It‘s getting worse again. And to be honest? I‘m kinda happy about it

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It‘s getting worse again. And to be honest? I‘m kinda happy about it

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Looking at his eyes, the only thing I can see is disgust. Would he like me if I was more beautiful? Maybe the fat on my tummy and my big hips made him think „how can anybody want her if she looks like that?“. Maybe it made him think „if her face wasn’t that baby-like, she would actually be pretty.“
💞 𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓇𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝓊𝒷𝒾 💞
• Little Miss Perfect (1987)
• Sharing the Secret (2000)
• Maledimiele/Honey Sickness (2011)
• Thinspiration/Starving in Suburbia (2014)
• The Road Within (2014)
(not really about eds but it has a character who struggles with one)
• Feed (2017)
they used to have Kate’s Secret (1986) but I think they took it off :/
💞 𝑒𝓃𝒹 💞
I want dark circles, hollow cheekbones, sharp hip and collar bones, with messy hair and smudged eyeliner
I want to take my oversized sweater off and look shocking. I don’t want anyone to notice how thin I am until my bmi is as low as possible
I want them to say “when did you get so sk1nny”
My Safe Foods (Under 300 Calories)
⟡Strawberries - I have always loved strawberries!! They're only 6 calories per each (large) berry. Come to think of it...why don't I go on a strawberry only diet..?
⟡Raspberries - My second favorite compared to strawberries, raspberries are super low in calories (65 per each cup). I like to eat them with a sweet fruit.
⟡Grapes - I love green grapes, they're only (about) 30 calories per 10 grapes.
⟡Tangerines - Pretty good snacks for me when I am on the go! 47 calories for these <3
⟡Cucumbers/Mini Cucumbers - I love to eat cucumbers with my main meals. I have texture issues with food sometimes so I like to put the mini ones chopped up in wraps or salads. Normal cuc has 16 calories per cup ands mini has 15 per veggie.
⟡Iceberg Lettuce - Literally the only kind of salad I will eat. I like crunchy leaves! One cup shredded is 10 calories!
⟡Tomatoes - I am hesitant to put this one on my list, bc I have never cared for them, but they're pretty good in wraps or sandwiches. A normal sized tomato is 22 calories.
⟡Skinny (brand) pasta - 9 calorie pasta! It's great but the texture reminds me of mushrooms, so if you're not into that probably steer clear. You get a decent portion for only 9 calories so it can look like you're eating a lot if people are getting suspicious.
⟡Rice Cakes (and anything similar to this) - I like to put fruit on top, haven't yet tried cottage cheese. Low cal and feels like a lot of food, 60cals (lightly salted ones).
⟡Wheat Bread - I hate white bread so I just eat wheat instead. It's about 69 calories each slice. I don't eat bread that often, and when I do it's toast lol
⟡Mini Tortillas - 90 calories per wrap and feel filling for when I'm having thoughts of binging.
⟡Raspberry Tea Drink Mix - 5 calorie drink mix that soothes cravings for high calorie juice, AND helps me drink more water. I use the crystal light mix!
⟡Mock-meats - I get pretty sick and lightheaded when I have to stand over a hot stove for long periods of time, so pre-made stuff has always been easier to cook for me. I ate a lot of fried crap, or I would wait too long and the meat would go bad. Fake meat made of tofu and other plant material is a great alternative for me. I like the taste, it lasts longer, and it still has mounds of protein. I love the shredded chicken (190 per 1/3 cup) for small wraps. I also eat the sausage links (200-ish per each link) but I usually will only eat about half. Interested in joining my discord server?
Check out the Ana's Besties community on Discord - hang out with 7 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

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What if I’m not as perfect as I should be? Does anyone actually care about my tummy? My thighs? My fingers? My hair? Let’s be honest, no they don’t. Because their thoughts and concerns are only about themselves and not about you. But even though I know no ones sees me the way I see myself, I still can’t stop picking at my skin and biting my nails out of stress, not eating anything for days and hiding under large clothes and long hair. When will this stop? Probably never. But I do see a light, so maybe one day I’ll feel happier.
It’s getting worse again
I fuck up all the time. