The classroom smelled faintly of chalk dust, old wood, and the kind of boredom that made time stretch like melted toffee.
Desks had been shoved unceremoniously to the edges of the roomâJamesâs idea, loudly declared and immediately followed by everyone else agreeing it was better than sitting âlike prisoners in rows.â Now they were all gathered in a loose, uneven circle on the floor, backs against chair legs, table edges, each other.
It had beenâRemus checked his watch for the fifth timeâexactly twelve minutes.
âRight,â Sirius announced, flinging his head back dramatically against a desk leg. âIâm going to die.â
âYou say that every five minutes,â Lily said without looking up, flipping a quill between her fingers.
âYes, Evans, and one of these times Iâll be correct.â
âYouâre not dying,â Marlene muttered. âYouâre just bored.â
âBoredom is a slow death.â
âThen perish quietly,â Dorcas said, not even bothering to look at him.
Sirius stared at them all, betrayed. âYouâre all deeply unpleasant people.â
âStill not dead though,â Fabian pointed out cheerfully.
âTragic,â Gideon agreed.
A beat of silence fell again.
Pandora was lying on her back, staring at the ceiling like she might find something interesting in the cracks. Evan was stretched beside her, one arm flung lazily across his face. Regulus sat cross-legged, spine straight, expression neutral, fingers idly tracing patterns into the worn wooden floor.
Frank yawned. Alice elbowed him lightly in the ribs.
âThis is unbearable,â James declared suddenly. âWe need entertainment.â
âDo a dance,â Mary suggested.
âI will notââ
âDo a dance,â Sirius echoed, immediately switching sides.
James pointed at him. âTraitor.â
âAlways.â
âNo,â Remus cut in, calm but firm. âWeâre not encouraging James.â
âRude,â James said.
âAccurate,â Lily replied.
Another pause. Longer this time. Heavier.
Then Peter, surprisingly, spoke up. âWe could⌠I donât know. Talk?â
Everyone looked at him.
Peter shifted slightly under the attention. âLikeâstories? Childhood stuff?â
Marlene perked up. âOh. That could actually be fun.â
Dorcas sat up a little. âDepends how embarrassing weâre willing to get.â
âVery,â Barty said instantly.
âDeeply,â Evan added.
Pandora tilted her head. âI have at least six stories that would ruin all of your reputations.â
âThatâs promising,â Fabian said.
âAlright,â James clapped once. âStories. We go around. No lying, no chickening out.â
âNo murder confessions,â Remus added.
Barty looked personally offended.
âFine,â James amended. âNo serious murder confessions.â
âDefine serious,â Barty said.
âBartyââ
âIâm kidding,â he said, grinning.
âMostly,â Evan murmured.
âRight,â Lily said, cutting through before it could spiral. âIâll start, since youâre all incapable of organisation.â
âLeader,â Sirius said.
âObviously,â she shot back.
She shifted slightly, tucking her legs beneath her, expression softening in a way that made the circle quiet almost instinctively.
âMy familyâs Catholic,â she began.
That got a few reactionsâsmall nods, a couple raised brows.
âProperly Catholic,â she continued. âMass every Sunday, holidays taken very seriously, the whole thing.â
âConfession?â Mary asked.
âYeah.â
âDid you lie?â
âConstantly.â
Mary grinned. âSame.â
Lily smiled faintly, then continued, âWhen I was about eight, we went on this tripâsome countryside place, old church, loads of walking paths. I got separated.â
âOf course you did,â Sirius muttered.
âI was eight,â Lily said sharply.
âFair,â he conceded.
âI wandered off too far,â she went on, âand I ended up near this cliff edge. Didnât realise how close I was until the ground started⌠crumbling, I guess.â
A few people leaned in slightly.
âI slipped,â she said simply. âProperly. I shouldâve fallen.â
Jamesâs expression shifted, something sharper underneath the humour.
âBut I didnât,â Lily said. âSomethingâsomeoneâgrabbed me. Pulled me back.â
âLikeâphysically?â Alice asked.
Lily nodded slowly. âYeah. I remember hands. And light. And this voice telling me to be more careful.â
âBloody hell,â Fabian breathed.
âWhen I turned around,â Lily said, âthere was no one there.â
Silence settled, heavier this time.
âMy mum always said it was an angel,â Lily finished with a small shrug. âAnd honestly? I donât have a better explanation.â
There was a pause.
âThatâs⌠actually quite nice,â Remus said quietly.
âYeah,â Mary agreed. âThatâsâsweet, in a terrifying near-death way.â
âVery on-brand for you,â James added, softer now.
Lily rolled her eyes, but there was a faint smile there.
Across the circle, Regulus had gone still.
It was subtle, the way his head tilted, the way his gaze sharpened slightly.
âCatholic,â he echoed.
Lily glanced over. âYeah?â
âMy family is too,â he said.
Sirius, immediately, went rigid.
It was almost imperceptible to anyone who didnât know himâbut Regulus saw it. Of course he did.
âOh,â Lily said. âRight. That makes sense, I suppose.â
âYeah,â Regulus said lightly, though there was something else threading through his tone now. âYou said you were⌠touched by an angel?â
There was a beat.
âYes,â Lily said slowly.
Regulus nodded once.
Then, with the same casual tone one might use to comment on the weather, he said:
âOh. I was touched by a priest.â
The roomâ
Exploded.
âWHATââ
âWHATââ
âEXCUSE MEâ?!â
âREGULUSâ?!â
Mary physically fell sideways, clutching her stomach as she shrieked. Fabian choked so violently Gideon had to thump him on the back. James made a noise that could only be described as a bark of disbelief.
âYOU CANâT JUSTââ Marlene wheezed, pointing at him.
âYOU CANNOT DROP THAT INTO A CONVERSATION LIKE THATââ Dorcas added, half-laughing, half-horrified.
Barty had folded in on himself, laughing so hard he couldnât breathe. Evan was outright on the floor, kicking his feet like it was the funniest thing heâd ever heard.
Pandora was clapping. Actually clapping.
âOH MY GOD,â Peter was saying, over and over.
Lily had both hands over her mouth, eyes wide. âRegulusâoh my Godââ
Remus looked like he didnât know whether to laugh or intervene, which was somehow worse.
And Siriusâ
Sirius had gone completely, utterly still.
âRegulus,â he said, sharply.
But Regulus just shrugged, expression almost bored now, like heâd commented on the time.
âItâs fine,â he said. âWe changed churches.â
Thatâ
That made it worse.
âWE CHANGED CHURCHESâ?!â James repeated, incredulous.
âOH, WELL, THATâS ALRIGHT THENââ Mary gasped.
âPROBLEM SOLVEDââ Fabian wheezed.
âIâM LOSING MY MINDââ Gideon declared.
âREGULUSââ Lily started again, somewhere between concern and absolute disbelief.
âIt was years ago,â Regulus said, still maddeningly calm.
âTHAT IS NOTââ Dorcas began, then stopped, laughing again despite herself.
Barty wiped tears from his eyes. âThatâsâoh my Godâthatâs the worst possible timing for that statement.â
Evan sat up, grinning like a man possessed. âYou heard âangelâ and thought, my time has come.â
âI contributed,â Regulus said.
âYOU CONTRIBUTEDâ?!â Marlene shrieked.
âThatâs not contributing, thatâsâweaponised conversation,â Pandora said delightedly.
âRegââ Sirius said again, quieter this time, something tight under his voice.
Regulus glanced at him.
For a split second, something flickeredâsomething real, something that didnât match the easy detachment.
Then it was gone.
âIâm fine,â he said, flat.
Sirius held his gaze for a moment longer.
Then, slowly, he exhaled.
âYeah,â he said. âI know.â
The room, meanwhile, had not recovered.
âI cannot believe this is happening,â Alice was saying, half-laughing into her hands.
âThis is the worst detention Iâve ever had,â Frank added.
âThe best detention,â Fabian corrected.
âSpeak for yourself,â Remus muttered.
âNO, BECAUSE WHAT DO WE EVEN SAY AFTER THATââ Mary demanded.
âNothing,â Evan said, still grinning. âYou say nothing. You sit with it.â
âI refuse,â James said. âWeâre moving on. Next story. Immediately. Before this gets worse.â
âItâs already the worst,â Peter said.
âIt can always get worse,â Barty said cheerfully.
âDonât encourage him,â Remus warned.
Pandora rolled onto her side, propping her head up on her hand. âI have a story about accidentally setting a shed on fire.â
âYES,â Marlene said instantly.
âThank God,â Lily added, exhaling.
âPlease,â James said. âSomething normal.â
Pandora smiled, bright and slightly unhinged.
âIt was not normal.â
âOf course it wasnât,â Sirius muttered.
Across the circle, Regulus leaned back slightly, resting his weight against the desk behind him.
The chaos surged back into motionâvoices overlapping, laughter breaking through the lingering shock, the moment dissolving into noise again.
Sirius glanced at him once more.
Regulus didnât look back.
But he was smiling.
Just a little.
They did not move on.
They could not move on.
Pandora had opened her mouthâfully ready to launch into her shed-fire storyâwhen Mary grabbed her arm mid-sentence.
âNoâno, no, no,â Mary said, shaking her head violently. âAbsolutely not. We are not skipping past that.â
âSeconded,â Marlene said immediately, pointing at Regulus like heâd personally offended her. âYou donât get to drop something like that and then sit there like youâve just commented on the weather.â
âThirded,â Fabian added.
âFourthed,â Gideon said.
âEveryone-thâd,â Barty finished, still grinning like this was the best thing that had ever happened to him.
Remus pinched the bridge of his nose. âI really think we shouldââ
âNo,â Lily said.
It was sharp. Immediate.
Everyone looked at her.
She was still pale, still visibly shaken, her hands clasped tightly together in her lap like she was holding herself in place.
âNo,â she repeated, quieter but firmer. âHe doesnât get to justâsay thatâand then we pretend it didnât happen.â
Across from her, Regulus raised an eyebrow.
âOh?â he said lightly.
âYes, oh,â James cut in, staring at him. âRegulusâwhat the hell?â
Peter nodded frantically. âYeahâwhatâwhat do you mean?â
Even Evan, who had been thoroughly enjoying himself moments ago, had gone a little more still, his grin fading at the edges.
Sirius said nothing.
He was watching Regulus.
Only him.
Regulus looked around the circle, taking in the expressionsâthe shock, the disbelief, the horror still lingering in Lilyâs face.
And thenâ
He shrugged.
It was careless. Easy.
Like it didnât matter.
âFine,â he said.
A beat.
âI used to go to the church youth group,â he began, tone almost conversational. âChoir, volunteering, all of that. My parents liked it.â
âThat tracks,â James muttered.
Regulus ignored him.
âOne day,â he continued, âthe priest asked me to stay behind. Said he needed help cleaning.â
Maryâs jaw tightened.
âI said yes,â Regulus went on. âBecause I wasââ he gestured vaguely, lips twitching, ââapparently very helpful. And very well-behaved.â
âReg,â Sirius said quietly.
Regulus didnât look at him.
âHe gave me wine,â he said.
Thatâ
That made the room go still again.
âWine?â Peter repeated weakly.
âCommunion wine,â Regulus said. âIt wasnât unusual. Or at leastâI didnât think it was.â
Lily shook her head slowly, her voice barely above a whisper. âThatâs notâno, thatâs notââ
Regulus continued like she hadnât spoken.
âHe started talking,â he said. âAbout sin. About confession. About temptation.â
Barty had stopped smiling.
âAnd then he decided,â Regulus added, almost lazily, âthat I was an incubus.â
There was a collective noiseâhalf gasp, half what the hellâthat rippled through the circle.
âHe called me that,â Regulus said. âRepeatedly. His âlittle incubus.ââ
âJesus Christ,â Fabian breathed.
Gideon dragged a hand down his face. âOh myââ
Regulus tilted his head slightly, almost amused by the reactions.
âHe made it into a⌠game,â he said. âA confessional thing. Said I had toââ he waved a hand, vague but pointed, ââdo certain things to be forgiven.â
âRegulus,â Remus said, low and urgent.
But Regulus kept going.
âIt went on for a while,â he said. âA few months, maybe.â
âMonthsâ?!â Mary choked.
âYou didnât tell anyone?â Alice asked, horrified.
Regulus blinked at her like the question was odd.
âNo,â he said simply. âWhy would I?â
The silence that followed was heavy.
Thick.
âBecause it was wrong,â Lily said, voice shaking now.
Regulusâs gaze flicked to her.
âI didnât know that,â he said.
And thatâ
That landed.
Hard.
âI was a child,â he added, matter-of-fact. âHe said it was part of⌠spiritual guidance.â
âSpiritualââ Marlene made a strangled noise. âIâm going to be sick.â
Frank looked like he was about to stand up and go find someone to punch.
âSo how did it stop?â James asked, quieter now.
Regulus shrugged again.
âChurch camp,â he said. âHe tried it again. My parents found out.â
âAnd?â Dorcas pressed.
âAnd they went completely insane,â Regulus said, lips curving slightly. âNearly killed him, from what I remember.â
âThatâsâgood,â Fabian said, a bit too quickly.
âThey pulled me out of everything,â Regulus went on. âNew church. No more youth groups. No being alone with adults.â
Siriusâs jaw tightened.
Regulus leaned back on his hands, looking around at them all.
And thenâ
He laughed.
Not loudly. Not hysterically.
Justâ
Amused.
âYou shouldâve seen your faces,â he said.
âRegulus,â Lily whispered.
She looked like she might cry.
Her hands were still clasped tightly, knuckles white, lips moving faintly under her breath.
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Not literally, unfortunately. That would at least have been dramatic enough to justify the sheer depth of his suffering.
No, this was worse.
This was boredom.
Pure, rotten, soul-chewing boredom.
He dragged himself down the corridor like a prince exiled from his own kingdom, one hand pressed to his chest, the other trailing along the stone wall as though he might collapse at any moment and be discovered centuries later as a tragic historical artefact.
âAbandoned,â he muttered to himself. âBetrayed. Left to perish. Me. Sirius Black. Young. Beautiful. Full of potential.â
His voice echoed faintly off the walls.
No one answered.
That, somehow, made it worse.
He groaned and tipped his head back, letting the sound spill up toward the ceiling like a dying opera singer. The castle gave him nothing. Not even a ghost drifting through to tell him to shut up. Rude.
James was off doing something irritatingly productive, which Sirius had immediately stopped listening to the second he realised it didnât involve breaking rules. Peter had vanished somewhere with a suspiciously guilty face, which meant food, trouble, or food-based trouble. Remus had refused to come out because he was ârevising,â the betrayal dressed in tweed and moral superiority. Lily was studying too, because apparently the plague had spread. Mary had laughed in Siriusâs face when he demanded entertainment. Marlene had detention. Fabian and Gideon were probably inventing a new crime. Alice and Frank were on a date, which was sweet in a way that made Sirius want to throw himself into the lake.
So now he was alone.
Alone.
Entirely alone.
A tragedy.
He stopped in the middle of the corridor, spread his arms, and whispered to the empty air, âIs this what neglect feels like?â
The castle, cruel and ancient, declined to comment.
Sirius sighed so hard it probably counted as a weather event and kept walking.
His boots scuffed against the floor. His tie hung loose around his neck. His shirt was half-untucked because he had long ago decided that neatness was a sign of spiritual defeat. He passed one empty classroom, then another, peering in with the vague hope that something entertaining might have accidentally caught fire.
Nothing.
Not even a cursed desk.
âCowards,â he told the furniture.
Then he heard it.
Soft at first.
So soft he almost missed it beneath the groan of old pipes and the distant murmur of afternoon castle life. A thread of sound, delicate as a secret being pulled through a keyhole.
A guitar.
Sirius stopped dead.
His head turned slowly.
There it was again.
A gentle, careful strum.
Not loud. Not confident in a showy way. It didnât swagger. It didnât demand applause. It just slipped through the corridor like it didnât think it deserved to be heard.
Siriusâs brows lifted.
âWell,â he murmured, a smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, âhello, mystery.â
He followed it.
Of course he did.
Sirius Black had many flaws, most of them loud, expensive, and easily punishable by detention, but ignoring something interesting had never been one of them.
The music led him down a quieter stretch of corridor, away from the usual stampede of students, past a row of narrow windows where pale light spilled across the floor in dusty gold bars. The guitar grew clearer with every step. A few notes slipped wrong, then corrected themselves quickly, almost shyly. A pause. A soft breath. Another strum.
Sirius slowed.
The sound was coming from an empty classroom near the end of the hall.
The door had been left slightly open.
Naturally, Sirius did not knock.
Knocking was for people who respected boundaries, and Sirius had been born in the House of Black, where boundaries were either decorative or weaponised.
He leaned toward the gap, expecting perhaps some lovesick seventh year trying to seduce the air, or an embarrassed Ravenclaw with tragic poetry habits.
Instead, he saw Regulus.
And Sirius froze.
Not dramatically this time.
Actually froze.
Regulus Black sat alone on top of one of the desks near the centre of the classroom, one knee drawn up, the other leg dangling, a guitar balanced across his lap like it belonged there.
Which was already absurd.
Regulus did not look like someone who played guitar. Regulus looked like someone who judged people who played guitar. Regulus looked like someone who would call it common, then secretly know every chord just to be better than everyone else.
But there he was.
Alone.
Oblivious.
Curly hair loose and messy around his face, not styled, not polished, not pinned into that sharp little pure-blood prince shape he wore in public like armour. His cheeks were a little pink. His mouth was soft with concentration. He wore a baggy hoodie that swallowed him whole, sleeves slipping over his hands.
Siriusâs eyes narrowed.
His hoodie.
That was absolutely his hoodie.
The dark one. The comfortable one. The one Sirius had thought had vanished into the cursed void under his bed, along with three socks, a silver ring, and possibly Peterâs dignity.
Regulus had stolen it.
Regulus Black, tiny menace, precious thief, had stolen his hoodie and was wearing it in an empty classroom with shorts and fuzzy socks and trainers like some sort of unfairly adorable little gremlin.
Siriusâs entire brain hit a wall.
âOh,â he whispered under his breath.
Regulus didnât hear.
He bent over the guitar, fingers moving with careful, practised ease. And that was the second shock.
He was good.
Not passable. Not clumsy. Not rich-boy-learned-for-three-weeks-and-got-bored good.
Good.
His fingers knew where to go. His thumb brushed the strings gently, coaxing sound out instead of forcing it. The notes came warm and low, pooling in the quiet classroom, filling all the dusty corners Sirius had never thought to notice before.
Sirius stared.
âWhen the hell did you learn that?â he breathed.
Regulus still didnât look up.
He sniffed once, quick and irritated, like he was angry at his own face for betraying him. Then he swallowed, stared down at the guitar, and began to sing.
Siriusâs smirk vanished.
Regulusâs voice was soft.
Hushed.
Not stage-bright or polished. Not meant to impress. It was quieter than that. Rawer. Like he wasnât singing for anyone, not even himself, only letting the words out because keeping them in had become too heavy.
âYou werenât the right person at the wrong time,â Regulus sang, voice barely above the guitar. âYou just didnât like me that muchâŚâ
Sirius felt something in his chest fold in on itself.
He didnât move.
He couldnât.
Regulus kept playing, eyes lowered, lashes shadowing his cheeks.
âYou werenât some evil mastermind,â he murmured into the tune. âYou didnât try to hurt me on purpose.â
His mouth twisted after the line, small and bitter, like he hated how gentle it sounded.
Siriusâs fingers curled against the doorframe.
Who?
The question arrived in him sharp and immediate.
Who had made Regulus sound like that?
Who had been close enough to be sung about alone in an empty classroom?
Who had taken his little brotherâs heart, or attention, or hope, or whatever fragile private thing Regulus kept locked under all that cold little arrogance, and handled it carelessly enough that Regulus was sitting here in stolen clothes, sniffing over a guitar?
Sirius did not like the heat that moved through him.
It was protective first.
Then possessive.
Then something darker and uglier beneath that, something with claws.
Regulus strummed again, softer.
âBut I thought that you wanted to attempt and ruin my life,â he sang, his voice catching around the shape of the words, annoyed with itself. âBut then I realizedâŚâ
He stopped for half a breath.
Sirius watched his throat move as he swallowed.
âYou just didnât like me that muchâŚâ Regulus whispered. âAnd it wasnât deliberate.â
Sirius pressed his lips together.
He wanted to burst into the room.
He wanted to demand a name.
He wanted to find whoever it was and hang them by their ankle from the Astronomy Tower until they apologised to Regulus properly. Not one of those weak little apologies people gave when they wanted forgiveness without consequence. A real one. Bleeding pride. Begging. Something satisfying.
But Regulus looked so unaware.
So unguarded.
So unlike the razor-edged boy Sirius usually saw cutting through the halls with his chin lifted and his mouth full of poison.
And Sirius knew, with rare and devastating clarity, that if Regulus noticed him now, he would stop. He would close up. He would put his teeth back in. He would become untouchable again.
So Sirius stayed where he was.
Silent.
Barely breathing.
Regulus dragged his sleeve under his nose, huffed a tiny humourless laugh at himself, and kept playing.
âThere was no big plan or some grand scheme,â he sang, quieter now, like he was confessing something humiliating to the empty room. âI wasnât a target.â
His fingers slipped on one chord.
He cursed under his breath.
âFuck.â
Sirius almost smiled despite himself.
Regulus glared at the guitar like it had personally betrayed him, adjusted his hand, and began the phrase again.
âThere was no big plan or some grand scheme. I wasnât a target.â His voice thinned slightly, then steadied. âIt wouldâve been someone else if it wasnât me.â
He laughed again, smaller this time.
âBut I am an idiot.â
Siriusâs expression changed so fast it would have frightened anyone who knew him well.
âNo, youâre not,â he whispered, the words barely sound at all.
Regulus couldnât hear him.
Regulus had never been an idiot. Proud, yes. Sharp-tongued, certainly. Dramatic in a quieter, more lethal way than Sirius, absolutely. But not an idiot.
Never that.
Regulus bowed his head, curls falling forward, and sang, âSo itâs not your fault that I fell in love with someone who just didnât like me that muchâŚâ
The word love landed like a thrown knife.
Siriusâs breath stopped.
Fell in love.
His hand tightened on the edge of the door.
Something inside him gave a very slow, very dangerous turn.
Regulus had fallen in love with someone.
Someone who had not loved him back.
Someone who had not liked him that much.
Sirius stared at him, at the stolen hoodie slipping off one shoulder, at the fuzzy socks, at the careful fingers, at the solemn little crease between his brows.
How could someone not like him that much?
How could anyone look at Regulus and not want to keep him safe from the entire world?
How could anyone be offered even a piece of him and treat it like nothing?
Siriusâs jaw clenched.
âIdiot,â he breathed, but not at Regulus this time.
At whoever had been stupid enough not to adore him properly.
Regulus hummed a little between lines, finding the next note.
âPeople say that opposites attract,â he sang, voice softening into something almost thoughtful. âAnd that the opposite of loveâs indifference.â
He looked toward the window, though there was nothing to see but pale sky and dust on the glass.
âAnd I guess that when I look at us like that,â he continued, âit kind of makes total, perfect senseâŚâ
He hesitated, mouth pulling tight.
âWhy you just didnât like me that muchâŚâ
The guitar filled the silence after that.
Sirius hated the silence.
He hated the way Regulus sat inside it like he belonged there.
He hated that he had not known Regulus could play. Had not known he could sing. Had not known about the hoodie, the classroom, the song, the someone. The fact of it pressed under his ribs.
Regulus had secrets.
Of course he did.
They all did.
But Sirius had always hated Regulusâs secrets most because he felt, somewhere deep and furious and unreasonable, that Regulus should not have to hide anything from him.
Regulus should be where Sirius could see him.
Regulus should be safe.
Regulus should be loved so loudly he never had to write soft songs alone just to convince himself it wasnât his fault.
Regulus rubbed at his cheek with the heel of his palm, then made a face at the wetness there.
âPathetic,â he muttered.
Siriusâs eyes softened so violently it hurt.
âDonât,â he whispered.
Regulus sniffed, lifted his chin with forced dignity despite there being nobody in the room to witness it, and played on.
âYou werenât the one that got away,â he sang, almost scolding himself now. âYou just didnât like me that muchâŚâ
His fingers moved a little firmer.
âYou werenât my soulmate.â
The word soulmate came out flat, like he was trying to kill it before it could hurt him.
Sirius tilted his head against the doorframe, watching him with a strange ache blooming behind his ribs.
Regulus was still so young when he let himself be young.
Not in public. Never there. In public, he was all lineage and ice and polished cruelty. A little prince sharpened by a house full of ghosts. But here, alone, hidden in a classroom, he looked like someoneâs baby brother.
Siriusâs baby brother.
His.
Regulus strummed harder, anger flashing briefly across his face.
âAnd I thought that that must make you my nemesis,â he sang, eyes narrowing at nothing. âDeemed you diabolical.â
Siriusâs mouth twitched.
That, unfortunately, sounded very Regulus.
âVicious, malicious and villainous intentions,â Regulus continued, with enough melodrama in the phrasing that Sirius nearly made a noise.
Nearly.
He clapped a hand over his own mouth just in time.
Regulus didnât notice.
He shook his head at himself, hair shifting messily across his forehead, and his voice dropped again.
âAnd then I realized that you just didnât like me that muchâŚâ
Sirius exhaled slowly through his nose.
Not grief.
Not quite.
Not only.
There was something almost funny about it too, in the cruel way teenage heartbreak was funny when held at armâs length. Regulus, dramatic little horror, deciding someone was his nemesis because they didnât fancy him enough. Regulus building a whole villain arc out of being strung along, then sitting alone and begrudgingly admitting it had not been a grand conspiracy.
But Sirius could not laugh.
Not when Regulus looked like that.
Not when his voice trembled around the edges.
Not when Sirius was beginning to understand the shape of the wound.
Regulus did not want revenge, not really.
He wanted to have mattered.
That was the part that made Sirius want to bare his teeth.
Because Regulus mattered.
Regulus mattered in the bones of the castle and the blood of Siriusâs hands and the marrow of every memory he had tried and failed to outgrow.
Regulus was the little boy who had once followed Sirius down hallways in Grimmauld Place with silent feet and huge eyes, pretending he wasnât following at all. Regulus was the child who stole Siriusâs sweets and then looked offended when accused. Regulus was the brother who knew exactly how to get under Siriusâs skin because he had helped build the place there. Regulus was a brat, a menace, a snob, a beautiful little disaster wrapped in cold silk and sharper words.
Regulus was Regulus.
How had someone had him close enough to hurt and not understood?
Regulus took a breath and began the refrain again, more certain now, as if repeating it made it true enough to survive.
âPeople say that opposites attract,â he sang. âAnd that the opposite of loveâs indifference.â
His gaze dropped back to the strings.
âAnd I guess that when I look at us like thatâŚâ
A tiny pause.
âIt kind of makes total, perfect sense.â
His mouth curled down.
âWhy you just didnât like me that muchâŚâ
Siriusâs eyes narrowed.
Fine.
So someone hadnât.
Someone had failed.
Someone had been handed a miracle and treated it like a passing curiosity.
Sirius, however, was no such fool.
The thought arrived first as warmth.
Then as shape.
Then as a plan.
Not a loud plan. Not the sort James would draw on parchment with arrows and explosions and seven separate contingency routes that all ended in detention. Something quieter. Something that would slip under Regulusâs defences before he noticed it was there.
Regulus wanted to be adored?
Fine.
Sirius could do that.
Better than anyone.
He knew Regulus. Knew the little things. Knew he pretended not to like sweets but stole them anyway. Knew he preferred dark ink and expensive parchment because he liked the way it made his handwriting look. Knew he got cold easily and would rather die than admit it. Knew he held grudges like jewellery. Knew he liked being praised when it was phrased like an insult. Knew he watched everything, heard everything, remembered everything.
A note, maybe.
Not signed.
Something tucked into a book.
A gift where he would find it.
Something small at first. Something clever. Something only someone paying attention would choose.
A secret admirer.
The phrase sparked in Siriusâs head, ridiculous and perfect.
A secret admirer.
Regulus would pretend to hate it.
He would not hate it.
He would scoff, sneer, call it childish, maybe threaten the entire Slytherin common room into silence while secretly keeping every note pressed between pages somewhere no one else could touch.
Sirius felt a grin begin to form.
Slow.
Sharp.
Delighted.
There would be no risk that way.
No risk of someone else getting close and fumbling the whole thing like an idiot. No risk of Regulus being hurt by some careless fool who liked the shine of him but not the weight. No risk of watching someone else stand too close, smile too sweetly, touch what Sirius had known first.
No.
Sirius would do it properly.
He would spoil him rotten.
He would love him in secret so carefully Regulus would not know where to put all of it.
Because no one else could love Regulus more.
No one else had earned the right to even try.
Regulusâs voice pulled him back.
âAnd I donât blame youâŚâ he sang, the words softer, tired around the edges. âI know you didnât mean toâŚâ
He pressed his thumb against the strings, muting them for half a second, then played on.
âMake me a casualty of your curiosity.â
Siriusâs grin faded.
His eyes went cold.
Curiosity.
That word was worse than the others.
Someone had been curious about Regulus.
Tried him on.
Tested him.
Taken the attention, the flattery, the sharp little thrill of being wanted by him, then backed away when it became real.
Siriusâs hand flexed.
âOh, I blame you,â he mouthed silently.
Regulus, unaware of the silent murder being composed in the doorway, kept singing.
âAnd I donât hate you,â he whispered. ââCause I know you didnât mean to.â
His face twisted.
âI know you didnât mean to.â
Another breath.
Smaller.
âI hope you didnât mean toâŚâ
The guitar trembled under his fingers for a moment.
Sirius nearly stepped forward.
Nearly said his name.
Nearly crossed the room, climbed onto the desk beside him, tugged him into the stolen hoodie properly, and told him he was a spoiled little idiot if he thought he could sit alone making himself smaller over someone elseâs lack of taste.
But that would ruin it.
Regulus would look up.
Regulus would see too much.
Regulus would snarl and wipe his face and pretend his voice had never shaken.
So Sirius stayed hidden.
Waiting.
Listening.
Regulus drew in a slow breath, set his jaw, and returned to the refrain one last time.
âPeople say that opposites attract,â he sang, and now there was something steadier in him, not happiness, not yet, but a stubborn little spine of survival. âAnd that the opposite of loveâs indifference.â
His fingers found every chord perfectly now.
âAnd I guess that when I look at us like thatâŚâ
He looked down at the guitar.
âIt kind of makes total, perfect sense.â
The last line came almost like a sigh.
âWhy you just didnât like me that muchâŚâ
The final chord rang out into the classroom and slowly faded.
Regulus sat still after it.
So did Sirius.
For a long few seconds, neither of them moved.
The castle seemed to hold its breath around them.
Then Regulus sniffed sharply, as if remembering he had standards, and muttered, âWell. That was revolting.â
Sirius bit the inside of his cheek so hard he almost drew blood.
Regulus glared down at the guitar.
âYou are never allowed to do that again,â he told it.
The guitar, being a guitar, accepted the criticism with grace.
Regulus huffed, wiped at his face one more time, then seemed to notice the sleeve hanging over his hand. He pulled it closer around himself, sinking deeper into Siriusâs stolen hoodie.
Siriusâs expression went strange.
Soft, first.
Then impossibly pleased.
Then hungry with possession in a way he did not examine because examining things was Remusâs hobby, and Sirius preferred action.
Regulus had stolen his hoodie.
Regulus was wearing his hoodie while singing about someone who had failed to like him enough.
The universe, Sirius decided, had handed him a sign wrapped in cotton and emotional incompetence.
He knew what to do now.
He stepped back from the door slowly.
Not enough to make the floor creak. Not enough to disturb the dust. Not enough for Regulus to look up and catch him watching.
His grin returned.
Bigger this time.
Brighter.
Trouble coming alive.
Regulus plucked one idle string inside the room, then sighed.
Sirius turned away.
By the time he reached the end of the corridor, the plan had already begun building itself inside his skull like a beautiful disaster.
First note tonight.
Something simple. Something elegant. Something that would make Regulus frown for at least ten minutes.
No, not too sweet.
Regulus would distrust sweet.
Sharp, then.
Admiring, but sharp.
Maybe: You look better in stolen things.
Sirius almost laughed aloud.
Perfect.
He would leave it somewhere Regulus would find it. In a book. On his desk. Folded into the pocket of that stolen hoodie if he could get close enough, though getting close enough would require theft, stealth, and possibly Barty Crouch Jr. not being awake, which was always a gamble.
Then gifts.
Small ones.
Chocolate he pretended not to like. Better quills. A charm for his guitar case, if he had one. Gloves when the weather turned ugly. A ring, maybe, eventually. Something silver. Something that looked like it had always belonged on his hand.
Siriusâs pulse kicked up.
Regulus would obsess.
Of course he would.
He would hunt the mystery down like a bloodhound in silk socks. He would snap at people. He would overthink every word. He would keep the gifts anyway.
And Sirius would watch.
He would watch Regulus become spoiled by attention he could not reject because he would not know where it came from.
He would watch him learn what it felt like to be wanted properly.
Safely.
By someone who already knew exactly what he was.
Someone who would never get bored of him.
Someone who would never make him a casualty of curiosity.
Sirius reached the staircase, one hand sliding along the banister, grin still curved on his mouth.
Regulus would never have to sing that song again.
Not if Sirius had anything to do with it.
He looked back once toward the corridor where the music had come from, eyes glittering with the beginning of a secret.
âDonât worry, Reggie,â he murmured.
The nickname softened in his mouth.
Then sharpened.
âIâve got you.â
And because Sirius Black had never once known how to love anything without making it dangerous, he smiled like a boy with a match in one hand and a kingdom of dry wood before him.
Regulus was his.
He had always been his.
Now Sirius just had to make sure Regulus knew it too.
It curled white and silver around the wheels of the scarlet train, rolling low across the platform like fog off a battlefield, swallowing shoes, trunks, owl cages, polished boots, scuffed trainers, trolley wheels, dropped scarves, and the hems of robes parents kept tugging straight with fussy, trembling hands.
The Hogwarts Express stood waiting beneath the iron ribs of the station roof, enormous and red and familiar, its brass fittings gleaming in the late summer light. All around it, families moved in loud, tangled clusters, saying goodbye too many times, laughing too loudly because crying would be embarrassing, handing over parcels, pushing sweets into pockets, reminding children to write, behave, study, eat, sleep, not lose their gloves, not hex their brothers, not forget that somebody had packed clean socks.
Sirius Black had been back on the platform for less than five minutes and already looked as if he owned the place.
He stood beside James Potter, one elbow hooked lazily over the handle of his trolley, black hair falling artfully into his eyes, grin sharp enough to cut ribbon. He had that returning-to-Hogwarts glow about him, the one that made him look brighter, bigger, freer, as if the moment he crossed the barrier into Platform Nine and Three-Quarters, the whole summer dropped off his shoulders and shattered at his feet.
James, meanwhile, was being half-strangled by his mother.
âHonestly, James, stop wriggling,â Euphemia Potter said, smoothing his collar for the third time. âYou look like you slept in a hedge.â
âI didnât sleep in a hedge,â James protested, glancing at Sirius. âIt was a bush.â
Fleamont Potter sighed from behind them, one hand resting on his sonâs trunk. âThat does not improve the sentence.â
Sirius grinned. âDepends on the bush.â
âSirius,â Euphemia said, without even looking at him.
âSorry, Mrs Potter.â
âNo, you arenât.â
âNot even a bit.â
James snorted, and Euphemia gave up on his collar only to cup his face in both hands and kiss his forehead.
âMum,â James groaned, bright red.
âOh, suffer,â she said fondly. âI suffered twenty hours bringing you into the world. You can survive maternal affection.â
Sirius leaned closer. âTwenty hours? Prongs, you were dramatic from birth.â
âI had places to be.â
âYou had nowhere to be. You were a baby.â
âI was punctual in spirit.â
âYou were late by twenty hours.â
âCreative entrance.â
Peter Pettigrew appeared through the crowd at that exact moment, dragging his trunk behind him with both hands and looking as though the trunk had personally declared war.
âHelp,â he wheezed.
Remus Lupin, already beside him, calmly lifted the front end of the trunk with one hand. âYou packed too much.â
âI packed the normal amount.â
âYou packed three tins of biscuits, two spare blankets, six jumpers, and what Iâm fairly certain is an entire ham.â
Peter looked offended. âItâs not an entire ham.â
James brightened. âThereâs ham?â
âItâs for emergencies.â
âPeter, my beautiful, brilliant friend,â Sirius said solemnly, pressing one hand to his chest, âevery day with you is an emergency.â
Peter smiled despite himself. âThatâs what I thought.â
Lily Evans arrived with Mary Macdonald and Marlene McKinnon a few moments later, all three of them cutting through the noise with the effortless coordination of people who had spotted their idiot friends from a distance and prepared themselves emotionally.
Lilyâs hair burned copper under the station lights, her expression already balancing fondness and irritation with terrifying skill.
âYou lot have been here five minutes,â she said, âand I can hear you from the barrier.â
James spun around so fast he nearly knocked his own trolley over.
âLily,â he said, like her name had been written in stars. âYou lookââ
âCareful.â
âTerrifyingly punctual.â
She narrowed her eyes.
âAnd radiant,â James added quickly. âRadiantly punctual.â
Mary burst out laughing. âSmooth as gravel.â
Marlene shoved her hands into her jacket pockets and looked James up and down. âPotter, your hairâs worse.â
James looked delighted. âYou noticed.â
âItâs hard not to. Itâs attempting escape.â
âMy hair is an independent magical entity.â
âIt should be registered as a dangerous creature,â Lily said.
Remus coughed into his hand. âIâd sign the report.â
Peter raised a finger. âIâd testify.â
Sirius placed both hands protectively over Jamesâs head. âNone of you understand art.â
âArt usually has structure,â said Alice Fortescue, appearing with Frank Longbottom at her side.
Frank was carrying two bags, one of them clearly Aliceâs, and looking pleased about it.
Fabian and Gideon Prewett followed behind them, arguing loudly over which one of them had technically won a bet neither seemed able to explain.
âI said heâd trip before the barrier,â Fabian insisted.
âNo, you said heâd trip at the barrier,â Gideon shot back. âHe tripped through it. Completely different category.â
Frank blinked. âAre you talking about me?â
âYes,â said both Prewetts together.
Alice gave them a look. âHe didnât trip. His shoe caught.â
âThatâs tripping,â Fabian said.
âThatâs physics,â Gideon added.
âThatâs marriage,â Sirius said sagely.
Frank frowned. âHow is that marriage?â
âNo idea. Sounded wise.â
âIt didnât,â said Remus.
âIt sounded like something youâd say before falling down stairs,â Lily agreed.
The group folded together the way they always did at the start of term: loud, warm, overlapping, everyone talking over everyone else, summer stories half-told and interrupted by insults, greetings exchanged through shoulder bumps and hugs and casual little gestures of affection. Jamesâs parents stepped back after a while, smiling at the chaos as though they had personally raised half of it.
Euphemia brushed Siriusâs hair from his forehead without asking.
Sirius went still for half a second, then pretended he hadnât.
âYou behave,â she told him softly.
Sirius smiled crookedly. âNever.â
âI know. Try anyway.â
Fleamont clapped him on the shoulder. âLook after each other.â
James puffed up immediately. âDad, please. Weâre seventh years. Responsible adults, practically.â
Lily made a choking noise.
Mary said, âHe set his sleeve on fire last June.â
âThat was educational,â James said.
Marlene nodded. âWe learned he burns quickly.â
Sirius opened his mouth to add something, probably something brilliant and terrible, but then he stopped.
Not gradually.
Not politely.
He froze.
The change ran through him so fast that James noticed immediately. Siriusâs grin dropped out of place. His shoulders stiffened. His eyes locked onto something across the platform, sharp and disbelieving.
James followed his gaze.
Then he froze too.
One by one, the others noticed. Remus first, because Remus always noticed Sirius before anyone else did. Then Lily, whose brows drew together. Then Peter, who turned slowly with a biscuit halfway to his mouth. Mary and Marlene shifted closer, Aliceâs hand tightened around Frankâs sleeve, and Fabian and Gideon actually stopped talking.
Across the platform, near one of the quieter gaps in the crowd, stood Walburga and Orion Black.
That alone would have been enough to make the air turn strange.
Walburga Black did not come to Kingâs Cross.
Orion Black did not carry trunks.
The Black family did not do fond platform farewells beneath ordinary station lights, surrounded by squawking owls and fretting parents and children with chocolate already smeared on their mouths. They sent house-elves. They sent instructions. They sent silence wrapped in expectation.
Sirius knew that better than anyone.
He had never once been walked to the train by his parents.
Not in first year, when he had pretended not to look back.
Not in second year, when he had looked back anyway.
Not in third, fourth, fifth, sixth.
Never.
And yet there they were.
Orion Black was walking with Regulusâs trunk in hand.
Not levitating it ahead of him with cold efficiency. Not commanding someone else to carry it. Actually carrying it, one gloved hand curled firmly around the handle, the other shifting smaller bags up his arm. He moved half a step ahead of his younger son, cutting a clear path through the platform crowd with a look so controlled and dangerous that people moved before they even understood why.
And Walburgaâ
Walburga was holding Regulusâs arm.
No.
She was walking arm in arm with him.
Close. Gentle. Careful.
Her body was angled toward him as if the entire world existed somewhere dangerous beyond his shoulder. She kept glancing at his face, speaking softly, touching his sleeve, adjusting the fall of his hair with fingers that did not snap or pinch or shove. Her hand rose to brush dark curls away from his forehead, then hovered there, checking, fussing, worrying.
Regulus Black walked between them like something breakable.
The sight did not fit inside Siriusâs head.
Regulus was dressed neatly, because Regulus was always dressed neatly, but there was something changed about him. Something quieter than posture, sharper than exhaustion. His skin looked too pale beneath the station light. He moved carefully, each step measured, not slow exactly but guarded, as if his body had become a corridor full of traps and he had learned where every loose floorboard was.
His eyes flicked toward movement and then away again. He didnât look at the crowd for long. Didnât tilt his chin with the usual cool Black arrogance. Didnât look bored. Didnât look cruelly amused. Didnât look untouched.
He looked tired.
He looked like the summer had gone through him with teeth.
Barty Crouch Jr. spotted him from further down the platform before anyone else from Regulusâs circle did and stopped dead so suddenly that Evan Rosier nearly walked into him.
