FakingItFeels

Oneshot based on the song Like We Used To by A Rocket to The Moon Italics are flashbacks and bolded words are the lyrics to the song. ‘Normal’ font is present. Enjoy

Amy   We just finished season 6 and 7 of How I Met Your Mother on Netflix when she grabbed my hand. I looked at her confused. Ever since I confessed my feelings to her, she hasn’t been the one to engage in anything physical. “I’m tired, can you hold me until I fall asleep?” “S-sure.” I put my arm around her shoulders and she rested her head on my chest. She smiled at me before closing her eyes.      I can feel her breath as she’s sleeping next to me Sharing pillows and cold feet. She can feel my heart, fell asleep to its beat, Under blankets and warm sheets.      We got up the next morning and got ready for school. She was zipping her dress up when she said, “Remember, Amy. We aren’t a couple to the school anymore, so things can go back to normal. All of that was a while ago. And-” I nodded and slipped my white Converse on. “I know. And you’re with Liam now, but don’t tell anyone yet so they don’t think it’s his fault we ‘broke up’. Got it.” She grinned and pulled me into a hug.      If only I could be in that bed again. If only it were me instead of him.    We walked downstairs to her kitchen and I got Captain Crunch out for Karma. “You know me so well!” I nodded and slid a bowl across the table to her. She caught it and prepared her cereal. I sat myself on the counter. “Do you wanna come over to my house after school? We can watch anything you want.” She put a finger on her chin in thought. “Sure, but I have a dinner date with Liam at six. I think we’ll have enough time for my favorite movie.” I grinned. “The Right Kind of Wrong,” we shouted in unison. We started laughing. “Oh my gosh, I just love it when he sends her flowers and she throws them,” she said in between giggles. “I know, you always say that, but I find it endearing.” She threw the last piece of cereal at me and put her bowl in the sink.      Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you’ve seen it a million times? Does he sing to all your music while you dance to Purple Rain? Does he do all these things, like I used to?      Karma and I stepped out of her house and headed to our bus stop. She stopped us on the pavement and looked into my eyes. “This morning, I said that things could go back to normal. I really mean that.” I bit the insides of my cheeks. “We both know that’s not happening. I love you and neither of us can do a damn thing about it.” I thought back to the night of my confession. We were both so hurt. I was so hurt that I slept with Karma’s future boyfriend. When I told her in the morning the next day about what happened, she skipped school. Since Karma wasn’t at school, I decided not to go either. Instead, I went into her house without permission and found her in her room. She was staring out the window, watching cars pass. I knew she saw me come into the house. When I was a few inches away from her, she surprisingly wrapped me in a warm embrace and we just sat there at her window to rest of the day.    I was snapped back into the present when Karma said, “We can at least try.” I was about to reply when we heard a horn honk. I looked to the direction of the horn and saw a black Mercedes. The passenger side window rolled down and Liam Booker was behind the wheel with a smirk and sunglasses.      Fourteen months and seven days ago Oh, I know you know, How we felt about that night. Just your skin against the window Oh, we took it slow, And we both know It should’ve been me inside that car. It should’ve been me instead of him… in the dark.      The final bell rang and everyone ran out of class and to their lockers. I packed my things up and headed to the bus corral. “Aims!” Someone grabbed my arm and yanked me backwards. Karma smiled at me. “Sorry for making you take the bus alone. I’ll ride with you now, though.” I clenched my fists, angrily. “Why can’t you get a ride with Liam, again?” Karma put a hand on my shoulder. “Dont be like that, Grumps.” I sighed and let her get on the bus before me. I hated how easily I forgave her. We sat in the very back seat together.   Karma was smiling like an idiot by the end of the film. She repeated her favorite part multiple times before getting her phone out of her pocket. She turned her music on and touched shuffle. She stood up and extended her hands. I took them and twirled her. “Honey, I know I know I know times are changing,” I began singing terribly. I knew every word to every song on her playlist because of all the time we spend together. She laughed and I dipped her. A familiar loud horn beeped, almost making me drop Karma. She immediately pushed herself away from me and looked out the window. “How does he know my address?” Karma ignored me. “Liam! I forgot about our dinner date, shoot. Bye, Amy!” She kissed my cheek and bolted.      Does he watch your favorite movies? Does he hold you when you cry? Does he let you tell him all your favorite parts when you’ve seen it a million times? Does he sing to all your music while you dance to “Purple Rain? “ Does he do all these things, like I used to?      I watched from my bedroom window as Karma got into Liam’s Mercedes. I frowned when I noticed he didn’t open the door for her. She opened the door herself and her beautiful face was turned so I wasn’t able see it. I felt a little weird, watching her but I couldn’t help it. Neither could I help the jealousy I felt every time they kissed, hugged, and smiled at each other. I flopped onto my bed and grabbed my iPod. I unpaused my previous song. I set it back down on my nightstand and covered my face with a pillow.      I know, love. I’m a sucker for that feeling. Happens all the time, love. I always end up feeling cheated. You’re on my mind, love. Oh darling, I know I’m not needed. And it happens all the time, love, yeah. Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you everyday? Will he make you feel like you’re invincible with every word he’ll say? Can you promise me if this was right: Don’t throw it all away Can you do all these things? Will you do all these things Like we used to? Oh, like we used to.

