiful noise pumpkin.” Tommy said sternly

“Tommy c’mon mate, its not like we can’t afford it” John laughed

“ay” Tommy said looking at his younger brother “Did you know she was back on the snow?”

John stayed quiet as he continued eyeing Tommy. Finally, nodding to Tommy confirming he knew. Tommy turned his attention back to you

“Well baby. Contain how much goes in. Yeah?” Tommy said pulling you forward into him more

All you could do was nod. Was it wrong that even him being this forceful was turning you on?  

Tommy replied with a smile and a kiss before letting go of you.

“Okay, on you two go. Arthur and I will get some people to clean this up”

John jumped off the counter into all the blood on the floor as you made you’re way around it to meet him

“John, go change. Don’t want people to think we are a bunch of Heathens do we?” Arthur said smiling as we walked towards the door

“Oh dear, what would give any soul that impression” You butted in as you jumped on Johns bare back

“bye Fockers” John smirked carrying you out of the garrison and back to the house to grab a shirt before heading over to the meeting.

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Once you and john left Arthur turned to Tommy

“You didn't tell her?” he said in a disbelieving voice

“No and if we don't have to we wont until its time” he replied sternly

“Tommy shes going to be after blood just like we are. What if she gets angry we kept it from her until that point” He replied pouring another drink for himself

“I don't want her to have actual blood on her hands Arthur. Neither do you.” Tommy said lighting yet another cigarette

Arthur sighed “No I don't but..”

Tommy cut him off “No buts.. she would go in full cocked and ready to rain hell fire on whoever is around. No survives period. Not that I’m opposed to it. But this needs to be done carefully”

“She really is you’re perfect woman Tommy isn't she” Arthur chuckled

Tommy ignored that comment “Once we have confirmed hes part of the employees of that business. He will be dealt with in the worst possible way.”

“We've been looking for him for a long time Tom. We are going to owe Churchill for this tip tom..you know that right.” Arthur said looking at his brother

“We have and soon, with all the pain he caused her...he will finally get his. We will owe Churchill something yes..but it will be worth it brother.”

“Amen to that brother” Arthur said raising his glass of whiskey up.

Tommy has made a lot of promises in his time. But he had made a promise many moons ago with his family.

He would fine y/n’s father and kill him.

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PT 1:

Tommy has always loved control. He controlled his family, whom he loved dearly. Even tho he had a hard time showing it. He controlled his town..his city. He controlled businesses, the police- fuck he controlled part of the government now. He was taking over everything and everyone.

His enemy’s who feared him and the rest of the peaky binders where never any match. Tommy and his family had the monopoly of the land and it just kept growing and growing.

You were part of it.

You where his family. Their family. You always have been since you where 5 years old. Younger years you remembered playing outside with Arthur, Tommy, Ada and John. Finn not yet to be born and you being the same age as John. You’re mother had died long ago leaving you with only you’re father. If that's what you would call him.

But growing- once in you’re teen years- you’re father never liked you hanging around with “that family” he would call them. So, you would just sneak out at night to meet with the boys. Ada attending sometimes, but not always. The Shelby’s Mother had died as well after giving birth to Finn and their father abandon them not to long after- leaving Aunt Polly to take after the children. Bless that gypsy woman. With Finn now born Ada mostly stayed at the house and took care of him with Aunt Polly.

Some nights you would go out with the boys, but most you would just sneak into the boy’s room to sleep with them seeing as they all shared one. You always felt that Polly knew, but just never said a word about it. You felt love. You felt comfort with them. You were never worried with them..Especially Tommy.

You would return in the morning to you’re home without your father even noticing. Until, one morning he did.

He beat you until you were raw with anything he could find that was laying about. But, mostly he just used his fists. He has always been abusive, but you- up until that point never told the boys. They would ask on occasion how you would get bruised but, you always had an excuse. They knew you got into all sorts of trouble, even with them not always around. So, it was never questioned...Until that day.

After you’re father had finished with you, you went running to the Shelby’s. 

You told them what had happened. Leaving some things out that happened throughout the years..You just couldn't tell them everything. 

With just that information alone that you gave them, it was enough to send Tommy out the door with Arthur and John following. Leaving you at the house crying with Polly, Ada and Finn.

You never went back to you’re old home after that day. Once the boys returned Arthur had claimed that once they got to you’re home..you're old home. You're father was already gone. Which you always thought was smart of him.You moved into the Shelby house that same day. Taking shelter in Adas room. But, night after night you always tended to find you’re way back to the boy’s room..and into Tommy’s bed to be exact. 

Some years passed- John married, Arthur & Ada remained single, and you and Tommy got together.You all were still working for the “family business” Then it happened..Arthur, Tommy and John went to war but promising Polly, Ada, you and Finn they would be back.They told us to keep the business afloat until they returned. We promised. 

Time passed again & before you knew it they were..completely back, and completely changed. John’s wife had passed on..He wasn't even there to attend the funeral due to being away at war. Arthur had a hard time sleeping as well as john and Tommy..they would patrol the house it felt like every half hour, insisting someone was coming for them. But, even with years away yours and Tommy’s relationship was alright. Those piercing blue eyes you loved where still there and they were still hungry for you. Even tho everything was about to change. 