âWhat?â Evan snapped, then followed his gaze. His expression went flat. âOh.â
Pandora Rosier, drifting beside them with a ribbon tied around one wrist and her hair pinned messily back, went utterly still.
Dorcas Meadowes said nothing at all.
The four of them moved at once.
Bartyâs usual manic grin was nowhere to be found as he pushed through two third years and a woman holding an owl cage.
âMove,â he said, voice light but poisonous.
âBarty,â Evan warned under his breath, but he was moving just as fast, his eyes fixed on Regulusâs face.
Pandora lifted one hand to her mouth, not quite covering it. Dorcasâs jaw tightened so hard it looked painful.
Sirius didnât see any of that properly.
He only saw Walburga touching Regulusâs hair.
Something hot and ugly tore loose in his chest.
âWhat the hell is this?â he snapped.
âSirius,â Remus said quietly.
But Sirius was already moving.
James swore under his breath and followed immediately. The rest of them surged after him in a loose, anxious wave: Peter fumbling with his trolley, Lily hurrying with her eyes narrowed, Mary and Marlene exchanging one tense look before falling into step, Alice pulling Frank along, Fabian and Gideon suddenly sober.
Sirius crossed the platform like a storm given legs.
People moved out of his way.
His boots struck hard against the stone. His hands were curled into fists. His mouth was already open before he reached them, fury building out of confusion because fury was easier, fury was familiar, fury was a language he knew how to speak in his family.
âWhat are you doing here?â Sirius demanded.
Walburga looked up.
Sirius braced for it.
The sneer. The sharp inhale. The cut of his name like a curse. The public shame. The cold disgust. The way she could make an entire platform feel like a drawing room where he had broken something priceless.
Instead, Walburgaâs face changed with relief.
âSirius,â she said.
Not screamed.
Not spat.
Said.
Sirius stopped so abruptly James almost crashed into his back.
Orion turned too, and for one strange, impossible second, Sirius saw not anger in his fatherâs face but the same thing: relief. Tight, restrained, controlled because Orion controlled everything, but unmistakable.
âSirius,â Orion said. âGood.â
âGood?â Sirius repeated, as if the word had personally offended him.
Regulusâs gaze flicked to him.
For a moment, the brothers just stared at each other.
Regulusâs eyes were shadowed. There was something odd about the way he focused, like looking took effort. His face remained composed, but not in the old untouchable way. More like he was holding himself together with both hands and refusing to let anyone see the seams.
Barty reached them then, breathless in a way heâd deny to his grave.
âReg,â he said.
Regulus turned slightly. âBarty.â
That was all.
Bartyâs whole face twisted anyway.
Evan arrived half a step behind him, scanning Regulus with an expression of cold panic he clearly thought passed for indifference.
âMerlin,â Evan muttered.
Pandora slipped past him and reached for Regulusâs free hand. She didnât grab. She just offered her fingers, and after a beat, Regulus let her take them.
Dorcas came to stand at his other side, quiet as a blade.
âWhat happened?â Dorcas asked.
Walburga tightened her hold on Regulusâs arm.
Sirius stared at the gesture, then at his motherâs face.
âWhat is going on?â he said again, louder this time. âYouâve never come here. Either of you. Not once. You didnât even come when I was eleven.â
Walburga flinched.
Actually flinched.
Siriusâs anger faltered for half a heartbeat, then came roaring back twice as loud because he did not know what to do with that.
âAnd now youâre here carrying his things and petting him likeâlikeââ
âSirius,â Orion said sharply.
There it was. A flicker of the old tone.
Sirius almost welcomed it.
But then Orion looked at Regulus, and the sharpness drained into something grim.
âNot here,â Orion said, quieter.
âNo,â Sirius snapped. âHere. Right here. Because something is wrong, and everyone is acting like Iâm supposed to know what it is.â
Regulus looked away.
That was worse than anything.
Regulus always looked at him. Glared at him. Judged him. Cut him to pieces with those pretty cold eyes. He did not look away like the platform floor had suddenly become easier to face.
James stepped up beside Sirius, his usual brightness gone.
âRegulus?â he said carefully.
Regulusâs mouth twitched faintly, not quite a smile. âPotter.â
âYou lookâŚâ James stopped, visibly fighting himself and losing. âYou look awful.â
âJames,â Lily hissed.
âWhat? He does.â
âHelpful,â Remus murmured.
Regulus gave the smallest breath of laughter, but it didnât last. It seemed to hurt, or tire him, or both. Walburgaâs hand immediately lifted to his back.
âCareful, darling,â she murmured.
Sirius stared at her.
Darling.
The word landed wrong. Not because it was unfamiliar from her mouth, but because it was familiar only in the wrong rooms, under the wrong expectations, polished and cold and weaponised. Not like that. Not soft. Not worried.
âNo, you are not,â Walburga said, and there was no bite in it. Only pain. âAnd you will not pretend you are simply because there are people watching.â
Bartyâs face had gone very white.
âWho?â he asked.
Nobody answered.
His eyes cut from Walburga to Orion. âWho did it?â
âBarty,â Regulus said quietly.
âNo, donât Barty me.â Bartyâs voice cracked, then sharpened to cover it. âWho did it?â
Evanâs hand closed around the strap of his bag until his knuckles whitened.
Pandora stared at Regulus, her fingers still wrapped around his. Her voice came out softer than smoke.
âYou didnât write.â
Regulus swallowed.
âI know.â
âYou always write.â
âI know.â
âYou promised.â
âI know.â
Dorcas stepped closer, gaze flickering over him. âYou were in hospital.â
It wasnât a question.
Regulusâs mouth pressed into a thin line.
Sirius felt the platform tilt slightly beneath him.
âWhat?â he said.
Walburga closed her eyes for half a second.
Orion set Regulusâs trunk down carefully, not with irritation, not with impatience. Carefully. Like sudden noise might hurt.
Then he turned fully toward Sirius.
âDuring the break,â he said, voice low, âRegulus went out alone for the day.â
Siriusâs throat tightened.
Regulus kept looking at the ground.
Mary, who had been standing rigid beside Lily, whispered, âOh, God.â
âHe encountered a Muggle boy,â Walburga said. Her voice was composed in a way that sounded like glass cracking slowly. âThe boy asked him for his phone number.â
Sirius blinked, thrown by the ordinary shape of the sentence.
âFor hisâwhat?â
âPhone number,â Walburga repeated, as if the words tasted foul. But her disgust did not seem aimed at the thing itself. Not really. It aimed somewhere else. Somewhere vicious.
Regulusâs jaw tightened.
âHe refused,â Orion continued. âThe boy continued following him.â
Barty made a small, terrible sound under his breath.
âHis friends were with him,â Walburga said. âThey encouraged it. They filmed it. They mocked him.â
Lilyâs face had gone pale with anger.
âThey filmed him?â she said.
Walburga nodded once.
Sirius looked at Regulus.
Regulusâs expression did not move.
That, too, was worse.
âHe tried to leave,â Orion said. âThe boy came up behind him.â
Regulusâs fingers tightened around Pandoraâs.
Pandoraâs eyes filled instantly with tears, though none fell.
Orionâs voice dropped colder.
âHe picked Regulus up from behind and bodyslammed him.â
Silence cracked open.
For one second, there was no train noise. No owls. No chatter. No steam. No station. Only the words, ugly and blunt, sitting in the middle of them.
Sirius felt something inside him go still.
Very still.
âWhat?â he said.
Nobody answered at first.
Walburgaâs hand moved to Regulusâs hair again, but this time it trembled. She smoothed it back from his forehead with a tenderness so raw it made Sirius want to look away and couldnât.
âWhen Regulus was on the floor,â she said, âthe boy stomped on his head.â
Marlene swore.
Frank inhaled sharply.
Aliceâs hand flew to her mouth.
Peter looked sick.
James went rigid beside Sirius, all his restless energy locked suddenly under his skin.
Remus closed his eyes.
Sirius stared at his brother.
Regulus still did not look up.
The world seemed to narrow to the dark fall of his hair, the pallor of his skin, the careful way he stood, the slight tension near his eyes, the way Walburga held him as though she feared he might be taken apart by a hard breeze.
âStomped,â Sirius repeated.
Orionâs mouth was a hard line. âYes.â
âOn his head.â
âYes.â
The word ripped out of Sirius before he could stop it.
âWhere is he?â
âSirius,â Remus said.
âNo. Where is he?â
âThe boy was arrested,â Orion said.
Sirius laughed once, sharp and humourless. âFantastic. Brilliant. That fixes it, does it?â
Regulus finally looked up.
His eyes met Siriusâs.
âSirius,â he said quietly.
There was exhaustion in his voice. Not annoyance. Not contempt. Just exhaustion.
And that stopped Sirius better than any command could have.
Walburga drew Regulus closer without seeming to think about it.
âPeople saw it happen,â she said. âThey got him to hospital. The nurses and doctors contacted us.â
Her voice almost broke on the last word. She swallowed it down with the kind of ruthless control Sirius had grown up recognising, except now it seemed turned inward, holding back grief instead of sharpening cruelty.
âWe arrived as quickly as we could,â Orion said.
Sirius looked at him then.
His fatherâs face was carved from stone, but his eyes were not. Not completely.
âHe spent the summer recovering there,â Orion said. âHe is still recovering.â
The sentence landed with slow horror.
âThe whole summer?â Peter whispered.
Regulusâs mouth twisted faintly. âMost of it.â
âDonât minimise it,â Walburga said at once.
âIâm not.â
âYou are.â
Regulus sighed. âMother.â
âNo.â Her voice softened again instantly, and she touched his cheek. âNo, my darling. You are not doing that today.â
Sirius couldnât breathe properly.
The whole summer.
The summer he had spent not writing home. Not asking. Not checking. Not caring, because caring about Grimmauld Place was a wound he had spent years cauterising badly. The summer he had spent convincing himself Regulus was fine because Regulus was always fine in the way statues were fine: cold, still, untouched.
Except Regulus had been in hospital.
Regulus had been on a floor somewhere while strangers filmed him being hurt.
Regulus had beenâ
Siriusâs hands shook.
He shoved them into his pockets before anyone could see.
âWhat injuries?â Lily asked softly.
Her voice had changed. It had gone clinical at the edges, careful and warm all at once, the way she spoke when panic would help nobody.
Walburga looked to Regulus.
Regulusâs lips parted.
Nothing came out.
Orion answered.
âHead trauma,â he said. âBrain injury. Problems with his eyesight. Severe pain. Difficulty with light and noise. Balance issues, at times. Fatigue.â
Barty turned away sharply, one hand dragging through his hair.
Evan said, very quietly, âIâm going to kill him.â
âNo,â Dorcas said.
Evanâs eyes snapped to her.
Dorcas didnât blink. âNot here.â
âThat isnât a no.â
âNo,â Regulus said.
Evan looked at him then, fury collapsing into something stricken. âReg.â
âNo,â Regulus repeated, firmer, though the effort seemed to cost him. âYou will not do anything.â
Barty laughed under his breath, broken and vicious. âYouâre giving orders? Now?â
âYes.â
âYouâve been gone all summer.â
âYes.â
âYou didnât tell us.â
âI couldnât.â
âYou couldâve sent one bloody word!â
âBarty,â Pandora whispered.
âNo.â Barty looked wrecked. âNo, donât. He couldâve. He shouldâve.â
Regulus shut his eyes briefly.
Walburgaâs face tightened. âHe was not in a state to manage correspondence.â
Barty looked at her, and for once he seemed too upset to be afraid or rude on purpose.
âHe couldâve died,â he said.
Walburgaâs mouth trembled.
âYes,â she said.
The word moved through the group like a blade.
Siriusâs chest felt too small for his ribs.
James reached out and gripped his shoulder.
Sirius didnât shrug him off.
Fabian, unusually quiet, looked at Regulus and said, âMerlin, mate.â
Regulus looked faintly uncomfortable with the sympathy, like someone had handed him a living thing and expected him to know how to hold it.
âIâm alive,â he said.
âNot the bar weâre aiming for,â Marlene snapped.
Regulus blinked at her.
Mary crossed her arms tightly, eyes bright with anger. âSheâs right. Thatâs not okay. None of that is okay.â
Alice stepped forward, gentle but direct. âDoes Hogwarts know?â
Orion nodded.
âWe have informed the school fully.â
Walburga lifted her chin, and there she was for a moment: Walburga Black, formidable enough to make walls stand straighter.
âI have made certain they are aware,â she said. âEvery relevant professor. The Headmaster. Madam Pomfrey. There will be accommodations.â
Regulus looked pained. âMother.â
âI do not care if it embarrasses you.â
âIt does.â
âI know.â
âYou told them everything?â
âYes.â
âMother.â
âYou require support.â
âI require people not staring at me like Iâm about to shatter.â
Walburgaâs face softened again. âYou are not shattering.â
Regulusâs mouth pressed shut.
Orion spoke before he could.
âYou will be permitted rest when needed,â he said. âAdjustments for light. Seating. Reduced strain. Assistance if your eyesight worsens. Madam Pomfrey is prepared. Your Head of House is prepared.â
âAnd,â Walburga added, turning her gaze sharply across the group, âhe is not to be jostled, startled, dragged into foolishness, provoked into duels, pushed onto staircases, pulled into crowds, or abandoned if unwell.â
James, Sirius, Peter, and both Prewetts all looked faintly accused.
âThat feels targeted,â Gideon muttered.
âIt should,â Lily said.
Frank nodded seriously. âVery fair.â
Marlene pointed at Sirius. âEspecially you.â
Sirius looked at her like she had slapped him.
Then his gaze slid back to Regulus.
Regulus still stood with his mother holding his arm. Pandora had his hand. Dorcas stood close enough to intercept anyone who came too near. Evan and Barty hovered like weapons waiting to be drawn.
Sirius had seen his brother surrounded by pure-blood polish, by expectation, by sneering friends and old names and cold halls.
He had never seen him surrounded like this.
Protected.
Wanted.
He had never seen their parents like this either.
That was the part that made the anger twist strangely. Sirius wanted to hate them for it. Wanted to spit that theyâd discovered tenderness too late and only for the son who stayed. Wanted to demand where this had been when he was eleven, twelve, thirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteen, every year he had arrived on this platform alone in every way that mattered.
But then Regulus swayed.
Barely.
Just a small shift of weight, a flicker of imbalance so tiny most people might have missed it.
Orion did not miss it.
Walburga did not miss it.
Sirius did not miss it.
Walburgaâs arm tightened around him at once.
âRegulus?â
âIâm fine.â
âDo not say that to me.â
âIâm tired,â Regulus amended, irritated and ashamed.
âThat is better.â
âIt isnât. Itâs pathetic.â
âNo,â Sirius said.
Everyone looked at him.
The word had come out rougher than he meant it to.
Sirius swallowed, throat burning. He looked at Regulus, and for a second all he could see was a much smaller version of him. Little hands clutching books too big for him. Dark curls slipping into wide grey eyes. A little brother standing in doorways, pretending he wasnât waiting for Sirius to notice him.
Then the image broke, and Regulus was sixteen, pale and injured and furious at his own weakness, standing on a platform between a family that had failed them both and a train that would carry them somewhere else.
âIt isnât pathetic,â Sirius said.
Regulus stared at him.
Sirius forced himself to continue.
âItâs not.â
Regulusâs face gave nothing away. âThank you for the detailed argument.â
Despite everything, James made a strangled noise that might have been a laugh.
Sirius huffed once. It almost hurt.
âShut up.â
âYou stormed over here.â
âYeah, well.â
âYou looked like you were about to start a public family scandal.â
âI still might.â
âSirius,â Walburga said.
The old warning should have lit him up. Instead, it sounded tired.
Sirius looked at her.
She looked back.
For a second, neither of them spoke.
Then Walburga said, âWe are asking you to keep an eye on him.â
Sirius blinked.
âWhat?â
Orionâs expression tightened with what looked very much like discomfort. âAt school.â
âYouâre asking me?â
âYou are his brother,â Orion said.
The words hit harder than they should have.
Sirius barked a laugh, but there was no humour in it. âAm I?â
Regulus looked away again.
Walburgaâs face pinched.
James shifted at Siriusâs side, not interfering but present, steady as a hand at his back.
âYou are,â Orion said.
Sirius stared at him.
There were a thousand things he could have said to that. A thousand old hurts with sharp teeth. A thousand receipts written in slammed doors and cold dinners and family portraits screaming themselves hoarse.
But Regulus was standing there, tired and pale, with a brain injury and bad eyesight and a mother fussing over his hair like grief had made her human, and Sirius found that for once, the old war in his chest could wait.
Regulus came first.
Regulus had always come first, even when Sirius hated him. Even when he hated himself for caring. Even when they stood on opposite sides of every line their family had drawn in blood and ink.
Sirius dragged a hand through his hair.
âWhat does he need?â he asked.
Regulus frowned. âI am standing right here.â
âGood. You can listen.â
âI donât need a minder.â
âYou got bodyslammed by a Muggle and spent summer in hospital.â
Regulusâs eyes flashed. âThank you, Sirius, I had briefly forgotten.â
Sirius flinched.
The bite landed because it sounded like him. Like Regulus. Like something normal trying to claw its way back into the space between them.
Barty pointed at Sirius without looking away from Regulus. âHe has a point.â
Regulus betrayed genuine offence. âYou are agreeing with Sirius?â
âI am emotionally unstable right now. Anything could happen.â
Evan crossed his arms. âYou do need watching.â
âI do not.â
âYou didnât write.â
âThat is not evidence.â
âIt is to me.â
Pandora squeezed Regulusâs hand. âYou disappear when youâre frightened.â
âI was not frightened.â
Dorcas looked at him.
Regulus looked back.
Dorcas said nothing.
Regulusâs expression tightened.
âFine,â he said bitterly. âI was unconscious for portions of it. Does that satisfy everyone?â
Nobody laughed.
Regulus immediately looked like he regretted saying it.
Walburga made a small sound and pulled him closer. âRegulus.â
âIâm sorry,â he said, very quietly.
Sirius stared at him.
Regulus Black apologised about as often as eclipses happened indoors.
Lily stepped forward then, gentle but firm.
âRegulus,â she said, ânobody here wants to make you feel helpless.â
Regulus gave her a look.
She lifted one eyebrow. âMost of us, anyway.â
Marlene raised her hand. âI might, if youâre annoying.â
Mary elbowed her.
âWhat? Heâd respect honesty.â
Regulusâs mouth twitched again.
Lily continued, âBut if youâve got injuries that affect your head and eyesight, then people need to know how not to make it worse. Thatâs not pity. Thatâs basic sense.â
Remus nodded. âNoise, light, sudden movement, crowds. Those can be difficult.â
Regulus looked at him a little more carefully.
Remusâs voice stayed calm. âYou donât owe anyone details. But you might need people who notice when youâre overdoing it.â
âI have people,â Regulus said.
Dorcas answered immediately. âYes.â
Pandora nodded. âYou have us.â
Bartyâs face twisted. âUnfortunately for you.â
Evan said, âVery unfortunately.â
Sirius looked at them, then at Regulus.
Something ugly and grateful moved under his ribs.
âGood,â Sirius said.
Regulus blinked at him.
Sirius swallowed hard. âGood. He should.â
Walburga watched him as though trying to read a language she had forgotten she once spoke.
Orion looked between his sons.
For a heartbeat, they almost looked like a family.
Not healed. Not forgiven. Not whole.
Just gathered around the same wound.
The train gave a long whistle.
The sound tore through the platform.
Regulus flinched.
It was tiny, but everyone close saw it.
Walburga immediately lifted a hand near his ear without touching too suddenly. Orion turned sharply toward the train as if he could personally reprimand it for being loud. Pandora stepped closer. Bartyâs hand hovered uselessly in the air, wanting to help and not knowing how.
Regulus shut his eyes.
âIâm fine,â he said automatically.
âReg,â Evan warned.
Regulus opened his eyes, looking annoyed at himself. âIt startled me.â
âThatâs allowed,â Alice said softly.
âItâs inconvenient.â
âMost things are,â Frank said, then looked startled by his own contribution.
Regulus glanced at him.
Frank offered an awkward, sincere little smile.
Regulus looked away first.
Sirius rubbed a hand over his mouth.
He wanted to do something.
He had always been good at big gestures. Reckless rescues. Grand defiance. Slamming doors. Burning bridges. Turning pain into spectacle so nobody could see where it started.
But Regulus did not need spectacle.
Regulus needed the path cleared.
So Sirius turned on the crowd.
âOI,â he barked.
Half the platform looked over.
James straightened instantly, grin beginning to return in a dangerous shape because this, at least, he understood.
Sirius pointed toward the carriage doors. âMove along, yeah? Give us some bloody room.â
âSirius,â Lily hissed, but she was already stepping into position.
James grabbed Regulusâs trunk before Orion could protest.
âIâve got this.â
Orionâs hand tightened on the handle.
For one second, father and sonâs best friend stared at each other.
James lifted his chin. âIâve got it.â
Orion slowly released the trunk.
âDo not drop it.â
James looked deeply wounded. âSir, I have never dropped anything important in my life.â
Lily coughed.
Mary muttered, âThat is simply not true.â
âI didnât drop it,â James said. âI fumbled with flair.â
Fabian and Gideon took the smaller bags from Orion before the silence could get too strange.
âLogistics,â Fabian declared.
âBag department,â Gideon added.
Peter hurried forward and grabbed another case. It nearly pulled him sideways, but Frank caught the other end without comment.
Marlene moved ahead with Mary, both of them clearing a route with the kind of expressions that made younger students reconsider existing in their way.
âMove,â Marlene said.
âPlease,â Mary added sweetly, which somehow made it more threatening.
Alice stayed close to Regulusâs left, watchful without crowding him. Remus fell into step near Sirius, calm and steady. Lily walked slightly ahead, scanning for gaps, her wand hand loose at her side.
Regulus looked around at all of them, visibly trapped between irritation, embarrassment, and something much more fragile.
âThis is excessive,â he said.
Barty appeared on his right. âThis is nothing. I considered screaming.â
âPlease donât.â
âI still might.â
âBarty.â
âFor emotional balance.â
âNo.â
Pandora, still holding his hand, smiled faintly through wet eyes. âYouâre outnumbered.â
âI noticed.â
Dorcas walked behind him, gaze sharp on the crowd. âGood.â
Walburga did not let go until they reached the train door.
Then she turned Regulus toward her.
The platform seemed to quiet again, though it hadnât. Sirius just heard it differently now, through the ringing in his own head.
Walburga lifted both hands and cupped Regulusâs face.
He stiffened at first, embarrassed by the public tenderness, but he did not pull away.
âMy poor baby,â she whispered.
Sirius looked down.
He couldnât watch.
Then he made himself watch anyway.
Walburga brushed Regulusâs hair back from his forehead, thumb barely grazing his temple. âYou will rest when you need to.â
âYes, Mother.â
âYou will go to Madam Pomfrey if your head worsens.â
âYes.â
âYou will not pretend your vision is fine if it is not.â
Barty looked like he was barely holding himself still. Evan looked furious at the universe. Pandora looked heartbroken. Dorcas looked ready to stand guard until the end of time.
Regulusâs voice softened.
âYes.â
Walburga pulled him into her arms.
Regulus froze completely.
Then, slowly, painfully, he let himself lean into her.
Sirius felt something in him crack.
Orion stood very still beside them, one hand curling into a fist and releasing again. When Walburga finally let Regulus go, Orion stepped forward.
He did not embrace him at first.
He looked like he did not know how, not here, not beneath all this noise and steam and witness.
Then Regulus swayed just slightly toward him, and Orion moved.
He placed one hand at the back of Regulusâs head, careful, so careful, and drew him in against his chest.
Regulusâs eyes shut.
Orion bowed his head.
âMy son,â he murmured.
Sirius looked away then.
He couldnât help it.
James stood beside him, silent for once.
The second whistle blew.
Students began climbing aboard more urgently now, parents calling last reminders, owls screeching, trunks banging against steps.
Walburga let Regulus go with visible reluctance.
Then she turned to Sirius.
He went tense on instinct.
She stepped closer.
Not too close.
âSirius,â she said.
His name sounded strange in her mouth like that. Not soft, exactly, but not cruel either.
He stared at her. âWhat?â
âPlease.â
The word was barely there.
It still knocked the breath out of him.
Walburga Black did not say please.
Not to him.
Not ever.
Her eyes flicked to Regulus, then back.
âLook after your brother.â
Siriusâs throat closed.
He wanted to say something sharp. Something defensive. Something that would give them all back their proper roles.
Instead, he nodded once.
âI will.â
Regulus looked at him.
Sirius looked back.
âI mean it,â Sirius said, rough. âIâll keep an eye on you.â
Regulusâs expression shifted, small and unreadable.
âI did not ask you to.â
âNo. They did.â
âIâm not a child.â
âNever said you were.â
âYou are going to be unbearable.â
âProbably.â
Regulus huffed faintly.
Sirius took a step closer, lowering his voice. âBut Iâll do it anyway.â
For a moment, Regulus looked too tired to fight him.
Then he said, softly enough that only Sirius and maybe Remus heard, âThank you.â
Siriusâs jaw tightened.
âYeah,â he said. âDonât make it weird.â
Regulus arched one brow, and there he was for half a second. His brother. Sharp. Insufferable. Alive.
âYou are the one making it weird.â
Sirius almost smiled.
âGet on the train, you little nightmare.â
âCharming.â
Barty slipped in immediately. âIâll allow little nightmare, actually.â
âYou would,â Regulus said.
Evan moved toward the steps. âWe need a compartment with curtains.â
âAnd not near first years,â Dorcas added.
âOr anyone loud,â Pandora said.
Barty looked at Sirius. âThat includes you.â
Sirius barked a laugh before he could stop himself. âIâm always loud.â
âYes,â Regulus said dryly. âWe know.â
James hoisted the trunk. âRight then. VIP injured prince coming through.â
Lily pointed up the steps. âTrain. Now. Before this becomes a full performance.â
Frank adjusted his grip on one of the bags. âI think it already is.â
Alice smiled faintly. âA controlled one.â
Remus glanced at Sirius. âAre we capable of that?â
âNo,â said everyone who knew them.
Sirius ignored them and stepped onto the train first, turning back to offer Regulus a hand before he could think better of it.
Regulus stared at it.
The platform seemed to hold its breath.
Sirius almost pulled away.
Then Regulus took his hand.
His grip was colder than Sirius expected.
Sirius helped him up the steps without yanking, without teasing, without turning it into a joke. Regulus moved carefully, jaw tight with concentration, and Sirius kept his hand steady until both feet were planted inside the carriage.
Behind them, Barty came up close, then Evan, then Pandora and Dorcas. James followed with the trunk, Lily guiding him so he didnât hit anyone with it, Mary and Marlene hauling bags, Peter and Frank working together, Alice keeping watch, Fabian and Gideon arguing in whispers about compartment strategy.
On the platform below, Walburga and Orion remained side by side.
Sirius looked back.
His motherâs face was lifted toward Regulus. His fatherâs hand rested at her back.
They looked older than Sirius remembered.
Or maybe he was only seeing it now.
Regulus stood beside him in the carriage doorway and looked down at them.
Walburga raised one hand.
Regulus raised his back.
The train gave its final whistle.
Sirius felt Regulus tense beside him but not as badly this time.
âEasy,â Sirius murmured before he could stop himself.
Regulus glanced at him.
Sirius looked straight ahead, pretending he hadnât said anything.
After a moment, Regulus said, âI am.â
The train began to move.
Slow at first, then with a gathering pull, wheels grinding, steam billowing past the windows. The platform slid away in fragments: waving hands, blurred faces, trunks, owls, red scarves, parents walking alongside until they could not keep pace.
Walburga kept her hand raised until the steam swallowed her.
Orion stood still beside her, watching until the train carried both his sons out of sight.
Inside the corridor, nobody spoke for a moment.
Then Barty turned on Regulus.
âYou absolute bastard.â
Regulus sighed. âThere it is.â
âYou were in hospital.â
âYes.â
âAll summer.â
âApparently.â
âDo not apparently me.â
âI was there, Barty. I am familiar with the timeline.â
âYou didnât tell us.â
âI couldnât.â
âStill angry.â
âYou may be angry.â
âI am.â
âI gathered.â
Bartyâs face crumpled for half a second before he dragged the expression into a scowl. âIâm furious.â
Regulus looked at him quietly. âI know.â
Pandora wrapped both arms around Regulusâs waist very carefully, resting her cheek against his shoulder.
Regulus stilled.
Then his hand came up, hesitant, and settled against her back.
Evan looked away, blinking hard.
Dorcas said, âWeâre finding the compartment now.â
âYes,â Lily agreed at once. âSomewhere quiet.â
âCurtains,â Evan said.
âNo direct sunlight,â Remus added.
Regulus gave him another careful look.
Remus shrugged slightly. âHeadaches.â
Regulus nodded once, accepting the explanation without prying.
James shifted the trunk higher. âLead the way, Evans.â
âDonât call me that like youâre handing me command of a military operation.â
âThis is a military operation.â
âIt is a train corridor.â
âWith obstacles.â
Peter, currently wedged awkwardly between two bags, said, âIâm one of the obstacles.â
Frank gently freed him. âYouâre doing great.â
Peter smiled. âThanks.â
Marlene leaned toward Mary. âThis is going to be the weirdest year of our lives, isnât it?â
Mary watched Sirius walking beside Regulus and softened.
âProbably.â
Fabian clapped Gideon on the shoulder. âI give it ten minutes before someone cries.â
Gideon looked at Barty. âFive.â
Barty pointed at them. âI can hear you.â
âGood,â said Gideon.
âI want you to.â
Regulus muttered, âChildren.â
Sirius snorted.
Regulus looked at him.
âWhat?â Sirius said.
âNothing.â
âNo, go on.â
âI simply forgot how exhausting this train is.â
âYouâve been on it for ten seconds.â
âYes.â
Sirius looked at him, really looked, and saw the strain beneath the dry tone. The slight pinch near his eyes. The way his fingers brushed the wall once for balance. The way he was trying, with every polished piece of himself, not to show weakness in front of anyone.
Something inside Sirius softened so abruptly it almost hurt.
He stepped slightly closer, shoulder nearly brushing Regulusâs.
Not touching.
Just there.
Regulus noticed.
Of course he noticed.
He didnât move away.
They found a compartment near the back, quieter than the rest, with curtains that could be drawn halfway across the window. Lily immediately took charge of the lighting with the brisk authority of someone who had decided chaos could wait until everyone was seated. Remus helped adjust the shade. Alice checked the seats. Frank and Peter arranged the bags so nobody would trip. James shoved trunks overhead with unnecessary athleticism. Fabian and Gideon bickered softly while being surprisingly useful. Mary and Marlene guarded the door from curious passersby with matching expressions of not today.
Regulus sat by the window but not directly in the light.
Pandora sat beside him at once.
Barty dropped opposite him, knees bouncing.
Evan stood for a moment, staring, then sat too sharply.
Dorcas remained near the door.
Sirius hovered.
Regulus looked up at him.
âYou may sit down,â he said.
Sirius blinked. âWas that permission?â
âIt was an observation.â
âSounded like permission.â
âIt was not.â
âIâm taking it.â
He sat beside Remus, across from Regulus, close enough to watch him without making it too obvious. Or at least, he hoped it wasnât obvious.
Judging by Lilyâs face, it was extremely obvious.
James squeezed in beside Sirius, bumping his shoulder lightly.
âYou alright?â he murmured.
Sirius stared at Regulus.
âNo.â
James nodded.
âYeah.â
Across from them, Walburgaâs packed care had clearly followed Regulus onto the train in the form of a small bag Pandora opened without asking. Inside were carefully labelled potions, folded cloth, dark glasses, a note written in severe handwriting, and what appeared to be enough wrapped food to supply a minor siege.
Barty stared at the bag.
âYour mother packed you snacks?â
Regulus closed his eyes. âUnfortunately.â
Evan leaned over. âIs that cake?â
âNo.â
âIt is.â
âIt is medicinal cake.â
Mary laughed softly from near the door. âMedicinal cake?â
âMy mother has become impossible,â Regulus said.
Sirius watched him say it.
There was irritation in it.
Embarrassment.
But not hatred.
Not fear.
Not the old flinch.
Sirius didnât know what to do with that either.
Maybe none of them did.
The train picked up speed, London blurring beyond the glass into brick, smoke, sky, and distance. The platform was gone now. Their parents were gone. The summer was behind them, though not truly. Not for Regulus. Not for any of them now that they knew.
For a while, the compartment stayed quieter than any compartment containing Sirius Black, James Potter, Barty Crouch Jr., Fabian Prewett, and Gideon Prewett had any right to be.
Then Regulus shifted slightly, wincing before he could hide it.
Every single person in the compartment looked at him.
Regulus froze.
âStop,â he said.
Nobody moved.
âI mean it.â
Bartyâs eyes narrowed. âWas that pain?â
âNo.â
Evan said, âLiar.â
Pandora reached for the potion bag.
Regulus looked betrayed. âPandora.â
She smiled sweetly. âYou promised your mother.â
âI promised many things under duress.â
Dorcas said, âTake the potion.â
âNo.â
Sirius leaned back, crossing his arms.
âTake the potion, Reg.â
Regulus turned his glare on him, and this time it had real heat in it.
Sirius grinned faintly.
There.
There he was.
âDonât start,â Regulus warned.
Sirius shrugged. âTake the potion and I wonât.â
âThat is blackmail.â
âThat is brotherhood.â
Regulus stared at him.
Sirius stared back.
The compartment held its breath again, but differently this time.
Then Regulus snatched the potion from Pandora with wounded dignity, uncorked it, and drank.
Barty clapped once. âMiracle.â
âI despise you,â Regulus said.
âYou missed me.â
âI did not.â
âYou did.â
âUnfortunately,â Evan muttered, âhe did.â
Regulus looked offended all over again.
Pandora beamed.
Dorcasâs mouth softened into the ghost of a smile.
James leaned toward Sirius and whispered, âYour familyâs mental.â
Sirius watched Regulus wipe his mouth with the back of his hand, watched him settle back against the seat with a little less tension around his eyes, watched Pandora lean into his side and Barty begin an angry lecture under his breath and Evan pretend not to fuss while absolutely fussing and Dorcas guard the door like a sentry.
Then Sirius glanced at James.
âYeah,â he said quietly. âBut heâs mine.â
Jamesâs expression softened.
Across the compartment, Regulus opened one eye.
âI heard that.â
Sirius did not look embarrassed.
For once, he didnât even try to turn it into a joke.
âGood,â he said.
Regulus looked at him for a long moment.
Then he closed his eye again, tired and pale and alive, surrounded by too many people in too small a compartment, all of them watching over him in their own loud, clumsy, furious ways.
Outside, the train thundered north.
Inside, Sirius Black sat across from his little brother and kept watch.
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[Verse 1] And itâs hard coming back,
to someone who didnât want me then,
until he didnât have me now.
Is this allowed?
If I want you again,
am I just playing pretend somehow?
[Pre-Chorus] You come back to haunt me,
like a ghost that wonât go home.
Every time I think Iâm free,
youâre in the cracks of my phone.
[Chorus] Again and again and again,
I keep coming back to you.
I guess youâll always live rent-free
in the corners of what I knew.
A first love that left me behind,
a first love that never felt right.
Youâre a song I canât rewrite â
and I hate that it still rhymes.
[Verse 2] Feelings blow past me once more,
like strangers I used to adore.
I didnât feel them then,
I wonât feel them now â
but I still check who youâre with somehow.
[Bridge] Something in my heart is cracked,
something I canât take back.
Maybe it was never mine,
maybe thatâs the bottom line.
I guess I never understood,
and maybe I donât want to now.
[Chorus â Reprise]
Again and again and again,
I keep coming back to you.
Like a scar I keep reopening,
when I swore that I was through.
A first love that left me blind,
a first love that bled me dry.
Youâre a verse that wonât rewind â
and I donât even know why.
â
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BUT if anyone here does make music / sing / produce and wants to cover this or mess around with it, i would genuinely love to hear it. like please. actually. i will lose my mind in the best way.
also if anyone has any suggestions on the lyrics, structure, phrasing, anything like thatâfeel free to drop it in the comments. iâm always down to tweak and improve stuff
[Verse 1] I want you so bad, got me begginâ twice
Got your heat in my skull like a rusted vice
Hands on my hips and you testinâ the line
Like youâre waitinâ on me just to give you the sign
I want you so bad, yeah I lean in slow
Got your breath on my neck and itâs takinâ control
âTell me to stop,â but you already know
I ainât never been good at lettinâ shit go
I see it too clear, yeah I run that scene
Motel-red dark with the static screen
Your hands on my thighs, your mouth gettinâ mean
Say the wrong damn thing like you know what I need
Say it like sin, yeah, call me a whore
Like I wouldnât rot just to want you more
Like I donât think about your dick in my throat
Then my brain snaps shut and I donât no more
Yeah, it cuts in quick, yeah, it murders the glow
Like a blade in the wire right before I let go
Got your hand at my waist, got the room movinâ slow
And I hate that I want it, but I still say no
[Pre-Chorus] I want you so badâyeah, I damn near do it
Feel your grip tighten, almost fall straight through it
I want you so badâthen the ghost comes crawlinâ
Same dead switch, same cold floor fallinâ
I want you so bad, but my body remembers
Old hands, old lies, old blood in December
I want you so bad, yeah, I swear I could
But the wound starts talkinâ when the want gets good
[Chorus] I want you so bad
But I freeze every time
Right when itâs real
I go dead inside
Teeth in my lip till the red runs warm
But I never go further, stuck in softcore porn
I want you so bad
But I freeze every time
Say Iâm in control
Thatâs a fuckinâ lie
Got your breath in my ear like a prayer for the dead
Got the whole damn funeral crawlinâ out of my bed
I want you so bad, but I lock that door
And we never go furtherâstuck in softcore porn
[Verse 2] Last one came sweet with a preacherâs grin
Left claw marks deep where the trust had been
Said I was holy, said I looked good on my knees
Then used my mouth like a match on wood
I learned real quick what a promise weighs
When it dies face-down in the same damn place
Old bed, old breath, old hand on my jaw
Old shame in the mirror that I never saw
Now you touch me nice and it donât feel right
Like a clean white room with a bloodstained light
You wait like mercy with your hands held wide
And that scares me worse than the other guy
I want you to ruin me, slow and mean
Want your voice in my mouth, want your teeth on the seam
Want your hand on my throat like a chain on a door
Want to say âdonât stopâ till I ainât scared no more
But the second itâs close, yeah, the grave bell rings
And Iâm back in the dark where the floorboards sing
Got your eyes on me soft, got my pulse on war
And I never go furtherâstuck in softcore porn
[Pre-Chorus] I want you so badâyeah, I damn near do it
Feel your grip tighten, almost fall straight through it
I want you so badâthen the ghost comes crawlinâ
Same dead switch, same cold floor fallinâ
I want you so bad, but my body remembers
This hunger in my gut, yeah, it makes me sick
Got my fists in the sheets and my mind on your dick
And Iâm begginâ in silence with a corpse in my head
[Chorus] I want you so bad
But I freeze every time
Right when itâs real
I go dead inside
Teeth in my lip till the red runs warm
But weâll never go further, stuck in softcore porn
I want you so bad
Got you grinding on me, got my pussy on fire
Then I freeze like a body on a funeral pyre
Brain shuts off and my throat goes dry
I want to say yes but the dead bitch lies
Got your dick in my thoughts like a sin I adore
Got me picturing filth till Iâm sick on the floor
Then I hate myself raw when I lock that door
And weâll never go furtherâstuck in softcore porn
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also !! quick note đ¤
i used a website to help me actually make the audio for this because i cannot sing for shit and i donât play any instruments đ i just really wanted to hear what something i wrote would sound like as an actual song
BUT if anyone here does make music / sing / produce and wants to cover this or mess around with it, i would genuinely love to hear it. like please. actually. i will lose my mind in the best way.
also if anyone has any suggestions on the lyrics, structure, phrasing, anything like thatâfeel free to drop it in the comments. iâm always down to tweak and improve stuff
It started the way all Gryffindor pranks start: in the common room, at stupid oâclock in the morning, with Sirius Black balancing a stolen Charms textbook on his head and James Potter doing wand twirls that would probably set the rug on fire again.
âIâm bored,â Sirius said, as if it were a crime punishable by hexing the nearest Slytherin. âAnd you know what we do when Iâm bored.â
âWe get detention?â Peter guessed, curled in an armchair and nibbling the edge of a Chocolate Frog card.
Remus looked up from his book. âYou pranked him last week. And the week before. And the week before that. Isnât there anyone else youâd like to torment with your obvious older sibling trauma?â
Sirius flicked a cushion at him. âYou donât get it, Moony. Regâs overdue a meltdown. Heâs been too... serene lately. I donât trust it.â
James sat up straighter, eyes gleaming with interest. âWhat are you thinking?â
âNo, dumbass,â Sirius said, throwing another cushion. âLike truth-singing. Likeâheâll sing his inner thoughts. No filter. No hiding. Full Broadway-style emotional exposure.â
Remus closed his book. âThat soundsâethically grey.â
James leaned in. âThat sounds hilarious.â
âBut if itâs thoughts,â Peter asked slowly, âwhat if he... doesnât think anything embarrassing?â
âPlease,â Sirius snorted. âHeâs Regulus Black. Heâs got a stick up his arse so deep itâs poking out his eye sockets. If we cast it in front of everyoneâlike, in the courtyard at lunchâheâll combust.â
âOr weâll get hexed by half the school,â Remus muttered, rubbing his temples.
âAnd youâre so sure he wonât just start reciting Latin verbs?â Lily snapped, suddenly appearing in the doorway with Mary Macdonald stalking in behind her like a thundercloud.
âBloody hell,â Sirius muttered. âDo you live to ruin my fun?â
âYou are not casting that spell on Regulus,â Lily said, fire in her voice, eyes narrowed. âFind someone else to harass.â
âOh?â James blinked, grin twitching at the corners. âProtective, are we?â
Mary crossed her arms. âYou donât get it. Justâdonât.â
The boys exchanged glances.
Now they had to.
â
The courtyard was bathed in soft autumn light, golden leaves drifting lazily across the cobblestones as students lounged between classes. It was the kind of peace that begged to be destroyed.
Regulus Black was exactly where Sirius predicted: lounging on the edge of the fountain, boots crossed at the ankles, sipping a pumpkin latte like a bloody fashion ad. His tie was loose. His robes were perfect. His hair was too shiny. He was surrounded by his little entourageâBarty Crouch Jr., Evan Rosier, Pandora Rosier (who was aggressively clinging to his arm), Dorcas Meadowes, andâoddlyâEmmeline Vance.
Lily and Mary were already there, arms crossed and glaring death beams at both Pandora and Emmeline, who were doing an impressive job of pretending not to notice while practically melting into Regulusâs side.
âGods,â Marlene whispered, watching from behind a stone pillar. âItâs like watching four cats fighting over a really pretty chew toy.â
âNo way this ends peacefully,â Frank muttered.
âOdds on someone hexing Emmeline in the face?â Fabian whispered.
âShhâJames is about to cast it,â Gideon hissed.
James, crouched behind the stone bench, gave Sirius a thumbs-up and whispered the incantation. A thin, glowing thread of light shot out and struck Regulus dead in the chest.
He didnât flinch.
Didnât scream.
Just went terrifyingly still.
The courtyard hushed.
Regulus blinked once. Then again, slower. His pupils dilated. His spine stiffened.
And thenâ
âI walk to school with my best friend PandoraâŚâ
His voice rang out, sweet and monotone. The same perfectly clipped, posh voice he always usedâexcept now it was robotic, glassy-eyed, almost possessed.
âSurprise, surprise, sheâs late againâŚâ
The courtyard erupted.
âWHAT THE FUCK,â Evan yelled.
âOh Merlinââ Barty clapped a hand over his mouth.
âWho cast it? WHO CAST IT?â Pandora shrieked, clawing at the air.
Lily paled. âThey actually did it. Those idiots actually did it.â
Regulus kept singing, dead-eyed:
âSheâs got a club she wants me in
Donât think Iâve ever raised a penâŚâ
Pandora was gripping his wrist like she could shake him out of it. âReggie, love, baby, come onâsnap out of itââ
But it was no use.
âI'll consider it, sure
No fan of literatureâŚâ
Mary was already snarling, eyes locked on Emmeline. âYouâve been dragging him to that tower, havenât you?â
âI should Obliviate you right now,â Emmeline hissed back, her hand already reaching for her wand.
âBooks with less pictures than words
Leave me a little bit boredâŚâ
Lily groaned. âHeâs singing it all. Every word is literal. Heâs exposing everything.â
Pandora looked like sheâd just seen her diary read aloud in the Great Hall. âOh fuckâoh fuckââ
âBut hey, they promised cupcakes
So it's a chance that I'll takeâŚâ
âYou made him cupcakes?!â Emmeline screeched at Mary, who looked smug.
âFour gorgeous girls await me
Okay, I think that I'll stayâŚâ
The four girls froze.
Absolute deer-in-wandlight.
âOh no,â Remus whispered. âHeâs singing about them.â
âPandora's aloof and kooky
Mary's sweet and cutesy
Emmeline is deep and brooding
Lily's brains and beautyâŚâ
Peter looked horrified. âHeâs got a bloody ranking system.â
âTheyâre all in love with him,â Alice whispered, horrified. âLikeâactualâobsessedââ
The song kept going.
âThereâs a festival needs planning
Swear I wonât leave them hangingâŚâ
Pandora hissed. âHeâs remembering everything. Every spell. Every fight. Every mind-wipeââ
âSo many clubs to rival us
I guess it's just the five of usâŚâ
âYou used Imperio on him?â Mary snarled.
âI had to!â Pandora shouted. âHe was pulling away!â
âJust the five of us
We can make it if we tryâŚâ
The Slytherins were frozen. Barty was watching with slack-jawed horror. Dorcas looked like she might cry.
âBut each day that passes by
Is tearing pages from my mindâŚâ
âHeâs glitching,â Gideon whispered.
Regulusâs voice shifted. Glitched, stuttered.
His body jerked slightly.
âJust the five of us
No escaping if I triedâŚâ
âHeâs not just singing,â Lily said, horrified. âHeâs re-living it.â
âThough these maidens might seem kind
There's something going on behindâŚâ
âStop the spell!â Mary shrieked.
âWe canât,â James yelled. âIt has to run its course!â
âThey looked so sad and lonely
I sold my soul for poetry
This hell is members only
Why did I say Okie-Doki?â
Pandora lunged for Emmeline. âYou made him say yes!â
âYouâre one to talk, you psychotic nymph!â
Wands were drawn. Spells flew.
âI walk to school alone again
I'm not a guy with many friendsâŚâ
Sirius looked horrified. âHeâsâheâs not even blinking.â
âReg,â Barty tried to say. âHey, Reg. Itâs okayâsnap out of itââ
âIâve got no club, I've time to spend
So I read manga and stay inâŚâ
Evan made a choked noise. âManga?â
âI run into Lily
Says that I should just join hersâŚâ
Lilyâs eyes gleamed.
Oh no.
It was her arc now.
âIt's a club for books with words
But they need some more membersâŚâ
The courtyard had devolved into full warfare.
Students were screaming.
Professors were approaching from the far hallway.
âI say okay
I'll come along for just one dayâŚâ
Mary was clutching her hair.
Pandora was throwing hexes.
Emmeline was sobbing.
Regulus sang on, robotic, serene, doomed.
âBut just you try and get away
When three gorgeous girls beg you to stayâŚâ
Peter whimpered. âWhat even is this spell?â
âPandora's $$%%âŹâŹ
Mary's brutish cutesy
Emmeline is too into me
Lily's brains and beautyâŚâ
Sirius stared, pale. âWeâwe broke him.â
The air rippled.
A final glitch.
Regulus twitched.
The spell surged.
âIt's almost festival time
Could say we're cutting it fine
The task may seem laborious
I wonder where Pandora is?â
Pandora screamed.
âI GUESS IT'S JUST THE FOUR OF US!â
Students scattered as Pandora launched herself at Emmeline again.
âWell I'm back at school again
Lily's my only friendâŚâ
Lilyâs pupils blew wide.
She stepped forward, radiant.
âLily's my everything
My beginning and my end
Myââ
He froze.
âWait a second,
Werenât there other girls here?â
Gasps.
âNoâno no noââ
âLily's aloof and kooky
Lily's sweet and cutesy
Lily is deep and brooding
Lily's brains and beautyâŚâ
Mary fainted.
Emmeline collapsed.
Pandora screamed bloody murder.
âLily sees right through me
Lily's all that you needâŚâ
Lily was glowing.
Positively, triumphantly glowing.
âI'm not an ugly guy
But I can't understand why
She'd be so utterly in love she'd leave her club mates to dieâŚâ
Gasps turned to shrieks.
âLily's obsession is ominous to be honest
Omnipotent Goddess concocting demonic sonnetsâŚâ
James had dropped his wand.
Sirius was slack-jawed.
Remus just muttered, âWe deserve this.â
âI could delete her, but I never could harm LilyâŚâ
âDelete me?â Lily whispered, eyes shining. âYou love meâŚâ
âSo I'm trapped here forever
Where's my head gone?â
The spell was ending.
âNever thought I'd get a girl
Literally out of this worldâŚâ
Lily stepped closer, hands on Regulusâs cheeks.
âGuess she controls the universe
Looks like it's just the two of usâŚâ
Everyone held their breath.
âJust the two of us
In this classroom in the sky
Crimes of passion are just fine
When enacted on AIâŚâ
Sirius blinked. âWhatâs AI?â
âShut up,â Remus whispered.
âJust the two of us
Quite a drastic pickup line
Leaving other girls to die
Just to guarantee I'm yoursâŚâ
Pandora, Mary, and Emmeline lay in a heapâsinged, shaking, muttering Regulusâs name like a prayer.
âShe seemed so sad and lonely
Don't think there's any hope for meâŚâ
Lily cradled Regulus as he finally blinked.
âThis hell is members only
Why did I say Okie Dokie?â
Silence.
Pure, utter, horror-struck silence.
â...What,â Sirius whispered hoarsely, âthe fuck was that?â
Lily smiled.
âYou boys,â she said sweetly, brushing Regulusâs hair from his face, âshould really learn to mind your own fucking business.â
Regulus passed out.
And chaos reigned.
The courtyard didnât so much erupt as shatter.
Voices crashed into each otherâhigh, hoarse, hystericalâlike glass thrown into a storm. Someone screamed Regulusâs name. Someone else screamed Lily. Someone swore so loudly Professor McGonagall wouldâve felt it three corridors away.
Pandora lunged first.
âReggieâbabyâloveââ she sobbed, hands outstretched, fingers shaking as she tried to reach for where he lay crumpled on the stones.
Mary caught her by the collar and yanked her back hard enough that Pandora nearly fell. âDonât you dare touch himââ
Emmeline snarled and shoved Mary away from behind. âYou donât get to decide anything anymoreââ
âGET AWAY FROM HIM!â Lily screamed, already moving, already furious, already incandescent with something that looked uncomfortably like triumph curdling into panic.
Pandora clawed at Emmeline. Emmeline hexed blindly. Mary swung her wand like a weapon. Lily tried to push through all of them at once, eyes locked on Regulus like he was the only solid thing left in the world.
None of them made it more than a step.
Each time one surged forward, another dragged her backâhands in hair, fingers digging into sleeves, nails raking skin. They were feral now. Screaming, crying, spitting Regulusâs name like a prayer and a curse all at once.
Around them, everyone else stood frozen.
âWhatâwhat just happened?â Peter croaked, clutching Remusâs sleeve.
Remus couldnât answer. His face had gone ashen, eyes flicking between the girls, the spells still crackling faintly in the air, and Regulusâs unmoving body.
Dorcas dropped to her knees beside Regulus, hands hovering uselessly, afraid to touch him. âRegâRegulusâpleaseââ
Evan swore violently, backing himself between Regulus and the girls, wand up, jaw clenched. âStay the fuck back.â
Barty was shaking. Not theatrically. Not dramatically. Actually shaking. âTheyââ He swallowed. âThey did that to him?â
Sirius hadnât moved at all.
He couldnât breathe.
This was supposed to be a prank. A song. A humiliation. Something he could laugh about later and pretend didnât come from a place that hurt.
This wasâthis wasâ
Regulus groaned.
Every sound died in the air like it had been strangled.
The girls froze mid-fight. Wands paused. Hands slackened.
Regulus shifted.
Slowly. Painfully.
He dragged himself onto his elbows, then his hands, palms slipping slightly on the stone as his body trembled under the effort. His hair fell into his face, sweat-damp and tangled. His breathing was shallow, uneven.
âRegâ?â Dorcas whispered.
His head snapped up.
Wild. Unfocused. Grey eyes blown wide with terror.
âWhereââ His voice cracked. He whipped his head left, then right, panic spiking visibly as his gaze caught on the ring of faces, the wands, the chaos. âWhere am I?â
âLIAR,â Regulus screamed, raw and animal. He twisted violently in Siriusâs grip, pointing with a shaking hand. âYouâall of youââ
Evan and Barty moved instinctively, flanking him, Dorcas gripping his sleeve as if to anchor him to the present.
âYou erased me,â Regulus spat, voice breaking. âYou took my memoriesâover and overâwhenever I tried to leaveââ
Mary sobbed. âWe loved youââ
âYou controlled me,â he screamed back. âYou made me forget peopleâI couldnât remember why I stopped seeing themâI thought they hated meââ
Emmeline shook her head frantically. âWe were helping youââ
âYou hurt them,â Regulus said, eyes blazing now, tears streaming unchecked. âYou hurt people I cared about. You ruined them. You made me watchâmade me smileââ
Lily stepped forward, hands trembling. âRegulus, listen to meââ
He recoiled like sheâd struck him.
âNo,â he hissed. âDonât. You donât get to talk to me. Any of you.â
His body seized again, a violent shudder ripping through him. Sirius tightened his grip instinctively, holding him upright as Regulus gagged, shaking, breath coming in ragged gasps.
âHeâs crashing,â Remus said urgently. âSomeone get Madam Pomfrey now.â
Frank was already running.
Pandora collapsed to her knees, screaming Regulusâs name like it was being torn out of her. Mary sobbed openly. Emmeline looked hollowed out, shaking, wand slipping from numb fingers. Lily stood perfectly still, face unreadable, eyes fixed on Regulus with something dark and calculating still burning beneath the shock.
The rest of the Gryffindors surged forward at once.
James hovered uselessly, pale and sick. Marlene swore violently and rounded on the girls like she might actually hex them into the ground. Alice knelt, murmuring softly, steady and calm, trying to ground Regulus with her voice alone.
Fabian and Gideon formed a loose barrier without even speaking, putting themselves squarely between Regulus and the four girls.
Sirius pressed his forehead to Regulusâs hair, voice breaking. âIâm here. Iâve got you. I swearâI swearâI wonât let them touch you again.â
Regulus clutched him like a lifeline, shaking apart in his arms as years of stolen time crashed back into him all at once.
No one laughed.
No one breathed easy.
And somewhere, deep in the wreckage of what was supposed to be a joke, the truth finally stoodâbloody, screaming, and impossible to ignore.
The air was wet with screaming.
It hit like a stormâno warning, no reason, just the sudden detonation of Regulus Blackâs voice shredding through the courtyard like a blade through silk.
âYOU USED ME!â
The sound cracked like lightning.
People flinched. Even the ones who werenât part of it. Even the ones whoâd just come to see a prank, a song, a laugh. Now it was blood. Now it was bones. Now it was truth.
âYou think I donât remember now?!â Regulus roared, eyes white-hot with rage, sweat sticking his fringe to his temples. âYou think I forgot what you DID to me?! You think those memory charms held forever?! You think drugging me every fucking week was enough to keep it buried?!â
Mary backed up a step. Her mouth opened but no sound came.
Regulus lunged toward her, teeth bared, and it took both Evan and Sirius grabbing his arms to hold him back. He thrashed in their grip, lips peeled back, spit flying.
âYOU FUCKING RAPED ME.â
Dead silence.
Then screams. Sobs. A girl fainted somewhere to the left. Someone vomited into a planter.
Pandora was on her knees now, shaking her head so fast it looked like her neck might snap. âNoâno, Reggie, weââ
âDonât you fucking say my name!â Regulus howled, spit frothing at the corners of his mouth. âYou think just because I smiled through itâbecause you pumped me full of lust potion and said sweet thingsâyou think I WANTED it?!â
His voice cracked, then rose again, shrill with fury.
âYou cornered me. You climbed into my bed. Youâfuckingâtrapped meâlike I was some toy you could wind up and make come on command!â
Lilyâs face was pale. Stone-like. She didnât move.
âYou sucked my cock with tears in your eyes and told me it was love!â Regulus spat toward her, unhinged laughter bubbling out of his chest. âYouâre all deranged. Fuckingâferal. Like animals in heat with a god complex.â
Emmeline made a choked noise.
Regulus snarled at her.
âYou liked the handjobs best, didnât you? Thought I wouldnât notice when you took your wand and made me hard in my sleep. Fuckingâsick bitchââ
Sirius flinched beside him.
Regulus was shaking now. Not from fearâno. This was power. This was fury carving him into something electric and ancient and terrible.
âYou made me fuck you,â he hissed, voice dropping into something guttural. âOver and over. You told me I loved you. That it was right. That I was broken before you. Youâre all delusional.â
His hands clawed into his hair, ripping at the roots.
âI can still feel you,â he growled. âYour fingers, your mouthsâon me, in me, your nails, your fucking breath in my earââ
He gagged.
Actually, physically gagged. Doubling over as bile climbed his throat, raw and burning. But he didnât stop. Not for a second.
âEverything I ever likedâevery person I ever looked atâyou ruined it. You made me hate myself. You made me forget myself. Youâyou said you were protecting me!â
He whipped toward Mary, eyes bloodshot, manic.
âYou called me yours while I begged to be left alone. Do you remember that? Or did you erase it?â
Mary sobbed.
âSHUT UP,â Regulus barked. âDonât you fucking cry now. You didnât cry when I said no. You didnât cry when I bled.â
Pandora made a keening sound.
Regulusâs laugh turned sharp. Serrated.
âAnd you, Pandoraâalways the ringleader, werenât you? You called it a game. You said I was lucky to be chosen. Lucky to be fucked by a Rosier.â
He tilted his head, grin cracked and gleaming.
âIâve had better from strangers in Knockturn Alley. You moaned like a banshee and came in less than a minuteâhow the fuck do you still act like youâre worth anything?â
Gasps.
Lilyâs mouth trembled.
âAnd you,â Regulus hissed, gaze swinging to her, gleaming with acid. âThe genius. The golden girl. You controlled me like a fucking experiment. Like a potions test. Measured out every fucking word like it was a variable to monitor. You stripped me bare and then told yourself it was âdestiny.â Fuck you.â
She blinked. Just once.
Regulus spat at her feet.
âYou think Iâd ever love any of you again?â His voice hitched up again, higher and hysterical. âIâd rather die. If you ever touch me againâI swear on every fucking star in the Black family nameâIâll fucking kill you.â
Dorcas gasped.
James took a step forwardâ
Regulus screamed and broke free of Sirius and Evan in one insane burst of motion, lunging like a rabid wolf toward the four of them.
âREGULUSââ Sirius shouted, grabbing his waistâ
But not before Regulus swiped his hand forward like he meant to claw their faces off. A glimmer of magic sparked off his fingertips, dark and hot.
They all stumbled back, wands raised. Emmeline shrieked. Mary fell over. Pandora screamed like a banshee and nearly dove into the fountain. Lily didnât flinch. Her eyes locked with his and held.
Regulus started to laugh.
Not quiet.
Not soft.
But full-bodied, manic, chest-heaving laughter, cracked and wheezing like he hadnât laughed in years and now couldnât stop.
âYou should see your faces,â he gasped. âCrying like youâre the fucking victims. Crying because what? You miss me?â
He tilted his head to the side, wicked grin wide.
âYou think I care how you feel?â he hissed, eyes wild, teeth bared. âYou think I didnât see how you lied to each other? How you fought over who got to fuck me first? Youâre all the same. Pathetic. Sad little girls dressing up your obsession in friendship and pretending it wasnât rot from the inside out.â
Mary sobbed again.
âYou cried when I kissed her,â Regulus mocked, voice shrill with hysteria. âYou cried when I slept with her. You told each other you didnât mind, but you all watched. Fucking creeped. You took turns.â
He was unravelling. Words pouring out like blood from a wound.
âDo you remember when you made me choose?â he snapped. âAnd when I didnâtâyou cast a fucking curse so I couldnât touch anyone but you.â
The crowd was in shambles.
Some were screaming. Some crying. Some trying to leave and being trampled. Professors were in the distance, sprinting toward them like a cavalry too late.
âIâm not your fucking boyfriend,â Regulus hissed, voice trembling with rage. âIâm not your pet. Iâm not a fucking doll to dress up and pass around and break when youâre done!â
He turned his head and spat again, shaking.
âIâm done. Iâm done pretending any of this was love. I hope it hurts. I hope every time you remember me, you feel like vomiting. I hope you fucking rot.â
Thenâquieter.
Softer.
âBut most of all⌠I hope you never forget that I hate you.â
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Teenagers swarmed out of the school gates in a blur of backpacks, half-zipped coats, half-finished conversations. Regulus Black moved through them like a shadow. Shoulders squared. Tie loosened. Phone out. His scowl firmly in place, the way it always was when the day dragged longer than necessary and the sun dared to hit his eyes.
He wasnât expecting anything different. Was planning to do what he always didâwalk down the pavement to the corner of the car park, spot Siriusâs dented ancient hatchback like a faithful old mutt, and wordlessly slide into the passenger seat while his brother yelled at him about how school didnât matter and grades were fake and life was short so they should skip dinner and get ice cream.
Instead, he froze mid-step.
Leaning against a sleek, silver BMW that looked brand new and a bit ridiculous next to the line of scratched-up Fords and Vauxhalls, was James fucking Potter.
He was stretched out like a goddamn cologne adâleather jacket hanging off his shoulders, sunglasses pushed into his curls, arms crossed over his broad chest and one foot propped up against the car like it was a throne and he was something holy.
And he was smirking. Smirking directly at Regulus.
âHello, sweetheart,â James called lazily. âNeed a lift?â
Regulus stared.
Then rolled his eyes so hard it shouldâve counted as a full-body workout, stalked over without a word, yanked the door open, and dropped into the passenger seat like gravity had betrayed him.
James whistled under his breath, sliding into the driverâs side. âAw, no hi? No âwow, thanks James, I wouldâve had to walk like a peasant otherwiseâ? You're breaking my heart.â
âWhereâs Sirius,â Regulus muttered flatly, not looking at him.
Jamesâs hand slid onto the wheel, smooth and confident, just like the engine as it purred to life. âAt work. Some emergency meeting about a burst pipe or a very angry landlord or something. He saidâand I quoteââIf Reg dies, tell him itâs character development.ââ
Regulus huffed, tapping rapidly at his phone screen. âThis is stupid. I couldâve gotten the train.â
âTrains are for people who donât have me,â James replied smugly, pulling out of the car park with one hand on the wheel and the other draped casually over the gear stick.
Regulus didnât respond. Just kept scrolling. Occasionally glancing up at the road through his lashes. He noticed, about ten minutes in, that they werenât going the right way.
They were heading the opposite way.
He frowned and sat up straighter. âYouâre going the wrong direction.â
James didnât even look at him. âAm I?â
âYes, James,â Regulus snapped. âMy brotherâs flat is literally not wherever the fuck youâre taking me.â
James just hummed, the corner of his mouth twitching. âI know.â
That made Regulus freeze. His spine stiffened. He glanced over, narrowing his eyes.
âThen where are you taking me?â
Silence for a beat. Then Jamesâs hand shifted.
Slid off the gear stick and landed on Regulusâs thigh.
Regulus jumped.
âWhat the fuckââ
âRelax,â James said, voice all low velvet and lazy heat. His fingers squeezed, slowly. Like heâd done it before. Like he knew. âIâm not going to do anything you donât want.â
Regulusâs heart stuttered. His phone dropped to his lap, screen going black.
James was still driving, hand warm and steady, eyes on the road but mouth tilted in that maddening, knowing little smile.
âI saw your journal,â James said casually, as if announcing the weather.
Regulus didnât breathe.
âWhat?â
âFew weeks ago. You left it in the living room.â A soft chuckle. âCouldnât help myself. Thought it was Siriusâs at first. But then I realised it was yours. Read a few lines.â
âYouââ
âI didnât mean to,â James lied beautifully. âBut once I started, well...â
Regulus was going to die. Not just from shame. Not just from his lungs giving out. He was going to kill James first, and then die from shame.
He grabbed Jamesâs wrist. Tried to shove the hand away. Failed.
James was too strong. Too calm. His hand stayed put, dragging slightly higher.
âI know youâve had a crush on me since you wereâwhatâtwelve?â James said, glancing over with a wink. âThatâs a long time to keep something like that bottled up, Reggie.â
âDonât call meââ
âI saw the doodles,â James went on mercilessly. âThe little hearts. The song lyrics. The âPotterâ scribbled all over the margins.â
Regulus wanted to fling himself out the window.
âAnd,â James added, voice dipping, âI may have gone looking on purpose after that.â
âYou what?â Regulus croaked, nearly choking.
James finally pulled into a quiet layby. Secluded. Shadowed by trees. Nobody else around.
He turned off the engine.
Turned to Regulus.
âFound some interesting things in your room,â James murmured, hand sliding higher up Regulusâs thigh, thumb brushing slow circles into the fabric of his school trousers. âLacy panties. A few toys. And one of my old hoodies. You really kept that, huh?â
Regulus couldnât speak. His face was on fire.
James leaned closer, breath warm against his cheek.
âI gotta say, baby,â he whispered. âIt drove me fucking mad.â
Regulus whimpered. Quiet. Shaky. Eyes wide and glossy and stunned.
âWhy are you doing this?â he whispered.
James tilted his head. âBecause youâre gorgeous. And sexy. And a little brat. And because I want you.â
Regulus shook his head. âYouâre Siriusâs best friend. Youâreâyouâre you.â
James smiled. âYeah. And youâre you. You think I didnât notice how pretty you are? How fucking tempting? You strut around in those tiny shorts at home and pretend you donât know exactly what youâre doing. Youâve been teasing me for months.â
âI havenâtââ
âYou have.â Jamesâs voice was a growl now, low and dangerous and dark with heat. âAnd Iâve been patient. But when I saw that journal... fuck, Reg. I couldnât stop thinking about it.â
Regulus stared at him, breathing fast and shallow.
James reached out and cupped his face. Gently. Tender, even.
His thumb brushed over Regulusâs bottom lip.
âYou want this too,â James said. âI know you do.â
Regulus hesitated. His fingers clenched in his lap.
Thenâvery slowlyâhe reached out.
Grabbed the front of Jamesâs shirt.
And tugged.
Just a little.
James exhaled sharply.
âFuck,â he muttered, and then he was leaning in, tilting his head, closing the gap.
Their mouths met like a secret finally spoken.
Hot and slow and hungry. Tongue sliding. Lips parting. Breaths mixing. Regulus made a soft, broken sound and James groaned, deep and rough, hand sliding around the back of Regâs neck.
Regulus felt weightless. Like falling. Like flying. Like drowning in something heâd written about a hundred times and never thought heâd taste.
James kissed like he knew exactly what he was doing. Like heâd been waiting for this. Like he wasnât ever going to stop.
One of his hands stayed in Regulusâs hair. The other slid back to his thigh, gripping tight.
Regulus gasped into his mouth. Moaned softly. Clung to him.
âGod, youâre perfect,â James whispered, kissing along his jaw. âSo fucking perfect.â
âJames,â Regulus breathed.
James pulled back just enough to look him in the eyes. His smile was softer now. Less teasing. More real.
âI want you,â he said again. âNot just like this. I want to be with you. If you want that too.â
Regulus stared at him. Blushing. Shaking. Lip bitten red.
Then nodded.
Slowly. Shyly. But surely.
And James kissed him again. Smiling against his lips. Like it was the only thing in the world he ever wanted to do.
The kiss never endedâit just transformed.
It bled into teeth and tongue and sound, heat rising in the air like a storm cloud with no place left to go but down. Regulus was gasping into Jamesâs mouth, head tilted back as his fingers scrabbled for purchase in leather and denim, wrists trembling where they clutched at Jamesâs jacket like he might disappear if he let go.
James didnât plan to let him. Not in this lifetime.
âGod, baby,â James growled, voice already wrecked with want, vibrating deep from his chest like thunder too close to run from. âYou sound so fucking pretty when you beg.â
âIâm notâbeggingââ Regulus whispered, shaking, breath catching in broken little hiccups between words.
Jamesâs teeth scraped his jaw and Reg made a noise, high and breathyââHhhuuhâ!ââhis thighs squeezing tighter around Jamesâs hips, head snapping back to hit the headrest. James just chuckled against his throat, licking a slow stripe up the side of his neck like he was tasting something forbidden, then biting just below the jawline until Reg keened.
Then, without warning, Jamesâs hand shot down beside the seat.
Clickâwhump.
The lever slammed. The seat dropped flat beneath them in a mechanical crash and Regulus squealed, flailing as they both went with it, James on top of him like a collapsing wave. The sudden shift made Regâs knees fly up, curling around Jamesâs waist by instinct, his heels locking behind Jamesâs back like he never wanted to be anywhere else.
âOh my godâJamesâ!â he gasped, dazed and flustered and flushed bright pink, staring up at the ceiling, arms spread out like he'd just been thrown.
James laughedâsoft, delighted, growling against Regulusâs cheek as he readjusted his weight, bracing his elbows beside Regâs head, hips slotting down and forward, grinding slow and heavy between Regulusâs legs.
Regulus arched. The whole length of him, pressed back into the reclined leather seat, arched like he was trying to climb Jamesâs body, whimpering out a desperate, cracked, âNnhâahh, fuckââ*
âYou like that?â James murmured, voice thick with amusement and hunger. âDidnât know youâd be so loud for me, sweetheart.â
âMânot,â Regulus gasped, nails digging into Jamesâs back now, legs flexing tighter, keeping him there, pulling. âIâmâI donât, I meanâjustâfuckâyouâre huge.â
James froze, then groaned, like the words hit something buried in his spine and yanked. âSay that again.â
Regulus shook his head, panting. Squirmed. Flushed darker.
So James reached down, took his wrist, and guidedâslow, smooth, patient as a devilâRegulusâs hand down between them.
âHere,â James whispered. âFeel it.â
Regâs fingers landed right against the hard length in Jamesâs jeans, and he jerked, gasping again, body flinching back like heâd been burned. Then he moanedââOhhhnnâ!ââand grabbed tighter, squeezing, grinding his hips up against it helplessly.
Jamesâs hips bucked forward in response, grinding hard against Regâs palm with a low, animalistic groan. âFuck, baby,â he breathed. âYouâre killing me.â
âWanâ it,â Regulus whimpered, breath breaking apart into hiccuping little sobs of want, eyes wide and wet and glassy. âWanâ it, pleaseâI want it so bad, Jamieâwant you to fuck me, pleaseââ
That please wrecked James.
He crushed their mouths together again, kissing him hard and messy, tongue pushing deep until Reg was whimpering into him, arching his back off the seat. James swallowed every sound, pulled back with a string of spit between their lips, and let his forehead fall to Regulusâs.
âTell me,â James growled, breath hot against Regâs cheek. âTell me what you want. Tell me what you think about when youâre in bed, all alone with those little toys. What you imagine me doing to you.â
Reg bit his lipâthen moaned out loud when Jamesâs hips pressed down again, rubbing against him perfectly.
âIâI think about you grabbing me,â he panted, eyes fluttering. âLike you did. Likeâslamming me back like thatâholding me downâand, and putting your hand on my mouth and saying I have to be quietââ
James made a sound. Deep and broken and feral.
ââand, and spreading my legsâlifting themâand saying I look pretty like that, like a doll, andânnghhâand spitting on me and telling me to beg andâand saying itâs all mine, all for you, Jamieâfuck, I want it so bad, pleaseââ
James couldnât take it. He couldnât breathe. His head dropped to Regulusâs shoulder and he let out a strangled groan like it was torn straight from his ribs.
âJesus fuck,â he gasped. âRegâIâve neverâno oneâs ever made me feel like this, you understand me? No oneââ
He surged up, kissed Reg hard, hips grinding down again as Regulus cried out, legs locked around him tight.
âYouâre mine,â James growled. âYou say the word and Iâll fuck you right hereâright nowâIâll make you scream, baby. You want that?â
âYesââ Regulus cried, hands in his hair now, hips rolling desperately. âWant it, want you, please, James, pleaseââ
James was gone.
He reached between them, one hand pushing Regulusâs school shirt up, the other fumbling with his own belt, groaning like he was about to come just from the sound of Regulus begging. His mouth never stopped movingâpressing kisses to Regâs throat, whispering in his ear, âYouâre so prettyâso perfectâsuch a fucking dream, baby, youâre gonna take it so good, arenât you? Gonna let me ruin you, yeah?â
âY-yeahâyes, Jamesââ
âFuck, I love you like thisâclingy and sweet and making those soundsâfuck, you sound so good, so good, I need to hear youâdonât stopâdonât ever stopââ
The windows were fogging. The whole car smelled like sweat and heat and everything theyâd never said. Regulus was a mess beneath him, whimpering, panting, nails dragging down his back.
And JamesâJames was gone.
High off it. Obsessed. Possessed.
All he could see was Regulus. All he could feel was this boy under himâshivering and moaning and giving him everything.
And James was going to take it all. Gently. Roughly. Over and over.
Because nothing had ever felt like this.
Nothing had ever mattered more.
Clothes were the enemy. A barrier. A goddamn insult.
James yanked his shirt off like it had personally wronged him, the fabric catching on his curls, half-blinding him until he flung it into the footwell with a grunt. His hands were on Regulus again before the fabric even settledâunbuttoning his school shirt with fast, frantic tugs that barely passed for patience.
Regulus was gasping, trembling, his hands fluttering like he didnât know where to touch first. James solved that for himâgrabbed both of Regulusâs wrists in one hand, slammed them overhead against the seat, and leaned down to suck a mark into the hollow of his throat.
âDidnât wear the panties today, baby?â James purred, tongue tracing the edge of a bruise. âMmm. Thatâs a shame. You know I love when you dress up for me.â
Regulus let out a high, broken whineââNnhhhâs-sorryâ!ââhips bucking up reflexively as James tugged his slacks down. His cock sprang free, flushed and leaking, twitching against his belly, and James groaned, low and deep and wrecked.
âFuck, look at you,â he murmured, releasing Regâs wrists just so he could cup himâcradling the base of his cock like it was something precious. âYouâre so hard already, babyâso fucking pretty. Look at that. All red and dripping for me.â
Reg bit his lip, trying to muffle the sound in his throat. It didnât work. He let out a soft, squeaky, âMmhâhaaââ, turning his face away like he was ashamed of how desperate he looked.
James didnât let that slide.
He slid one hand up, grabbed Regulusâs chin, and turned his head back until their eyes locked.
âDonât you fucking look away from me,â he growled. âYouâre mine. All this? Mine. Every sound, every inch, every little squeak you makeâI want to see it. Wanna watch your face while I tear you open.â
Regulusâs eyes fluttered. His mouth fell open.
James reached over, fumbled blindly on the dash, and pressed a button.
With a soft whirrrr, every window in the car darkened to black. Like curtains falling over a stage. Like the rest of the world didnât exist anymore.
James looked down at Reg again, smirking.
âJust us now, baby. No one else gets to see you like this. No one ever will.â
Reg whimpered, eyes wide and glassy, knees lifting again automatically as James moved lowerâbetween his legs now, hiking them up higher, one over each shoulder.
âYouâre gonna lose your mind,â James murmured, voice like velvet fire. âYouâre gonna scream for me. Youâre gonna come so fucking hard you forget your name.â
Then he reached down.
Spread Regulus open.
And moaned.
âOhh, baby,â James exhaled, dragging his thumb down to stroke over Regâs hole, watching it flutter under the touch. âLook at that. Fuck. Fucking gorgeous. Pink and tight andâmmm, twitching already.â
Regulus shook.
âJ-Jamesâahhââ
âYou want it?â James asked, voice rough with lust, already reaching down for the lube in his jacket pocket. He popped it open one-handed, eyes locked on Regâs face. âWant me to get you ready nice and slow? Stretch this perfect little hole till youâre begging me to slide in?â
â*Yesâyesyesyesâ*pleaseâ!â Regulus cried, loud and shaking, legs tightening around his shoulders as his back arched.
James laughed, low and rough, then leaned down to kiss Regulusâs ankle, then the inside of his knee. He smeared the first slick finger over the entrance, watching Reg jolt with a shivery gasp.
âSuch a good boy,â he cooed. âSo responsive. Always so fucking quiet, all the time, walking around like no one can touch youâand now look at you.â
He pressed the first finger in.
Regâs mouth fell open.
âNnHHHâhahhâJamesâ!â
âOh, thatâs it,â James whispered, starting a slow push, curling his finger just enough to make Reg wriggle. âThatâs it, baby. Let me hear you. I love when youâre noisy like this. Youâre always so shy and cold but now? Fucking melting for me.â
Reg whined, high and constant, hands gripping the edges of the seat like he was holding onto reality by threads.
âBet you think about this all the time,â James went on, teasing a second finger against the rim now, grinning when Reg shivered violently. âLate at night. Toys inside you. Moaning my name into your pillow. Trying not to wake your brother.â
Regulusâs face flamed crimson. His hands flew up to cover it, but James caught one and pinned it down.
âNo hiding,â he growled. âNot from me.â
Then he pushed the second finger in.
Reg screamed.
âAhhhâfuhhâJAMESâ!â
James could barely hold back. His cock was straining against his jeans, leaking into the fabric, and his other hand went down to press against it, grinding for relief as he moaned into Regulusâs thigh.
âJesus fucking Christ,â he groaned. âYouâre so fucking tightâIâve dreamed about this, RegâIâve thought about you like this for so long, you have no ideaââ
âThought aboutâ*nnhhâ*what?â Reg whimpered, writhing against his fingers, fucking down on them now like he couldnât get enough.
James leaned in, lips against his ear.
âThought about bending you over the kitchen table. On your knees in the shower. Riding me in the back of that shit movie we went to last week. Wanting to hear you scream. Wanting to make you mine.â
Reg bit his lip hardâthen sobbed out loud, cock jerking against his stomach.
â*Jamieâfuckâfuck me, pleaseâ*I need itâneed youââ
James curled his fingers inside him and whispered, âYouâll get it, baby. Youâll get everything. Iâm gonna ruin you.â
And Regulus? He whimpered.
He spread wider.
And he begged for more.
James didnât stop.
Two fingers twisting deep inside Regulus, spreading him wide and slow and ruthless, curling just right to make the boy tremble. But nowânow he was leaning in, breath hot against that delicate, twitching little hole, and Reg barely had time to gasp beforeââhnnNAHHHâ!â
James licked him.
Tongue flat, then pointed, dragging up through the slick mess heâd made, swirling around the rim with obscene patience, then pressing in, pushing past where his fingers had already stretched and softened, tongue-fucking him with a groan that vibrated straight into Regâs spine.
Regulus screamed.
âNnhâf-fuckâfuckfuckâJamesâ!â
James just growled in response. Deep. Hungry. Possessed. The sound of it poured over Regâs skin like hot wax, sinking in and scorching every nerve.
âGod, listen to you,â James murmured, voice thick, lips wet. âYouâre screaming, baby. Didnât think youâd be this loud for me, but fuck, I love it. Youâre gonna be a fucking mess by the time Iâm done with you.â
He licked again. Long and slow, tongue curling inward, and Reg sobbed into his hands, thighs shaking where they hung off the seat.
James slid his fingers back in beside his tongueâthree nowâhis free hand gripping Regâs thigh and spreading him wider, opening him like a gift heâd waited too long to unwrap.
âMmhh, fuck, this ass,â James moaned, licking his lips. âYou should see yourself. Pretty little hole twitching on my tongue, swallowing my fingers like you were made for this.â
Regulus was wailingâhigh, breathy cries punching from his chest every time James thrust in deeper.
âHnnuhhhâfuckâfuck, Jamieâohmygodââ
James pressed a kiss to the underside of his thigh, then another to the curve of his ass.
âIâve got plans for you, baby,â he murmured against his skin, voice dark and dangerous. âNext time? You're wearing those red lace panties I found at the back of your drawer. You know the ones. With the bows.â
Reg whimpered, face buried in his arm.
âAnd a skirt,â James went on, dragging his tongue up his hole again, âshort enough that I can bend you over whatever I want. Let everyone see what a slut you are for me. Stockings. Garters. Fucking heels, Reggie. Wanna hear you click when you walk.â
âI-I didnâtâahhhâdidnât know you were picking me up todayâ!â Reg sobbed, squirming under his tongue, voice pitchy with desperation.
James pulled back with a grin, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand. âYeah, well. You didnât dress pretty for me.â
Regulus wriggled, panting hard. âI had class! Itâs fucking Friday! Everyone thereâs a creep, I canâtâI canât show up like thatââ
âAww,â James cooed, mockingly sweet. âSo you dressed boring âcause you didnât know youâd be mine today?â
He spanked him again. Sharp. Fast. Just hard enough to make Reg jolt and squeal.
âSay sorry, baby.â
Regulus sniffled. Tried to squirm away. Failed.
âS-Sorry, Jamesâ!â
James groaned, deep and fucked-out, the sound dragging from his chest like it physically hurt.
âOhhh, that voice,â he rasped. âSo fucking cute when youâre whiny. Bet youâd cry for me in those heels, wouldnât you? All dressed up like a little doll, and Iâd fuck you over the couch âtil your makeup ran.â
Reg whimpered. Loud. High. His hips were twitching, hole fluttering around Jamesâs fingers.
âFuck,â James bit out. âYouâre ready.â
He pulled his fingers out, slow and wet, watching Regâs entrance clench after them, open and glistening and perfect. Reg whimpered at the loss, breath catching.
âTurn over,â James growled, standing enough to shove at Regâs hips. âNow. Face down.â
Regulus scrambled, flushed and shaking, arms giving out halfway as he twisted to complyâcollapsed over the car seat, face buried in his arms, ass up, knees spread, hole still slick and gaping just slightly.
James froze. Stared. Groaned.
âHoly fuck,â he growled. âLook at you.â
He reached out and grabbed a handful of ass, squeezing, spreading, groping, his other hand stroking over Regâs lower back like he couldnât decide whether to pet or ravage. The sight had broken something loose in himâsome animal ache that slammed through his ribs and down his spine.
Reg pushed back with a little whine, arching his back, presenting himself like instinct, like he needed James to fill him now.
âYeah? That eager, baby?â James rasped, squeezing again, then slapping his cheek just hard enough to leave a print. âYou want me to fuck you like this? Bent over, helpless, all stretched out and begging?â
James reached down, stroked his cock through his jeans once, twice, groaned out loud, then leaned over Regulusâs back, breath ghosting his ear.
âSay it again,â he hissed. âSay youâre mine.â
Regulus was crying now.
Not soft, not prettyâwrecked. Eyes glassy, cheeks flushed, mouth parted in a constant stream of broken sobs and gasping whimpers. âNnhâhhuhâJamesâahhhâpleaseââ
His thighs were trembling where he held himself open, face smashed into the seat, hands spreading his own cheeks apart like James had told him. Exposed. Displayed. So raw and shame-drenched it was obscene.
James sat back for a moment, one hand lazily stroking his cock, slow and wet, spit-slicked and flushed dark. His other hand palmed Regulusâs thigh, gripping tight just to feel the tremble.
âFuuuck, look at you,â James breathed, voice hoarse with awe and lust and that possessive, greedy heat that had never let up once since the moment he got Reg alone. âCryinâ for it already and I havenât even fucked you yet.â
James chuckled, low and sharp. That same wicked smirk on his face as he gave himself another long stroke, precum spilling over his knuckles.
âYou look so fucking sweet like this,â he said, like he was tasting every word. âAll spread out for me. Holding yourself open like a good little whore. Fuck, I could come just watching you beg.â
Regâs arms were shaking. His fingers clenched tighter on his own ass, holding himself so wide he was already twitching. âJaaamesâplease, want it, wanna be your whore, Iâll be good, Iâll be so good for youâjust, just fuck me, pleaseââ
âMmm. Thatâs my boy,â James murmured, leaning in, cock pressed heavy to Regâs hole. âSay it again. Say youâre my little whore.â
Reg sobbed. âI-Iâm your whoreâhahhnn!âIâm yours, Jamie, all yours, just wanna be good, want you to use meââ
James growled. Thrust forward in one brutal snap of his hips, and Regulus screamed.