Last chapter! This will be mature-ish, it depends on how Rilee and I feel… Also, sorry if it gets weird since couples usually don’t write smut together. This will be interesting. So enjoy

Chapter Nine Amy’s POV      Karma and I were now in her bedroom. She was on her knees on her bed while I stood over her. She grabbed a fistful on my hair and pulled me towards her. “Surrender, babe,” she whispered into my ear. Surrender, my ass! I was in it to win it and if Karma thought I would give up that easily then she was delusion- “Oh my god,” I groaned. My thoughts were ended by Karma’s mouth on my neck. She laughed and pulled me onto the bed with her. She crawled on top, straddling me. “Surrender.” I shook my head and pushed myself up a bit. “Why don’t you?” I asked, resting my head on her bare chest. I wrapped my arms and legs around her in a hug. “I wanna win.” She untangled our bodies and laid me down on the bed. Her fingers played with the hem of my damp shirt as her mouth hovered over my breasts. “If you go any further, you’d lose,” I said through my gritted teeth. I inhaled sharply when she kissed my shirt, above my belly button. “Time for you to give up.” I rolled my eyes and sat up. I grabbed her neck and pulled her forward. A low moan escaped her soft lips as I kissed down her jaw line. I sucked on her pulse point, hoping to leave a bruise. “Amy,” she hissed, pushing her hands against my shoulders to try and stop me. I didn’t until I was sure there was a mark. I pulled away to look at what I had done. Dark purple and blue, just the way I liked it. Karma opened her mouth to speak, but I ignored her and kissed her lips. She said something, but it was muffled. “What?” I asked, confused. She took a moment to catch her breath before saying, “I surrender. You win the bet, so sex now.”

