…and he looks at me as if im something ethereal

there is a very common theme of people with mental illness, lack of social skills, disordered thoughts etc being treated like they have bad intentions with Everything they do. literally my entire life, i’ve been made to feel like Intent was the same thing as excuses? to the point where i stop trying to explain what i actually mean, because it’s automatically assumed i’m untrustworthy / escaping responsibility / lying. it’s demeaning, insulting, & has a similar effect as gaslighting imo…. we grow up doubting ourselves and our intentions, & it creates a disconnect from our own goddamn reality. please don’t pretend this isn’t rooted in ableism.

i love spoilers. will literally read the entire wiki page idgaf

reblog to hit me with a cardboard tube

why are there so many days?? i feel like we just had a whole day yesterday… they don’t stop

hanging out with other ADHD people is such a balm. i can interrupt them midsentence and go “look at that nice duck!!” and they’ll immediately turn around and go “oh my god that is a GOOD duck” instead of just snapping at me to pay attention

And then we can immediately go back to what we were talking about without transition

*smacks my own ass* GOD I have to do everything myself around here 🙄

Does anyone else desperately need instructions to function but also hates being told what to do

As a victim of the cult please please please signal boost this. Make sure it gets over 100,000 note, Normally I have dni standards but I want everyone to reblog this. No one deserves to be preyed upon by the JW org. Also to people who are tempted to call the police on the JW’s. There’s been quite a few videos  that have proven the governing body have friends in the court system. They’ve been sued many times,.and during the Montana case they managed to keep breaking court rules without being held in contempt of court. That to me suggests that they must have friends within the court who are letting them do this.  This cult know how to extort people into holding off on finally labeling the cult as a hate group globally. They couldn’t stop Russia from doing that but the governing body is still trying to stop other governments from doing the same. Not only is it a high control cult when it comes to silencing and demonizing its victims who’ve left. But its a high control cult that’s learned how to become mostly above the law. Also if anyone is curious to know more about what this cult teaches fee free to ask me too. I’ve been a JW cult victim since I was 22. I was 22 when I woke up to the reality that it was a cult. It was the only perspective I had on life for a long time until I turned 18 and began to try to mentally become more independent. I have a lot of info on how dangerous the cult is. I’ve told some of my other mutuals about how dangerous it is. But not all of my followers and mutuals know yet. So feel free to ask away. I don’t want any of you to be manipulated by this cult. (This cult also has real pedos in it so if you’re a minor  would not suggest you try to go out of your wa to confront adult JW’s. For the sake of your safety.)

adhd is: this is my collection of hobbies im gonna do someday.. and over here is my collection of hobbies i started and im gonna get back to… and over here is my collection of hobbies im doing right now…

adhd is having super amplified introspection yet zero self-awareness or decision making skills. i literally never stop overthinking absolutely everything but if you ask me how i am? i dont know. am i enjoying myself? i dont know. my opinion? i dont know. my favorite? i dont know. am i lying? i dont know. do i want this? i dont know. trust my gut feeling? it changes every second. which of these is better? i cant breathe. just pick one? eating glass would hurt less