âAAAHHâ! F-FUCKâ!â
No warning. No gentle easing in. Just Jamesâslamming home, driving every inch of his cock inside in one violent, hungry motion like he couldnât wait another second.
Regâs back arched off the seat, whole body convulsing as the air punched out of him in a series of helpless little âuhâuhâuhâuh!â noises with every savage thrust. He clung to the leather with white knuckles, gasping, moaning, writhing.
James didnât stop.
Didnât slow down.
Feral. Possessed. He grabbed Regâs hips, yanked him back, started slamming into him with wet, punishing smacks that echoed off the car windows like gunshots.
âFuck yeah,â James groaned, head dropping back, curls sticking to his forehead with sweat. âListen to those soundsâGod, youâre so fucking loudâso tightâI knew itâd be like this, knew youâd be this perfectââ
Regulus could barely breathe. His cries were all high and broken and wet, spit stringing from his lips, body jerking with every brutal snap of Jamesâs hips. He squealed again when James gripped his hair and yanked his head back.
âLook at you,â James purred against his ear. âSo desperate. You were made for this. I shouldâve taken you ages ago.â
âAww, poor baby. You waited so long for this, didnât you? Dreamed about it? Lying in your bed with those pretty little toys, whispering my name like a dirty secretâŚâ
Reg whimpered, shaking violently, his voice reduced to garbled cries and squeaks every time James bottomed out.
âGuess what, sweetheart?â James rasped, slowing just a littleâjust enough to grind deep. âYouâre not going home tonight.â
âW-whatâ?â Reg sobbed, blinking hard, eyes wide and wet.
James grabbed his hips again, slammed in harder. âYou heard me. Youâre mine now. Iâm taking you.â
âJ-Jamesâ!â
âFuck Sirius,â James snarled. âFuck what he thinks. I donât give a shit. He can choke on it. You think I havenât thought about this? You think I didnât plan this?â
Reg whimperedââWh-what do you meanâ?â
James leaned down again, chest flush to Regâs back now, breath hot in his ear. âIâve seen your room, baby. I know what you like. Know what you wear. What you smell like. How you sleep. Iâve been in your bed, jerked off in your fucking shower. Youâre already mine.â
Regâs mouth dropped open. No words cameâjust a soft, punched-out âaaahâ!â as James pounded into him even harder, the car rocking with every thrust.
âIâm gonna steal you,â James growled. âMove you in with me. Youâll sleep in my bed. Walk around in those little panties with your name on the waistband. Iâll feed you. Dress you. Fuck you stupid every night.â
âIâll take care of you,â James whispered. âNo more hiding. No more waiting. Iâll buy you everything you needâplugs, toys, dresses, whatever you want. Youâll sit in my lap like a good boy and let me fuck you in front of anyone who tries to take you from me.â
Reg sobbed.
He was clenching around Jamesâs cock like a vice, fluttering and squeezing and begging without even forming words now. Just breathy, desperate little wails of âuhhâahhhâmmhhâ!â
âYeah,â James growled. âThatâs right. Cry for me, baby. Let everyone hear who fucks you.â
And Regulus did.
He begged.
He cried.
And he took it all.
Rephrased and activated. Continuing the scene from that moment of full possessionâJames unrelenting, Regulus stunned, overwhelmed, falling apart beneath the weight of revelation and controlâ:
James was fucking relentless now.
Every thrust snapped through Regulus like a current, cock buried to the hilt, skin slapping slick and obscene, each slap louder than the last. The car reeked of sweat, sex, leather, and something darkerâobsession thick in the air, heavy enough to choke on. Jamesâs voice, raw and wrecked with want, didnât stop. Couldnât stop. He was drunk on itâon the way Regulus whimpered and writhed beneath him, moaning into the seat like it could save him.
âYou think this is new?â James snarled, thrusting in deep, making Regâs toes curl where his legs were spread wide. âYou think this started with your little crush? Babyâfuckâthatâs cute.â
James grabbed a fistful of his hair and yanked his head back, snarling into his ear. âNah. Youâre gonna listen now. Gonna learn exactly how fucking mine youâve always been.â
Reg whimpered again, breath catching.
James moanedâguttural, like it tore out from somewhere deepâand ground his hips down, holding deep, stretching Reg wide around his cock. He bit into the curve of Regulusâs shoulder, then whispered against his skin.
âIâve been into you longer than youâve been into me,â he groaned, fucking slow and filthy now, grinding every inch inside like he wanted to brand him from the inside out. âYou think your crush just happened?â
Regulus shook, mouth open, pupils blown. His eyes were glassy, dazed.
âI made it happen, sweetheart.â
James chuckled. Dark. Sinister. Possessive. He rolled his hips again and Reg sobbed under him, jolting forward with a soft, shocked squeal.
âOhhh, you sweet dumb thing,â James cooed mockingly. âYou think it was your idea? Nah, baby. I planted that seed a long time ago. Years. You were whatâseven? When we met?â He groaned, fucked in harder. âYou were so fucking cute. Already perfect. But I made sure youâd grow up just the way I wanted.â
Regulusâs whole body went stiff. âW-whatâ?â
James didnât stop. Wouldnât stop. Couldnât.
âI used to talk about my favorite bands around you,â he gasped, thrusting harder now, punching soft cries out of Regulus with every snap of his hips. âMade sure youâd start listening to them too. I left my clothes at your place on purpose. T-shirts. Hoodies. I watched you steal them.â He moaned, dragging his teeth over Regâs ear. âFuck, I loved it.â
Regulus was shaking his head now, eyes wide. âN-No, thatâsâahhhâJamieââ
âI showed up shirtless around the house every chance I got,â James growled, voice turning wild. âMade sure youâd see me coming out of the shower. Brushed against you âby accidentâ on the couch. Spent years being sweet, just enough to keep you close. Watching you grow up into this perfect, fuckable little tease.â
He grunted, pulled out almost all the way, then slammed back in so hard the car rocked. Reg cried out, back arching as his thighs trembled.
âYou think itâs coincidence you like lace panties?â James bit out. âThink again. I complimented that one random model in that ad when you were twelveâyou remember that? Told you how hot she looked in that red satin set. Your cheeks went pink. You started doodling lingerie in the margins of your school notebooks after that.â
Reg whimpered into the seat, incoherent. James grinned like a predator.
âI knew you would. I counted on it.â
Another brutal thrust. Reg jerked forward, then slammed back onto him like gravity had a vendetta.
âAnd those toys?â James hissed. âLeft a receipt where I knew youâd find it. âAccidentallyâ let you see something on my phone once. Thought you were being so sneaky, ordering your own. But I was fucking watching.â
He thrust again, harder. Reg screamedââAAAHHâ!â
âYou dressed like this for me. You think youâre just into this? That it just happened? I made you. I shaped you. Made you perfect.â
James grabbed his hips again, started slamming into him in hard, punishing thrusts. âEvery kink youâve gotâI left it for you. Fed it to you. Panties, choking, being called a good boy, being called a slutâmine, all mine.â
Regulus tried to crawl forwardâtried to hide, maybeâbut James hauled him back.
âYouâre not going anywhere,â he growled. âWeâre not going back.â
Regulus froze. âWh-whatâ?â
Jamesâs grin twisted. âYou heard me. After this? Weâre gone. Iâve got a place. Abroad. Private. Gorgeous. No oneâll ever find us.â
Reg whimperedâhigh and broken. âNoâJamesâwaitâSiriusâheâllâheâll be looking for meââ
âOh, baby,â James moaned, tongue dragging up Regâs spine. âYouâre not gonna need your brother anymore.â
He leaned down. Voice right in his ear. âIâll be your big brother now.â
Regulus whimperedâshocked and tearyâhis breath catching like heâd just been slapped. âN-No, IâI want Siriusâ!â
James cooed, slow and mocking, hips still grinding into him. âAww. Thatâs cute. But no, sweetheart. From now on, Iâm the one taking care of you. Iâm the one you cry to. You call me for everything.â
He bit his earlobeâhardâand growled.
âSay it,â James hissed. âSay Iâm your big brother now.â
Regulus sobbedâsoft and shiveringâbody fluttering around Jamesâs cock like his hole knew it was over, like it was surrendering.
âIâIâJamesââ
âSay it.â
âIây-youâreââ Reg hiccupped. âYouâre my big brotherâ!â
James groaned. Full-body, chest-heaving, soul-cracking groan, and started fucking into him even harder.
âThatâs right,â he snarled, voice snapping with glee. âThatâs fucking right.â
He leaned in again, dragging a hand up Regâs spine, then into his hair. âOr maybe,â he murmured darkly, âyou like Daddy better?â
Regulus gaspedâsquealedââJ-James!â
James laughed. Rutted into him. âOh, you do, donât you? Fuck, youâre so easy. So fucking cute. My perfect little slut.â
âPleaseâahhâJamieâfuckââ Regulus was falling apartâhe didnât know this. Didnât know any of it.
But James did.
James knew everything.
And now? James had him.
He wasnât letting go.
Regulus was crying now.
It wasnât soft, pretty cryingâthe kind James could stroke his ego to, all gasping lips and shivering blush. No, this was real. Raw. Red-eyed and snotty, voice cracking like glass under a boot, hands curled into fists on the seat as his whole body trembled from overload. His ass was slick and gaping, still clenching weakly around nothing, leaking everything James had left inside him.
âIâI wanna go home,â Reg sobbed, broken and high-pitched, voice catching like a hiccup on every syllable. âW-wanna go homeâI wantâSirius, I want Siriusââ
Jamesâs body tensed. His jaw twitched.
He was still buried inside Regulus, breath heaving, sweat dripping from his chest down onto Regâs ruined back. His hands were braced on either side of the boyâs spine, holding himself up like he was resisting the urge to slam him back down and fuck him until he couldnât say another word.
Instead, James groaned. Loud. Aggressive. One long, feral âFFFFFUCKââ that left his chest hollow and his cock twitching deep inside Regulusâs slick, ruined hole.
Then he came.
Hard.
With a groan that melted into a snarl, Jamesâs hips snapped forward and stilled, every muscle locking tight as heat flooded into Regulus in thick, pulsing waves. The boy whimpered beneath him, twitching, helpless, sobbing quietly through the overstimulation.
âShhhâshhh, baby,â James whispered hoarsely, voice cracked and wrecked, leaning over him now, pressing slow, wet kisses to his spine. âDonât cry. Daddyâs got you. Gonna make it all better, sweetheart.â
He pulled out slowly, groaning again at the sight of Regâs hole still fluttering open, leaking his cum in long, sticky strings down between his thighs. Regulus whimpered and tried to crawl forward.
James didnât let him.
He grabbed him by the hips and flipped him over like he weighed nothing, hauled him up onto his knees, chest to chest now, their mouths close enough to share breath. Regâs eyes were red, cheeks wet, lips bitten raw.
James cupped his jaw.
âKiss me,â he ordered softly.
Regulus shook his head, breath hitching. âI-I wanna goââ
James growled.
His fingers flexed tight around Regâs jaw, pulling his face in close. âWhat did I say about that?â he hissed. âYou donât need him anymore. Youâve got me now.â
Regulus flinched. Whimpered.
Jamesâs expression softened instantly, flipping from feral to tender like a switch. He cooed sweetly and leaned in to kiss Regâs temple.
âAww, babyâshhh, itâs okay. Youâre just overwhelmed. You donât mean that. I know what you really want.â
Reg didnât answerâjust let out a quiet, broken little sob and let James pull him into a kiss.
It started soft. Gentle. But James couldnât stay gentle long. Not when he was still hard. Not when Regulusâs cock was pressed between their stomachs, twitching and dripping. James reached down without breaking the kiss, wrapped a hand around that flushed, leaking length, and started to stroke.
âShhh, sweetheart,â he whispered into his mouth. âLet me take care of it. Let me finish you, yeah? Youâve been such a good boy.â
Reg sobbed into his mouth, the sound half a moan, his hips rolling helplessly into Jamesâs fist.
âThere you go,â James cooed, voice saccharine. âJust like that. All soft and whiny. So pretty when you cry.â
Regâs head dropped back. His thighs were trembling again, face flushed, hips jerking into Jamesâs hand.
Then he started talking again.
âIâI d-didnât knowâabout any of this,â he whispered. âDidnât know youâI didnât think youâI just wantedâI just wantedâSirius, heâll be looking for meâheâheâs gonna be so scared, heââ
James stopped.
His hand froze on Regâs cock.
And thenâhe laughed. Low. Dangerous. Unamused.
âOh my god,â he said, voice dripping with disgust. âStill with this shit?â
Reg flinched.
James shoved him back, not hardâjust enough to knock the air out of him, make him land with a little oof against the seat.
âFucking seriously?â James growled, standing over him now, breathing heavy. âYou think heâs gonna find you? You think heâs even looking?â
âJ-James, Iââ Reg whimpered, wide-eyed.
âHeâs not coming.â Jamesâs voice was a snarl now. âYouâre mine now. Mine. You understand? You donât have a home. You are home.â
Regulus shut up. Immediately. His eyes went wide and scared and his mouth hung open in a soft, stunned little âoh.â
James watched him. Watched the panic melt into silence. Watched the fight drain out of his limbs.
Then he smiled.
âOhhh, there you are,â he crooned, dropping down onto the seat beside Reg and petting his damp, tangled hair. âThatâs better. All quiet. All obedient. Youâre learning, sweetheart. Youâre doing so well.â
Regulus whimpered. Weak. Barely there.
James leaned in and kissed his forehead.
Then reached down and started stroking his cock againâsoft, slow, steadyâlike he was lulling him to sleep. âJust a little more, baby. Gotta finish what we started.â
Reg was already fading.
His breath hitched. His hips jerked once. Twice.
And then he came.
With a soft, cracked moanââuhhhnnnnâ!ââhis body arched, back bowing off the seat, cum spilling hot and heavy between his thighs, splattering across his stomach and Jamesâs hand. He twitched once more, then collapsed with a whimper.
James caught him. Held him.
And when Regulus passed out, boneless and flushed and fucked-out, James laid him gently across the seat, pulled his shirt from the floor, and draped it over him like a blanket.
He pressed one last kiss to his forehead.
Then stood.
Calm. Composed. Re-centered.
He grabbed his jeans, tugged them on, zipped up with a hiss as fabric caught over his still-sensitive cock. Slid into his jacket. Adjusted his curls in the mirror.
Then he climbed into the driverâs seat.
Eyes on the road.
Hands steady on the wheel.
The sun was setting. The world was quiet.
And in the back of the car was everything James had ever wantedâsoft and asleep and his forever.
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I mean it. There's singing and breeding.
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It began, as most chaotic things at Hogwarts did, with Sirius Black saying something dumb.
âNo, listen,â Sirius hissed, his hair already wind-blown from the rooftop they'd climbed to spy down into the courtyard, âthis is going to be legendary. Regulus won't know what hit him. He'll probably cry. Or spontaneously combust. Either way, it's a win.â
âYouâre a menace,â Remus muttered, peering over the edge beside him. âIs thatâwait, is that Xavier Cortez heâs yelling at?â
âDamn right it is,â James said, snorting with a giddy sort of glee. âCortez has been on his arse since tryouts. Hufflepuff Captain. Tall as a mountain. Bit scary. We love it.â
âHe's not just scary,â Marlene added from behind, leaning over to get a better look. âHeâs built like a vampire gladiator and flirts like itâs a blood sport.â
âWhy the hell are they screaming at each other though?â Mary asked, squinting. âRegulus looks like heâs about to murder him with just his eyebrows.â
Down in the courtyard, the scene was escalating. Regulus Black stood in full Slytherin uniform, sleeves rolled just enough to look expensive and dangerous, face twisted in the kind of sneer that could cut diamonds. Opposite him, Xavier Cortezâa seventh-year Hufflepuff, tall, broad-shouldered, and radiant with that infuriating golden-boy confidenceâwas half a step away from combusting. Between them stood Keira Bellamy, a Gryffindor Beater with a feral grin, and Remy Odair, a Ravenclaw Seeker who was half-laughing, half-terrified.
âTHAT'S what you're bringing to the final match?â Xavier shouted. âMerlin, Iâve seen flobberworms with more fight in them.â
Regulus laughed sharply, venomous and cool. âDonât project your Hufflepuff mediocrity on me just because your best strategy is to look intimidating and hope someone cries.â
âI am intimidating.â
âYouâre not even the scariest person on your team. That title belongs to your haircut.â
Pandora Rosier, watching from the Slytherin archway with Barty, Evan, and Dorcas, elbowed Barty hard. âIs he flirting?â
âOh, absolutely,â Evan said, eyes wide. âThatâs Regulus Flirt Modeâ˘. The insults go up and the sleeves go higher.â
Dorcas crossed her arms. âWe should be worried.â
âDefinitely,â Barty replied. âWhich is why we should not interfere and simply watch. For science.â
Meanwhile, above, Sirius grinned like a wolf.
âNow. Remusâspell, please.â
Remus sighed, took out his wand, muttered a charm, and handed it over like a loaded wand. âItâll make the target sing their truest thoughts. For about a minute or two. Theyâll sing and dance. No choice in the matter. Youâve got one shot, so donât mess it up.â
âRelax,â Sirius said, already aiming. âI never miss.â
âYou always miss,â Lily snapped. âYou once hexed a broom and turned yourself into a sofa.â
âShut up, Evans, Iâm concentratingââ
With a flick of the wand and a whispered Veritalyrica, a bolt of sparkling gold shot down from the rooftop, curved slightly left because of Siriusâs terrible wrist flick, andâ
âOH SHITââ
It hit all four of them.
Regulus. Xavier. Keira. Remy.
There was a moment of perfect silence.
Then all four went blank-eyed, backs straightening, heads tilting slightly, lips parting like puppets yanked upright by invisible strings.
âWhat the fââ
Before Barty could finish, music exploded from the air itself, a driving pop beat thudding into existence like itâd always been there. A magical echo rolled through the courtyard.
And thenâ
Xavier stepped forward, eyes half-lidded, mouth curling into a grin like a challenge. His voice rang out like a damn Broadway villain.
âThis show's a train, it's moving fast
You and I weren't meant to last
Voting for me just wasn't right
So look out now, you're in my sightsââ
He launched forward, grabbed Regulus by the arm, spun him in a theatrical twirl, and promptly threw him into the nearest rosebush.
Absolute chaos.
âWHAT IN THE NAME OFââ Sirius was howling with laughter already.
âHE JUST YEETED HIM INTO A SHRUB,â James cackled.
Regulus popped up from the bush like an offended cat, one leaf stuck in his hair, eyes still glassy. His mouth openedâand then he began to sing.
âMr. Fair now, suddenly
I have to barf now, excuse me!
Don't try to make me feel ashamed
I know you would've done the sameââ
He darted forward mid-line and tripped Xavier with a perfectly executed sweep of his foot. The Hufflepuff went crashing into the fountain behind them with an almighty splash.
Xavier surfaced, spluttering. Regulus stood smug at the edge of the water, shaking his sleeves back dramatically.
Then both boys locked eyes againâand the song swelled.
Together:
âI'm gonna make it
You can't stop me now, just you try
Our fortune's waiting
It's time for you to say, bye-bye-byeââ
They met in the middle of the courtyard like dancers in a final duel, hands snapping out to grab each other. Xavierâs hands gripped Regulus by the waist, spinning him effortlessly into a lift. Regulus kicked once midair out of spite. Neither of them broke eye contact.
â...theyâre in love,â Alice said faintly.
âHate,â Marlene corrected.
âSame thing,â Mary and Lily chorused.
Behind them, Remy staggered forward, still glassy-eyed but now singing earnestly with one hand to his heart.
âI never thought I'd get this far
Let's face it, I'm no TV star
But now I'm in the final three
Unless we get caught in that tree!â
A branch crashed to the ground behind him.
Everyone screamed.
Keira flounced forward after him, flipping her braids over her shoulder and raising a fist like she was about to punch fate in the face.
âYou're gonna make it
They can't stop you now, let them try
Our fortune's waiting
And they can kiss it all bye-bye-byeââ
âWhy is this kind of amazing?â Gideon asked, eyes wide.
âItâsâwe were supposed to humiliate Regulus,â Fabian said blankly. âNot unlock Hogwarts: The Musical.â
Back to the front, Regulus and Xavier were once again face-to-face. Literally nose-to-nose. The height difference was starkâRegulus on tiptoe, Xavier tilting down just enough to loom.
They growled in unison:
âYou are the worst, why must you torment me?
It's all a game to you, but not to meââ
Xavier leaned in, voice dropping into the kind of growl that did things to most of the girls watching (and a few of the boys).
âRegulus.â
Regulus promptly shoved him backward into the fountain again.
âYouâre all insane,â Remus muttered. âEvery single one of you.â
But even he was tapping his foot as the four voices merged one final time, rising, rising, risingâ
All four:
âI'm gonna make it
They can't stop me now, let them try
Our fortune's waiting
It's time for you to say, goodbye-bye-bye!â
The final note echoed through the stone courtyard, bouncing off arches and columns and skulls of the long-dead.
The spell broke with a soft, magical pop.
Regulus blinked, slowly.
Xavier was sitting in the fountain again, soaked and panting.
Remy bowed. Keira threw both arms up like she'd just won the Quidditch World Cup.
Silence.
Thenâ
âWHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?!â Sirius howled from the rooftop.
Regulus turned slowly, eyes locking on the crowd above.
And smiled.
A long, slow, wicked smile.
âOh, weâre so dead,â Peter whispered.
âWorth it,â James breathed.
âNO IT WASNâT!â Lily shrieked.
Barty clapped once, very slowly. âBravo,â he called. âI canât wait to find out how you explain this one to McGonagall.â
Xavier climbed out of the fountain, hair plastered to his face, still staring at Regulus.
Regulus glanced sideways at him.
âYou owe me a new robe,â he said flatly.
âYou threw me in a fountain,â Xavier said.
âYou deserved it.â
âYou tried to trip me mid-ballroom lift.â
âYou still caught me.â
Xavier stepped closer. They were chest to chest again. Regulus, defiant, stayed on his toes.
âNext time,â Xavier said softly, âweâre doing a tango.â
Regulus didnât flinch. âNext time, Iâm pushing you off the Astronomy Tower.â
âIâll catch you there, too.â
âSHUT UP,â shouted at least four people at once.
And just like that, the courtyard erupted into chaos again.
But this time, everyone was laughing.
The moment the spell broke, the courtyard didnât return to normal.
It detonated.
Laughter, screams, whistles, frantic footsteps, people climbing down from the rooftops. Mary was howling. Fabian was halfway up a pillar just for a better view. Frank Longbottom had sat down on the flagstones like this was the most beautiful thing heâd ever witnessed. And Lily? Lily was clutching her wand like she was about to hex someone for fun.
âI NEED TO KNOW EVERYTHING,â Marlene bellowed, racing up to Keira. âHow long have you two been flirting like that?â
Keira, still glowing, gave her a lopsided grin. âI mean, Iâve thrown him off his broom five times and he keeps buying me coffee after. You tell me.â
Remy was perched next to her on the fountain, still brushing petals out of his robes. âWeâre just vibing,â he said cheerfully. âMostly. Except for the screaming tree incident.â
âWhat was that?â Alice asked, leaning in. âYou actually sangââ
âIt was magical coercion, actually,â Remy replied, adjusting his collar. âCouldnât stop myself. Not that Iâd want to, that was kind of lit. I rhymed tree with TV star. Do you know how long Iâve waited to rhyme tree with something?â
âWhy is he unbothered?â Sirius asked from behind the crowd.
âBecause he's Remy,â Keira and Pandora said in sync.
But the centre of gravityâthe pulsing, thunderous, unholy core of the courtyardâwas not chill. It was twenty feet away, where Regulus Black and Xavier Cortez were locked in the most chaotic, violent, sensual, absolutely oblivious fight the school had ever seen.
Regulus was screaming.
Xavier was sopping.
They had no idea anyone else existed.
âLET GO OF ME, YOU BRUTISH OAF!â Regulus shrieked, slapping at Xavierâs chest.
âYou fucking started it, you tripped meââ
âI was performing! Itâs called theatrical sabotage!â
âITâS CALLED ATTEMPTED MURDERââ
âYOU YEETED ME INTO A SHRUBââ
Xavier lunged like he was about to grab Regulus againâprobably to toss him back in the fountainâbut Regulus shrieked âNO NO NO DONâT YOU FUCKING DAREââ and latched on like a furious, swearing koala. Arms wrapped around Xavierâs neck, legs wrapped around his waist.
The Hufflepuffâs momentum collapsed like a Jenga tower.
They toppled.
They rolled.
Across the flagstones.
Over an abandoned bag.
Straight through someoneâs half-eaten sandwich.
Sirius was crying with laughter. âHeâs likeâheâs like an angry scarf! Did you see him justâ cling?!â
Xavier was soaked, shirt clinging to him like a second skin, muscles flexing as he sat upright beneath the smaller boy.
Neither of them noticed.
They were still screaming.
Xavier gripped Regulus by the hips like he was trying to ground himself, fingers digging into the curve of his waist with an intensity that made half the courtyard combust. His other hand was on Regulusâs thigh, tight, possessive, gripping like he needed leverage before launching him into the next goddamn dimension.
Regulus had one hand in Xavierâs soaked hair, the other fisted in his collar. He was biting his shoulder, yelling against wet fabric.
âLET GO OF ME, YOU DROWNING RATââ
âGET OFF ME, YOU SHRIEKY BRANCH GREMLINââ
âYOU SMELL LIKE A SWAMP!â
âYOU SMELL LIKE DEATH AND CANDLE WAXââ
âIS HE BITING HIM?!â Peter squeaked.
âHeâs biting his shoulder,â Frank confirmed, reverent.
âHeâs grinding into his thighs,â Gideon gasped.
âTHEY DONâT KNOW,â Pandora whispered, eyes huge. âTHEY DONâT KNOW THEYâRE INTO EACH OTHER.â
â...Do we tell them?â Evan asked.
âNo,â Barty said firmly. âThis is better than the Quidditch Final.â
âOH SHUT UPâ!â Xavier roared, flinging a hand into the airâand then froze when Regulus leaned back, still sitting in his lap, eyes blazing.
âYouâre not even saying anything useful,â Regulus snapped.
âI am, youâinsufferable baby snake!â
âTHATâS NOT A REAL INSULTââ
âÂĄCĂMO ME VUELVES LOCO, MALDITA SEA!â Xavier suddenly screamed in Spanish, voice like thunder.
Regulus blinked. âWhat the fuck did you just say?â
âÂĄTĂ Y TUS MALDITAS HOJAS, TE VOY A LANZAR AL SOLââ
âI DONâT SPEAK SPANISH, YOU MORONIC MAN TOWER!â
âThen learn it, youâ!â
âSI BALJAGIYA MWOGOLA, NEON CHOEGONEUN ANIJI!â Regulus screamed right back in furious, rapid-fire Korean.
Everyone froze.
âWhat language was that?â Xavier barked.
âKOREAN, YOU LITERAL MEAT SLAB!â
âWELL I DONâT SPEAK KOREANââ
âGOOD! FEEL THE RAGE OF MY ANCESTORS!â
âSTOP YELLING FOREIGN SEXUAL TENSION!â Sirius shouted from the side.
But it was too late.
They were snarling and growling and throwing insults again. Regulus slapped Xavierâs hand off his thigh only to grip his jaw a second later and shake it like an angry kitten. Xavier grabbed Regâs ass in retaliation. Reg bit his knuckle. Xavier cursed in three languages. Someone fainted.
âOkay,â Lily panted, clutching her chest. âOkay. This isâweâve crossed some kind of line.â
âIâm not even sure this is still a fight,â Alice breathed.
âTheyâre going to kiss or kill each other,â Marlene whispered.
âOr both,â Mary sighed dreamily.
Pandora, wide-eyed and wild-haired, clutched Dorcasâs hand. âMark my words. They're going to have the most toxic, insane, rivalry-turned-situationship in the history of this godforsaken castle.â
âAlready do,â Barty muttered. âWe just didnât have a musical number to prove it before.â
A new scream cut through the madness.
Regulus had Xavier by the hair. Xavier had Regulus by the waist.
They were locked, not kissing, but close enough that every single spectator was gripping the edge of reality itself.
The courtyard was a screaming arena of chaos. Spectators were climbing onto ledges and benches, clinging to each other like they were watching the worldâs most unhinged, homoerotic Quidditch matchâhalf of them shrieking, the other half speechless. Someone was taking bets. Someone else was sketching. Pandora had conjured popcorn.
In the middle of it all: Xavier Cortez and Regulus Black. Still fighting. Still feral. Still entirely unaware that their rivalry had turned into a full-blown public meltdown of yearning.
âGET OFF MEââ Regulus roared, still locked around Xavier like a banshee in designer boots. âI swear to fucking Merlin, Iâll hex your damn kneecaps offââ
âYOU STARTED THISââ
âI WAS SABOTAGING YOU THEATRICALLY!â
âYOU BITE ME EVERY TIME!â
âIâLL DO IT AGAIN!â
At that moment, Fabianâcurious, brave, an absolute dumbassâtook it upon himself to grab Regulus by the waist in an attempt to pull him off Xavier.
He never stood a chance.
The instant his hand made contact, Xavierâs head snapped up.
Eyes dark. Mouth twisted. Jaw clenched.
âÂĄNO TOQUES!â Xavier bellowed, voice thunderous and dangerous. âNO ONE TOUCHES HIM!â
The crowd shrank back as if heâd thrown a curse.
Fabian stumbled away, hands up. âMateâI wasnâtâI was justââ
âHEâS MINE!â Xavier screamed, grabbing Regulus by the hips and rolling. In one violent, possessive move, he pinned Regulus flat to the stone. âMineââ
âGET OFF MEâ!â
But Regulus wasnât going anywhere. Not with Xavierâs large hands gripping his thighs, holding him down tight, spreading him wide, pulling him closer. Regâs arse was lifted off the ground, thighs caged around Xavierâs waist, hips pressed right to the Hufflepuffâs abs, their faces barely inches apart. Their breathing was ragged. Sweat and rain and fountain water slicked between them.
âOH MY GOD,â Lily shrieked, âTHEYâRE GONNA FUCKââ
âTheyâre gonna kill each other!â Mary yelled, climbing onto Aliceâs shoulders.
âBoth!â Marlene hollered. âTheyâre gonna fuck and then duel and then fuck again!â
Xavierâs breath was heaving now, chest slamming against Regulusâs. His fingers tightened around Regulusâs thighs like he owned them. Like he had every intention of making sure everyone else in the castle knew they werenât for anyone else.
Regulus scratched at Xavierâs jaw, snarling. âYouâre the most insufferable, arrogant, feral bruteââ
Xavier growled back, grabbing Regulusâs jaw and shaking it, just slightly. Just enough.
âI hate how hot you are,â Xavier snapped. âYour stupid face. Your fucking voice. That mouth. Your fuckingâattitude. Your bodyâmierda, tu maldita cintura, esos ojos. You drive me insane.â
Regulus blinked, stunned for all of one second.
Then he screamed back, âYOU THINK I DONâT NOTICE THE WAY YOU WALK INTO A ROOM LIKE A WAR?! Youâre so tall and smug and golden and your arms are ridiculous and you smell like fucking cedar and every time you smirk I want to throw myself off the Astronomy Tower!â
Xavier froze.
Something behind his eyes shifted. Snapped.
Realisation hit like a bludger to the chest.
âOh,â he said, low and hoarse. âOh.â
Regulus didnât notice. âAND YOUR VOICEâyour fucking voice, every time you speak in Spanish I want toâwait. Why are you smirking like that? Stop that. What are youâwhat are you doingââ
Xavier leaned in, all calm now. A storm eye.
His lips ghosted across Regulusâs cheek, to his ear, his voice soft and syrup-slick:
âMi bombĂłn,â he purred. âMi vida. Mi tormenta. Mi problema favorito.â
Regulus went still. Blinking.
âWhat the fuck does any of that meanââ
Xavier didnât answer.
He kissed him.
Hard.
Regulus squealed.
A high, shocked noise of outrage and confusion and meltdown, muffled by the Hufflepuffâs mouth.
Then Xavier groaned, deep in his chest, and deepened the kiss, pulling Regulus close by the waist, rolling his hips just slightly to trap him tight. Regulus whimperedâactually fucking whimperedâand clung harder, nails digging into Xavierâs soaked shirt.
And thenâ
Then they were full-on making out.
Tongues. Moans. Gasped breaths. Regulus squeaking into Xavierâs mouth, whimpering little high noises every time Xavierâs fingers flexed on his thighs, every time Xavierâs hand dipped lower to cup his ass and pull him flush. Their chests were pressed, bodies crushed together in a perfect collision of rage and want. Xavier was making feral, low groansâlittle rumbles of satisfaction and desperate hungerâgrowling when Regulus bit back, groaning when Regulus squirmed.
âGood,â Xavier breathed against his lips. âJust like that. Dios, youâre perfectââ
Regulus whined.
Actually whined.
Clutching at his neck now, eyes fluttering shut, melting into every kiss like his brain had finally stopped working and his instincts had taken over. One hand still gripping Xavierâs hair like he was trying to anchor himself, the other clutching his collar like it might save him.
Around them, the courtyard exploded.
Screams. Wailing. Hysterical sobbing.
Pandora passed out.
Sirius was on the floor, weeping.
âMY BROTHERâS A BOTTOM!â he wailed.
Fabian and Gideon were trying to climb the fountain. Lily was clinging to James and hyperventilating. Evan had conjured a chair and was fanning himself. Dorcas was filming. Frank looked like heâd seen the divine.
And at the centre of it all, Regulus Black and Xavier Cortez were devouring each other like theyâd gone to war and decided this was better.
Because maybe it was.
Xavierâs hands didnât leave Regulus for a second. Not after that first devastating kiss. Not after Regulus had whimpered into his mouth and arched against him, thighs tightening, fingers trembling, breath catching. Xavier groanedâdeep, low, vibrating in his chest like a rolling avalancheâlike the moment heâd finally tasted Regulus, something ancient and territorial had clicked inside him. No logic. No restraint.
Just mine.
Regulus was wrecked already.
Panting, flushed, lips wet and kiss-swollen, lashes fluttering like they couldnât hold up under the weight of the way Xavier stared at him. And Xavier? Xavier had gone full animal. His hands were gripping Regulus like he didnât trust the world not to snatch him away. One hand fisted in the small of his back, pulling him in so tight their hearts were slamming together. The other hand was under his thigh, liftingâcuppingâfeeling how soft and full he was under the pressure, and fuck if that didnât make his brain short out again.
âFuck, Reg,â Xavier growled, dragging his mouth over Regulusâs jaw, his temple, cooing sweet and obscene like his tongue couldnât decide if it wanted to worship or devour. âKeep makinâ those sounds for me, bebito. So fuckinâ pretty, mmnâevery time I touch you, you whine, you melt.â
âA-ahhh⌠shut upââ Regulus gasped, face buried against Xavierâs neck. âYouâre so annoyingââ
âAnd youâre mine,â Xavier snarled, biting his shoulderânot hard, but possessive, and Regulus gasped, twisting, trembling. âNo more people touchinâ you, got it? No more flirtinâ, no more of those fuckinâ half-blood snakes tryinâ to get a taste. I get it now. I hated seeinâ it âcause they were lookinâ at whatâs mine.â
He cupped Regulus harderârolled his hips slow. Ground their bodies together like he wanted to mold them as one.
Regulus squealed.
It was high and sharp and realâhis whole body joltedâand Xavier froze.
The bulge he expected to feelâ
Wasnât there.
He blinked. Then looked down.
Then groaned.
Loud. Stunned. Filthy.
ââŚOh fuckââ he breathed, eyes wide. âYou donât have a cockâfuck, Regulusââ
Regulus was dying. Face bright red, breath hitching hard, trying to hide his face in Xavierâs collar.
âDonâtâshut up, donâtâfuckinâ talk about itâ!â
Xavierâs brain short-circuited all over again.
Boypussy. A tight, slick, hot fuckable mess hiding between those pale thighs.
His.
His hands flew to Regulusâs hips, spreading them, gripping with enough force to bruise.
âOhh, puta madreâyouâre a boy with a pussy,â Xavier groaned, eyes blown wide with heat. âFuck, Iâm gonna lose my mindâthatâs so hotâoh my Godâyouâre so fuckinâ soft down thereâso cuteâfuckinâ mineââ
And Regulus was whining. Melting. His thighs trembled, lips parted, breath escaping in needy little pants.
Sirius flinched. Looked down at his brother. Looked back at Xavier.
Then mumbled:
âHeâs⌠whining about wanting you to⌠to take him inside. Away from everyone. To⌠to fuck him. Andâoh Merlinâheâs calling you his appa.â
âWhatâs that mean?â Xavier growled.
Sirius looked like he wanted to die.
âItâs⌠itâs likeâŚâ He cringed. âIt means Daddy.â
The courtyard screamed.
Sirius screamed. âIâM GONNA THROW UP.â
Xavier staggered.
âIâwhat theâhe called meââ His voice dropped an octave. âAppa?â
âAND OPPA,â Sirius wailed. âThat one means likeâlike big brotherâbut in the horny way!â
Xavier was vibrating. His knees were buckling. He grabbed Regulusâs jawâheld it tightâand snarled:
âSay it again.â
Regulus, dazed and gone, bit his lip.
Whimpered:
âAppaâŚâ
Xavierâs soul left his body.
âOH FUCK,â he roared, gripping Regulus so hard the smaller boy arched, mewling. âYouâre gonna kill meâfuckâmy pretty baby boyâmy perfect little pussy boyâmy good boyâsay it again, say it again, fuckââ
âAppa,â Regulus moaned.
âGODDAMN ITââ Sirius screamed, collapsing behind a statue. âMAKE IT STOPââ
Xavier didnât hear him.
Didnât hear anything.
Just the soft, filthy moans in Korean, the trembling thighs, the dazed eyes, the sound of his name twisted into sweet, begging syllables.
âReg,â Xavier panted. âIâm gonna carry you insideâgonna ruin youââ
âJebal, jebalâŚâ
âFuck yes, baby, I got youââ
The courtyard?
Gone. Collapsed into utter chaos. Screaming. Weeping. Several students fainted. Pandora hit the floor, clutching her heart. Mary shrieked. Gideon climbed a wall. Barty summoned popcorn. Lily screamed into a bag. James passed out. Dorcas was filming everything.
And Sirius Black?
Sobbing.
âMy brother is calling that himbo Daddy in Korean,â he howled. âIâm going to Azkaban.â
But Xavier didnât care.
All he saw was Regulus.
Spread beneath him. Flushed, ruined, panting, moaning in a language he didnât understandâbut one he was desperate to learn.
One moan at a time.
Regulus was done. Absolutely, devastatingly, teetering-on-the-verge-of-murder done. His thighs were trembling, his whole body soaked with sweat and rain and fountain mist, and Xavierâgoddamn Xavier Cortezâwas still just grinding. Still just kissing and touching and growling and feeling him up without actually doing anything.
âMmnnhâhahâXaviâXavi, please,â Regulus whined, voice high and sticky-sweet, trembling against the bigger boyâs chest. His hips bucked up out of pure desperation, trying to meet every slow, tormenting roll of Xavierâs that never went far enough. Xavierâs hand was cupping his cunt right through his trousers now, massaging him slow and deep like he was trying to soothe instead of ruin.
Regulus sobbed. âYouâre soâfucking annoying,â he hissed, cheeks flushed hot, eyes glistening with frustration. âYouâre just teasing meâkissing me like youâre gonna fuck me stupid and then justâjust grindingâIâm so hard for you, Xavier, I need itââ
But Xavier just grinned, kissed his jaw, and kept whispering praises like they were enough.
âYouâre the sweetest fuckinâ thing Iâve ever had under me, bebito,â Xavier cooed against his skin. âSo fuckinâ warm and soft down thereâthis pussyâs just beggin for me, ainât it? So wet through these trousers alreadyââ
âHaaahâshut up!â Regulus cried, slapping at his chest weakly. âI donât care, stop talking, fuck me already!â
Xavier just chuckled. Kissed him harder. Squeezed his cunt again, dragging the heel of his palm up and over, pressing right where Reg shuddered the most. Regulus squealedâhigh and bitten-off and half-moan, head falling back.
âYou like that, bebĂŠ? So sensitive already. Donât even need me to pull these off, do you? I could make you come just like thisâjust rubbinâ your cute little clit through your trousers, fuckinâ you till you cryââ
Regulus had had it.
His face was burning, his body buzzing, his cunt throbbing. He was so slick he could feel it clinging to his pants, and still this absolute fucking idiot wasnât giving him what he needed. If Xavier didnât fuck him now, someone else would.
Regulus moved.
Slid one trembling hand down between their bodiesâpast his own stomach, past the soaked waistband of Xavierâs trousersâright to the bulge.
Xavier froze.
Regulusâs hand pressed firmly against it. Then rubbed.
âYou gonna keep teasing me, big boy?â Regulus whispered, voice like sugar and threat, soaked in lust. He leaned in, dragging his lips across Xavierâs jaw, trembling, desperate, but forcing himself through it anyway. âOr are you gonna fuck your good boy already?â
Xavier groaned, head snapping back. His hips jerked forward hard.
Regulus gasped at the contactâthen smiled, cheek resting against Xavierâs as he whispered filth straight into his ear:
âYou can go raw, yâknow⌠I want it. Want you to fill me up⌠make a mess inside me, right here where everyone can seeâŚâ He nipped Xavierâs earlobe. âUnless youâre scared. You gonna let someone else take me instead?â
Xavier snarled, body vibrating with barely-restrained jealousy.
âI could askâwhatâs his name,â Regulus whispered sweetly, trailing his fingers down Xavierâs length. âCallum Fairweather? Your stupid Hufflepuff rival? Heâs been staring at me all termâbet heâd fuck me right here, right nowâŚâ
âDonât.â Xavierâs voice was pure threat.
Regulus just batted his lashes and cooed.
âMaybe heâd be rougher, too. Maybe heâd listenââ
Xavier roared. Actually roared.
The next second, Regulus was airborneâscooped up like nothing, one strong arm under his thighs, the other gripping his back tight.