Karma’s POV      I had to think it through. What were the pros and cons of surrendering now? There were so many more pros. The only downsides were losing, and not being able to hear Amy beg me for sex although I can hear that every other day. “I surrender. You win the bet, so sex now.” The words came out of me so quickly, I wouldn’t have been able to stop them even if I wanted. She stared at me, confused for a bit. I sighed and snapped my fingers in front of her face. “Are you serious? You’re actually surrendering? Is sex with me that good? Oh my gosh. You’re joking! This is the best day of my- sorry, did my rambling ruin your lady boner?” Her cheeks turned red. “Not one bit.” I slammed our bodies together as our lips connected. She slid her arms around my waist and lightly dragged her nails against my skin. I got on my back and she climbed on top of me. Her hands were on either side of my head as she pushed my legs apart with a knee. She left a trail of kisses from my forehead to my chest. She looked up for permission and I nodded. Amy licked the tip of her index finger and tapped it against my hardened bud. She got closer and blew cold air on it. I bit my lip and arched my back, trying to get closer to her, but she pushed me back against the bed. I tangled my fingers through her blonde hair as she gently palmed my breasts. “What do you call your boobs? ” she suddenly asked. “Um… tits, breasts, boobs, domes.” She smiled and kissed one of my ‘domes’. “Let’s call the right one Amy Jr. and the left one Amy The Third.” I rolled my eyes. Amy always took a moment during sexy time for some silly talk which I wouldn’t have minded today if I wasn’t so horny. “Fine, great. Continue with what you were doing.” She shook her head and rolled her tongue across Amy Jr. I swallowed the lump in my throat. “They can be ‘Mounds’ together. That sounds weird, Mounds.” I was gonna say something, but I completely forgot what when she nibbled on Junior. I gasped and pulled at her hair. She just bit down hard. She kissed it when she was finished and squeezed the other in between her index finger and thumb. Her hands ran down the sides of my body. She dug her nails into my thighs which left crescent shaped marks. I sat up and grabbed the bottom of her shirt. She lifted her arms up so I could remove the shirt easily. She unhooked her bra and flung it behind herself. I leaned forward and kissed her. As our lips moved in sync, I unbuttoned her pants and slid them off along with her panties. We fell backwards with our lips still together. I ran my tongue along her bottom lip. She granted access and our tongues fought for dominance. I won and bit her lip. I dragged it down far enough for her teeth to show. When I let go, she smiled and flicked her tongue on my earlobe. I cringed and wiped it dry as her head moved further down my body. She kissed my hipbone and spreaded my legs further apart. Her lips were centimetres away from my you-know-what. “Your vagina can be called ‘Amy’s’.” She kissed my inner thigh causing me to shudder. She looked up into my eyes with the sexiest smirk I’ve ever seen and did what she does best.

This fanfic is coming to an end! The next chapter might be the last because Rilee and I want to work on a new fic together, so enjoy! Sorry for any mistakes

Chapter Eight Karma’s POV      Amy pulled over and unlocked my door. I opened it and stepped out. “Biology isn’t that important. It’s due next week,” I whined. She laughed while shaking her head. She wanted to go back home so she would finish an assignment that I was determined to ruin. “Baby, you know how much my grades mean to me.” I pouted, slammed the door shut, and walked over to the driver’s side of the car. She rolled the window down for me to talk. “How much do I mean to you?” I asked, leaning through and planting a kiss on the corner of her mouth. A smile played on her pink lips. “More than my assignment.” She got out of the car and locked it. Excited, I grabbed her wrist and pulled her inside the house. “It’s pretty dangerous that your mom just leaves the door open after school.” I wrapped my arms around her waist. “You’re worried about me?” I asked with a giant smile. Amy laughed and pressed her forehead against mine. “Always.” I moved away from her and skipped into the kitchen. I swung the refrigerator door open and grabbed a bottle of water. “Open.” I threw it at Amy and she easily twisted the cap. “What would I do without you, my Hulk?” She handed it back to me and I jumped onto the counter, taking a sip. “Well, you’d be drinking tap water from a glass because you can’t open a water bottle so you might get sick and die. So you’d be dead without me.” I stared at her with wide eyes. “Kidding.” She pushed my knees apart and stood in between them as I swung my legs back and forth. “I love you,” I said. I laced our fingers together and she looked up at me. “That was random, but I love you too.” She stretched her neck to kiss my cheek. She grabbed the water and raised it up to her lips. I smacked my hand against the bottle, causing it to spill on the both of us, but I didn’t care because I was too busy laughing. “Great, Karms. The only way you can get a girl wet.” I scoffed and she grabbed a hand towel to dry herself off. I slid off the counter and onto my feet. I walked over to the stairs and she followed me. I stood on the first step so I was taller than her with a grin.

