FaneShifterguy

i am a trans girl who used to abuse everyone around me due to my mom being transphobic and abusive towards me after i came out

i am a trans girl who has loads of mental issues and ive spent years trying to be a better person to my friends and yet everyone looks right past that to see what i was before and wont let go of what i did then

i am a trans girl who lashed out at my friends because i was scared of being hurt again and that equaled being the abuser instead of allowing the possibility of them being even a fraction of that

i am a trans girl who found myself in jax every single episode, not just the last one, because i saw her character for what she was inside, not for her abuse to the rest of the cast

✦. ── DESIRED REALITY INTRODUCTION

The Owl House

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① ˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: whenever you consume a piece of media, it feels like its the first time. so you can listen/watch anything you want and it will still be as entertaining as the first time.

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②˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: throughout your day you have a personal soundtrack that fits whats happening in your dr. (that you can pause/pick songs from)

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③˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: the world looks like it was put through filters/color grading to make it look as aesthetically pleasing as possible

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④˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: your favourite cancelled tv show was never cancelled/your fave band/artists who quit never stopped making their art

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⑤˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀: your throat doesnt get scratchy from talking too much and your mouth doesnt get dry (dry mouth is my number one enemy)

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rooftop hangout

underground (secret) bar

somewhere only accessible by boat

cave system

skatepark that no one goes to anymore

treehouse

stage?

someones summer country house

an abandoned house

abandoned entertainment centre (water park, theater, etc)

cave

extra ideas

Your hoodie, his hoodie. Goes Vice versa as well. You two are oddly close to the point Sebastian or you might as well live together.

Anne wouldn’t be surprised if Sebastian asked you to move in with him if you two were adults. She teased the poor boy to death when he came from your house.

Sprays his cologne at you for fun as you cough, breathing for mercy as his cologne is very strong. Sebastian would definitely say that his cologne brings in the ladies only for you to say that it “brings them away.” Though he does have other good smelling colognes.

Asks if peeing together at the urinals is gay. He would probably say no homo out of nowhere when literally you side eyed him.

Makes you two wear those dumbass bsf hoodies and shirts that say “I 💗 my homie/best friend!” You could try to deny and refuse just for you two to wear them anyway.

When he got his driving license, he’s picking you up blasting music for shots and giggles until an old lady throws a news paper at him. That’s when he stops and lets you in his car and you two drive off to school or anywhere else.

Going to fairs are the best, because he makes sure you have fun along with him. If you’re scared of roller coasters. That’s fine, even if he does make slight fun of you. That’s fine, he can find other rides and games for you both to play along.

You two always matching the same expression when something happens.

Says kissing the homies isn’t gay and kisses you goodnight which makes you jokingly gag.

Sebastian leaving his clothes at your house, making you having to go to his own home and give them back. Which to only leads with Sebastian making you stay longer, his twin sister goes downstairs to only see you and Sebastian talking. Anne immediately teases Sebastian in front of you. Sebastian immediately yells for their parents to get Anne. W sibling moment.

Random sleepovers during school nights and weekends. It’s to the point he just walks in while your parents groan annoyed at the Sallow. Either way your parents like him and his parents like you as well.

Like i said before in one of my works about Sebastian, he can tutor you because of his parents being professors. He’s a smart boy, very intelligent.

Wrestling randomly in the bedroom, literally Sebastian is slamming you down on the bed. He shows no mercy🙁

Gets a little jealous of you are hanging out with other friends. But that’s okay. Absolutely fine, because he has you all day, all night.

Share pieces of food with each other. You could’ve had a whole different meal and he would take a piece and trade you for another piece of his own.

A/N: I know the Yule Ball isn’t something that happens during this time but I wanted to ask my boys out regardless. So we’re just gonna ignore that it doesn’t actually happen and pretend. Sorry if the pacing is a little weird. I’d love to write a part 2 where they actually go to the Yule Ball together if that’s something you guys would like to see!

Speech in Italics is reader speaking, there’s quite a bit of dialogue and I don’t want anyone to get confused.

Sebastian Sallow x Male Reader I Ominis Gaunt x Male Reader

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Sebastian Sallow:

It was a bright morning in the Great Hall, you heard excited chatter amongst students at your table. Curious, you lightly elbow the person sitting beside you, asking what had gotten everyone so giddy. “You haven’t heard? Apparently, we’re holding the Triwizard Tournament this year. Everyone’s excited about the Yule Ball.” You hum in response, making sure to keep a mental note of this information.

“You’re so small….” Sebastian says with a teasing smirk. Eyes glancing at you, hands neatly together whilst you stand by him. “Oh bug off..” Sebastian making fun of you height if you’re short is definitely normal in the friendship.

Since he is naturally tall and big, he would put his big ass hand to your face. Making you annoyed. “Get your hand out of my face!” You hissed at Sebastian who had a neutral expression. “Hmm what about no?”

Then he smacked your forehead with the said hand. Making you immediately pull Sebastian’s slight curls to which he screamed to let go.

You two have friendly fights, and unfriendly fights. The friendly fights are just slight bickering back and forth, maybe a little bit of pinching each other. While the unfriendly fights might make you two become not friends. But some of those fights are rare as you both just do a mutual agreement. Both hating to apologize for such crude behavior. You two are Slytherins, so what’s to come is coming.

Ominis knows who you are, because of Sebastian’s big mouth of his. Sebastian when he met you. He was struck with how amazing you are and how you met his personality. Ominis however is sick of listening about you. Not because he hates you, Merlin’s no. It’s just because Sebastian doesn’t know when to shut up

During battles, he always makes sure you are safe and unharmed. He would hate to feel guilt of you being hurt in a battle during a mission or quest of sorts. Like wise, he would put himself in front of you if he deems someone a threat to you. Wand ready in hand to take them down.

Being clingy of you is an understatement when he walks you to class, sits next to you a lot, even in classes all the way during times of the great hall’s; breakfast, lunch, and dinner. So yes Sebastian may dismiss being so called clingy to you. But in all means, he’s use to it.

Now protective/jealous Sebastian is something no one should try to battle. Immediately gripping his wand as his other hand holds your hip tightly. Being behind you and watching your back with a serious gaze. Seriously though, you were trying to talk to someone when Sebastian took you away with a dash. Leaving the student confused to what just happened.

He’s the type to have a friend crush (a platonic crush where you want to deeply be friends with someone.) please, when he became your friend and when you admit he was your friend. Internally he was ecstatic. He tried to control the smile that was pulling on his lips. But he couldn’t help it.

“So am I really your friend?”

“…didn’t I just say that?”

This boy is weak against Nicknames from you. When you first called him “Seb” or even “sebby”. He’s immediately by you with a “yes?” Ominis is mentally gagging while using his wand to read.

Especially if you smile and call him “Seb”, he’s immediately being such a softie to you it surprises Leander. Leander was sure Sebastian was gonna tear his throat out before you called Sebastian that nickname. Smiling as you wanted to show him something, and sure as enough the Sallow male’s eyes lit up and went over to you. You sure are magic.