âYou better,â Regulus huffed, clinging tight to Xavierâs neck as they ran across the courtyard.
Absolute pandemonium exploded behind them.
Screams. Howling. Collapsing students. Sirius shrieked like heâd been stabbed. Pandora fainted again. Lily threw herself off a bench. Mary threw money.
âTheyâreâOH MY GODâtheyâre actually running off toââ Fabian screamed.
Dorcas was filming. Evan was howling.
Frank? Frank was on his knees like heâd witnessed holy rebirth.
Xavier didn't stop. His face was flushed dark, his jaw tight, eyes glowing murderous gold as he sprinted toward the castle, cradling Regulus like a prize and growling pure filth into his neck.
âYou want someone to fuck you? Iâm the one. You think that little bitch Fairweather could handle this cunt? Heâd cry tryinâ. Iâll give it to you raw, baby. Deep. Until you forget anyone else exists. Iâll put it in and never fuckinâ pull outââ
âFucking finally!â Regulus whined, squirming against his grip. âTook you long enoughââ
âGonna make you take all of it, bebito. Right now.â
And they vanished through the arch.
Into the castle.
Into sin.
Into fucking legend.
Xavier didnât walk them into the castleâhe stormed. Regulus clutched to his chest, bouncing with each furious step, breath catching every time Xavier snarled. The moment he spotted the abandoned Charms classroom, he shoved the door open with one hand and flung them both in like a wolf dragging prey into its den.
SLAM.
The door snapped shut with wandless force, the click of a locking charm echoing through the walls like a curse. Desks rattled. The old chandelier swayed.
And Xavier? Xavier spun.
Regulus yelpedâjust onceâbefore his back slammed down across the nearest desk. He flopped flat, legs still hooked around Xavierâs waist, arms tight around his neck, but his eyes were wide and glitteringâcheeks red, hair wild, chest heaving.
âFucking brat,â Xavier hissed, one hand clamped around Regulusâs waist, the other fisting in his curls, dragging his head back. âYou think you can mouth off to me? You think you can tease me with talk about Oliver fucking Fairweather like I wouldnât lose my shit?â
âY-You werenât moving fast enoughâhahhhâ!â Regulus whined, trying to squirm. âYou just keptâkept kissing me and talkingâ!â
âSo now youâre giving me orders?â Xavier growled, pressing their bodies together, grinding slow and punishing against Regâs soaked front, lips curled in a snarl. âYou little bitch, I own you right now.â
âNnhânnnghhâXaviââ Regulus arched under him, breath stuttering. âS-Sorryââ
âYouâre not sorry,â Xavier sneered, grinding again, making the desk groan. âYouâre dripping through your fucking trousers. Youâre clenching for me every time I call you names. You donât want sweetâyou want wrecked. And thatâs what youâre getting.â
Regulus let out a noiseâhigh, ruinedâhis hands flying up to grab at Xavierâs shirt, yanking, clawing. His legs locked tighter around Xavierâs hips like he couldnât stand even a second of space between them.
âIâll do whatever I want,â Xavier growled, biting down on Regulusâs neck, hard enough to leave marks. âYou can fucking wait. Iâm gonna make you sob. Iâm gonna make you beg. Iâm gonna grind this desk into splinters with how hard I fuck you. You hear me?â
Xavier smirked down at him, breath coming hard and hot against Regulusâs face. âBet that useless fuck Fairweather couldnât even get it up if he had you spread like this. All that golden-boy shit for nothing.â
âI hate himânnnnhânever wanted himâ!â
âYeah?â Xavier sneered, reaching between them, gripping Regulusâs trousers at the crotch and palming hard, dragging his fingers down the soaked crease of his pussy, knuckles grinding in deep. âThen donât fucking mention him while youâre this wet for me.â
âAHâfuckâfuckfuck, Xavâahhâ!â Regâs voice cracked high, hands flying to grip the edges of the desk. âThatâsâfuck, d-donât stopâ! Say it againâcall meâhahhhâcall me a bitch againâ!â
âYouâre my fucking bitch,â Xavier growled, pushing his face close, hot breath fanning over Regulusâs wet lips. âMy little boypussy-slut. You want me to fuck you till you canât think, huh?â
âYesâfuck yesârawâinsideâpleaseâ!â
âNot yet,â Xavier growled again, grabbing Regulusâs throatâjust tight enough to make the smaller boy gasp, tilt his head back, expose. âYou said you wanted me? You said you could take it? Then fucking prove it.â
Regulus whimpered, thighs trembling, back arching off the desk.
âBeg.â
âNnhâp-please, Xavierâplease fuck me, please ruin meâwant it so bad, need it, wanna feel youâinsideâfuck me raw, wanna be your good boy, câmon, Xavi, pleaseâ!â
Xavier groanedâpure animal noiseâhis hand flying down to unbuckle his trousers.
âYouâve got one fucking chance,â he spat, voice dark and shaking. âCall anyone elseâs name again, Iâll fuck you in front of them just to prove it.â
Regulus moaned, eyes wide and glassy.
âIâm yoursâIâm yours, I swearâwanna be yours, pleaseâXavi-ah, oppa, pleaseââ
âFuck,â Xavier snappedâand the rest was just heat.
Xavier practically ripped the uniform off him.
Piece by piece. Shiny green trim, polished silver buttons, the entire Slytherin Quidditch set creaking and whispering under his hands as he peeled it away. Regulus gasped, trembling as Xavier shoved his robes back off his shoulders, kissed his collarbone, then bit it.
The bindings across Regâs chest were tight, smooth, layered flatâtape wound snug and efficient. Xavierâs hands stilled for a second when he saw it. A flicker of reverence burned through his jaw, his pulse, his groin.
âFucking perfect,â he murmured, thumbing over the edges. âAll thisâjust to be the boy you are. Look at you.â
Regulus whimpered. Shied a little. Xavier grabbed him tighter by the waist.
âDonât hide. Youâre gorgeous. My handsome boy.â He kissed over Regâs neck. âMy filthy, desperate, dripping boy.â
He got the trousers off nextâtugged them slow, teasing, ignoring Regâs soft ânnnghâcâmonnnââ whining, dragging them down pale thighs inch by inch.
And thenâ
Then there were just the boxers.
Black cotton. Clinging. Wet.
Soaked through with need.
Xavier let out a soundânot a groan. More like an awed, hungry, low-snarl. His palm cupped the soft swell of Regulusâs cunt over the fabric, fingers digging, dragging up the wet outline. The way Regulus shuddered under himâlegs twitching, breath shiveringâdrove the beast in Xavier into a frenzy.
But stillâ
He didnât take them off right away.
Not until Reg was panting, eyes glassy, hips writhing up against his touch.
Then he finally hooked his fingers around the waistband. Pulled them slow.
Regulusâs whole body trembled.
When the boxers came off, Xavier didnât throw them. Didnât drop them to the floor.
He looked at themâwet, warm, drenched in Regulusâs arousalâthen smirked and shoved them into his pocket.
Regulus gasped.
âYouâXaviââ
âMine,â Xavier purred, leaning down. âAll fucking mine. And I want a souvenir.â
He kissed Regâs hip, then his belly. Trailed his tongue down. Kissed the slick skin just above his pussy, breathed deep and slow like he was tasting the scent.
âYouâre so fuckinâ wet, baby⌠ngh, this pretty little cuntâs been begging for me since the courtyard.â He kissed lower. âAnd now you finally got me all to yourself.â
Regulus moaned, bucked his hips up, reaching for Xavierâs shoulders, arms shaking as he grippedâclutchedâclung.
âPleaseâXavierâfucking do somethingâpleaseâI needâyou saidââ
Xavier lifted his head. Grinned.
And went mean again.
âShut up, bitch,â he growled, voice dark and syrup-thick, the words vicious. âYou donât tell me when. You donât tell me how.â
âAhhâfuckâXaviâ!â
âYouâre mine. Iâll tease you all night if I want.â He dragged one long finger through Regulusâs folds, slow and feather-light, not giving enough pressure. âMaybe Iâll finger you first. Real slow. Just one. Then my tongue. Or maybeâŚâ He smiled, licking his bottom lip, âmaybe Iâll just eat you out for an hour while you cry about it.â
âF-Fuckâfuck, pleaseânnghhâpleaseââ
Regulus was clinging to his arms now, grabbing at his biceps like they were lifelines, his fingers digging into muscle.
He was hiccuping now. Soft, panicked little sob-hiccups between whimpers.
âXaviâXavi please, mâso close alreadyâIâll be good, I promiseâjust wanna feel you, wanna come, wannaâplease, just touch me for real, d-donât teaseââ
Xavier hummed.
âShouldâve thought of that before you brought up that fuckinâ Oliver.â
âYouâre damn right you donât,â Xavier snarled, pushing Regâs thighs open wider. âYouâre mine. Iâll fuck you better than he ever could in his sad little Hufflepuff wet dreams.â
And stillâhe just circled two fingers at the entrance. Barely dipped inside.
Not yet.
âLetâs see how many times I can make you finish before I give you what youâre begging for.â He leaned inâkissed Regulusâs thigh. âLetâs make you scream.â
Xavier kept his fucking word.
Five. Times.
He used every filthy, ruinous method he threatened, and then someâtwo fingers, tongue, knuckle-deep, tongue deeper, curled just right, thumb on Regâs clit, voice in his ear calling him pretty little names and spitting filthy ordersâand Regulus broke.
Every time.
By the third, he was shaking and slurring. By the fourth, he was hiccuping and drooling. By the fifth, he was gone.
Utterly, beautifully, destroyed.
Regulus Blackâpristine, vicious, sharp-tongued heir of House Blackâwas a whimpering, twitching, glassy-eyed, blissed-out mess on a classroom desk. Legs splayed wide and trembling, his thighs slick and sticky, cunt so wet it gleamed in the candlelight. His pale chest was rising and falling in helpless, shallow gasps. Lips slack. Eyes unfocused. Cheeks blotchy red, tears still spilling freely from the corners.
His whole body was limp.
Gone.
And still, his trembling mouth kept moving. Whispering, babbling:
âY-Yeahâuhuhââm goodâso goodâdoinâ good fâyou, Xaviâpleaseâplease againâcan do moreâpleaseââll be good, so goodâpromiseââ
Xavier was grinning. The kind of grin a man wears when he's utterly, obsessively satisfied.
He leaned down, kissed Regulusâs wet lips slow, licking the corner of his mouth where spit and tears had gathered, and cooed.
âThere he is,â he whispered. âMy good boy. My fuckinâ gorgeous little prince. Look at youâlook what I did to you, babyââ
Regulus whimpered. Blinked hazily. His hips shifted weakly like they still didnât know how to not beg for more.
Xavier kissed him again.
Then finally, finallyâhe stood straight. One hand still stroking along Regâs thigh. The other reaching to his belt.
But he didnât strip.
No, noâhe left his shirt buttoned, sleeves rolled up, tie still on, trousers barely undone. Just pulled the waistband down far enough to free his cockâthick and flushed, already leaking, pulsing with the kind of deep, restrained need that had been building since the courtyard.
All while Regulus lay thereânaked, sweat-slick, legs openâcompletely ruined.
Xavier looked down at him like he was divine.
âFuck,â he whispered. âYou like this, huh? Me dressed. You bare. All mine. So pretty. So wrecked.â
Regulus whimpered. Nodded.
Xavier slid a hand under his thigh. Another to his hip.
And thenâslow, carefulâpressed in.
âMmhâahhhâf-fuckââ Regulus squealed, his body arching, arms snapping up to clutch Xavierâs shoulders. âX-Xaviâhahhhâso bigââ
Xavier groanedâlow, deep, brokenâand held.
Just held him there, buried deep.
Then began to move.
Not rough. Not savage.
Slow. Intimate. Powerful. Loving.
Face-to-face. Holding Regulus tightâone arm around his waist, the other cradling his jaw like he was made of something priceless. Xavier moved like he wanted to carve himself into Regâs body. Like he wanted to feel everything.
Every twitch. Every breath. Every flutter of pulse.
âShhâshhhâmâright here, bebĂŠ,â he whispered, lips brushing Regâs ear. âYouâre doing so good, yeah? Taking it all. All mine now. You feel so fuckinâ goodâso warm, so tightâfuck, this pussy was made for meââ
âI know, baby.â Kissed his jaw. His nose. His lips. âI know. Iâve got you.â
Every deep, slow stroke sent a ripple through Regulusâs bodyâhis thighs trembled, his back arched, his lips parted in gasping, breathless âhahâhahâhahââ whines.
Xavier kissed every sound off his lips.
âGonna keep you like this, Reg,â he breathed. âGonna fuck you slow until you canât remember anyoneâs name but mine. Gonna make you feel so loved you forget where you start and I end.â
Regulus moanedâsoft and pleading and brokenâtilting his head back, exposing his throat.
Xavier kissed that too.
And kept movingâslow, deep, steadyâuntil the whole world faded. Until the only sound was slick heat and quiet whimpers, the creak of the desk and Xavierâs low voice whispering:
âYouâre mine now, baby. My good boy. My everything.â
Regulus was singing now.
Not with wordsâjust the raw, dizzy, unfiltered symphony of moans and gasps, hiccups and whines, soft broken âahâahhâhahhnâmmhhââ sounds spilling from his lips like prayer. Every thrust knocked more air from his lungs, but he didnât stop clinging, didnât stop wrapping himself tighter around Xavierâs body like he could fuse them together if he just held on hard enough.
Xavier was barely hanging on himself.
Still thrusting slow, deep, keeping that intimate grind that made his head feel like it was full of syrup. He was cradling Regulusâs face, kissing him between every breathless groan, stroking his cheek, brushing his sweaty fringe aside just to whisper:
âThatâs it, baby⌠mmnhâthere you goâevery little sound you make, itâs fuckinâ perfect. Iâve got you. Iâm not stopping. Gonna stay right here, makinâ love to you âtil you cryââ
Regulus was crying.
Tears dripping into his hairline, down his cheeks, catching at the corners of his mouth.
But then something shifted.
His thighs tensed, curled tight around Xavierâs hips. Then his heels locked hard, digging in like spurs.
Xavier growled as Regulus pulled him in.
âOhhâyou needy little slut,â he grinned, breath catching as he adjusted. âYou want more, huh? That it? Canât get enough even after five fucking orgasms?â
Regulus whined through a wet smile, flushed and ruined, pupils wide and glossy. He nodded, weak but insistent.
âW-Wantâwanna get wreckedâwanna feel youâso deepâmnhhâharder, Xavi, pleaseââ
âOh, youâre gonna regret that.â
Xavier didnât just change paceâhe detonated it.
Every thrust slammed forward like a canonâhard, fast, deep, hitting Regulusâs sweet spot with brutal precision. The desk creaked, wood screaming beneath their rhythm. Regulus screamed louder.
âAHHâAHHHâXAVIâFUCKâ!â
He was full-on sobbing now, drooling, hiccuping, a sticky trail of spit running from his lips as his voice broke over every syllable.
Xavier was grinning, fully feral, sweat-slicked and flushed. He bit down on Regulusâs shoulderâhardâleft a purpling bruise instantly.
And didnât stop.
Didnât stop biting, sucking, marking.
The pristine pale skin of Regâs throat was already blottedâangry red hickeys, swollen teeth marks, bruises layered over bruises like Xavier wanted to paint him purple from jaw to collarbone. He left a trail down Regâs chest, his ribs, his hips.
His thighs had finger-shaped bruises, darkening fast where Xavier gripped him and used him.
His ass had spank marks, crimson handprints stinging where Xavier had smacked him in rhythmâleaving Reg squealing and cooing, arching and shaking.
And Xavier was losing it.
âFuckingâlook at you,â he panted, dragging his hips back then slamming forward again. âLook at my babyâmy fucking boyâmarked up and twitching like a cumslutâfuck, I love you like thisââ
Regulus was clawing at his back now.
Literally.
His nails raked down Xavierâs shoulders, digging hard enough to leave linesâangry red trenches that stung sweet and sharp and made Xavier groan with every new scratch.
âFuck, Regâdo it againâdeeperâmmnh yes, baby, leave your fuckinâ mark, I wanna feel it tomorrowââ
âC-Closeâmâso closeâXaviâXaviâinsideâplease, pleaseâfinish in me, wanna feel itâwanna get filled upâyour cumâgive it to meâ!â
That broke him.
Xavier reached between them with a desperate groan, thumb sliding over Regâs swollen clit, circling, pressingâjust enoughâ
Regulus screamed.
His entire body locked. He arched, legs locking like a vice around Xavierâs waist, toes curling, eyes rolling back as he shattered.
âAHHHâXAVIâXAVIâ!â
He squirted.
A hot, sudden splash of slick across their stomachs, over Xavierâs hand, soaking the desk, his thighs twitching as he gushed and sobbed through the hardest orgasm yet. His nails dug in, tearing down Xavierâs back as he whimpered and moaned.
Xavier lost it.
âFUUUCKââ
He slammed in once, twice, then came with a guttural growl, chest heaving, cock pulsing deep inside Regâs pussy as he filled himârope after rope, thick and hot and endless.
âShhhhitâso tightâso goodâtake itâtake it allâ!â
Regulus was still twitching. Still gasping. Still wrung out and glowing.
Xavier collapsed forward, chest to chest, still buried inside, still throbbing.
Neither of them moved for a long time.
They just breathed.
Hot. Shaky. Shallow.
Clinging.
Xavier stroked Regulusâs cheek. Kissed his temple.
âMy perfect fucking boyâŚâ he whispered.
Regulus whined. Smiled.
Then melted.
They stayed like that, tangled and panting, for minutesâchests heaving, skin slick, pulses thudding in sync, every nerve still buzzing with aftershock. The desk creaked beneath them but didnât dare collapse, the way Xavier was holding Regulus like a sacred object might be the only reason.
Eventually, Xavier shiftedâslow, tenderâand rolled them gently over, careful not to slip free from where he was still buried deep inside. He sat down, legs spread, and pulled Regulus into his lap, letting the smaller boy straddle him fully. Reg just flopped forward, chest to chest, limbs limp, face buried against Xavierâs throat, soft little âmmmnnnhâŚâ whines bubbling from his lips like steam.
Totally fucked out. Gone. Obliterated.
Xavier wrapped both arms around him, still panting, one hand stroking up and down Regulusâs back while the other massaged slow circles into the bruises at his hips.
âYouâre incredible,â he murmured into Regâs temple. âThe best boy. My sweet fuckinâ baby. Look at you, mmhâstill squeezinâ me inside even now, shitâŚâ
Regulus whimpered.
Every now and then, his hips gave a soft little twitchâinstinctive and uselessâjust enough to make Xavierâs cock throb again inside him.
âStill needy?â Xavier teased, grinning, kissing behind his ear. âThat dick got you stupid, huh?â
âMmmmhhn,â Regulus mumbled. His entire face was flushed, eyes unfocused. âSâgood. So good. Your dick isâmmmâfuck, I love itââs perfectââ
Xavier cooed and kissed his neck again, all smug affection, fingers trailing up and down his spine.
âYeah? Thatâs all it takes to turn you into a cockdrunk little mess?â
âUh-huhhhâŚâ Reg slurred, rubbing his cheek against Xavierâs shoulder, mouth open. âD-donât wanna move. Wanna stay here⌠wanna be fullâŚâ
âYou are full,â Xavier laughed, kissing his cheek. âFull of me. Just like you should be.â
ââM your boyfriend now,â Regulus added suddenly, still breathless.
Xavier blinkedâthen grinned hard.
âOh? That official now?â
Regulus made a sleepy, satisfied mm-hmm sound, arms wrapped tight around Xavierâs shoulders.
Xavier smirkedâand grabbed him.
One hand cupped the back of Regulusâs neck, firm but careful, fingers sliding up to tangle in sweat-damp curls. He guided Regâs head up until those dazed silver eyes met his.
âLook at me,â Xavier murmured, voice all soft smoke and smirking dominance. âI wanna hear you say it.â
Regulus blinked. Then slowly smiled, flushed and cockdrunk and gleaming.
âMâyours,â he whispered. âYour boyfriend. All yours.â
Xavier made a soundâlow and filthy and full of aweâthen surged up and kissed him. Not once. Not twice.
Over and over and over again.
Quick, warm, desperate kisses. Cooing into them. Whispering praises.
âThatâs my baby. My beautiful fuckinâ boy. Youâre the best thing Iâve ever had, Reg. Holy shit. Youâre mine. My boyfriend. My good fuckinâ boy. Merlin, Iâm never lettinâ you go.â
Regulus just whimpered and babbled through it, lips sticky, tongue barely working, soft little slurs tumbling out:
âLove your dick. Love how it feelsâso deepâlove youâmmhânghhâfeels so goodâŚâ
Xavier was melting.
Untilâ
He felt it.
Bare skin.
At his back.
Regâs fingers, sweet and lazy, were brushing along his spine.
Through holes.
Xavier froze.
Then slowly leaned back, looking over his shoulder.
Ripped fabric.
His shirt was shredded.
âJesus fuckâbebĂŠââ he laughed, wide-eyed. âDid you claw through my shirt?â
Regulus blinked once. Then giggled. Like a little devil.
âEeheeheeâŚâ he cooed, kissing Xavierâs collarbone with a wet little mwah.
Xavier stared at him. Then grabbed Regâs wrists gently and held his hands up between them.
âLemme see those clawsâfuck, babyâwhat the hellâhow sharp are theseâ?â
Reg just smiled.
No words.
He leaned in.
Kissed Xavierâs neck.
Then whispered, ârawr.â
Xavier froze.
Then groaned loudly, head dropping back.
âOh my fucking God, youâre a puppyâyouâre my fucking puppyââ
Reg grinned.
âWoof,â he whispered, right in his ear.
Xavier thrust up without meaning to.
âAhhh!â Reg squealed, hips jerking, the sudden friction lighting his nerves on fire all over again.
Xavier moaned.
âShitâdonât do that, babyââless you want round seven.â
Regulus giggled again, face glowing.
âMaybe I do.â
Xavierâs cock twitched inside him.
And Reg wiggled. Just to feel it.
All Xavier could do was groanâand pray his legs wouldnât give out.
Because Merlin help himâ
He was already getting hard again.
Xavier couldnât stop groaningâdeep, rolling sounds from his chest like every new twitch of Regulusâs pussy around his cock dragged another wave of heat up through his spine. And Regulus?
Still straddling him, still full, still trembling.
Still making the cutest fucking sounds Xavier had ever heard.
Little gasps and high, breathless âmmph! nnnh! ahhn!â mewls that barely counted as words, twitchy little noises in the back of his throat every time Xavier kissed or rocked into himâsweet, soft, fucking puppy noises.
Xavier lost it.
âOh fuck,â he laughed, flushed and panting, hips jerking slightly up into Reg again, just once. âYou really are my puppy, huh?â
Regulus blinked up, all flushed and dopey and wrecked and nodded eagerly, still leaking around his cock. âW-WoofâŚâ
Xavier groaned. Hard.
âFuckinââoh, thatâs hot. So hotâsay it againâbark for me, babyâ"
âW-Woof!â Regulus barked again, wagging his hips in Xavierâs lap, tongue peeking out, making floppy little hands against Xavierâs chest like paws.
Xavierâs hips bucked again without thinking.
âShitâshitâyouâre actuallyâfuck, look at you,â he breathed, grabbing Regâs ass with both hands now, squeezing, bouncing him gently once, then again, the slick wet slap of their bodies meeting echoing sharp and sinful across the empty room. âYouâre riding me like a fuckinâ mutt in heat. Fuckinâ love this. My cute puppy boyââ
Regulus whinedâhigh and needyâand started rocking his hips down harder. Thump. Squish. Slap.
Xavier froze for half a secondâthen grinned wide.
âOh, you wanna ride now, huh? Puppy wanna bounce on his daddyâs cock?â
âThen fuckinâ do it,â Xavier growled, licking across his lips. âCâmon. Hands off. Paws up. Bounce on it like a good dog.â
Regulus whimpered, grabbed airâmade the little paw gesture again with curled wristsâthen started to ride.
Hard.
âAH! AHHHâmmnhh! X-XaviâDaddyâ!â
Xavier held him steady, fingers digging bruises into his hips as he cooed with every bounce.
âWhoâs a good boy, huh? Whoâs my good little puppyâ? Tail all wagginâ, tongue out, fuckinâ barkinâ for cockââ
Regulus let his tongue loll out, still panting, still riding. âAhhhnâhahâahhhâr-ruffâ!â
âOh my God, babyââ Xavier moaned, eyes rolling back. âWe gotta get you a fuckinâ collar. A leash. Teach you tricks, yeah? Crawl for daddy. Sit pretty. Roll over on your back, let me eat that fuckinâ pussy like Iâm starvingââ
Regulus whimpered, nodded fast, tongue still hanging out, whole body bouncing in Xavierâs lap.
âGood boy,â Xavier murmured, leaning forward to bite his shoulder again. âRide daddy nice and deep. Just like that. You feel me all the way in your tummy?â
Regulus nodded, shaking, drooling a little now, too far gone to care.
âI bet youâd make a cute little Animagus, huh?â Xavier whispered, nipping at his ear. âFuckinâ little shiba or something. Golden fluffy tail, floppy ears, that tight little puppy pussy leaking all over the floor. I could walk you to class like this, stuffed full, dripping down your thighsâfuck, I could breed you like this, my perfect muttââ
Regulus barked. Loud. Squealed again as Xavier grunted and thrust up hard once.
âYou love that, huh? Yeah you do, I see youâfuckinâ leaking againâshit, youâre gonna make me cum again alreadyââ
Regulus just kept barking. Kept bouncing. Kept whining.
And Xavier just kept praising:
âThatâs it, my good fuckinâ pup. Keep goinâ. Take daddyâs cock. All of it. Fuckinâ own it.â
Regulus kept goingâbouncing, whining, tongue out, ears metaphorically perked as he rode Xavierâs cock like the good little mutt he was. His thighs were quivering with each movement, muscles burning, but he didnât stop. His whole body worked for it, hands curled in front of his chest like paws, ass clapping against Xavierâs lap with every filthy, wet descent. Slick dripped down between them, each bounce louder than the last.
âFfffuckâfuck, baby, look at youâlook at you,â Xavier panted, pupils blown wide, staring up like heâd never seen anything hotter in his life. âAll thisâyour little ears, your tongue, those fuckinâ pawsânghhhâyou're such a fuckinâ puppy right now.â
Regulus yipped again. Gave a happy little woof and wiggled in his lap, tongue lolling out as he kept movingâclenching down on Xavier's cock just right, squeezing like his puppy cunt was trained for this.
And XavierâXavier was spiraling. Brain gone somewhere deep, dark, obsessed.
âBet you'd be so cute like that for realâŚâ he murmured, voice gone to low, slurring moan-growls now, all syrup and filth. âIf you transformed right nowâlittle puppy body, baby sizeâyouâd barely come up to my fuckinâ chest. And I could still make you feel everything. Just pick you up, turn you over, fuck you slow and deep while you whine in that sweet little dog voiceâfuckâIâd ruin you, babyââ
Regulus gaspedâa sharp, wet little squeakâand tried to say something.
Smack.
âAhâ!â
âNo talking, puppy,â Xavier warned, breath hot against his throat, fingers gripping tight around Regâs waist. âUnless youâve got something very important to say.â
Regulus squirmed. Bounced once more. Moaned.
Then tried again, a little breathless, soft: âWanna⌠tell you somethingâŚâ
Xavier raised a brow, still moving his hips in slow, maddening circles inside him. âWhat is it, bebĂŠ?â he purred. âDaddyâs listening.â
Regulus leaned inâcheeks flushed, lips puffed, completely cockdrunkâand whispered against his ear:
âI am an Animagus.â
Xavier froze.
His whole body went stiff, breath catching like heâd just been stunned.
âYouâyou what?â
Regulus grinned. Giggled. Clung tighter, still rolling his hips lazily, grinding down on Xavierâs twitching cock. âMhm.â
âYou littleâfuckinâ hell,â Xavier groaned, head snapping back. His hips bucked up hard, almost involuntarily. âYouâre telling me this now?! Youâre actuallyâfuckâbabyâpleaseâpleaseâyou gotta let me seeââ
Regulus giggled again and nuzzled into Xavierâs neck, dragging his tongue lazily up the side of his jaw. âYouâre really that into it?â
âIâm about to lose my fucking mind,â Xavier panted. âJust imagineâfuck, Regâtiny fluffy body, soft little tail, your puppy pussy dripping while I hold you in my lap, fuck you slow, keep you there for hoursââ
Regulus squealed, shivering on top of him.
âCan we try it?â Xavier begged, voice almost desperate now. âPlease, baby, just for a secondâI swear I wonât do anything you donât like, Iâll be gentleâcan I see you like that? Please? Wanna hold my little pup, wanna hear those noises in your real formââ
âOkay,â Regulus whispered, giggling, blushing even deeper. âOkay, Daddy.â
Xavier was shaking.
From head to toe.
Still buried inside, still gripping Reg like he might float away.
âYouâre really gonna show me?â
Regulus nodded. âJust give me a minute.â
Xavier kissed himâhard. Deep. Then softer. Slower. And again. âYouâre fuckinâ perfect,â he whispered. âYouâre my fuckinâ dream.â
Regulus licked his cheek.
âWoof.â
Regulus giggled, his breath warm and sweet against Xavierâs cheek, then slowly started to lift himself off.
The second Xavierâs cock slipped freeâslick and hot and twitchingâhe let out a long, broken groan, hips bucking weakly upward in reflex.
âFffffuckâb-bebĂŠââ
Regulus just giggled again, all mischief and delight, staying draped over Xavierâs lap, bare and glowing and absolutely soaked. His thighs twitched a little as he sat backâand then, before Xavier could say another word, he shifted.
Magic rushed over his skin like a waveâbrilliant, soft, organicâand suddenly Xavier wasnât holding a boy anymore.
He was holding the cutest, tiniest little dog heâd ever seen.
A black-furred terrier, soft curls springing out in every direction, delicate little frame with bright, intelligent eyes and dainty paws. Tiny as fuck. Xavier blinked once, then again, jaw dropping slowly as Regulusâhis fucking boyfriendâlet out a high, excited little yip!
âNo fuckinâ wayââ
The puppy hopped up on Xavierâs thighs, paws skittering slightly on his slick abs, curly ears flopping with every bounce. A happy little grrrr-ruff! noise came out as Reg did a proud little trot in a tight circle on his lap.
Xavier was breathless, grinning like an idiot and completely gone.
âLook at you,â he whispered, stunned. âYouâre not what I expected, but holy fuck, babyâyouâre adorable.â
Regulusâlittle black fluffball that he wasâlet out another yip, then spun, trotted to the edge of Xavierâs thighâ
And presented.
Tail hiked high, little hips wiggling.
And underneath? Soft pink puppy slit. Glimmering. Absolutely inviting.
Xavier died.
He actually groaned aloud, grabbing his own hair and staring like heâd been cursed.
âOh my fucking godââ
One trembling hand reached down, fingertips brushing over the soft, sensitive little lips of Regulusâs transformed pussy. He was warm and wet and pulsing, even in this form, slick between the curls of fur.
Regulus yipped again, arching into the touch.
Xavier was gone.
Gone, dead, whimpering like he was the puppy now.
He leaned in, still petting, still touching, and cooed, breath shaking, voice low and full of wrecked awe:
âYouâre the cutest, filthiest little mutt in the world. And you're mine.â
Xavierâs hand didnât stop moving, fingers gliding slow and gentle through the warm, slick folds of Regulusâs tiny animagus formâcareful, precise, reverent. His other hand smoothed down the terrierâs curly black back, stroking from neck to tail as he cooed with a voice thick and melting:
âShhh, thatâs it, baby⌠I got you. Gotta be gentle with my little pup, huh? So fuckinâ small⌠too tiny for daddy to just shove it in, yeah? Gotta prep you right⌠stretch you out nice and soft firstâŚâ
Regulus let out a whiny, fluttering yip, tiny body wiggling in his lap, his little tail wagging so hard it smacked against Xavierâs wrist. Every time Xavierâs fingers pushed just a bit deeper, Regâs furry hips gave an eager little twitch, back legs trembling with excitement.
Xavier couldnât stop petting him, couldnât stop talking to him.
âTailâs wagginâ like youâre ready, bebÊ⌠fuck, you're so cute I could die. You like Daddyâs fingers in your puppy cunt? Like when I make you all squishy ân stretched before I breed you?â
Reg whimpered againâsquirmedâand then moved.
Xavier blinked, confused as the terrier twisted in his lap and hopped down between his legs, tail still wagging, curly ears bouncing with each tiny step.
âBaby?â he murmured, cock twitching, his fingers still wet.
Then groaned.
Because Regulus turned.
Trotted back.
And then lay down right across Xavierâs thighsâface pointed square at his cock.
âRegâwhatâre youââ
And then that tiny pink tongue dragged up the side of Xavierâs shaft.
âFfffuckâoh shitââ
Xavierâs whole body jerked, his back arching instinctively as his puppy licked again, little snuffling nose bumping against the base of his cock, tongue flicking out to taste the mess still smeared along the head.
âOh fuck meââ he growled, reaching down to stroke Regâs back, trembling. âYouâre gonna kill me, pup⌠Daddyâs gonna fucking die like thisââ
Reg kept licking, steady and eager, tail wagging wildly behind him. Tiny whimpers left his throat as he lapped at the leaking slit, then down along the underside, long wet strokes with his tongue like it was the only treat that mattered in the world.
Xavier shuddered, petting, praising, cooingâall while his other hand slid right back between Regâs furry thighs, gently rubbing over that dripping puppy slit again.
âYeah, take Daddyâs cock in your little mouth next, huh? While I play with that tiny puppy pussy, keep stretchinâ you till youâre ready to ride me againâfuck, baby, you're so nastyâI love you so much like this.â
Reg kept licking, tongue hot and eager and wet, face pressed down between Xavierâs thighs, ass cocked high in the airâperfect little mutt posture. His tiny body was trembling with every lap, back paws twitching against Xavierâs stomach, his soft little puppy pussy dripping between his fuzzy thighs like it knew what was coming.
Xavier was fucking melting.
âGood boy,â he panted, voice shaking, palm resting on Regâs fluffy little head as he fucked his own cock slowly between those warm little licks. âThatâs right, puppyâtreat for you. Daddyâs cockâs your reward, yeah? Keep going, mmhâlick it clean, baby, thatâs itââ
Reg yipped happily, tongue dragging from base to tip, making sloppy wet sounds as he worked like a proper trained pet. That little tail was wagging so fast it was practically a blur, brushing Xavierâs thighs with every happy bounce of his back end.
Xavier couldâve come right then and thereâbut instead, he slid his hand down and gently pulled Regulus back.
âWaitâwaitâno, puppy, Daddy said tricks first,â he said, trying to breathe through the fire in his gut. âGotta earn your treat, yeah?â
Reg barked softly, sat obediently in Xavierâs lap, tongue out.
âGood boy,â Xavier cooed, petting him. âSit. Roll over.â
Reg did.
âSpeak.â
âRuff!â
âFuckâfuckinâ good boy,â Xavier groaned, cock twitching and throbbing.
âAlright, pup. You earned it.â He leaned back, letting Reg nestle between his legs again. âGet back to workâcome on, Daddyâs got somethinâ sweet for you.â
Reg didnât waste a secondâcurling back down, licking fast now, eager and messy, making soft little mmff noises as he worked.
While Xavier reached downâslow, slickâand pressed two fingers back into Regâs swollen, slick, dripping puppy slit.
âOhhh, yeah, bebÊ⌠stay just like thatâŚâ Xavier murmured, curling his fingers gently inside him, slowly working Regâs walls open with practiced ease, spreading him wide. âSo tiny⌠your little pussyâs barely big enough for my fingersâfuck, whatâs it gonna be like when I try and knot you, huh?â
Regâs back legs danced, little hind paws stomping and twitching against Xavierâs stomach. Every time Xavier hit just right, the puppyâs hips would rock back, greedy for more.
âLook at that tail goâŚâ Xavier whispered. âWagginâ like you want Daddy to breed you. Gonna fill this puppy cunt up, knot you til you canât move, fuck you so full it leaks for daysâŚâ
Reg let out a high-pitched whimper, his hips bucking instinctively against Xavierâs fingers.
Xavier grinnedâutterly feral.
âMy good boy.â
Xavier kept going, kept petting and fingering and cooing, the thick heat of his cock twitching as Regulusâs little tongue kept working like the obedient pup he was. But thenâthen Xavier's fingers slid deeper, stretching Regâs tiny cunt with a slow, steady pressure he knew the puppy would feel hard.
And to keep his mind occupied?
He reached forward and gently wrapped a hand around Regulusâs fluffy little head, fingers threaded into those soft black curls behind his ears. He leaned down, voice thick and rough with growl:
âCareful now, puppyâwatch the fuckinâ teeth.â
Regulus whined, confusedâtilted his fuzzy little head, tongue flicking out dumbly. But Xavier just moved himâslow, firmâangled that soft, furred muzzle toward his cock, guiding him with both hands.
âOpen up,â he breathed, and when Regâs tiny tongue poked out again, he pressed forward.
Not deep. Couldnât be. But he slid the thick, sensitive head right into Regâs warm little mouth.
And moaned like heâd been shot.
âFfffuckâyesâthere you go, babyâDaddyâs cock in your mouth now, yeah?â
Reg yipped, tongue lapping instinctively. His little paws moved frantically, trying to brace, grip, keep balance as Xavier gently fucked into the front of his mouth, slow and shallow. Just enough to feel the wet heat of it. Just enough to melt.
All while his other hand was still between Regulusâs hind legs, twoâno, now threeâfingers buried in that soaking, pulsing little hole, still prepping, still stretching.
Regulus let out a muffled, eager nnnrrf!, tongue working, trying to lick and suck, tail wagging in pleased, frantic little beats behind him.
Xavier couldnât take it.
âHoly fuck, bebĂŠâfuckinâ multitaskinââtongue on my cock, pussy on my fingersâyouâre gonna kill meââ
He groaned, deep and savage, fingers flexing tighter in Regâs fur as he fucked into that warm little mouth again.
âYeah, good boyâjust like thatâtake itâsuck on Daddyâs tip, yeah? Earn your breeding.â
Xavier didnât let upânot even for a second.
He had four fingers inside Regulus now, stretching that tiny, dripping puppy pussy wider with slow, firm, practiced pressure. The squelch of slick heat around his knuckles was obscene, filthy, but Xavier couldnât stop. Couldnât breathe.
Not with Regâs muzzle wrapped around his cock like that.
He kept one hand firmly cradling Regâs fuzzy little head, guiding him, petting him, owning himâkeeping his puppy focused. Distracted.
âGood boy,â he panted, voice hoarse, hips twitching. âFuck, youâre beinâ so good for meâkeep suckinâ, yeah? Daddyâs just gotta stretch you open, make room for this fuckinâ knotââ
Reg yipped against his cock, muffled, eagerâstill trying to take more. He pushed forward, tongue lapping at the head, then flicking along the underside, trying to curl around Xavierâs cock and slurp at the base. His tiny front paws scrambled against Xavierâs thighs, desperate for leverage, for control, but all he could do was whimper and keep working.
Xavier growledâlow, guttural, unhinged.
âFfffuckâoh my god, look at youâtongue out, suckinâ so fuckinâ pretty, all while Iâm four fingers deep in your tight little puppy cuntâshit, baby, youâre gonna break meââ
He rocked his hips slow, gentle thrusts into Regulusâs soft, sloppy mouth, just the tip fucking forward before he pulled back and let the tongue swirl, slather, worship. Reg gagged once, then whimpered and tried againâhis throat working, tongue never stopping, every sound soaked in drool and devotion.
Xavier was trembling now, every muscle in his body strung tight.
âYouâre such a fuckinâ good boy,â he groaned, fingers thrusting deeper between Regâs hind legs, curling just right. âYou love this, huh? Being Daddyâs perfect little pup, mouth full, pussy stretched, tail wagginâ while I fuck your throat and your cunt at the same timeâfuck, Regâfuck, youâre perfectââ
And Regulus just whined, tongue working faster, tail a blur behind him, pussy twitching helplessly around Xavierâs thick, relentless fingers.
Xavierâs hips were stuttering nowâsharp, needy thrusts into the back of Regâs sloppy mouth, cock twitching and pulsing with that tight, brutal edge of release right fucking there. His voice was gone to groans and growls, rough and broken, hand fisted in Regulusâs curls while his fingers kept grinding deep in that twitchy little puppy cunt.
âFffuckâfuck, babyâDaddyâs closeâgonna give you your treatâgonna paint that pretty faceââ
And right when it hit him, right when he couldnât hold it anymore, he grabbed Reg by the fuzzy muzzle, gently pulled him back, thick cock sliding out with a slick pop.
âOpen,â Xavier growled.
Regulus blinked, confused, but obeyedâsoft pink tongue out, muzzle parted, pantingâand Xavier fumbled into his pocket, eyes blazing.
Out came Regâs soaked black boxers.
Xavier wrapped them around his cock, jerking hard, fast, desperate, the wet cotton slick with Regulusâs own juices clinging to him while Regâs tongue stayed out, trembling, waiting.
âFfffuckâyesyesyesânnnhh fuuuuckââ
He came hard.
Hot white ropes painted across Regulusâs little face, sticky streaks dripping over fur and tongue and nose. It hit his cheek, smeared across one ear, the last thick pulse landing right between his eyes. Reg yipped at the sudden heat, then let out the sweetest little whimper and started lickingâdesperately trying to clean up, but his tiny tongue couldnât reach it all.
âOh fuckâlook at youââ Xavier moaned, chest heaving, body trembling, still working his cock through the mess with the boxers tight in his fist. âMy good little muttâcovered in Daddyâs cumâstill licking it upâfuck, youâre unrealââ
His other hand never stopped working, fingers still deep in Regâs soaked, stretched cunt, moving slow now, drawing little cries and tail-wags from the fucked-out pup.
Xavier just stared, dazed, still dying, and whispered:
âBest fucking boy in the world.â
Reg was bouncing nowâlittle yips and whines bursting out of him, tail wagging frantically, curly fur puffed out as his hips rocked back into Xavierâs hand with desperate little thrusts. His tiny paws scrabbled at Xavierâs lap, back legs jittery, overstimulated and begging.
Xavier smirkedâfingers still deep, still slowâand leaned close to coo down at him.