Here’s an update, ladies and gents. Chapter Six Amy’s POV      I woke up with Karma in my arms. I smiled and kissed my sleeping beauty. She stirred, but didn’t wake. I rolled out of bed and brushed my teeth then descended the staircase. “Hi, Amy!” I jumped and put my hand over my chest. “You scared me, Mrs. Ashcroft.” She laughed and handed me a banana. “I know you don’t like boys, but bananas are a good source of potassium.” I blushed at her sexual innuendo. “Mrs. Ashcroft.” She put it down. “I’m sorry. So how was last night?” she asked, nudging my shoulder. “‘More time’ eh?” Was she the person Karma was talking to on the phone about more time?! “Oh, um it was a pleasurable- oh no that sounds dirty. It was nice to let loose- no uh, it was nice. Staying over is what I’m talking about, nothing else.” Mrs. Ashcroft just grinned. “Okay, well get ready for school. Have a nice day.” She bowed and opened the door. “Okay, tell Mr. Ashcroft I said hi.” She shut the door and when she did, I ran upstairs. I went into Karma’s room and jumped on top of her. “The fuck?” She shouted in surprise, waking up. She rubbed the sleep out of her eyes and laced our fingers together. “Oh, it’s you.” I got off. “Did you tell your mom what happened last night before it even happened?” She yawned and shook her head. “Nuh-uh. She predicted it, though.” She put her head back on the pillow and wrapped her arms around me. “Cuddle me.” I peeled her off of me. “We have school. Let’s get ready.” She opened one eye to check her clock. “We have half an hour.” I sighed and walked over to the bathroom. “The faster you get up, the faster we can take a shower together,” I said, suggestively. “I’m up!” She threw her legs over the side of her bed and barreled towards me. Our bodies smacked together and we fell onto the bathroom floor. We bursted in laughter while we spent a few moments on the floor. “That was fun.” I rolled my eyes. “Yeah, because you fell on me while I got the very comfy marble tiles.” She got off and helped me up. I turned the showerhead on and took my shirt and shorts off. “Take your clothes off,” I told her. She raised her eyebrows, challenging me. “Take them off for me.” “My pleasure.” I grabbed her waist and pulled her towards me. My fingers wrapped around the bottom of her dress like yesterday and took it off of her. I quickly removed her undergarments then my own. She stepped under the water and I followed. Karma ran her fingers through my hair as water fell down her face. “You’re so beautiful.” She kissed me. “Your breath stinks,” I whispered against her mouth. She smiled and spun us around so the water was on me. I grabbed the bottle of body soap and poured it into my hand. “Turn around.” She obeyed and I ran my fingers down her back and shoulders, rubbing the soap in. I bent down and she closed her eyes in bliss. I slapped her ass and she gasped. “Amy!” She turned back around with a pout. I laughed and gave her an innocent smile. “Yeah?” Her arms went around my neck and pulled me down for another kiss. As we kissed, her hands roamed my body. “Let’s get out before we get all wrinkly.” She led me out and handed me two towels. I wrapped the larger one around my body and the smaller one around my hair.

