You refuse to live beneath him, yeah because she wants it doggy style and I get it and she’s fucked everybody she knows men and women. I’m bringing that energy back watch. 
This is me Lilith 🍄🌚🔮💚.
The envy between other women is something that’s very strong, in my life and I know in others I get close to very few people and I know people who fill this off other women. Or they will flirt with their boyfriend and then give them eyes and stuff like that.. these people are all the ones I’ve had in one way or another and that isn’t even just the first lot isn’t even a brag it’s just the truth. But I’ve been in my 30s I’ve had agoraphobia and I’ve become a complete recluse well that ain’t happening anymore, buddy. I’m going back to this way. I was trying to do it yesterday not by a bit sleeping with someone but by doing what I wanted to do for once., in with the dogs all the time on my partner does fuck All on his boat. Never in my life.⛴️ I’m terrified of boats as well. That’s the thing I am scared of boats.
So this guy is a Leo and he I’ve never had any man in my life. Make me feel so trapped and out of a situation I can’t get out. I’ve got out of it twice. I can’t get out of it again with the person I was gonna create a fusion with I could if I really wanted to, I reckon and that is a Lilith and Scorpio moon and Scorpio Pluto of energy coming through. I have it in Scorpio.♏️ I won’t obey a man and I never have but this has happened now and I feel like one of these women I never wanted to turn into. So I’m putting it out there that I’m not one of those women anymore I’m not I’m gonna do what I like when I like how I like but it did hurt me that my plans got changed yesterday and now I think this person is pissed at me.
I didn’t care for ages I didn’t care. I couldn’t give a fuck. I would walk around with spit all over myself. Blood from drugs and shit. I wouldn’t care but at the same time I don’t care. Why should I care what some random people I live near think who are they to me? They are nothing in my life. They haven’t tried to be anything in my life so I won’t try and be anything in there.. life and do it but you can’t do that when you’re depressed it’s very very hard so I am working with your energy and send you’re sending it to me and you’re gonna help me deal with this situation please I’ve got so much respect for you, and I am asking for you at the help with your deity .🍏🍎
So thank you I will go on with that. see that I even got the green apple to represent it and symbolise it and I also got given this for my birthday the other day 