âAlmost ready, puppy⌠but you gotta hold still,â he growled, voice husky, dragging his thumb right over the slick, fluttering edge of Regulusâs entrance again.
Reg whined, a sharp little hnnnnf! and stomped his back paws, wriggling. Xavier felt the squeeze, that rhythmic clench around his fingers, and let out a rough, groaning breath.
Thenâhe pulled out.
Reg let out the loudest whine yet, jerking in place, cunt clenching on air, tail still going. He yipped twice, huffed, then twisted, eager, obedient.
Before Xavier could so much as say a word, Reg had turned aroundâtiny black tail lifted highâand dropped himself down on Xavierâs lap again, but this timeâŚ
Face down.
Ass up.
Legs splayed wide with his fluffy little hindquarters tilted just right, pink puppy cunt on display.
Xavier choked on his own breath.
âFfffuck me, babyâŚâ he muttered, eyes wide, hands grabbing those perfect round cheeks, fluff spilling between his fingers. âLook at youâgood little pupâgot yourself in position without beinâ toldâŚâ
Reg whimpered. Pressed back. Tail wagging like he was proud of himself.
Xavier groaned, dragging his thumb over the slick little slit again, rubbing circles just to watch Reg twitch.
âThatâs it,â he whispered. âStay still now, Daddyâs gonna fuck his puppy.â
He shifted up, lined himself up with one hand, cock glistening, thick and aching, tip nudging just between Regulusâs soaked folds.
âShhhâitâs gonna go slow,â Xavier promised, stroking his back, voice low and trembling. âYouâre so tiny, baby⌠Daddyâs big⌠just breathe for meâŚâ
And thenâpush.
Thick, hot, stretching inch by inch into that pulsing puppy heat.
Reg yelpedâa high little sound, desperate and sweetâand kicked his back legs once, paws dancing against the desk. His hips jerked back instinctively, trying to take more, and Xavier groaned loud, sinking deeper.
Reg whimpered, tail thumping against Xavierâs stomach, hips rolling, greedy already, even as his tiny body fluttered around the stretch. And Xavier couldnât stop groaning, couldnât stop watching that slick, puffy cunt swallow him inch by inch with messy little clenches and squeezes.
Still going slow.
Still dying.
And Reg? Reg was being such a good boy.
Xavier kept going, his breath rasping out in raw, heated bursts as he gripped Regâs tiny hips in both hands and pushed. Each inch felt like fireâtight, slick, squeezing him like Regulus was built to be bred. His knuckles whitened against soft curls of black fur, voice cracked with every groan, every low, possessive growl that rumbled in his throat.
âUnnngh⌠fffuck, baby, you feel like a vice⌠fuckinâ tight mutt cunt... Daddyâs almost thereâŚâ
Regulus was whining, high and brokenâsoft little yip! yip! yrrrrnnnh! cries flaring out of him as his body stretched slow around every unforgiving inch. His tiny legs kicked once, scrabbling for ground, then instinctively nipped at Xavierâs thighâjust a light little warning bite, bratty and overwhelmed.
Xavier chuckled through a sharp groan, still pushing in, still claiming every inch.
âOh, weâre nippinâ now, huh?â he cooed, hand sliding up to scratch between Regâs ears. âThat how pups say âpleaseâ?â
He reached down again, grabbed two handfuls of Regâs fluffy ass, and rolled his hips with a low, husky fuckkkk, burying the last thick inch in with one final push.
Reg let out a shocked little yip-hhnnng! and jolted forward, tail stiff and wagging. His front paws scrambled, legs twitching.
âShhhhâshhhh, breathe for me,â Xavier whispered, stroking over Regâs trembling back. âWeâre in, baby. All the way in. Just hold still nowâŚâ
He stayed like that for a long momentâburied deep, cock throbbing inside that soaked puppy pussyâwhile he rubbed a soothing hand up Regâs side and the other drifted lower.
He pressed against Regâs tiny belly, fingers slow and exploratory.
âFuuuuckâŚâ he groaned, finding the bulge.
His cock, visible, pressing from inside.
âLook at that,â Xavier murmured, voice cracking into a chuckle. âYouâre so tiny I can see itâŚâ
And then he thrustâslow and firm.
Watched the bulge move.
Reg let out a soft rff! and pressed back, tail wagging like mad, whole body responding with those twitchy little leg kicks. His hips rocked back automatically, chasing the stretch.
âYou feel that, baby?â Xavier crooned, thrusting again, fingers staying pressed to that firm little mound in Regâs belly. âThatâs Daddyâs cock, deep inside. Gonna see it every time I moveâŚâ
Reg whined again, one hind paw stamping the desk, trying to push back even more, eager to be used.
âGood boy,â Xavier breathed, licking his lips, voice thick with lust. âMy perfect fuckinâ puppy boy.â
Each stroke shoved thick and full into that soaked little puppy cunt, and every inch had him closer to the edge. His grip tightened on Regâs hips, sweat slipping down his neck, muscles shaking with restraint he no longer had. The slick squeeze around him was molten, velvet-tight and twitching, and the needy little yip! yip! hnngh! rrnnn! cries spilling from Regulusâs panting puppy mouth were driving him fucking insane.
âFfffuckâyes, babyâride it, take Daddyâs cock like you want puppiesâyou want it all in that tiny fuckinâ cunt, yeah? Want me to fill you?â
Regulus barked, legs kicking behind him as he tried to push back faster, his fluffy little ass clapping against Xavierâs lap in desperate rhythm. ThenâXavier grabbed the base of his tail.
Pulled.
âYIP!âhnnnn!â
Regulus jerked, clenched hard, his whole body twitching and stomping with overstimulation.
Xavier growled through gritted teeth, hips snapping forward. âOh youâfuckâyes, clench like that again and Iâll fucking breed you right hereâmark your little pussy mineââ
One thrust.
Two.
Three.
And Xavier lost it.
âFuckâfuckfuck FUCKâTAKE ITââ
He slammed in deep, balls flush, knot swelling thick inside that soaked puppy hole as he spilled, groaning loud, growling from his chest as his cock pulsed and throbbed and pumped every drop of cum right where it belonged.
Regulus flopped.
His hind legs kicked out, body stretching forward until his belly pressed to the desk and his ass stayed high, twitching around Xavierâs cock. Whines and little snuffling pants spilled out of him, his fuzzy face nuzzling into Xavierâs thigh, tongue flicking out as he panted and whimpered.
Xavier was still twitching, still groaning, one hand petting Regulusâs back while the other slowly rubbed circles over his hip, down to his mess-dripping cunt, keeping him calm. âThere you go, pup⌠thatâs it⌠all done now⌠such a good fucking boy⌠took Daddyâs knot so deep, fuck, I can feel it still squeezingââ
Reg just nuzzled harder, whined, and stayed thereâstuffed, sore, ownedâthe happiest, most ruined little mutt in the world.
Xavier finally let out a deep, guttural groan, pulling out slow, thick, and deliberateâhis cock dragging wet and heavy from Regulusâs stretched, dripping puppy cunt. A messy trail of cum clung between them before it spilled down in long, slick drips across Regâs fuzzy little thighs and down onto the desk below.
âFuuuuck,â Xavier muttered, voice hoarse, watching it ooze out of that twitchy hole like a personal gift.
Regulus huffed, gave a soft, unsteady whine, then wobbled forward a step on shaky paws. His little legs were jelly nowâuseless beneath the aftershock trembles of being bred and stuffed fullâand he stumbled, tottered, and promptly flopped sideways with a soft fwump.
Xavier chuckled under his breath, already moving. âCâmere, pup,â he said, reaching down and hooking his hands gently beneath Regâs armpits, lifting him like a limp, ruined plush toy.
Reg whined immediately, back legs kicking weakly, and as Xavier held him up, gravity took overâdrip, dripâthick white trails sliding from his still-twitching cunt.
âOhh, shitâhah,â Xavier laughed, grinning like a devil. âYouâre makinâ a fuckinâ mess, baby.â
Regulus squirmed, wriggled in his grip, ears flicking in protest as he was lowered again and sat carefully on his hindquartersâlike a good boy, right where Xavier put him.
âAtta boy,â Xavier murmured, petting his head. âNow clean me up.â
Reg whined but obeyed, trotting forward on wobbly legs and setting his little paws at Xavierâs thighs before leaning in with that hot tongue and starting to lick.
Messy, greedy laps across the soaked length of Xavierâs cock. Xavier groaned, watching his tiny puppy work, cleaning him up with soft snuffles and wet little sounds.
Once he was clean, Xavier tucked himself back into his pants with a final deep exhale, then leaned down again.
âCâmere,â he said softly, scooping Reg up like a babyâone arm under his belly, the other curled around his back.
Reg let out a soft, sleepy ruff, nuzzling into Xavierâs chest.
Xavier held him close, rocked him slightly, planting slow kisses into his fur.
âGood boy,â he whispered. âMy best little mutt. You did so fuckinâ good.â
Reg snuffled, soft and content, and buried his nose against Xavierâs neck.
Tail still wagging.
The change came with a soft shimmer of magic and the faint rustle of airâRegulus transformed back into his human form, limbs long and pale again, soft skin flushed pink and sticky with heat, curling up against Xavierâs chest like he hadnât just spent the last hour as a ruined little mutt in heat.
He was exhausted, cheeks flushed, eyes half-lidded and hazy, body limp and heavy from how thoroughly heâd been wrecked, but he still clung tight. Tighter. Arms looped weakly around Xavierâs neck, head buried beneath his jaw like he never wanted to let go. His breath puffed soft and warm over the taller boyâs throatâsweet, fluttery sighsâand his legs shifted just slightly over Xavierâs lap, still shaky, still full.
Xavier smirked.
Big and slow and unbearably fond.
He leaned down, pressing his lips against Regulusâsâgentle, then firmer, deeper, until Reg was parting his mouth with a quiet whine, melting into it. Tongues brushed. Reg whimpered again, clinging, desperate for more, and Xavier gave it, humming low and sweet against his lips.
âMmm⌠thereâs my pretty boy,â he whispered against Regâs mouth.
Another kiss. Then another. And another, messier, slower, wetter.
Regulus was soft with it now, pliant, his fingers curling around Xavierâs shirt as he breathed in little shuddering sighs. He didnât have the energy to speakâjust clung close and looked up with that dazed, wrecked expression that made Xavierâs heart squeeze like a vice.
So Xavier grinned and murmured, âHold still, baby,â before flicking his wand behind Regâs back. With a muted whoosh, the pile of Regâs tattered, stained clothes vanished from the floor in a shimmer of magic.
Then Xavier muttered another charmâand his own clothes from his dorm began to apparate one by one in soft little puffs of air.
First came a pair of boxersâplain black, clean, softâhovering mid-air before settling gently over Regâs legs. Xavier tugged them up himself, kneeling forward as he guided Regâs hips through the fabric. Reg blinked down blearily, making a quiet hhnnnhâŚ? noise as he was dressed like a doll.
Next came joggersâdeep charcoal grey, way too bigâand Xavier cooed, âLegs, baby,â as he helped him step in.
Then the hoodieâa massive black zip-up that drowned Regulus entirely the moment it slipped over his head. The sleeves hung past his hands, the hem nearly hit his knees, and Xavier melted at the sight.
âLook at you,â he whispered, palming Regâs cheek. âFuckinâ adorable.â
He conjured fluffy socks lastâdark green, of courseâand tugged them on gently before leaning in to kiss his boyâs temple.
Reg whimpered again, nuzzled into Xavierâs chest with a tired little sound, his fingers finally popping free from the sleeve ends and curling back around Xavierâs shirt. He was dressed, warm, overwhelmed, and still absolutely clinging.
Xavier just held him tighter.
One arm looped under Regâs legs, the other tucked around his back, holding him like he was something precious and breakable.
âMine,â Xavier whispered, pressing a kiss to his jaw. âMy boy.â
Lunch in the Great Hall is rudely interrupted when Regulus Black storms in like the wrath of Salazar himself, blood in his eyes and vengeance in his fists. Turns out a smug Ravenclaw ex kidnapped his cat as emotional blackmailâand Regulus responds by beating the absolute dogshit out of him in front of the entire school. Chaos ensues. No one is okay. Except maybe the cat.
WARNINGS
Physical violence / bloody fistfight
Verbal abuse and slurs (including misogynistic and homophobic language)
Past toxic relationship / emotional manipulation
Pet theft (yes thatâs a real warning here)
Screaming, swearing, biting, growling, etc. (itâs feral out here)
Mentions of trauma / emotional distress
Brief allusions to stalking / possessiveness
Hogwarts teachers doing absolutely nothing until itâs too late
Lunch in the Great Hall was always a strange cocktail of soundsâforks scraping against pewter plates, the wet slap of mashed potatoes, someoneâs laugh echoing too loudly off the high enchanted ceiling. The four House tables stretched like roads across the cavernous hall, teeming with students at various levels of exhaustion. Half the Gryffindors were mid-complaint about the morningâs Charms exam. Ravenclaws were already groaning about Arithmancy next period. Hufflepuffs were mindlessly devouring everything within reach, and the Slytherins, as usual, were eating with either elegance or egoâno in-between.
âMcGonagallâs out for blood this week,â James muttered, stuffing half a sausage into his mouth as he slumped between Sirius and Lily.
âYou say that every week,â Lily said dryly, sipping her pumpkin juice. âBecause she is,â James insisted.
âSheâs not,â Remus sighed. âYou just donât study.â
Across the table, Marlene was buttering toast with unnecessary force. âIf I have to listen to Slughorn say 'my dear girl' one more time Iâm going to hex his moustache clean off his face.â
âDonât threaten the stache,â Sirius grinned, mouth full of bread. âThe stache is sacred.â
Peter snorted juice out of his nose.
Mary, Alice, Frank, Gideon, and Fabian were all squabbling over who had to go back to the Herbology greenhouse after lunch. Fabian was making impassioned speeches about why he shouldnât have to touch another Venomous Tentacula.
Pandora Rosier was sitting at the Slytherin table with Dorcas, twirling a spoon absently while Barty and Evan argued about whose wand had better grip.
It was loud. It was stupid. It was normal.
Until the doors to the Great Hall slammed open with the kind of bang that silenced five hundred students in half a breath.
The air snapped.
Every head turned.
Standing in the doorwayârobes rumpled, hair windblown and wild, wand clutched in a white-knuckled gripâwas Regulus Black.
And he looked murderous.
Not his usual cool disdain. Not even one of his icy moods or rare snide outbursts.
No.
Regulus looked rabid. Deranged. Like heâd crawled straight out of the Black family crypt with centuries of vengeance burning in his chest.
Even his friends went still. Barty's fork froze mid-air. Pandora blinked. Evan, mouth open in mid-sentence, slowly shut it. Dorcas frowned deeply.
No one had ever seen Regulus like this.
Not once.
He didnât speak.
Didnât acknowledge the stares or the whispers or the confusion thick in the air.
He walked.
Slow and purposeful, like he was holding himself together by threads. Past the Gryffindor table. Past Siriusâwho stood up halfway with a choked, âRegâ?â
Ignored.
Completely ignored.
Regulus didnât look at anyone. Not even Barty when he called, âReg, what the fuckâ?â
He was shaking. Not with fearâwith rage. Barely contained, trembling, lethal rage.
The Ravenclaw table was chattering, all eyes locked on Regulus now as he stalked closer.
Thatâs when a tall, lanky boyâsixth year, prefect badge, smug faceâstood up slowly and turned to meet him. He looked utterly amused.
âLook who finally grew a pair,â the Ravenclaw boy sneered, hands tucked in his pockets. âThought youâd slink around like the pathetic little rat you are for a few more days, sweetheart.â
âWhere is he?â Regulus hissed, voice venom and glass. âGive him back.â
âI donât know what youâre talking about,â the boy smirked. âIf you mean that scraggly waste of fur, maybe you shouldnât have left your dorm open. Bit careless, even for you.â
âYou broke into Slytherin,â Regulus seethed. âYou stole my fucking cat.â
James dropped his fork. Sirius stared like heâd been slapped.
The Ravenclaw only grinned wider. âYou mean Mittens? Cute little thing. Climbed right into my lap. Maybe he just prefers real men.â
Regulusâs eyes narrowed to slits. âWhere. Is. He.â
The boy shrugged, smug as ever. âHeâs safe. Ish. You can have him backâif you take me back. Or get on your knees and beg. Maybe call me Daddy for old timeâs sake. You were good at that, werenât you?â
Gasps. Sharp inhales. Chairs scraped back. Students leaned in.
The Great Hall fell dead silent.
And thenâ
Regulus moved.
He didnât just hex the boy.
He didnât just shout.
He launched himself over the table like a fucking panther and tackled the Ravenclaw to the ground with a sickening crack. Benches toppled. Dishes clattered.
The Ravenclaw screamed, shielding his face as Regulus landed blow after blow. There was nothing elegant about itâthis wasnât a duel. This was feral. Brutal. Years of pent-up fury pouring out in fists and knees and snarled curses.
âYou fucking SLUT!â the Ravenclaw shrieked, trying to shove Regulus off him. âYouâre just a needy little whoreâ!â
Regulus screamed. âSay it again, you absolute fucking CUNT! I dare you!â
Students were yelling now. Some cheering. Some screaming. Some trying to pull Regulus off. Gryffindors and Slytherins alike were standing on benches, gaping.
âGET A PROFESSOR!â Lily was shouting.
âOH MY FUCKING GOD,â Sirius breathed, completely frozen.
Barty was sprinting across the Hall, shoving people aside. âREG, REG, STOPââ
Regulus didnât stop.
âYou thought you could fucking HUMILIATE ME?!â he shrieked, slamming the boyâs head against the floor. âYou FUCKING KIDNAPPED MY CAT!â
âYou fucking psycho!â the Ravenclaw spat blood. âYou donât DESERVE that cat! You donât deserve SHIT!â
âSTOP!â Sirius finally moved, leaping over the Gryffindor table. James was right behind him, Remus and Peter pushing through the crowd.
Barty reached Regulus first.
âRegâbabyâstop, youâre gonna get expelledââ
Regulus was sobbing now, furious and desperate and choking. âHeâhe took himâhe said I had to begâhe said I had toââ
Pandora grabbed him next. Dorcas followed, hands tight around his arms. âWeâve got you. Reg, weâve got you.â
Professors finally burst in.
McGonagallâs voice thundered across the chaos: âWHAT IN MERLINâS NAME IS GOING ON?!â
Fabian, still on the table, shouted back, âRegulus just fucking snapped! Itâs about a cat!â
âMy cat!â Regulus wailed, still struggling. âHe stole Mittens!â
âYOUâRE A PSYCHOPATH, BLACK!â the Ravenclaw shrieked from the floor, bleeding from his nose and lip.
âYouâre a dead man,â Barty hissed, stepping toward him.
âIâLL FUCKING KILL YOU MYSELF,â Sirius growled.
Remus grabbed him. âDonât.â
Regulus was still thrashing, trying to break free. âI trusted you!â he yelled at the Ravenclaw. âI let you in! I fucking loved you and you stole my cat?! Youâre deranged!â
âYou left me!â the Ravenclaw spat. âYou donât get to walk away and keep the cat!â
âI LEFT YOU BECAUSE YOUâRE A STALKING PSYCHO!â
Slughorn and Flitwick were dragging them apart now. McGonagall had her wand drawn, shouting over the chaos. The crowd was dispersing, still murmuring, still reeling.
Regulus was held between Barty and Pandora, shaking and crying and furious, face red, knuckles bleeding. Sirius stood between him and the Ravenclaw like a wolf ready to maul.
The Ravenclaw was hauled to his feet by Frank and Gideon, who both looked two seconds from violence themselves.
âYouâre lucky he got to you first,â Frank muttered darkly. âI wouldâve shattered your jaw.â
âWhereâs the cat?â Gideon snapped.
âWhere. Is. The. Fucking. Cat.â Dorcas echoed, voice flat and terrifying.
The Ravenclaw scoffed blood. âCommon room. Under my bed.â
âNot if I get there first,â said Pandora sweetly.
Everyone kept shouting.
Except the cat.
Mittens, found later under a blanket with his fur fluffed and ears back, was unharmed but deeply traumatized.
The same could not be said for the Great Hall.
Or the Ravenclaw.
Or Regulus Black, whoâafter being forcibly escorted to the hospital wingâfell asleep curled around his cat with blood on his hands and not a single fucking ounce of regret.
James uses Polyjuice to disguise himself as Sirius for a prankâbut everything spirals when Regulus finds him, mistaking him for his brother. What James uncovers isnât blackmail material or anything funnyâitâs Sirius and Regulusâs secret relationship, intimate and dangerous and deeply real. And once the truth comes out, Sirius rushes to fix the damage before Regulus thinks heâs been rejected. What follows is raw, tender, filthy, and painfully sweetâSirius and Regulus falling apart and into each other, piece by desperate piece.
WARNINGS :
Incest (Sirius/Regulus)
Graphic sexual content
D/s dynamics (sub!Regulus, dom!Sirius)
Power imbalance & manipulation (verbal, emotional)
Overstimulation
Degradation & praise kink
Light bondage / rope kink
Crying during sex
Choking (hand on neck)
Size kink
Public risk (brief)
Magic-assisted restraint
Slight dubcon vibe due to emotional vulnerability (resolved with aftercare)
Mentions of identity confusion (James accidentally involved via Polyjuice)
Excessive begging / altered mental state (subspace)
â´ Not safe for work. Not safe for light reading. Full of tears, cum, and questionable coping mechanisms. Proceed with caution.
Empty, dim, flickering with torchlight that made the tapestries twitch like something alive. James Potter grinned to himself as he set the last hex in place, wand dancing with quiet precision. The charm shimmered faintly on the tilesâone step there and the poor soul would erupt into a full body hair growth spell. A classic. Stupid. Effective.
And Sirius would get blamed for it.
James snickered under his breath. It was brilliant, really. The Polyjuice potion had worn off on Remus last week perfectlyâtransfigured shoes and all. Peter had helped steal the last of the gillyweed from Slughornâs personal stores, and it was just enough to get James a solid hour of flawless Sirius Black illusion. The hair, the face, the height, the scowl.
And now, with Sirius unknowingly off playing Exploding Snap with Fabian and Gideon in the common room, James had free reign to impersonate his best mate, plant the prank, and disappear just in time to let the punishment fall on the rightful king of troublemaking himself.
He spun his wand once more and surveyed his work.
âPerfect,â he whispered, stuffing the wand into his borrowed leather jacket. He turned to leave, smug satisfaction curling in his chest.
Thenâ
âWhat the hell do you think youâre doing?â
The voice wasnât loud. But it was cold. Sharp. Familiar.
James froze.
He turned.
Regulus Black stood just behind him in the shadows, arms folded, eyes narrowed. He looked like sin in school uniformârobe hanging half-off his shoulder, tie loose, hair falling into his eyes. And he looked pissed.
âOhâuhââ James stammered, forgetting his disguise entirely, panic rising. âHi?â
Regulus tilted his head, confused.
James mentally slapped himself. Right. Youâre Sirius. Youâre his fucking brother.
He coughed, straightened his shoulders, and scowled. âWhat are you doing here, Reg?â
But Regulus didnât flinch.
He frowned, confused, and took a slow step forward. âWhy are you talking like that?â
James tensed. Regulus was staring up at him with those wide grey eyes, searching his face like something didnât add up.
âYou never talk to me like that,â Regulus said softly, taking another step closer. âNot when weâre alone.â
James blinked. âUhâyeah, wellâmaybe Iâm in a mood.â
âYouâre in a mood?â Reg repeated, voice small now, like he was hurt.
And thenâbefore James could do anythingâRegulus stepped right up into his space. His hands curled around the lapels of Jamesâ jacket like they belonged there, like this was routine, like theyâd done this a hundred times.
âWhy are you being mean?â Regulus whispered, leaning in. âYou never act like this when no oneâs around. Did I do something wrong?â
James' brain short-circuited.
He stuttered, backing up a step. âNoâno, itâs notâyou didnâtâfuck.â
Regulus followed, close again, stepping into James like gravity. He looked up through thick lashes, lip jutted in a soft pout. âSirius,â he said, all breath and vulnerability and something sickeningly tender, âdonât be cruel. You promised youâd stop.â
And then he kissed him.
It wasnât long. It wasnât messy or loud or showy. It was soft. Familiar. A hand at Jamesâ chest, another at the side of his neck. Regulus kissed him like he knew him. Like heâd done this before. Like he loved him.
James didnât move.
Didnât kiss back.
Just frozeâeyes wide, heart stopping, blood rushing in his ears like a curse.
Regulus pulled back slowly, confused again.
âSirius?â he whispered.
James stumbled, nearly tripping over himself as he recoiled. âWhatâwhat the fuck was that?!â
Regulus blinked. âWhat do you mean? I thought youââ He smiled awkwardly. âDonât act like you havenât been wanting to since lunch. You practically mauled me behind the library.â
âI what?!â James shouted, voice cracking high and thin.
Regulus just giggled. Actually giggled.
James' stomach flipped violently.
âOh, come on,â Regulus cooed, stepping close again, tugging on the collar of Jamesâ shirt. âWeâve got time before curfew. You can finally try that thing you were begging me about.â
James slapped his hand away. âWhat thing?!â
Regulus smirked, slow and wicked. âYou know. The thing you were blushing about for weeks. With theââ He leaned in, whispered something filthy.
James screamed. âNOPE. NO. IâMâNO.â
Regulus blinked again, startled.
âSirius, whatâs wrong with you? I want to do it. Iâve thought about it. You donât have to beg anymore, itâs fineââ
James was already backing away. âNope. Nope. Nope. Fucking hell. I have to go. Iâdonât touch me.â
âWaitââ
But James turned and ran.
He sprinted.
Down the hallway, past the staircase, nearly tripping over his own feet. He tore off the leather jacket mid-flight, heart hammering, mouth dry.
He ducked into the nearest bathroom, slammed the door, and stared at himself in the mirror.
Sirius stared back.
He gagged.
âWHAT THE FUCK?!â
His hands gripped the sink like it would keep him grounded. His brain was screaming. Every part of him felt tainted, wrong, cursed. He was still in Siriusâ body. Still wearing his face. Still tasting Regulusâ fucking lip balm.
âHoly shit,â he whispered. âHoly fucking shit.â
He splashed water on his face.
It didnât help.
He bent over the sink and dry-heaved.
Theyâre together. Theyâve been together. For years? Years? He thought Sirius hated him. He always acted like itâ
âJesus Christ,â James gasped.
His mind reeled, rewound, tried to connect dots that had never been there beforeâglances heâd missed, the way Sirius would go silent when Regulusâ name came up. The way Regulus never insulted Sirius like he did the others. The quiet moments. The shared looks. The scars on Regulusâ wrists that Sirius refused to let anyone comment on.
The nights Sirius got drunk and said nothing, just stared at the fire with something hollow in his eyes.
James groaned and wiped his face.
And thenâ
Then it hit him.
The worst part.
The disgusting, fucked up part.
Heâd liked it.
Not the kiss. Not the sex talk.
But the idea. The glimpse.
The thought of Siriusâhis best mate, his brother in all but bloodâbeing soft with someone. Being cared for. Being known.
The thought of Regulus Black, cold, cruel, sharp-tongued Regulus, looking at Sirius like that. Like he wanted him. Like he loved him.
James wanted to scream again.
He felt sick.
He also feltâhe didnât know what he felt.
He wanted to scrub his skin off. He wanted to throw himself out a window. He wanted to never tell a soul. He wanted to go back and watch it all again.
He groaned, sliding to the bathroom floor, head in his hands.
Outside, the hallway was quiet again.
Somewhere far off, a clock chimed for curfew.
And James Potter sat thereâstill wearing Siriusâ faceâwishing to God heâd never drunk that fucking potion.
James didnât remember the walk back to Gryffindor Tower.
He remembered running, sureâlegs shaking, lungs burning, breath rattling like a spooked horseâbut not a single step. His mind was somewhere else entirely, spiraling in dizzy, nauseating circles as the Polyjuice wore off and Siriusâ reflection melted off his bones.
By the time he reached the Fat Lady, he was James againâmessy hair, round glasses, thunderstorm heart. But the panic stayed.
It had rooted itself somewhere behind his ribs, screaming and clawing and hissing images he desperately did not want.
Regulusâ hands on Siriusâ collar.
Siriusâ mouth on Regulusâ.
Regulus whispering filthy things Sirius apparently begged for.
James nearly tripped on the last stair.
He wasnât supposed to know that. He wasnât supposed to imagine that.
But his traitor brain kept circling back, confused and disgusted andâGod help himâturned on by the thought of Sirius Black, king of arrogance, being soft enough to melt under someoneâs mouth. Someoneâs hands. Someone named Regulus, no lessâthe sharp, cold, knife-edged Black heir whoâd called James a âvermin-hearted cretinâ just last Wednesday.
âWhat the fuck,â James muttered into his hands. âWhat the actual, literal fuckââ
The Fat Lady swung open before he even gave the password, scolding him for almost knocking her off her hinges. He didnât hear a word of it. He stumbled inside, still spiraling, still burning, still imagining hands in hair and whispered pleasâ
âSTOP THINKING ABOUT IT,â he hissed at himself.
But the thoughts kept coming, sharper and more vivid:
Siriusâ low groan.
Regulusâ smirk.
That thing Regulus said he wanted to tryâ
James slapped both hands over his ears like that would shut his own mind up. It didnât. It never did.
He was going to combust.
He shoved open the dormitory door with enough force to rattle the hinges.
And Sirius was there.
Sitting alone on his bed with a book in his lap, hair tied back, shirt sleeves rolled to his elbows. Peaceful. Relaxed. Vulnerable.
His head jerked up. âMate? Whatâbloody hellâwhy are you slamming doors likeâ?â
James stopped dead.
His stomach plunged straight through the floor.
Him. Thatâs the man whoâ
Sirius grinned lazily. âChrists, you look like you just kissed McGonagall on the mouth.â
James made a strangled noiseâhalf gasp, half retchâand looked away so fast he gave himself whiplash.
Sirius blinked. âAre youâignoring me?â
James said nothing.
He marched to his own bed, dumped his bag, paced like a madman.
Sirius squinted. âOi. James.â
Nothing.
âJAMES.â
James spun on him, eyes wild.
âOh NOW you want to talk?â
Siriusâ brows shot up. âWhat the bloody fuck is that supposed toââ
âIt means,â James barked, âthat youâre a sick, twisted, deranged person and I cannot believe youâyouâwould do anything likeâlikeâTHAT!â
âLike WHAT?!â Sirius shouted back, dropping the book.
âYou KNOW what!â James flailed both arms like a man fighting bees. âYou KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOUâVE BEEN DOING! WITHâWITH HIM! WITH REGULUS!â
Silence.
A full, icy, bone-deep silence.
Sirius stopped breathing.
Stopped blinking.
Stopped existing for three seconds.
Thenâ
ââŚWhat did you just say?â
âI SAID,â James shrieked, âWHAT THE FUCK ELSE ARE YOU DOING? HUH? YOUâREâYOUâRE FUCKING YOUR BROTHER, SIRIUS! YOUR BABY BROTHER! WHAT THEâWHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!â
Sirius didnât move.
He didnât flinch.
He just stared at James like heâd been hit with a Killing Curse.
Thenâ
Then the color drained from his face so fast he looked corpse-pale.
âAs me,â he added, trembling. âI wasâI was you, Padfoot. Polyjuice. I was disguised. He thoughtâhe thought I was youââ
Sirius swayed like heâd been punched.
âOh, FUCK,â he breathed.
He ran a hand through his hair, eyes wide, panicked, furious, terrified all at once.
âOh fucking hell,â Sirius whispered again. âOh noâoh no no no noââ
James watched him crumble in real time.
Then suddenlyâ
âWHEREâS YOUR CLOAK,â Sirius demanded.
âWhat?â
âYOUR INVISIBILITY CLOAK, JAMES! NOW!â
James stammered. âWhyâ?â
âBecause,â Sirius snarled, âmy boyfriendâMY BABYâprobably thinks I just shoved him away and acted like I didnât want him, and if heâs upset Iâm going to hex your bollocks off and feed them to the Giant Squid. WHERE. IS. THE. CLOAK.â
James threw up his hands. âItâs in the trunkâSirius, WAITââ
Sirius lunged for the trunk. James lunged too. They both shoved each other, snarling, limbs flying, two rabid raccoons fighting over a bin.
âYOU IDIOTââ
âYOUâRE A MONSTERââ
âHE KISSED MEââ
âYOU LET HIMââ
âI DIDNâTââ
âYOU DID SOMETHING, POTTER, I CAN SMELL YOUR GUILTââ
Sirius managed to elbow James in the ribs hard enough to win the scramble. He yanked the cloak free, panting.
He threw one last death glare over his shoulder.
âIf heâs crying,â Sirius said, voice low and trembling with rage, âIâm coming back here to finish what I started in third year. And I WONâT miss this time.â
Thenâ
Cloak over his head.
Door slammed behind him.
Silence.
James was alone.
He sank onto his bed, shaking, head in his hands.
âOh,â he whispered to no one. âOhhhhh shite. Iâm so dead.â
Outside, Sirius Black was already halfway down the stairs, sprinting straight toward the boy who still thought heâd kissed the real him.
Sirius Black was sprinting.
Not running. Not jogging.
Sprinting.
Like a cursed man through the halls of Hogwarts, black hair whipping behind him, wand clenched in his fist and the invisibility cloak barely clinging to his shoulders.
Students dodged. Portraits cursed. Peeves squealed somewhere in the rafters.
Sirius didnât care.
He had one mission. One target.
Find Regulus. Fix it. Murder James later.
His boots echoed like gunshots through the lower halls. He tore down past the Charms corridor, skidded around the corner by the library, leapt three stairs at once by the tapestry of Uric the Oddballâ
And froze.
There, not thirty feet ahead, was Regulus.
Alone.
Walking fast. Head down. Shoulders tense. Face twisted in something like rageâor embarrassmentâor both. He looked like a kicked cat in designer robes, all tight fists and pink cheeks and fury. Siriusâs heart fucking shattered.
Oh, Reg⌠baby, noâŚ
Sirius didnât hesitate.
He lunged forward, invisible, and yanked Reg into the nearest hidden alcove with all the stealth of a man on a warpath.
Regulus screamed.
He flailed like a wild animal. Kicked. Scratched. âGET OFF MEâWHAT THEâFUCKââ
Sirius slapped a hand over his mouth. âShh, itâs me! Itâs me, babyâshhhâReg, itâs meââ
He threw the cloak off with his free hand.
Regulus froze.
Wide, pretty, glassy grey eyes blinked up at him in the dim alcove torchlight.
Sirius melted on sight.
That sweet, heart-achingly familiar face. Those lashes. That trembling bottom lip. The boy heâd die for and kill for and worship on his knees. The boy heâd wrecked without even touching.
âHi,â Sirius breathed, voice soft and trembling. âHi, sweetheart.â
Regulus stared.
Thenâ
SLAP.
Sirius stumbled.
âOWâfuckââ
Regulus hit him again in the chest. And again. And again. âWhat the fuck was that?! Why were you acting likeâI kissed you and you justâyou just recoiled, you bastard!â
âI knowâ!â
âYou looked at me like I was filth! I thoughtââ Regulusâs voice cracked. âI thought you didnât want me anymore.â
âBaby, noââ
âI was gonna let you, you bastard, I was gonna do itââ
Siriusâs brain short-circuited. âDo what?!â
Regulus shoved him. âThe thing!â
âWhat thing?!â
âThe thing, Sirius! The thing you begged for!â
Sirius blinked, heart pounding, mind catching up all at once.
âOhâoh fuckâyou mean that thing?â
Regulus glared.
âIâI didnât know you were actually considering that,â Sirius stammered. âYou said I was insaneââ
Reg huffed. âWell, I am a little insane, apparently, since I was gonna let you tie me up, werenât you?â
Sirius choked.
His whole soul left his body for a second. âYou were gonnaâyouâyou said yes?!â
Regulus flushed dark red and rolled his eyes. âNot anymore, obviously. Moodâs gone. You ruined it.â
Sirius collapsed against the wall with a whimper. âOh, babyâbaby, pleaseâfuckâI didnât mean to, I swear, it wasnât meâwell it was, but not really, but I canât explainââ
Regulus folded his arms. âYouâre a dick.â
âI know,â Sirius pleaded, grabbing his hands. âIâm the worst. Iâm scum. Iâm pond slime. Iâm Jamesâs used socks.â
Regulus wrinkled his nose. âDonât bring James into this, that makes it worse.â
If you only knew, Sirius thought grimly.
âIâll make it up to you,â Sirius begged. âPlease, Reg. Tie me up instead. Curse me. Break my kneecaps. Anything you wantâjust donât be mad at me. I canât handle it.â
Regulus sniffed. âYouâre dramatic.â
âYou love that about me.â
âHmph.â
Sirius pressed a kiss to the corner of his mouth. Then another. Then one to his cheek, then his jaw, then down to the soft spot below his ear.
Regulusâs breath hitched. âStop that.â
âNo.â
âI said stopââ
âNo, baby,â Sirius cooed, mouth against his skin, arms around his waist. âYou were gonna let me, werenât you? You were gonna let me tie you up and make you beg like a good boyââ
Regulus shivered.
Sirius grinned.
âOh, fuck, you were really gonna let me. You little minxâyou were gonna lie there all pretty for me, werenât you? Let me take my time?â
âYou ruined it,â he whispered, even as he clung to Siriusâ collar. âYou were so mean.â
âI was an idiot,â Sirius said against his mouth. âBut Iâm yours. You can punish me for it later.â
Regulus smirked. âI will.â
Sirius cooed. âGood. Punish me hard.â
Regulus giggled.
It was soft and sweet and absolutely filthy.
Then he looped his arms around Siriusâ neck, smirking up through his lashes. âWe could go back to my dorm. You could try again.â
Sirius lit up. âYouâd let me?â
Regulus tilted his head, coy and syrupy. âMaybe.â
âIâll be so gentle, Reg. I swear. Or rough. Whatever you want.â
Regulus pressed a kiss to his jaw. âYou have to make up for it.â
âI will. Iâll spend the whole night on my knees if thatâs what it takes.â
Regulus giggled again and pulled him closer, grinding up against him just enough to make Sirius whimper. âYouâd like that, wouldnât you?â
Sirius nearly passed out.
âFuck yes, baby.â
Regulus kissed him, slow and sweet and possessive.
Sirius cursed James Potterâs name internally so hard his teeth nearly shattered.
But none of it mattered anymore.
Because Regulus was in his arms again.
Clinging. Whining. Cooing.
And tonightâ
Tonight was going to be perfect.
Regulus kissed like it was a need. Like breathing. Like if he stopped, heâd die.
And Sirius was dying.
It started softâmouths brushing, gentle sighs between grins and apologiesâbut now?
Now it was hands and gasps and tongue.
Now it was teeth and moans swallowed whole.
Now it was Regulus fucking Black mewling into Siriusâ mouth and grinding himself close like he wanted to crawl inside him.
âOhhh, baby,â Sirius groaned, fingers digging into Regâs hips, dragging him forward, tugging his shirt loose. âYouâre killing me.â
Regulus gasped against his lips. âThen die,â he whined, nails curling in Siriusâs hair, tugging. âYou deserve it. You ruined everything, you jerk.â
Sirius laughed breathlessly, deep in his chest. âStill mad, huh?â he cooed, hand sliding boldly down Regâs waist to cup his thigh and lift. Reg whined, leg hooking around Siriusâs hip like it belonged there.
âYou think Iâd forgive you this easily?â Regulus panted, voice high and breathless as he arched into him. âIâm letting you because youâre pathetic. And hot. And pathetic.â
âMm, you love me pathetic,â Sirius grinned, catching Regulusâs bottom lip between his teeth and tugging, groaning as Reg shuddered and moaned into it.
âFuck,â Reg whimpered, burying his face in Siriusâs neck, mouthing desperately at the skin there. âYou smell so fucking good, what the fuckââ
âYouâre the one rutting on me like a cat in heat,â Sirius teased, squeezing both of Regulusâs thighs now, rough and possessive, making the boy squeak.
âI am notââ
âYou are,â Sirius cooed, dragging his lips up the column of Regâs throat and whispering against his jaw, âYouâre begging and you donât even know it.â
âIâfuckâshut upââ
Sirius chuckled darkly and dropped his hands to cup Regulusâs assâfirm, full, warm in his palmsâand squeezed. Hard.
Regulus squealed.
âSirius!â
Sirius laughed, deep and delighted, and kissed him againâmessy now, open-mouthed and tongue-slick. Regulus whimpered into it, clawing at Siriusâs back, kissing like he hated him, like heâd waited for this.
âYou love when I touch you like this,â Sirius purred between kisses, grinding their hips together, soaking in every little gasp Regulus gave. âYouâre such a needy little thing.â
Regulus whimpered. âIâm notââ
âYou are,â Sirius whispered, sucking a mark into the soft skin just below Regâs ear. âYouâre mine, baby. All mine. Say it.â
âNo.â
Sirius bit down, not enough to hurtâjust enough to make Regulus gasp and clutch at him.
Sirius growled low in his throat and surged forward, pinning Regulus back against the stone alcove wall, kissing him with a hunger that made the world fall away.
Regâs legs tightened around his waist.
His fingers tugged at Siriusâs belt.
His voice was high and soft and desperate.
âPlease,â he whispered. âPlease, Siri. Please. I want you.â
Sirius exhaled sharply, forehead pressed to Regulusâs, eyes wild. âI want you too, Reggie. I always fucking want you. Iâd die for you, kill for you, beg for youââ
âThen beg,â Regulus purred.
And Sirius did. With his hands. With his mouth. With every shaky, reverent touch.
Because nothing in the world mattered more than the boy in his arms.
Regulus was falling apart in Siriusâs hands.
Soft little whines spilling out between kisses, needy hips pressing into him, trembling fingers pulling at his clothes like they didnât belong there anymore. He was flushed, wrecked, glowing in the torchlight, begging now with no shameâno chillâno hesitation.
âPlease,â Regulus whispered against Siriusâs mouth, voice cracked and wanting. âJustâjust do it already.â
Sirius groaned, deep and low, kissing him like he was starved for it, grinding them closer together until Regulus gasped and whimpered again, thighs squeezing around his hips like a vice.