     Shane skipped over to us with his satchel around one shoulder, looking as fabulous as always. He sat down on the blanket I brought to school to eat lunch on with Karma. It was a nice day out so we were in the quad. “Hey, girls! Have I told y’all how much I love you? I mean it, you two would never hurt nor abandoned me. ” He wrapped his arms around us. Karma pushed him away and crossed her arms. “Spill.” “I might have told a few-half the school-the whole school about your bet. It just came out of me! One moment I’m talking to Liam about Biology and the next is about how you two must be so sexually frustrated. We could feel it.” He reached his hand out and waved it around in the air. “See? I feel it right here.” “Shane! How could you?” Karma slapped his arm and he crossed his legs so she wouldn’t hurt that area. “I’m sorry!” Karma raised her hand up to hit him again, but I put a reassuring hand on her shoulder. “It’s okay, Shane.” I smirked at Karma as I finished. “This will be over soon.” Shane said something that I didn’t hear because I was too busy getting on top of Karma. “Amy, you’re gonna break the rules.” I shook my head. “No, I won’t because unlike you, I know the boundaries.” I pressed my lips to hers and used my hands to press her hips against mine. She fell onto her back, bringing me down with her. I put her bottom lip in between my teeth and pulled down. She moaned lightly and I was about to put my hand under her shirt but someone cleared their throat. We looked up and saw Principal Penelope with her hands on her hips. “Amy, Karma. You know how much I love lesbians, but you’re at school. Keep your hands to yourselves.” Karma scrambled away from me and vigorously nodded. I just laughed and gave her a thumbs up. I picked up my water bottle and took a long drink. I looked to my left and nearly choked on my water. I had forgotten that Shane was here. He had his mouth slight open with an awestruck expression on his face. “That was hot. Is it weird if a gay guy gets a bone-” Karma and I walked away before he could finished. We went back into the building, holding hands because ‘keep your hands to yourself’ was stupid. “What was that for?” Karma asked. “Just wanted to remind you of how good I can make you feel.” I kissed her cheek and left to get my books for next period.

Just a quick chapter, enjoy

Chapter Four Karma’s POV      I couldn’t help but stare at Amy. She was in the most carefree outfit and still managed to look amazing. She was walking towards me as she flipped her straightened blonde hair. We were a few steps apart when Shane came out from the intersected hallway. He grabbed Amy’s arms with a giant smile. He turned to me. “You two have such a kinky relationship.” Amy’s eyes widened. “What are you talking about?” Shane rolled his eyes. “The bet you two have! Lauren told me everything.” I glared at Amy. “You told her?” She got red. “She kinda found out because I looked like and I quote, ‘a hormonal teenager who didn’t get any’.” “I won’t tell anyone, but I can’t say the same about Irma.” “Irma the lunchlady knows?” Amy shouted. Shane nodded. She threw her arms in the air in exasperation. “She’s gonna tell everyone,” she said. “But maybe she’ll give us bigger slices of pie…” I laughed and playfully shoved her. “Karma! You said you didn’t wanna be seen with me.” “Let’s just get to PE.” I grabbed her hand and we started walking to the locker room.

Amy’s POV      I was still thinking about Karma’s comment from this morning. Nothing I did turned her on? Everything she did turned me on! I mean everything from moving around in her sleep to sneezing. I was snapped back into reality when Karma clapped her hands in front of my face. “What?” I asked, confused. “Daydreaming about the amazing sex we’re gonna have when you lose?” “Not exactly. Just thinking about how irresistible you find me.” She scoffed and opened her mouth to speak, but closed it as I took my shirt off. “I’ve been thinking about those since the picture you sent me,” she said, gesturing to my breasts. I laughed and slid the sweatpants I was borrowing from Karma off. I threw it at her face. “You were right. ‘Tits fine’.” Karma ignored me and got changed and I followed.      The glorious whistle blew, indicating the end of gym and the school day. We all walked into the locker room to get dressed. I pulled my sweaty clothes off and changed back into the tee and sweatpants. Before I could even lock my gym locker, Karma grabbed my hand. She pulled me out of the locker room. “The bell didn’t ring, yet! We’re gonna be in trouble if someone catches us.” She stopped pulling and faced me. “No one ever checks under the bleachers.” “Are you serious? You’re actually gonna surrender?” I asked. “Nope. I’m just extremely ready for my punishment.” She took both of my hands and pulled me towards her. She kissed me and I let her hands rest on my ass. “I’m just extremely unprepared to give it to you just yet,” I said against her lips. She pushed me away and pouted. “I know you want it too.” “I do. But I’ll wait until you can’t handle it anymore.” I leaned in for another kiss, but the bell rang. Students bursted through their classroom doors, heading for their lockers.