(M)eli

Do you wanna go watch the sunlight pierce the leaves of the forest with me?

I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should lock the fuck in *half an hour passes* I should-

Your 20s are not about getting your life together they're about learning to escape the self imposed torture labyrinth you've built inside your own head

no dude it's so cool how attached you are to that character who is singled out and ostracized due to the external monstrousness that clashes with their internal spark of humanity. and i love how drawn you are to themes of horror and love, nature versus nurture, otherness, isolation, and the abject. i bet you have normal feelings about your own personhood

healing means losing the identity built around your pain

hopebaiting myself everyday by living for the hope of it all