âFuck, baby,â Sirius growled, forehead pressed to Regâs, panting against his lips. âYouâre so good for me. Look at you. All sweet and obedient and begging.â
âIâm trying,â Regulus huffed, grabbing at Siriusâs collar, dragging him back down. âYouâre the one teasing.â
âYou want me that bad, baby?â Sirius cooed, letting one hand wander down to palm Regulusâs ass again, squeezing until the smaller boy squealed.
âYes, you bastardââ
Sirius barked out a laugh, head spinning, blood boiling, ready.
But thenâ
His brain did something horrific.
It remembered.
The corridor.
The open alcove.
The fucking publicness of it all.
âWaitâwaitâfuck,â Sirius hissed, pulling back just enough to gasp air.
Regulus blinked up at him, dazed and pouty. âWhat now?!â
âWeâre still in the hall.â
âSo?!â
âSo I am not letting some seventh year Hufflepuff walk by and get a front-row seat to me bending you in half like a wishbone, Regulus.â
Regulus groaned and whined outright, flopping dramatically against the stone wall. âYou ruined it again!â
Sirius grinned and leaned down to kiss him. âYouâll forgive me. You always do.â
Reg pouted. âYouâre annoying.â
âYouâre hard,â Sirius muttered, palming him through his trousers.
Reg squeaked.
âCome on,â Sirius whispered, tugging him up gently. âLetâs get you somewhere safe. Somewhere I can take my time.â
Regulus stood on shaking legs, nearly collapsing as soon as he straightened. âFuck. I canât walk like this.â
âUse your Slytherin pride,â Sirius teased, throwing the cloak over himself. âPretend youâre not wrecked.â
âI am wrecked.â
Sirius smirked. âI know.â
â
They made it to the dungeons in record time.
Regulus led the way, head high, eyes sharp, mouth set in a perfect little sneerâhiding the flush in his cheeks and the trembling in his hands. Sirius trailed beside him, invisible, but not quiet.
Every few steps he brushed against Regâs hand. Slid fingers along his wrist. Ghosted his mouth against Regulusâs throat just to make him flinch.
âYouâre evil,â Regulus muttered under his breath.
âYouâre leaking pre through your pants,â Sirius whispered gleefully. âI can see it.â
âShut the fuck upââ
They passed three Slytherins in the common roomâRegulus offered only a tight nod before beelining for the dorm stairwell. Once inside, he paused.
âTheyâre in,â he whispered.
Sirius peeked. Four beds. Two occupied. Curtains drawn.
âShit.â
âJustâjust get in mine,â Reg hissed. âIâll act like Iâm going to sleep. You get under.â
âAlready there,â Sirius whispered from beside him.
Regulus jumped. âFuckâstop thatâ!â
Sirius giggled, pulling Reg into the bed with him and snapping the heavy green curtains shut with a flick of his wand. One more spell, and the silencing charm took effect.
Thenâfinallyâ
They were alone.
And Regulus pounced.
âFucking finally,â he snapped, tackling Sirius down against the mattress, kissing him hard, hips rutting up against his like heâd been waiting hours instead of minutes. âYou are so annoying, I swearââ
Sirius moaned, arms wrapping around him tight, flipping them easily so Regulus gasped and squealed as he landed on his back.
âOh, you love it,â Sirius chuckled darkly, mouth already back on Regâs throat, licking and biting his way down as Reg moaned.
âI fucking donâtââ
âYouâre the neediest brat Iâve ever met.â
âFuck youââ
âYouâre about to.â
The bed creaked.
The curtains stayed drawn.
And Sirius Black was unraveling.
Regulus was under him, straddling his hips, mouth flushed, lips kiss-swollen, moaning soft and ruined into Sirius's neck like he needed him. And Sirius did need. Desperately. Stupidly. Like air, like blood, like the last taste of magic before drowning in it.
âYouâre killing me,â Sirius gasped, voice low and wrecked as he pulled at Regâs shirt and finally, finally, got it off.
Regulus smirked up at him, flushed and cocky and completely fucking beautiful. âGood.â
Then he reached for Siriusâs collar, yanked it down, and kissed him so deep it was practically illegal.
By the time Sirius got him undressed, he was panting like a beast and nearly shaking with it.
And thenâ
Oh, then.
Regulus moved. Slid to his front with all the grace of a sin made flesh. He leaned forward, elbows tucked under his chin, back arched. Slow. Deliberate.
And then he wiggled.
That perfect little assâround and pale and fucking glowing in the low wand lightâtilted up, right in Siriusâs face, like a goddamn offering.
Sirius died.
âHoly shit,â he whispered, eyes wide, hands frozen midair. âYouâre gonna fucking kill me, baby, I swear.â
Regulus giggled softly, all coy and sweet, wiggling again. âYouâve been begging for this,â he purred over his shoulder, voice light and smug. âSo shut up and do it.â
Sirius's hands shook. He reached out reverentlyâbrushed along the backs of Regâs thighs, gripped his hips, dragged him back half an inch just to feel the weight of him.
He whispered the incantation, and the magic answered like it had been waiting for this. Smooth, conjured ropes slithered from the tip of his wand, glowing faintly golden before settling warm and weightless around Regulusâs wristsâgently tugging them together, securing them to the headboard.
Reg moanedâactually moanedâwhen they pulled snug.
âYou okay?â Sirius asked, softer now, bending low, kissing up his spine.
Regulus let out a shaky, needy sigh. âIâm so okay. Iâm so good, Siri. Pleaseâplease, donât stop.â
âYouâre beautiful,â Sirius whispered again, tracing his fingers down Regulusâs bound arms, then lower. âYouâre fucking divine. Iâm gonna take my time, baby. Youâre mine tonight. All mine.â
Regulus shivered.
And the ropes held firm.
Sirius knelt back.
Just for a second.
Just to see.
And it ruined him.
Regulus Black.
Face down, arms stretched, wrists bound to the headboard with soft golden rope.
Back arched, thighs trembling, ass in the air, twitching slightly with every breath.
Hair a mess. Lips red. Whole body glistening with sweat under the dim dorm light.
Whining.
Wiggling.
Tugging at the ropes like he wanted to be punished for struggling.
âOh⌠fuck,â Sirius groaned, palming himself hard through his trousers, breath catching in his throat. âBaby. Baby. Youâreâfuckââ
Regulus turned his head just enough to glare at him through half-lidded eyes. âStop staring and do something, you fucking teaseââ
Sirius laughed, cracked and broken and obsessed. He ripped his shirt over his head, tossing it somewhere behind him. His skin burnedâflushed with heat and hunger and everything that made him Sirius Black when he was out of control.
âYouâre so fucking rude for someone tied up and presenting,â he purred, fingers twitching with the need to touch.
Regulus huffed, face pink, tugging at the ropes again. âMaybe I wouldnât be so rude if you fucked me already.â
Sirius growled. âKeep talking like that, and Iâll make you wait even longer.â
âYou wouldnâtâah!â
More ropes slithered out of his wand with a flickâtwo neat coils that circled Regulusâs thighs and pulled them close together, locking him in place, ass pushed higher now, vulnerable and perfect.
Regulus squeaked.
Then whined, soft and desperate.
Siriusâs mouth fell open. He didnât even try to hide how hard he was now. He leaned in, panting against Regulusâs lower back, one hand trailing over the curve of his ass and squeezing possessively.
âYou like that?â he cooed, kissing his spine. âAll tied up and helpless and dripping for me?â
Regulus nodded fast, pushing back into his touch.
âI havenât been this gone since the fucking mirror,â Sirius muttered, more to himself than anything, gripping his wand tight so he wouldnât just take already.
He leaned back again, licking his lips, voice a purr.
âSo, my love,â he murmured. âWhat do you want me to do first?â
Regulus let out a helpless moan. âSiriusâpleaseââ
âShould I prep you?â Sirius teased, dragging a hand slowly down between his thighs, not quite touching. âStretch you out with my fingers real slow?â
Regulus whimpered.
âOr should I eat you out until youâre crying?â Sirius kept going, voice silk. âGet you shaking, make a mess, really taste you?â
Regulus twitched. âPleaseââ
âOrââ Sirius leaned close, breath hot against Regulusâs ear, âshould I just slide in right now, no warning, no prep, raw and rough, and make you feel it all night?â
Regulus screamed into the pillow.
And Sirius grinned like a man possessed.
Regulus Black was gone.
Mouth open, cheeks pink, drool pooling slightly against the pillow where his face was smashed sideways. The ropes kept him just the right amount of restrainedâtight enough to keep him still, loose enough to let him squirm.
And squirm he did.
He was babbling now, high and needy, barely making sense.
âSiriâSirius pleaseâplease Iâve been good, I have, I waited all day, I wanted toâI was gonnaâI was gonna let youââ
His words were breaking apart between gasps, shaking hips, and frantic little whines.
âI need it, please, Iâve been thinking about it all day, I was so ready, and then you ruined it, and nowânow I want itâI want you, I want it so bad, please, donât tease meââ
Sirius was grinning. Like a lunatic. Like a man who had climbed all the way to heaven just to fuck on its gates.
âYouâre so fucking cute when you beg,â he whispered, kissing the back of Regâs neck. âI could watch you cry for it all night.â
Regulus made a pathetic noise. âSiriusââ
âI know, baby, I know,â Sirius murmured, biting gently at his shoulder. âYouâve been so patient. Such a sweet thing. All day, huh?â
Reg nodded desperately, thighs trembling inside the ropes, hips pushing back against Sirius like instinct.
Sirius finally gave in to the burn in his belly. Sat back on his knees and undid the button of his trousers with slow, deliberate fingers, just to hear Regulus whimper at the sound.
The zip followed. That sweet metal drag.
Regulus turned his face a little toward the sound, still panting. Still glassy-eyed. Still in his pretty little subspace.
Sirius dragged his trousers and boxers down just enough to free himself, cock aching, flushed, heavy against his thigh. He wrapped a hand around it with a hissed breath, gave himself one long, slow stroke.
âOhhh, fuck, look at you,â Sirius groaned, lining himself up, not even pretending to hide his desperation. âAll tied up and waiting for me. Fucking perfect.â
Regulus arched his back higher, pushing into him, presenting like some needy thing in heat. âPleaseâSiri, I need it, pleaseâdonât be meanââ
Sirius was mean.
He pressed forward, cock sliding just between the swell of Regulusâs thighs, over the curve of his ass, against his holeâjust there, not in.
Regulus sobbed.
âPleaseâ!â
Sirius groaned, deep and low, holding himself thereârubbing against the slick heat, letting Regulus feel every inch of him, every deliberate thrust without entry.
Regulus pushed back against him like a man possessed, trying to force it. âIn! Please, in, I can take itâbeen thinking about it for days, I want you, I need youâSirius, pleaseââ
Tears were slipping down his cheeks now, warm and real and fucking beautiful.
Sirius choked on a groan, gripping Regulusâs hips with white-knuckle force. âOhhh, youâre crying,â he cooed, voice trembling with how hard he was holding back. âYouâre crying and itâs so fucking cute. I should make you wait more just to see how pretty you get.â
âNOââ
Sirius laughed, rough and wrecked. âYouâre my favourite thing in the world.â
Then, finallyâfinallyâhe pulled back, lined up properly.
And pushed in.
The moment Sirius pushed in, Regulus broke.
He let out a sharp, high squeal that melted into a moan, back arching like a bowstring, eyes fluttering open wide and glassy. He gasped, loud and breathless, tears streaming down his flushed cheeks, soaking into the pillow. Drool slipped from the corner of his mouth, and he didnât even try to wipe it.
âYesâyes yes yes yes yes,â he babbled, voice trembling, almost hiccuping. âThank youâthank you, oh fuck, youâre so deep, youâre so bigâfuck, I missed youââ
Sirius groaned, head dropping to Regulusâs shoulder, teeth bared.
âShit, baby,â he hissed. âYouâre so fucking tight, I canâtâfuckâfuckââ
He didnât go slow.
He couldnât.
He bottomed out in one smooth, desperate thrust, hips snapping forward with a slap, pressing in deep, all the way until he was buried to the hilt and Regulus was shaking under him.
Regulus screamedâhigh and brokenâback arching again as he trembled in the ropes, legs twitching in their bindings.
âSiriusâ!â
Sirius held still, hands gripping Regulusâs hips like lifelines, letting him adjust, letting him feel it.
Regulus was panting, hair stuck to his wet cheeks, thighs shaking.
âBaby,â Sirius whispered, voice cracking, still buried deep, âyouâre so good, youâre taking it so goodâfuck, feel that, yeah?â
Regulus whimpered, pushing back against him, barely able to keep still.
Thenâslowly, instinctivelyâhe moved.
Just a little roll of his hips, a shift, a grind.
And Sirius fucking lost it.
He growledâa raw, deep, animal soundâand slammed forward again, faster this time, rhythm snapping into place like a storm breaking over the sea.
Regulus screamed, tears soaking the sheets, voice raw and high and sweet with endless gasped âyesâyesâyesâSirius, pleaseâmoreââ
Sirius could barely see. Barely breathe. His whole body burned, sweat slicking down his spine as he thrust harder, deeper, chasing the sound of Regulusâs cries like a man starved.
His baby.
His boy.
Tied up, undone, begging beneath him.
And Sirius would give him everything.
It only got worse.
Hotter. Louder. Filthier.
Sirius was snarling nowâhalf-coherent curses and groans spilling from his mouth like spells gone wrong.
âFuckâ you feel that? Thatâs meâruining you, babyâlook at you, fuckinâ made for me, all mine, all fuckinâ mineââ
Regulus was babbling, voice cracked and sweet and wrecked.
He was laughing through it now, breathless and giddy and delirious with it, giggling between sobs, his body bouncing with every thrust, drool and tears smeared down his pretty flushed face.
âYouâre losing it, baby,â Sirius growled, a wild grin splitting his face, breath ragged as he slammed back in again. âYouâre gone, huh? Just a dumb little thing on my cock.â
Regulus let out a high moan and cooed, his voice soft and lilting and pathetic. âY-Yeahâmâyoursâyours, Siri, wanna be good, wanna make you happyââ
âOh, you are,â Sirius purred, then barked a short laugh. âFuckinâ angel, look at youâlook at youâyou donât even know your name anymore, huh?â
Regulus giggled again, dazed and sweet and dizzy. âNameâs yours. Iâm yours.â
Sirius lost it.
His hand came down, firm and unrelenting, pressing right between Regulusâs shoulder blades, pinning him flat to the bed. The ropes strained against Regâs wrists as he whimpered and arched, helpless and held.
Sirius grabbed his hip with the other hand, fingers digging bruises into the soft skin.
âStay down,â Sirius growled, hips snapping mercilessly against Regâs ass. âBe goodâtake it like you said you would.â
Regulus cried out again, high and sweet, body jolting with each thrust, breath hitching into sobs and breathless laughter.
âF-FuckâyesâyesâSiriâfeels so good, please donât stop, pleaseâI love youâlove you, wanna be good, wanna be your good boyââ
Sirius was panting, mouth hanging open, groaning deep in his throat, sweat dripping off his chest, whole body snapping forward with brutal, perfect rhythm.
âYou are,â he hissed, licking over Regâs spine. âYouâre my best boy. My baby. My fuckinâ favorite thing in the world.â
Regulus whined under him, pinned and shaking and glowing with it, cooing through the tears.
And Siriusâ
Sirius was breaking.
Wrecked by it.
Consumed.
Feral.
He fucked harder.
Held tighter.
Loved louder.
And Regulus took every second like it was heaven.
Sirius snapped.
Something primal and filthy and euphoric clicked loose in his chest as he pulled out slowâjust to see Regulusâs hips twitch and his back arch in protestâthen slammed back in hard enough to make the headboard rattle.
Regulus screamed.
That thin, perfect voice tore from his throat without hesitation, echoing off the silencing spell like music, like magic, like sin.
Sirius knelt back, sweat-drenched and wild-eyed, hands gripping both of Regulusâs hips now, tight. No more teasing. No more mercy.
He started pulling.
Dragging Regulus back into him, fucking into him at the same time, using his smaller body like a toy built just for him. Over and over and over againâharsh, deep, brutal.
Slap. Slap. Slap.
The sound of skin, the crack of it, the wet heat between them.
Regulus was gone.
Fully broken. Screaming with each thrust nowâno words, just high, hoarse, beautiful sounds, mouth open and drooling, eyes rolled back, whole body trembling under the ropes and Siriusâs grip.
He couldnât hold himself up anymoreâhis arms gave out completely, face smashed to the mattress, ass still up from the ropes pinning his thighs.
And Sirius just kept going.
âFuckinâ look at you,â Sirius grinned, feral and glowing, teeth bared in a smug, wrecked smile. âYouâre screaming for me, baby. Youâre so far gone, you canât even think, can you?â
Regulus let out a sound that wasnât even human anymoreâjust a cracked, sobbing, high-pitched whimper that made Sirius throb.
âThat's right,â Sirius growled, snapping his hips forward again, grunting when Regâs back arched under him. âBe loud. Let them hear it through the fuckinâ spells, huh? Let your dorm know who you belong to.â
Regulus screamed again, choking on it, nails digging into the mattress, whole body jerking with every ruthless pull.
Sirius leaned over him, still pulling him back into every punishing thrust, lips brushing his ear.
âYouâre mine,â he hissed, low and lethal and loving. âSay it.â
Sirius chuckled darkly, smug as hell, dragging him back again with bruising force.
âThen give it to me, baby,â he purred.
âCome apart for me.â
Sirius was growling nowâlow and rough, all breath and grit, animal and wild.
Every thrust hit deeper, harder, rougher than the last. No rhythm anymore. Just fucking need. Hips slamming into Regulus like a drumbeat, skin slapping against skin, the wet heat between them driving Sirius to the edge of madness.
And Regulusâ
Regulus was gone.
Destroyed.
Sobbing, shaking, screaming as Sirius wrecked him, his whole body jolting with each thrust. The ropes creaked with how hard he pulled against them, helpless and perfect, crying into the sheets.
And thenâ
Without a single touch, no hand on his cock, no spell, no helpâ
Regulus screamed, high and broken, as his whole body seized up.
He came.
Hard. Shaking. Moaning and hiccuping and begging as his orgasm tore through him like lightning.
That heat. That perfect grip. The sound of Regulus moaning his name, the way he twitched and sobbedâ
Sirius groaned, eyes rolling back, and pulled out fast.
Just in time.
His cock slapped against his stomach, throbbing, soaked in slick and heat. He cursed, breath catching in his throat.
Regulus let out a whine at the sudden emptiness, hips twitching, wiggling back. âNoooâSiri, pleaseâwhyâd you stopâ?â
Sirius grinned, crooked and smug.
âYouâre not done yet,â he growled, raising his wand with a flick.
The ropes shimmeredâgolden threads unspooling from Regulusâs thighs and wrists, melting away and re-forming instantly.
Regulus gasped as his arms were pulled behind his back, wrists bound tightly together at the small of his spine.
Sirius caught him before he collapsed, strong arms lifting, guiding, moving.
He sat back against the pillows, chest slick with sweat, cock hard and aching.
And he pulled Regulus into his lap.
Reg went easilyâobedient and wrecked, pliant and pouting. He straddled Siriusâs thighs, still bound, still trembling.
Sirius lined up again, one hand on Regâs waist, the other on his own cock.
âYou ready, baby?â he whispered, voice hoarse.
Regulus nodded, pupils blown wide, lip trembling.
Sirius slid back inâslow and deepâwatching Regâs face the whole time.
Regulus whimpered, back arching, head falling forward.
âThere we go,â Sirius cooed, hips lifting up into him with a soft groan. âThatâs it. Thatâs what I wanted. Wanna see that pretty face when I wreck you, baby.â
Regulus moaned, softly this time, breath shaking, already hard again.
Sirius just grinned.
Hands on Regâs waist.
Lips brushing his throat.
Ready to start all over again.
Sirius leaned back against the pillows, arms spread, chest heaving, hair wild and sticking to his damp skin.
Regulus was in his lap, trembling and wrecked and tied up and still so fucking perfectâhis wrists bound behind his back, mouth parted in breathless gasps, eyes glossy and red-rimmed from tears and pleasure. His thighs trembled on either side of Siriusâs waist, body twitching, oversensitive and aching but still desperate for more.
Sirius cooed low and smug, tracing his fingers up Regâs sides, thumbs pressing into his hips.
"Alright, baby,â he murmured, voice wrecked and warm, âyouâre gonna ride me now.â
Regulus blinked slowly, lips wobbling, already sniffling like he might cry again. âIâI c-canâtââ
Sirius tutted, clicking his tongue and raising an eyebrow. âUh-uh. No excuses.â
He shifted his hips up, just enough to tease the head of his cock right there, making Regulus shiver and squirm and whimper.
âYou wanted this, remember?â Sirius teased. âYou begged for it. So now youâre gonna work for it, sweetheart. Be a good boy and show me how pretty you look fucking yourself on my cock.â
Regulus whined, body rocking forward slightly.
âI canât,â he whispered, tears already slipping down his cheeks again. âItâsâitâs too much, youâre too big, IâSirius, pleaseââ
Another tut.
Sirius brought one hand up and gave his thigh a light smackâjust enough to sting, not enough to hurt.
Regulus squealed, high and sweet and adorable, hips jolting down a little in shock.
âSuch a brat,â Sirius murmured, biting his lip. âBut youâre gonna do it anyway, arenât you?â
Regulus hiccupped a sob. âY-Yeahâyesâjustâdonât stop talking, pleaseâneed you toââ
Sirius's grin was feral.
âAlways need my voice,â he purred. âThatâs alright, baby. Iâll talk you through it. Go on. Take me in.â
Regulus whimpered, breath catching as he lowered himself slowly, Sirius guiding him with firm hands, letting him sink down inch by inch until Sirius was all the way inside again.
Reg gaspedâchokedâhis whole body trembling violently as he bottomed out.
âGood boy,â Sirius whispered. âThatâs it. Look at you. Fuckinâ perfect.â
And then Reg started to move.
Shaky. Uneven. Whimpering and crying and grinding his hips in slow, desperate circles at firstâthen bouncing, small movements at first, trying to find rhythm even as he babbled.
âToo bigâtoo deepâohmygod, IâSirius, love it, I love it, I love youâfuck, fuck, itâs so muchââ
Sirius was groaning, watching him like he was artâeyes locked on every twitch, every bounce, every tear-streaked gasp and broken plea.
âYouâre so pretty like this,â Sirius murmured, reaching up to thumb away a tear from Regâs cheek, then immediately dragging his fingers down his chest instead. âCrying and riding me like a good little thing. You feel good, baby?â
Regulus nodded violently, sobbing out, âFeels so good, Siri, I love it, Iâm gonna break, Iâm gonnaââ
âYouâre already broken,â Sirius cooed, grinning, thrusting up just a little to meet him. âAnd you still look so fucking beautiful. Keep going, sweetheart. Wanna see you come again. Wanna watch you fall apart for me.â
Regulus moaned againâshaky, high, gorgeousâand kept going. Faster now. Messier. Losing the rhythm. Losing his mind.
And Sirius just watched.
Sat back.
Groaned.
Praised.
Cooed.
While Regulus rode him like heâd never stop.
Sirius was gone.
His head tipped back against the pillows, sweat slicking down his throat, jaw tight, hands bruising on Regulusâs hips as he forced himself to stay stillâjust to let Reg do the work, just to make this last another second.
But he couldnât. Not anymore.
Regulus was bouncing in his lap, trembling and messy and whining, still riding him through his own overstimulation. His bound arms made his chest puff out beautifully, and his flushed, tear-wet face was twisted in this blissed-out, broken little smile as he rocked against Sirius with all the strength left in his legs.
And Siriusâ
Sirius was losing his fucking mind.
âF-Fuck, Regâb-babyâdonât stop,â he stammered, voice raw and wrecked, barely even coherent. âFeelsâfuckâso good, Iâjust like that, just likeâahhh, shit, I canâtââ
He grabbed Regulusâs hips, forcing him to keep moving even as his rhythm faltered.
âY-Youâre gonna make me come,â Sirius panted, eyes fluttering, hips twitching up desperately. â*Youâre gonna make meâ*fuck, Reg, pleaseâIâm so fucking closeââ
Regulus cried out again, voice cracking. âSiriusâSiriusâplease, do it, I want itâI want you toâplease, I need itâneed to feel youââ
And that was it.
That was the last straw.
Sirius snapped.
With a broken growlâdeep and feralâhe grabbed Regulus and yanked him down hard, burying himself deep and pulling Reg into his chest.
His whole body locked up.
He let out a strangled, guttural groan as he came hard, cock pulsing deep inside, arms wrapping tight around Regulus and not letting go. Holding him still. Shaking through it.
â*Fuckâfuckâ*Regulusâbabyâholy shit,â he choked, nearly sobbing into Regâs neck as his entire body trembled.
Regulus gasped at the heat inside him, whining as Sirius came, twitching in his lap, still aching.
And Sirius didnât stop.
Still deep. Still close. One hand moved down, wrapping around Regulusâs cock, already swollen again, leaking against both their stomachs.
âCome for me,â Sirius whispered, shaky but loving, stroking him slow and messy. âLet me feel it. Come for me, pretty boy.â
Regulus whinedâloud and brokenâand it only took a few strokes.
He spilled between them with a choked sob, twitching hard in Siriusâs lap, eyes fluttering shut as he slumped forward.
âOh, fuckââ he whispered, voice wrecked, body trembling as he collapsed against Siriusâs chest. âOh my god. Oh my god, I canâtâcanât move.â
Sirius held him. Tight. Still inside. Still warm.
They breathed togetherâslow and heavy.
Pressed together.
Foreheads touching.
Mouths brushing.
Sirius tilted his head and kissed himâsoft, lingering, devoted.
Regulus kissed back, lazy and sweet, lips parting with a sigh.
Neither of them said anything for a long moment.
Just quiet, sticky, satisfied silence.
And the warmth of home.
They didnât move for a long time.
Just lay there, tangled up, bodies sticky and spent, breathing loud and uneven and shared.
Regulus was giggling softly nowâthose quiet, post-high, giddy little laughs that only came when he was floating. His head rested on Siriusâs shoulder, lips brushing against his collarbone with every breath. His whole body was flushed, warm, and trembling lightly as he came down, completely boneless in Siriusâs lap.
Sirius grinned, dazed and smug, lazily running a hand up and down Regâs spine.
âYouâre a mess,â he murmured against Regâs temple, pressing a kiss there. âSo fucking sloppy, baby. You hear yourself?â
Regulus let out a sweet, high giggle and whined, hiding his face in Siriusâs neck. âMean,â he mumbled. âWasnât sloppy. Was cute.â
âYou were babbling like a drunk Niffler and crying on my cock.â
âStill cute,â Reg huffed, arms wrapping tighter around Sirius like a clingy little octopus. âAnd you were the one growling like a feral beast. I thought you were gonna bite me.â
âI did bite you.â
âOh. Yeah.â
Another breathless giggle.
They kept kissing. Lazy, slow, messy kisses that tasted like each otherâmouthed kisses and quiet sighs, noses brushing, Siriusâs hand cradling the back of Regulusâs head like he was precious and breakable.
Eventually, Sirius groaned and shifted, still deep inside, still warm.
âGotta pull out, baby.â
Regulus whined. âNoooâŚâ
âI know, I know,â Sirius cooed, kissing his jaw. âYouâll survive.â
He pulled out slowly, groaning through his teeth as Reg whimpered and gasped, whole body twitching from the overstimulation.
With a flick of his wand, Sirius cleaned them both upâwarm magic sweeping over sweat and stickiness, leaving nothing but flushed skin and exhausted muscles in its place.
Then another flick, and a set of clothes shimmered into the air beside the bedâsoft boxers, joggers, one of Siriusâs old shirts that clung to his chest and arms but always made Regulus look like heâd stolen a blanket.
Sirius tugged on his own clothes first, letting the joggers hang low on his hips, then helped Reg into a clean pair of boxers, kissing every little complaint and wiggle as Reg whined and pouted and made zero effort to assist.
Finally, he lifted the oversized black shirt and dropped it over Regulusâs head.
It swallowed him.
The hem fell to his thighs, the sleeves past his fingertips.
Sirius groaned and immediately dragged him back into his lap.
Regulus grinned smugly, stretching and flopping dramatically across the bed. âItâs mine now. This is mine.â
Sirius kissed him. âI know it is.â
âIâm keeping it forever.â
âYou better,â Sirius mumbled, already curling around him, arms tight at Regâs waist. âGives me an excuse to keep taking it off you.â
They shifted down together under the coversâsoft and slow, kissing in the dark, tangled legs and shared breath.
Regulus tucked himself under Siriusâs chin with a content little whimper.
Sirius stroked his back, kissed the top of his head, whispered something like I love you against his skin without needing to say the words.
Sirius and the Gryffindors try to prank Regulus with a spell that makes him sing his deepest thoughts. But what starts as a joke explodes into a horrifying public unraveling â one that reveals abuse, marriage magic, and the ugly truth about Regulusâs life.
When Antonin Dolohov arrives to claim his âhusband,â everything falls apart.
WARNINGS
Warnings: Magical abuse, forced marriage, grooming, emotional manipulation, implied CSA (non-explicit), child endangerment, magical binding/control, trauma, public humiliation, sibling breakdown, systemic failure, Sirius suffersâ˘, horror elements, Dolohov is the worst, everyone is crying.
It began, like all the best disasters, with Sirius Black saying,
âTrust me, thisâll be funny.â
And that was exactly why it wasn't going to be.
The sixth floor corridor outside the library was unusually lively for a Saturday afternoon, thrumming with foot traffic and lazy sunlight. Students lounged against the stone walls, parchment unspooled at their feet, trading sugar quills and secrets. The great window panes spilled golden light across a checkerboard floorâeasily the most populated hallway in the castle this time of day. Which, of course, was why it was chosen.
James Potter was chewing on the end of a Sugar-Quill, eyes narrowed as he peeked around the statue of Mad Malkin the Madcap Witch.
Remus Lupin was readingâactually readingâbut only to distract himself from how nervous he clearly was.
Peter Pettigrew was holding the spell component like it was going to explode.
Lily Evans, for her part, had her arms crossed.
âThis is a bad idea, Sirius.â
âItâs a prank,â Sirius argued, wand twirling. âItâs not like weâre throwing him out a window. Heâs just going to sing a little tune about his secret feelings. Whatâs the worst that could happen?â
âYou ask that like fate isnât always listening,â muttered Fabian Prewett, adjusting the collar of his robes as he peeked over Jamesâ shoulder.
âBesides,â added Gideon, âI kinda want to know what his little Slytherin head thinks about at night. Probably polishing his prefect badge and whispering his own name.â
The Gryffindors snorted.
And across the hallway, surrounded by his own tight circle of chaos, sat Regulus Black. His robes immaculate. Legs crossed. One ankle bouncing faintly to some silent rhythm.
Pandora Rosier was flicking through a glossy Witch Weekly.
Evan Rosier lounged like a cat, legs stretched halfway into the corridor.
Barty Crouch Jr. twirled his wand absently, watching students pass like prey.
Dorcas Meadows leaned against the wall, arms folded, chewing a stick of cinnamon bark.
Regulus didnât notice the spell hit him. Not at first.
It was a gentle thingâno bang or flash, just a soft flicker of air.
He went still.
Still enough that Barty sat up.
âReg?â he said.
Regulus blinked. His spine straightened. His eyes unfocused.
â...Regulus?â
Then he opened his mouth.
And sang.
âAll you wanna do
All you wanna do, babyââ
It was light. Teasing. Honeyed.
The hallway paused.
Someone laughed.
But the sound that came next wasnât funny. It was good.
Unfairly good. His voice was high, clear, melodicâshimmering with a sensual vibrato. Not what anyone expected. Not from him. Not from anyone. The air seemed to still. Heads turned.
âI think we can all agree I'm a ten amongst these threes
And ever since I was a child, I'd make the boys go wildââ
âAnd maybe this is itâ
He just cares so much, it feels legitâ
We have a connectionâ
I think this guy is differentââ
âWHO IS THIS SONG EVEN ABOUT?â James shouted.
âI DON'T KNOW!â screamed Peter.
â'Cause all you wanna do, all you wanna do, babyâ
Is touch me, love me, can't get enough, seeâ
Is please me, squeeze me, birds and the bees meââ
Regulus twirled mid-step. His eyes still unfocused. Half-lidded.
âRun your fingers through my hairâ
Tell me, I'm the fairest of the fairâ
Playtime's overâ
The only thing you wanna do is...â
The entire corridor erupted.
âTURN IT OFF!â Sirius shouted.
âYOU TURN IT OFF!â Lily shouted back.
âBut then there was another guyâFrancis Derehamââ Regulus continued, unfazed.
âSerious, stern and slowâ
Gets what he wants, and he won't take noâ
Passion in all that he touchesâ
The sexy secretary to the Minister of Magicââ
âHEâS JUST NAMING PEOPLE NOW!â Remus wailed.
âIsâwaitâis that real?â Fabian asked.
âDoes it MATTER?â Gideon yelled back. âLOOK AT HIM!â
Regulus was practically strutting.
âHelped him in his office, had a duty to fulfilâ
He even let me use his favourite quillâ
Spilled ink all over the parchment, my wrist was so tiredâ
Still I came back the next day as he requiredââ
Bartyâs face had gone bloodless.
âYou say I'm what you needâ
All you want, you don't need to pleadââ
Pandora slapped her hand over her mouth.
â'Cause I feel the chemistryâ
Like I get you and you get meâ
And I know this is itâ
He just cares so much, this one's legitâ
We have a real connectionâ
I'm sure this time is differentââ
âI swear to god if he saysââ Marlene whisperedâ
â'Cause all you wanna do, all you wanna do, babyâ
Is touch me, love me, can't get enough seeââ
Sirius screamed into his hands.
âIs please me, squeeze me, birds and the bees meâ
You can't wait a second more to get
My corset on the floorâ
Playtime's overâ
The only thing you wanna do is...â
And thenâ
âYeah, that didn't work outâ
The air shifted.
The song turned darker.
Regulusâs movements slowed.
âSo I decided to have a break from boysâ
And you'll never guess who I metâ
Tall, large, Antonin Dolohovââ
Evan Rosier made a strangled noise.
âHead of the pureblood Dolohovsâ
Globally reveredâ
Although you wouldn't know it from the look of that beardââ
âOh no,â muttered Dorcas. âOh no no no.â
âMade me his courted betrothalâ
Hurled me and my family up in the worldâ
Gave me duties in court and he swears it's true
That without me, he doesn't know what he'd doââ
âThis is getting dangerous,â Lily whispered. âHeâs not in control.â
âThis was your spell, Sirius!â Alice snapped.
âHOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO KNOW HEâD START EXPOSING WAR CRIMINALS THROUGH SONG?!â
âYou say I'm what you needâ
All you want, we both agreeâ
This is the place for meâ
I'm finally where I'm meant to beââ
âMake it stop,â Peter begged.
âI donât know how!â James shouted.
âThen he starts saying all this stuffâ
He cares so much, he calls me loveâ
He says we have this connectionâ
I guess it's not so differentââ
âOh god,â Remus whispered. âHere it comesââ
â'Cause all you wanna do, all you wanna do, babyâ
Is touch me, love me, can't get enough, seeâ
All you wanna do, all you wanna do, babyâ
Is seize me, squeeze me, birds and the bees meââ
The rhythm snapped.
The tone changed.
It was rage nowâfull voice, fire behind it, no teasing left. Regulusâs voice climbed, belted, accused.
âThere's no time for when or how 'cause you
Just got to have me nowâ
Playtime's overâ
The only thing you wanna do isââ
He jerked to a stop.
Everyone froze.
Regulus blinked. Slowly.
His eyes were wet.
âSo we got marriedâwoo...â
No one laughed.
âWith Antonin, it isn't easyâ
His temper's short, and his mates are sleazyâ
Except for this one courtierâ
He's a really nice guy, just so sincereââ
âWhat the fuck,â Marlene whispered.
âThe married life isn't what I plannedâ
But Thomas is there to lend a helping handâ
So sweet, makes sure that I'm okayâ
And we hang out loads when Antonin's awayââ
âHeâs making it up, right?â asked Fabian.
âI donât think he can.â Evan's voice cracked.
âThis guy finallyâ
Is what I want, the friend I needâ
Just mates, no chemistryâ
I get him and he gets meâ
And there's nothing more to itâ
He just cares so much, he's devotedâ
He says we have a connection...
I thought this time was differentââ
âDonâtâdonât say it, Reggieââ Sirius choked.
âWhy did I think he'd be different?
But it's never, ever differentââ
Then it broke.
â'Cause all you wanna doâ
All you wanna do, babyâ
Is touch me, when will enough be enough?
Seeââ
His voice cracked.
âAll you wanna doâ
All you wanna do, babyâ
Squeeze me, don't care if you don't please meâ
Bite my lip and pull my hairâ
As you tell me, I'm the fairest of the fairââ
His hands clenched.
âPlaytime's over
Playtime's over
Playtime's overââ
Regulus snapped his head up.
âThe only thing
The only thing
The only thing you wanna do isââ
And then the spell ended.
He dropped.
Collapsed like a puppet with cut strings.
Barty caught him before he hit the stone.
For five full seconds, no one moved.
Thenâ
âWHAT THE FUCK,â Sirius shouted.
Silence lasted for a heartbeat.
Then it ruptured.
A girl near the back screamed. Someone else sobbed. A dozen voices erupted over each otherâshouts, questions, curses, horror. The entire sixthâfloor hallway dissolved into a hurricane of noise.
Pandora Rosier was the first to move with purpose. She cupped Regulusâs face with trembling hands, her voice sharp:
âReggie? Reggie, look at meââ
He didnât.
He sat there limp in Bartyâs arms, body slack like every muscle had simply given up. His eyes were closedânot squeezed shut, just⌠closed. Too gently. Too passively. His lips parted just enough to tremble.
Evan Rosier looked like he wanted to hex the world apart.
Dorcas Meadows turned, voice raised at the nearest cluster of Gryffindors:
âWHAT THE HELL DID YOU DO?!â
Sirius didnât respond. Couldnât.
He looked like someone had ripped his skeleton out, leaving him hollow. His wand dangled useless at his side. His face was chalk-pale, eyes wide, lips parted in a soundless shock.
James grabbed him by the shoulder.
âPadsâPads, breathe, mateââ
âNo,â Sirius whispered, shaking his head slowly, violently. âNo. No. No.â
Lily clapped a hand over her mouth, tears already spilling.
Remus stood frozen, one hand in his hair, eyes glassy.
Peter⌠was crying outright.
The younger students hovered at the fringes, all wide-eyed confusion and terror.
âWhatâwhat was that song even about?â a third-year asked, voice wobbling.
A sixth-year Ravenclaw swallowed hard.
âI⌠I think he was⌠describing⌠older men.â
âWhat? Likeâcrushes?â
âNO. Notâ not crushes, you idiot.â She wiped a shaking hand over her face. âLike⌠they were⌠doing things. To him.â
A hush fell again, sharp and painful.
Students recoiled. Some gagged. One girl bolted for a rubbish bin and vomited. Someone else staggered back against the stone wall with a thud.
âHe was thirteen,â croaked a Hufflepuff boy.
âHe saidâ he said he was thirteenââ
âAnd Dolohov? Dolohov?! The Dolohov?â a Gryffindor demanded, voice cracking.
âAnd Dereham? AndâAND WHO THE FUCK IS MANNOX?!â
The panic spiraled, voices rising to shrieks.
Regulus didnât move.
He sat exactly as he had fallen: slumped, eyes shut, jaw trembling faintly, refusing to open his eyes, refusing to breathe too deeply, refusing to acknowledge the world. As if stillness might make him invisible. As if silence might undo everything heâd been forced to lay bare.
Barty hovered over him, voice breaking.
âReg⌠come on. Say something. Anything.â
Nothing.
Evan knelt beside them, fists clenched so tight his knuckles whitened.
âOpen your eyes, little star. Please.â
Still nothing.
Pandora shook, tears sliding down her cheeks.
âLook at us. Reggie. Please.â
Regulus turned his face away. Barely. But it was enough to break all three of them.
Dorcas rounded on the Gryffindors.
âYou absolute bastardsâ what did you THINK was going to happen?!â
Fabian shook his head, horrified.
âWe didnâtâ we didnât knowââ
âYou didnât THINK,â Gideon snapped at Sirius. âYouâ you never think when it comes to him!â
Sirius flinched as if struck.
Marlene McKinnon pressed a hand against her chest.
âIâ I thought he was exaggeratingâ I thought it was just a⌠cheeky songâ I didnât knowââ
Mary Macdonald was sobbing.
âSomeone get a PROFESSORâ someoneâ ANYONEââ
Frank Longbottom wiped his face with his sleeve.
âHow long has this been going on? Howâ howâ Merlinâ howââ
Alice Fortescue whispered,
âHe sounded terrified. That last verseâ he sounded terrified.â
Lilyâs voice cracked open like glass:
âHe saidâ he said playtimeâs over. Thatâsâ thatâs notâ thatâs not a jokeââ
Remus swallowed hard, stepping closer to Regulusâs friends.
âWe didnât know. If we had known, we neverâ we would neverââ
Barty snapped,
âYou shouldnât have done it AT ALL!â
âWe thought itâd make him admit he fancied a boy!â James yelled defensively. âWe didnât thinkâ we didnât think it wasâ THAT!â
Pandora shook her head violently.
âYou pranked the wrong person. You donât understand him. Youâve NEVER understood him.â
Evan stared at Sirius like he was poisonous.
âEspecially you.â
Sirius took a step back, breath hitching.
âI didnâtâ I didnât knowâ I didnâtâ I wouldnâtâ Iââ
His knees nearly buckled.
Fabian grabbed him before he hit the floor.
From the far side of the hall, someone whispered:
âHe named Dolohov. Thatâs going to get people killed.â
Another voice:
âHe said theyâ he said theyâ touched him.â
Another:
âHe didnât sound scared of it before. Just resigned. But at the endâ he sounded like he was beggingââ
Another:
âThat wasnât a song. That was aâ a warning. Or aâ a cry for help.â
Another burst into tears.
Someone else shouted,
âWhy isnât he talking? Why isnât he movingââ
Dorcas snapped, voice shaking,
âBecause heâs HUMILIATED, and TERRIFIED, and SPENT. He wasnât just singing. He was REMEMBERING.â
Pandora whispered,
âHeâ he thinks weâre all looking at him likeâ like those men did.â
Evan cursed under his breath, head bowed.