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THIS I feel was my longest introduction I’ve ever done..but i wanted the readers to get the feel of what was happening and what everyone was going through. 

PT 2 has already been written. I hope you all enjoyed this! <3 

Instead you were standing inside the garrison waiting for John, Arthur & you’re soon to be husband, Tommy. You phoned Tommy when you got there due to Finn. You had stopped there to get some Whiskey to bring to Adas but found him currently passed out on top of the bar with snow still on his noise from the night before you could only assume and his clothing scattered about the place.

You sighed and started picking up his clothing from the floor. Where was the girl, you wondered.

“Fucking moron” you mumbled out loud as the door swung open and footsteps entered the room.

Turning around you glared at the boys. “about bloody time.” you said throwing Finn’s clothing at John.

“ay, morning to you to sis” John smirked kissing you’re cheek

“you know I’m supposed to be with Ada right now, right? Shes going to freak” You said looking between John and Arthur now.

“yea I know.. Tom called her and said you would be late, shes on her way as well” Arthur said kissing you’re cheek as well.

you sighed walking over to where Finn was on the counter

“I thought you guys talked to him about this..”

“We did darling.” Tommy said slamming the door to the Garrison. Still, Finn was un-phased.

You rolled you’re eyes. You’re husband is definitely in a pissy mood now and to think just two hours ago he was completely content with the world seeing as his dick was inside you.

“Clearly that didn't work, Darling” you snapped back causing John and Arthur to smirk

“Well, lets try a different tactic. Wake him up then” Tommy said leaning against a table when lighting his cigarette

You looked at him, then eyed John & Arthur who were now against the wooden column next to where Tommy was.

You sighed “Fine.”

Walking over to Finn you grabbed a bottle of Whiskey & climbed onto of the counter.

“Wake up sunshine” you said pouring the bottle on his face. Finn shot straight up and turned straight to you

“The fuck y’n!” He shouted

You jumped down from the counter and stared at him “Yeah, the fuck is right!” You yelled in his face

“Well, good morning brother. Sleep well?” John said in a casual tone causing Finn to go still. Apparently, he was not aware of johns presence until this point. So, when he finally turned to look where the voice came from he now saw all his brothers standing there.

You could see Finn was almost as white as the powder that was on his noise was when you walked in. You almost felt bad. Casting your attention over to Tommy, he was now supporting a murderous look on his face. Arthur, Tommy and John have told Finn time and time again he needed to shape up. No more getting into unnecessary fights and to lay off the snow and quit drinking so much. But, that did not sink in.

“I told you..I told you and I told you, time and time again” Tommy smirked taking a puff of his cigarette and staring at Finn who was to scared to move from his spot.

“Tommy..I” Fin tried to get out but Tommy cut him off

Tommy yelled “I fucking told you!” taking his gun out of his holster and pointing it at his little brother’s head

You screamed

“TOMMY!” trying to get in between Finn’s body and Tommy’s gun which was extremely unsuccessful due to John pulling you back and holding you in his arms

“What did I tell you! Lay off the fucking snow and what do you do? You get piss drunk underage with no family members around snort the fucking snow and pass out with the doors to the garrison unlocked! Any single one of our enemy's could of came in here and whacked you in you’re sleep and we would of found you’re fucking body in here!”

Finn started stuttering “I..I’m sorry Tommy..I’m sorry”

Tommy stared at him “No”

“Tommy stop!” you yelled

He finally looked at you and turned back to Finn who now had his eyes shut.

“What the fuck is going on in here!” Ada Yelled slamming the front door.

Tommy Lowered his gun and put it back in the holster. Stepping forward he grabbed Fin by the ear and pulled him forward  “If you EVER disobey me again brother”

“Never! I Swear Tom” Finn replied fast

“Good” Tommy said letting go of his brother

You sigh and John lets his hold on you go

“Right! Well.. Finn, get you’re fucking clothes on” Arthur said to him as he scrambled to get them on quickly

“Now! Ada & John here are going to take Finn back to Aunt Polly's and John can explain what happened. Arthur here is going to get ready to open his bar up and y/n and I”  Tommy stopped to throw his cigarette into the ash tray on the counter

“are going to go in the other room, close the doors and fuck. Any questions?” Tommy asked and everyone was quiet

“No? Good!” he said grabbing you’re hand and leading you into the next room.

“Are you fucking crazy?! You where going to shoot Finn!” You screamed at him as he shut the door

he tried to talk “Babe..”

“Don’t babe me, what the fuck where you thinking??!” You yelled back

Tommy had enough he pulled the gun out, pointed it to the wall and fired with nothing coming out.

“See, nothing.” He said throwing his gun to the floor “Bang” he said with a smirk

You looked at him in disbelief “You fucking asshole! You just tried to scare him! Did John and Arthur know about that??’

“Of course, now forgive me and lets fuck before Ada comes back to get you” He smirks backing you up against the wall.

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