Barty leaned close, forehead pressing gently to Regulusâs temple.
âHey. Itâs us. Just us. Nobody else matters. Look at me, Reg.â
Regulus didnât look.
His voice was a faint, broken whisper.
Barely audible.
âDonât⌠donât look at me.â
Pandora broke entirely.
Evan looked sick.
Bartyâs breath stuttered.
Sirius collapsed to his knees.
âReggieââ
Regulusâs shoulders tensedâjust barely.
Just enough to show he heard.
Just enough to show he couldnât bear it.
Not from him.
Not right now.
Sirius covered his mouth with shaking hands, eyes wild and wet.
âI didnât know,â he choked.
âI swear on my life I didnât know.â
Regulus flinched.
And thatâmore than everything elseâmade Sirius sob outright.
The hallway was still chaos.
Students crying.
Professors running up the stairs, shouting for space.
Regulusâs friends curled around him like a shield.
And Regulus, in the centre of it allâ
small, silent, eyes closedâ
as if he could undo the world by refusing to see it.
Noise rolled across the hallway in wavesâvoices overlapping, questions flying, horror crackling through the air like a hex gone wrong.
Students from every House shouted over one another:
âWas that real?â
âRegulusâwas any of that TRUE?â
âHeâs SIXTEEN!â
âDolohov isâheâs nearly forty!â
âWhat the HELL did we just hear?!â
Regulus sat in the center of it all, curled slightly in Bartyâs arms, his shoulders tremblingânot violently, but quietly. A small, controlled kind of shaking. The kind you do when youâre trying desperately not to fall apart.
He didnât speak. Didnât look up. Didnât react to the dozens of wide, horrified eyes fixed on him.
Pandora wiped her face with the corner of her sleeve, voice cracking as she tried again:
âReggie, sweetheart⌠you donât have to talk, okay? Justâjust breathe.â
But he didnât.
Dorcas knelt in front of him, voice softening in a way no one ever expected from her:
âWe got you. You hear me? Youâre safe, alright? Nobody here is going to touch you. Nobody.â
His eyelids fluttered⌠but stayed closed.
More shouting from the crowdâ
âDid Dolohov FORCE him?!â
âDid his parents KNOW?â
âWhat happened with that teacherâMannoxâ?â
âThis is SICKâ someone OWES us an explanation!â
Regulus flinched.
And that was when Barty snapped, voice sharp enough to cut stone:
âSHUT UP. ALL OF YOU. HE DOESNâT OWE YOU ANYTHING.â
His fury echoed off the corridor walls like thunder.
Students recoiled.
But the questions didnât stopâjust hushed, desperate whispers now, fear-laced and trembling.
Pandora brushed Regulusâs hair back, trying to soothe him.
âReggie⌠please donât shut down. Please, not like thisâŚâ
He didnât respond.
And thenâslowly, with the weight of a thousand yearsâ
Regulus exhaled.
A small, tired, broken sigh.
His hand moved.
Just barely.
Everyone fell silent.
Every sound in the hallway died.
Regulus slipped his hand into his inner robe pocket⌠and pulled something out.
A ring.
Small. Heavy. Dark metal. Etched with old runes and a family crest older than Hogwarts itself.
He didnât look at anyone.
He didnât speak.
He just stared at it.
Turned it slowly between his fingers.
And as he did, tears slipped silently down his pale cheeksâquiet, controlled, unstoppable.
Pandoraâs breath hitched.
âOh⌠RegulusâŚâ
Evan leaned closer, panic sharpening his features.
âWhatâ what is that? Reggieâ Reggie, what is thatâ?â
Regulus didnât answer.
He just lifted his handâŚ
and slid the ring onto his left ring finger.
The collective gasp from the hallway was physicalâlike the air had been punched out of every chest at once.
Evan grabbed Regulusâs hand instantly, pulling it toward him to see.
His face drained of every drop of colour.
âNo. No, no, noâ REGâ thisâ THISâ THIS ISââ
He looked up at Barty and Pandora, horrified.
âItâs the Dolohov family heirloom. The wedding ring.â
Pandoraâs knees buckled.
Dorcas swore aloud.
Bartyâs face twisted with rage, grief, disbelief.
The hallway erupted.
âHEâS MARRIED?!â
âWHATâWHATâ HEâS SIXTEENââ
âTHIS ISNâTâ THATâS ILLEGALââ
âDID HE MEAN ITâ DID HEââ
âDolohovâ marriedâ MARRIED HIMââ
âWHERE WERE HIS PARENTSâ?â
Sirius Black broke.
He shoved James off and stormed forward, shaking with so much fury he was practically vibrating.
His voice came out raw, jagged:
âWHO PUT THAT ON YOUR HAND?!â
Regulus flinched, curling in on himself.
Barty immediately shielded him, snarling:
âDONâT yell at him!â
âIâm not yelling at himââ Sirius spat, wild-eyed.
âIâm yelling at EVERYONE who LET this happen!â
His breath hitched.
His voice cracked.
His face twisted with a grief so violent it made even the bystanders step back.
âHeâs SIXTEEN. SIXTEEN. Heâs a CHILD.â
Pandoraâs shoulders shook.
Sirius pointed at the ring like it was a murder weapon.
âDolohov isâ heâs DOUBLEâ noâ TRIPLE his age!â
âDolohovâs nearly fortyâ heâ heâs old enough to beââ
He gagged on the word.
ââhis FATHERââ
A choked sound escaped Regulus, but he still refused to open his eyes. His hand shook where Barty held it.
Sirius staggered backward, hands pulling at his own hair.
âMannoxââ he breathed, voice breaking into something strangled.
âMannox taught us when we were little. Iâ I knew himâ Iâ heââ
James froze.
Remus looked sick.
Peter covered his mouth, eyes filled with tears.
âHe started teaching us when Reg was FIVE,â Sirius whispered, horrified at his own words.
 âI neverâ I neverâ I didnât KNOWâ I didnât KNOW what he wasâ what he didââ
Regulus curled further into himself, a quiet sob shivering out of him.
Sirius collapsed onto a bench like his legs gave out.
âDereham,â he whispered next, voice trembling.
âReg did an internship with him when he was fourteenâ he was so excitedâ heâ he wanted to impress Fatherâ heââ
He covered his face with both hands, shaking.
James held his shoulder, just to keep him upright.
Lily pressed a hand over her mouth again, tears pouring freely.
âMerlinâ oh Merlinââ
âHe was FOURTEENââ
Frank slammed his fist into the wall hard enough to crack the stone, roaring,
âWHERE WERE HIS PARENTS?!â
Fabian answered, furious:
âGiving him to monsters.â
Gideon shouted,
âTHEY TRADED HIM LIKE A BARGAINING CHIPâ LIKE A TOKENâ LIKEââ
Pandora cut in, voice breaking entirely:
âBecause thatâs what pureblood alliances DO. And they did it to him. They did it to our Reggie.â
Regulus whimpered faintly.
Students screamed.
Professors rushed down the stairs.
Someone fainted.
Two kids were openly sobbing into each other.
The hallway become pure chaosârage, grief, disbelief, horror.
And in the middle of it allâ
Regulus Black sat trembling, wedding ring glinting on his finger, silent tears slipping down his cheeksâŚ
âŚand not a single person in that castle would ever be the same.
McGonagall arrived first.
Her robes flared behind her like wings of wrath, and her eyes flicked immediately to the epicenter of chaos.
When she saw Regulusâslumped, trembling, surrounded by bloodshot friends and carnageâher breath caught.
âMerlinâs bones,â she whispered.
Dumbledore followed moments later, the crowd parting in stunned, confused silence. He didnât ask questions. Not at first. He just looked.
At Regulus.
At the ring.
At the broken look on Sirius Blackâs face.
And his heart sank.
âClear the corridor,â McGonagall barked, voice sharp as shattered glass.
âNOW. Everyoneâout. You can gawk at something else, you ghouls.â
Professors scattered to herd students awayâsome crying, some whispering in horror, others still screaming. It took minutes to thin the crowd, but eventually it was justâ
Regulus.
His four friends clinging to him like threads holding him together.
The entire Gryffindor core groupâsilent, shaken, weeping.
Sirius, on the floor, looking like heâd been dismembered.
And the professors.
McGonagall approached slowly.
âRegulus⌠sweetheartâŚâ
He opened his eyes.
Just barely.
And said, hoarsely,
âIâve tried.â
The silence that followed was⌠still.
Deadly still.
Regulus exhaled like someone pressing their soul through their ribs.
âI can take it off,â he said quietly, holding up his hand, watching the ring with dull, lifeless eyes. âBut the magic stays.â
He slipped the ring off.
Held it in his palm.
âSee?â he said.
The skin of his ring finger was red and chafed. Even without the ring, a faint shimmer of gold magic curled around the joint like a ghost.
âThe binding doesnât care if I wear it,â he murmured. âIt just knows itâs mine.â
He looked at no one.
Just at the metal in his hand.
âNo one else can remove it. Not permanently. It always comes back.â
âWhy?â whispered Lily.
Regulus sighed.
âBecause itâs a marriage bond.â
That word hit the room like a bomb.
âMagical. Legal. Ancient.â His voice was soft. Resigned. âOld family spellwork. Pureblood contracts. You canât just⌠divorce. Not without an annulment. And you canât get an annulment if it was⌠if it wasâŚâ
He trailed off.
Pandora swallowed thickly, whispering,
âIf it was consummated.â
Regulus nodded.
The room pulsed with silent rage.
McGonagallâs mouth was trembling.
Dumbledore looked as though someone had emptied his lungs.
âWhy didnât you tell anyone?â Sirius demanded.
âWhy didnât you say somethingâwe couldâveâI wouldâveâyouâre SIXTEEN!â
Regulus finally looked at him.
And Sirius wished he hadnât.
Because the look in his baby brotherâs eyes wasnât hate. Or anger. Or fear.
It was surrender.
Old. Exhausted. Hollow.
âThere was nothing you couldâve done,â Regulus said.
âThatâs a lie,â Sirius snapped.
âItâs not,â Regulus replied softly. âBecause once we were married, Antonin became my guardian. My legal guardian. My parents signed it over in the contract.â
Sirius looked like heâd been stabbed.
âWhatâwhat do you mean? You live with him?â
Regulus nodded slowly.
âAll my things are there. My bedroom. My wand storage. My books. My⌠everything.â
âButâbutâyour magicââ James choked.
Regulus looked at him. And then down at his hand.
âMarriage magic is physical,â he said. âAnd magical. It intertwines our cores. Thereâs a connection. Because of⌠what happened. Because of the ritual.â
His voice broke on the word.
âHe can control you?â asked Frank, horrified.
âTo a degree,â Regulus admitted. âHe can override spells. Suppress my wand. He can track my magical surges. Bind me in place. Cut off certain kinds of casting if Iâm disobedient.â
Remus whispered,
âThatâs slavery.â
Regulus closed his eyes again.
âIâm used to it now,â he said. âItâs⌠manageable.â
âThis is not manageable,â snapped Barty, voice barely keeping together.
âThere has to be a way,â Gideon said, frantic. âThere has to beââ
âThere isnât,â Regulus said tiredly. âIâm sixteen. Iâm legally underage. My parents arranged it. Signed the papers. Everything was done by the book.â
The moment his fingers touched itâ
the runes ignited.
Flames of gold magic burst up Regulusâs armâspiraling, violent, angry.
âNOâEVANâDONâTâ!â
Regulus screamed.
The entire room jolted.
The markings carved their way up his fingers, then his hand, racing up his wrist and forearm, the sigils glowing through his skin. Magic burned through the fleshâdeep, searing pain.
But Regulus didnât scream again.
He choked. Twitched.
But he didnât scream.
Because he was used to it.
The agony folded him in half.
He gasped against his own knee, shaking, sweat breaking out on his skin, but it wasnât the pain that broke him.
It was the fear.
âShitâSHITââ Barty was trying to hold him down.
âItâs not just a security enchantment,â Regulus croaked. âItâsâitâs a summons.â
âA what?â Lily gasped.
Regulus whimpered.
âItâit alerts him. It pings him. Like an alarm. He knows. He knows someone tried to take it offââ
âHe is not Apparating,â Dumbledore said darkly, eyes closing as he listened with the castleâs senses.
âHe is using the Floo.â
The room went silent.
Then the screaming began again.
Regulus was barely consciousâhead lolling, vision unfocused, breath shallow. Magical backlash rippled through him in waves, each surge making his knees give out.
Barty held him upright.
Pandora supported his other side.
Dorcas kept a hand on his back, muttering grounding charms.
Evan hovered, frantic, ready to catch him if he dropped.
ââM trying,â he whispered. âHurts. Canâtâcanât feel my handsââ
âDumbledoreâHELP HIM,â Sirius shouted, practically clawing his way into the barrier, tears streaking down his face.
Dumbledore didnât answerâbecause the Floo flared.
Bright. Violent. Hungry.
Green fire roared up the hearth in the Entrance Hall.
Every student nearby screamed and ran.
Regulus lifted his head drowsily, face going white.
âHeâs here,â he breathed.
And then he stepped out.
Antonin Dolohov.
Tall. Broad. Fur-trimmed traveling cloak. Cold eyes. Cruel mouth twisted into a smirk.
Every person in the hall recoiled as if he were a blast of freezing wind.
He smoothed back his hair casually, brushing soot from his shoulders as if arriving fashionably late to a dinner party rather than barreling in through a magical emergency link.
âWell,â he drawled, surveying the chaos with amusement. âSomeoneâs been touching things they shouldnât.â
Sirius lunged.
James and Frank barely held him back.
âYOUâ YOUâ GET AWAY FROM HIMââ
Dolohov arched a brow, amused.
âSirius Black. What an uncouth greeting for your brotherâs husband.â
Sirius shrieked.
McGonagall nearly hexed him on instinct.
Dumbledore stepped forward, wand raised.
His voice was quiet. Deadly.
âYou are not welcome here. You will leave this castle at once.â
Dolohov laughed.
Actually laughed.
âHeadmaster, with all due respect⌠do you have any idea how marriage law works?â
He pulled a parchment from his pocket, waving it lazily.
âGuardianship transfer. Magical bond certification. Underage spouse clause. Signed by Walburga and Orion Black themselves. Fully legal. Fully binding.â
He glanced at Regulus, smirking wider.
âAnd fully mine.â
Pandora hissed like a feral creature.
Barty moved in front of Regulus, shielding him.
Evan looked like heâd snap Dolohovâs neck with his bare hands.
Dumbledoreâs jaw tightened.
âYou cannot remove a student from school grounds without myââ
âHeadmaster,â Dolohov interrupted with mock politeness,
âyou are not his guardian. I am.â
He tapped his own chest with one gloved hand.
âI have unrestricted, legally protected access to my spouse. At any time. In any location.â
Dolohov wrapped an arm around his waist, pulling him close with a proprietary ease that made half the room gag.
Regulus exhaled shakilyâa small, broken soundâhis body collapsing into the hold automatically, instinctively.
Dolohov tilted his chin up with one gloved hand.
âGreet me properly,â he murmured.
Regulus leaned up.
And kissed him.
Soft. Obedient. Mechanical.
Dolohov purred approvingly, stroking his cheek.
Then he turned to the stunned, horrified crowd of Hogwarts students and professorsâŚ
âŚand smirked.
âIsnât he perfect?â
Sirius made a sound that didnât sound human.
Regulus didnât so much stand in Dolohovâs arms as he collapsed into them.
The burnout hit him full-force nowâmagic drained, nerves fried, core aching like something was physically scraping at it from the inside.
His breath came in thin, weak pants.
His fingers clutched at Antoninâs cloak out of instinct, not desire.
His knees buckled again and again, and every time Dolohov hauled him upright with mock-gentleness, like holding a fainting bride instead of a bound boy.
Sirius looked ready to explode.
James and Frank had to restrain himâagain.
McGonagall was shaking with fury.
Lily was openly crying.
Remus was pale and hollow.
Barty was vibrating like a bomb.
And Dolohov?
He reveled in it.
He stroked Regulusâs hair back with cruel tenderness, his fingers brushing the sensitive spot where the runes still glowed faintly beneath the skin.
âLook at you,â he cooed,
voice soft like a lullaby dipped in venom.
âSo tired, kotyonok. So drained. This school is poison to you. I told you, didnât I? I told you Hogwarts was not good for my sweet boy.â
Dumbledore stepped forward, wand raised.
âYou will not remove him from these grounds.â
Dolohov smirked.
A slow, lazy, devastating smirk.
âHeadmaster⌠you are losing your touch. You should know the law better than anyone here.â
He kissed Regulusâs templeâRegulus flinched weakly.
âI am his guardian. Legally. Magically. Contractually. That gives me the right to transfer him from this institution if I deem it harmful.â
Pandora screamed,
âYOU CANâT TAKE HIMâHEâS BARELY STANDINGâYOUâYOU CANâTââ
Dolohov ignored her.
He curled a hand under Regulusâs chin, turning his face up.
Regulus tried to focus.
Failed.
His vision blurred in and out, dizziness forcing him to cling tighter to Dolohovâs cloak just to stay upright.
Antonin smiled.
âThere, lyubimyy. Hold on to me. Good boy.â
Sirius roared.
James and Frank nearly lost their grip holding him back.
Dolohov shifted his grip and scooped Regulus up effortlesslyâone arm under his knees, one supporting his back. Regulus let out a soft, disoriented noise, hands clutching at Antoninâs collar as the world tilted.
Antonin kissed his forehead.
Then his cheek.
Then the other.
Soft, slow, possessive pecksâmore mockery than affection.
âAkh, my darling,â he murmured in Russian,
voice syrup-sweet, toxic beneath the sugar.
âYa zhe skazal tebe⌠I told you this place would fail you. They do not deserve you. They never did.â
He brushed his nose against Regulusâs.
âTolâko ya. Only me. I take care of you. Always.â
Regulusâs fingers spasmed weakly in response.
He was trying to stay conscious.
Tryingâand losing.
Dumbledoreâs magic crackled, the barrier shimmering dangerously.
âYou will NOT take him,â Dumbledore repeated, voice hard as cursed iron.
Dolohov looked at him like he was a mildly annoying clerk.
âYou think you can stop me?â he asked gently.
âWatch.â
He pressed two fingers against the runes glowing beneath Regulusâs skin.
Regulusâs body jerked like the strings had been yanked on a puppet.
His magicâwhat little was leftâcollapsed inward, binding, locking, freezing him solid against Dolohovâs chest.
Barty swore.
Dorcas choked.
Pandora covered her mouth with both hands.
âHe canât move now,â Dolohov purred.
âHe canât even struggle.â
Sirius made a noise like his entire chest tore open.
Dolohov leaned close to Regulusâs ear.
âNow, kotyonokâŚâ
His voice softened into cold silk.
âSay goodbye.â
Regulus blinked, dazed.
Confused.
Terrified.
Dolohov cupped his cheek with a gloved hand.
âSay goodbye to your⌠classmates,â he mocked gently,
âbecause you will never see them again.â
Pandora sobbed.
Evan tried to lunge forwardâMcGonagall held him back with shaking hands.
Barty whispered Regulusâs name like a prayer breaking on an altar.
Regulus swallowed.
His throat worked.
No sound came out.
He didnât refuse.
He physically couldnât.
Dolohov kissed him again.
Slow, soft, false.
Then he shifted him higher in his arms, turning toward the great doors as if leading a parade.
âLetâs go home, sweet boy.â
He started walking.
No one could stop him.
Not Dumbledore.
Not McGonagall.
Not the castle itself.
Because the magic binding Regulus was older than Hogwarts.
Older than the Founders.
Older than any law the school recognized.
Antonin Dolohov walked toward the great oak doors, smug and untouchable, his husband limp and trembling in his arms.
And thenâ
Just before the doors openedâ
Regulus moved.
Barely.
His head rolled against Antoninâs shoulder.
His eyes fluttered open.
And he looked back.
One last time.
At Bartyâwho looked shattered.
At Pandoraâwho reached for him helplessly.
At Evanâwho mouthed Iâm sorry. At Dorcasâwho looked like sheâd kill a god for him.
At Lilyâcrying silently.
At Remusâhollow and horrified.
At Jamesâshaking violently.
At McGonagallâface carved from grief.
At Dumbledoreâeyes burning.
At Peterâsobbing uncontrollably.
At the Great Hall filled with silent, stunned, terrified students.
And finallyâ
he looked at Sirius.
His big brother.
The brother he still loved, even if everything else had been taken from him.
Regulusâs eyes filled with tears.
His lips partedâ
just slightlyâ
as if he wanted to say something.
Wanted to plead.
Apologize.
Ask for help.
Say goodbye.
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The Gryffindor common room had long since shed its noble name and flame-lit charm in favour of something far more dangerousâglory, glitter, and unforgivable mess.
Bottles clinked and shattered beneath someone's feet. A fourth-year Hufflepuff was crying on a couch made of two Transfigured armchairs and a blanket. Someoneâno one was sure whoâhad charmed the portrait hole to sing Sweet Child Oâ Mine in a booming baritone every time it opened. And James Potter had, at some point, taken his shirt off to use it as a flag of honour while standing on the table and demanding someone duel him for a kiss from âthe fairest Lily in the land.â
Regulus Black, who was very much not a Gryffindor, was draped dramatically across the arm of said table, nursing a half-drunk bottle of firewhisky and laughing so hard he nearly fell off.
âYouâd make a shit knight, Potter,â he slurred, pointing lazily. âCanât even lift a sword, let alone handle a woman.â
Lily Evans choked on her butterbeer. âHe canât even lift his grades.â
âOi!â James yelled, grabbing his chest like heâd been mortally wounded. âYou wound me, Evans! Iâll have you know I got an Acceptable in Potions last week.â
âThatâs notââ
âShhh,â said Marlene, waving a hand in Lilyâs face. âLet him have this. Heâs only got the one brain cell, and itâs drunk.â
Across the room, Remus Lupin and Dorcas Meadows were in the middle of an increasingly tense chess game where the pieces actually slapped each other. Barty Crouch Jr. was trying to climb onto Fabian Prewettâs shoulders because âif he got just a little higher, he could kiss God on the mouth.â Sirius Black was attempting to shotgun a bottle of mead with Pandora Rosier while Evan Rosier egged them both on like it was a national sport.
The lines between houses had long since blurred.
The lines between enemies and allies, too.
Which was exactly how this cursed groupâof Gryffindors, Slytherins, and a few lost Ravenclawsâended up playing Never Have I Ever together on the rug beside the fireplace, a haphazard circle of limbs and stories and far too many empty bottles.
âNever have I ever,â said Gideon Prewett, tipping back his drink, âaccidentally blown up a loo.â
Frank Longbottom groaned and drank. âThe key word is accidentally.â
âNever have I ever kissed someone in this room,â Lily tossed in, eyes glittering. That got at least seven people drinking.
Pandora raised her hand. âWhich kind of kiss are we talking?â
âGirl.â
âNo, likeâmouth kiss or chaos kiss?â
âWhat the fuck is a chaos kiss?â asked Remus.
âYou kiss someone for the plot.â
âOh my God,â groaned James.
Then it turned to truth or dare. Then it turned to storytelling. Thenâsomehowâit turned to family stories. Childhood tales, parent disasters, first magic memories, the little things that built them before they could build themselves.
Alice Fortescue was telling a story about her mumâs obsessive need to alphabetize her spice rack by magical potency.
Fabian was recounting the time Gideon had convinced him their parents were ghouls who only looked human during the daytime.
Lily had shared a moment of her mum and dad driving her out to some quiet field on the edge of Cokeworth so she could practice charms without causing a scene.
Peter, surprisingly, spoke gently of his gran and the charm she always put on his pillow so he never had nightmares.
Remusâ voice went quiet as he talked about his dad reading to him at night with a protective charm around the room so the moonlight couldnât slip in.
And then, predictably, all eyes turned to Sirius.
He smirked, but it didnât touch his eyes. âGrimmauld Place was like...living in a museum curated by a madman. Dark walls. Dark spells. Darker people. My mum used to make us stand with our hands behind our backs when guests came over, like little soldiers. I wasnât allowed to eat sugar after I hexed my cousin. My father once locked me in my room for three days for bringing a Muggle pen into the house. Thought it was corrupting me.â
There was a heavy silence.
James shifted uncomfortably.
Remus stared into his drink.
Regulus, however, burst out laughing. âYou forgot the one where she made you bathe in moon water to âwash away the mudblood sympathies.ââ
Sirius snorted. âOh, right. That one.â
âYour mother is insane,â Lily muttered.
âAbsolutely.â
âWell, what about you?â Mary Macdonald asked, turning to Regulus. âYou grew up in the same house, didnât you?â
The air shifted. Just slightly.
Even Barty stopped mid-sip.
Regulus blinked, confused. âWhat?â
âYou grew up at Grimmauld Place too, yeah?â
Regulus tilted his head. âNo?â
Sirius raised an eyebrow and leaned back against the hearth like heâd been waiting for this.
Regulus swirled his drink, then laughed againâtipsy and soft. âOh Merlin, no. God, can you imagine? Iâd have turned into a snake or something.â
Evan frowned. âWait. I thought you did grow up there.â
âI lived there,â Regulus said, shrugging. âBut I didnât grow up there. Thatâs different.â
Everyone was looking at him now.
Lily furrowed her brow. âWhat does that mean?â
Pandora blinked. âYouâre not Siriusâs brother?â
âIâm not even a Black,â Regulus said casually, popping a jellybean into his mouth. âNot by blood anyway. My nameâs Luca. Luca Doharty.â
âWHAT?â
The entire circle exploded into chaos.
âRegulus WHAT?â
âLuca fucking who?â
âWhy are you just telling us this now?â
âWaitâso youâre not a Black?â
âIâVE BEEN CALLING YOU REG FOR SIX BLOODY YEARSââ
Sirius looked utterly unbothered, calmly sipping his drink.
âItâs not a secret,â Regulusâno, Lucaâsaid, mildly offended. âI just didnât announce it, you know? Not my fault you all assumed.â
âBut you lived with the Blacks,â Frank said.
âYeah,â Luca nodded. âWhen I was ten. My mum got deployedâsheâs in the Muggle militaryâand since Sirius and I already knew each other from primary school, and we were the only magical kids there, she asked his parents to watch me until she came back. Thought theyâd understand.â
The silence hit like a brick wall.
âShe didnât know what kind of people they were,â Sirius added after a pause, voice tight but honest. âDidnât know she was handing him to a family whoâd...try to wring the Muggle out of him.â
âShe sends me letters every week,â Luca said, gently. âSheâs out there somewhere. Still alive. Iâm just waiting for her to come home.â
Pandora looked like sheâd been physically hit. âYou...you write to your mum?â
âOf course I do.â
Barty blinked, dumbstruck. âYou told me your mother died in childbirth.â
Luca snorted. âThatâs Evanâs favourite lie. I never said that.â
âI definitely remember you saying you were a tragic orphan,â Evan muttered, staring at him.
âI said I was temporarily misplaced,â Luca corrected.
Dorcas stared at him. âYou make me do your Divination homework because you claim youâre haunted.â
âEmotionally, I am.â
âYou called Walburga âMotherâ last year in front of McGonagallââ
âListen, it was either that or âThe Ghoul Formerly Known As My Guardian.ââ
James was gaping. âSo youâre just...some Muggle kid who got dropped into Grimmauld Place like a fucking stray cat?â
âYes,â Sirius and Luca said at the same time.
âAnd youâre not adopted or anything?â
âNope,â said Luca. âI still have all my paperwork. Iâm legally a Doharty. I just...live like a Black. Itâs like method acting, but with trauma.â
Marlene looked genuinely shaken. âYouâre a Muggleborn?â
âHalf-blood. Mumâs magical. Left the wizarding world after school. Wanted to live normal.â
âAnd you were just...cool with being shoved into that house?â Fabian asked.
Luca laughed. âGod, no. But I didnât really have a choice, did I?â
Evanâs voice was oddly quiet. âWhy didnât you ever tell us?â
Luca looked at him. âWould it have changed anything?â
Evan opened his mouth. Closed it. Looked away.
Remus muttered, âThis explains so fucking much.â
âLike what?â
âLike why you always have Muggle references none of us get. Why you actually know how to tie a tie. Why youâve got...emotions.â
Luca flipped him off, but he was smiling. âMust be the military upbringing.â
Barty suddenly yelled, âWAITâIS THAT WHY YOU KICK SO HARD?!â
âYes,â said Luca smugly. âAnd why I know fifteen ways to kill a man with a fork.â
Peter let out a squeak and scooted closer to Fabian.
James blinked. âIâm still stuck on ânot a Black.ââ
âOh, Iâm still black,â Luca said. âJust...lowercase.â
The entire room groaned.
Someone threw a pillow at him.
âIâm changing your contact name in my address book,â Pandora muttered.
âIâm writing to your mum,â Sirius announced, laughing. âShe needs to know what a little shit youâve become.â
âSheâll be proud.â
She probably would.
And for the first time that night, the laughter in the room felt like something real.
They were still screaming.
The chaos hadnât died down, not even a little. If anything, it had evolved.
âYouâre IRISH?!â Marlene shrieked, clutching a pillow like it was a holy relic. âSince WHEN are you Irish?!â
âSince birth, Marlene,â Luca Doharty said slowly, like he was talking to a particularly dense goat. âItâs usually how that works.â
âYou donât even sound Irish,â Fabian snapped.
âIâve been living in London since I was nine, bro. Iâm sorry for not breaking into a feckin' jig every morning to prove my Celtic authenticity.â
âWait. Wait. Wait,â Peter said, looking like heâd just figured out the sun was hot. âYou dye your hair?â
Luca blinked, completely unbothered. âYeah.â
âWhy?â
âOh, because Walburgaâs a controlling nightmare dressed in 1800s curtains and she told me I looked âcommonâ with brown hair,â Luca said sweetly, running a hand through the black waves. âSo I dye it black every term. Been doing it since second year. Thanks to Sirius, actually.â
Sirius gave a smug shrug. âTaught him the potion myself. Got a bloody A+.â
Frank, Lily, and Alice were now leaning in, squinting at him.
âNo offence,â Alice said, âbut now that I look at youâyour jawâs different from Siriusâs.â
âHis nose is straighter,â Lily murmured. âAnd his ears are smaller.â
âHis eyes are brown!â Mary said, throwing her hands in the air. âFucking brown!â
Everyone turned to Sirius.
âYou knew,â James accused.
âObviously I knew,â Sirius scoffed. âHeâs been my best friend since we were children. You think I canât tell the difference between him and my actual demon-spawn relatives?â
âWait,â Remus blinked. âYou knew each other before Hogwarts?â
âYeah,â Luca said, grinning wide and smug. âWe went to the same Muggle primary school. Only two magical kids there. I was nine, he was ten. Got into a fight on the second day of schoolâhe stole my crisps, so I punched him in the face, and then we were inseparable.â
Sirius laughed. âHe bit me. In the leg.â
âYou deserved it,â Luca huffed. âSticky-fingered little thief.â
James looked betrayed. âYou mean Iâm not your best friend?â
âGet in line,â Luca said, flipping him off. âI was here first, loser.â
Sirius didnât say anything. He just grinned wide and grabbed Luca by the waist, yanking him close into his side like it was second nature. Luca curled into him without hesitation, like a magnet finding its twin.
âI hate this,â said James.
âGood,â said Luca, snuggling in harder. âRot.â
Pandora made a choked sound. âWait, so everyone thinks youâre brothersââ
âYep,â Luca said.
âBut youâre not.â
âCorrect.â
âAnd you justââ
Luca kissed Sirius.
It wasnât even hesitant. He just tilted his chin and pressed a warm, confident kiss to the corner of Siriusâs mouth, casual as brushing lint off his shoulder. Sirius blinked once in surprise, then turned and kissed him back properly, a little too long for comfort.
The room exploded again.
âOH MY GOD.â
âWHAT THE FUCK.â
âIâIS THIS LEGAL??â
âTHAT WAS A FAMILY ZONE.â
âEXCUSE ME WHILE I REEVALUATE REALITY.â
âWHY DO YOU DO THIS TO US?!â James howled, clutching at his head like he could squeeze the image out.
Sirius smirked. âBecause your pain is funny.â
âPeople think weâre brothers,â Luca added with a wink. âSo naturally we must kiss.â
âThatâs notââ Remus began.
ââhow anything worksââ Lily tried.
ââare you two actually dating or what?â Mary demanded.
Luca and Sirius exchanged a look. Something unspoken. Something messy.
Sirius shrugged. âWe tried. Last year.â
âDidnât work out,â Luca said softly. âToo much going on. Too many things we werenât ready to admit.â
âBut you still kiss?â
Luca shrugged. âWe like confusing people.â
Sirius leaned in and kissed Lucaâs cheek again, pulling him tighter. âAnd maybe weâre still figuring it out.â
There was another moment of silence, then:
âGross,â muttered Barty.
âJealous,â said Pandora.
âAs if,â Barty snapped.
âYou are.â
âAM NOT.â
âSHUT UP,â Evan groaned. âLucaâs talking again, I actually like his stories.â
âOh, thank you, Evan.â
âDonât get used to it.â
âSo,â Luca said, twisting the bottle cap in his fingers, âyou know how I said my mumâs in the military? Thatâs not just a fun side-note. Sheâs like, actually in the Muggle army. Full-time. Officer. Deployed since I was ten.â
âWait, so you were raised onâ?â
âMilitary bases,â Luca nodded. âFrom one to nine. We moved every eight months. Germany, Kenya, Italy, back to Ireland, then Wales for a bit. Lived in barracks, wore little uniforms, marched for fun. Ate freeze-dried mashed potatoes. Had a toy rifle that shot foam darts. My mumâs mates all taught me how to field dress a wound before I turned eight.â
â...You were a military brat,â Frank said, jaw dropping.
âProudly.â
âThose kids are feral.â
âCorrect. I know five ways to kill a man using only a pencil and three rubber bands.â
Sirius cackled. âHe used to tackle me in the hallway and put me in chokeholds.â
âI still do,â Luca grinned. âYou just got better at dodging.â
âBarely.â
âAnd you speak how many languages?â asked Remus.
âEnglish, Irish Gaelic, Italian, German, Swahili, French, and Japanese.â
âJesus fucking Christ,â muttered James.
âFunny you mention Him,â Luca said brightly, âIâm also Catholic.â
There was a beat of shocked silence.
âNo youâre not,â said Pandora.
âI literally did my First Communion in Nairobi.â
âI didnât know Hogwarts even allowed Catholics.â
âShh,â said Luca. âThey havenât figured it out yet. Donât blow my cover.â
âYou were raised Catholic and military?â Lily asked, blinking.
âYes,â said Luca, hand over heart. âA terrifying combination. Youâve never known discipline until youâve had a soldier and a Catholic mother. She used to make me kneel on rice for lying.â
Everyone winced.
âI love her, though,â Luca said, and the softness in his voice cut through the chaos like a thread of gold. âSheâs the strongest person I know. Rank of captain. Currently deployed somewhere in Eastern Europe. I write her every week. She writes back whenever she can. Last one came by owl last Tuesday. She says she might be home before Christmas. Maybe even for my birthday.â
Everyone blinked.
âWhenâs your birthday?â Marlene asked.
Luca smiled. âChristmas Eve.â
Siriusâs arm tightened around him. âShe used to dress him up as a tiny elf. Made him wear a bell hat and everything.â
âYou remember that?â Luca laughed.
âI remember everything.â
And there it was againâthat unspoken something between them, threaded through every word, every glance, every shared breath.
The kind of closeness that had nothing to do with blood.
The kind that couldnât be faked.
The kind that stayed.
And now the Gryffindorsâno, everyoneâwere left to reckon with the fact that the mysterious, sharp-tongued, dark-eyed boy they all thought they knew was someone else entirely.
Not a Black.
Not even Regulus.
But Luca Doharty.
Military brat.
Christmas elf.
Siriusâs best friend.
Fluent in seven languages.
Catholic.
Terrifying.
Brilliant.
Real.
And maybe, just maybeâ
The one person Sirius would never let go.
For a full ten seconds, nobody breathed.
Not the Gryffindors.
Not the Slytherins.
Not even the wall portrait of Godric Gryffindor, who had frozen midâdrunken winking contest.
Luca Doharty, formerly-regulus-black-only-not-really, sat smugly crossâlegged on the rug, swirling the last of his firewhisky with the expression of someone about to commit public indecency against the concept of normalcy.
Then he grinned.
A sharp, wicked, this-is-going-to-hurt-someone grin.
âWanna see something cool?â
âNO,â half the room yelled.
âYES,â Sirius said instantly.
And before anyone could stop himâ
before James had time to attempt a tackleâ
before Lily could shout âFOR THE LOVE OF GOD DONâTââ
Luca waved a hand over his head.
A soft crackle of glamour fizzled.
Magic tugged at the air.
The fire flickered blue.
And thenâ
He changed.
Completely.
Hair: no longer inky-black-but-potion-fake, but a warm, unruly brown, all curls and softness and chaos, springing in a halo around his face.
Eyes: lighter. Warmer. Softer. Brown drifting toward amber.
Freckles: everywhere. Across his cheeks.
Across his nose.
Across his neck.
Across his shoulders.
A constellation explosion of warm speckles scattered down his arms.
His skin tone shifted a shade deeper, a sunâtouched gold like he lived outdoorsâbecause he had, on dozens of military bases across the world.
A gap in his front teeth appeared when he smirked.
One he obviously hated as a kidâ
and one Sirius immediately whined over like a feral dog discovering a treat.
But the part that made the room genuinely lose its collective shitâ
The vitiligo.
It shimmered into being across his jaw, climbing his cheekbone, tracing soft milk-white maps down his arms and fingers, a patch spreading gently across the side of his neck like a handprint of moonlight.
Pandora screamed.
Dorcas screamed.
Mary screamed.
Evan screamed louder because Dorcas elbowed him in the ribs.
âLUCA ISâLUCAâSâYOUâREâYOUâRE BLACK?!â Mary shouted.
âBiracial,â Luca corrected lightly. âMâdadâs Black, Jamaican and Irishâwell, he was. Navy man. Never met him, really, but I got his vitiligo and hair and all that.â
Pandora made a strangled noise.
Evan choked on nothing.
Dorcas slapped her own forehead repeatedly.
âWeâve been doing your skincare with the WRONG FUCKING SPELLSââ she shrieked.
âAnd YOU NEVER SAID ANYTHINGââ Evan added.
âYou call me pale like itâs MY FAULT,â Pandora wailed.
Luca shrugged. âYânever asked.â
That somehow made it WORSE.
James was blinking between Sirius and Luca like heâd been hit with a bludger.
âMate⌠you two look NOTHING alike now.â
âThey didnât before,â Lily muttered. âWeâre all idiots.â
But Siriusâ
Sirius had gone completely slackâjawed.
Eyes wide.
Pupils blown.
Cheeks flushed.
Hands halfway to his own hair like he needed to physically brace himself for the brain damage of how stupidly gorgeous Luca suddenly was.
âOh⌠oh wow,â Sirius murmured, openly staring. âYouâbloody hell, Lucaâyour hairâyour faceâI havenât seen you like this sinceâJesus.â
His voice cracked halfway through.
He sounded ruinously, stupidly, down bad.
Lucaâs ears went pink.
âStop starinâ at me like that, would yeh,â he mumbledâ
âslipping straight into Irish without meaning to.
Sirius made a noise. A real one.
A deep, involuntary groan that came from somewhere south of his soul.
âSay that again,â Sirius whispered, leaning in.
Lucaâs face went scarlet.
âWill yeh stop it, yeh dramatic eejit!â
Pandora screamed because his ACCENT had fully COME OUT.
Dorcas dropped her drink.
James clutched Remus like the world was ending.
Sirius made another soundâ
a breathy, choked little thingâ
and put his forehead against Lucaâs shoulder like he needed physical support to survive.
âOh Merlinâdo it againâcome on, just a bitââ Sirius practically begged.
âTĂĄ tĂş craiceĂĄilte ar fad!â Luca snapped, flustered.
Sirius moaned. Full-on moaned.
Remus was like, âOkay. Heâs gone. Heâs dead. Heâs deceased. Weâve lost him.â
James covered his ears. âWHY IS HE INTO THIS.â
âBecause he has a type,â Mary muttered. âAnd itâs: emotionally complex, violent, bilingual, and smaller than him.â
âFuck OFF,â Sirius growled at her, refusing to let go of Lucaâs waist.
But the final strawâ
the moment that truly brought Godâs wrath upon themâ
Barty Crouch Jr. leaned forward and said,
âYour mum sounds like a MILF.â
Everything froze.
Absolutely everything.
Even the fire.
Luca went still in Siriusâs arms.
Thenâslowlyâhis eye twitched.
âSay thaâ again,â he said quietly.
Barty, drunk, stupid, and unable to sense danger, said loudly,
âI SAID SHE SOUNDS LIKE Aââ
Luca lunged.
Not like a student.
Like someone who had spent a childhood being taught forty-nine different ways to kill a man by soldiers with nothing better to do.
Barty shrieked as Luca grabbed a bottle and raised it like he was about to reenact a bar fight in a Dublin pub.
âLUCA, NOââ James yelled.
âBLOODY HELL, HEâS GONNA DO ITââ Gideon yelped.
âDROP THE BOTTLEââ Remus shouted.
âABORT! ABORT!â Evan cried.
But Luca roared,
âIâLL SPLIT YEâR SKULL, YE FECKINâ GOBSHITEâ!â
And that was when Sirius tackled him from behind, arms wrapped around his waist, lifting him clean off the floor while Luca kicked the air like a furious, bilingual terrier.
âPUT ME DOWN, SIRIUSâLET ME AT HIMââ
âNope. Not happening. Heâs hungover enough without a concussion,â Sirius grunted, dragging him back.
Barty was hiding behind Pandora, screaming,
âJESUS CHRIST, HEâS FERRELââ
âFeral,â Evan corrected.
âFERREL, EVAN, I DONâT CARE HEâS GOING TO KILL MEâ!â
Luca threw the bottle at him anyway.
Missed.
Shattered against the wall.
Sirius was laughing so hard he had to bury his face in Lucaâs neck, mumbling,
âYouâre gonna kill me one day, Doharty, I swear.â
Luca huffed, breathless, still furious,
âGabhair leat!â
Sirius melted.
Fully melted like butter left on a stove.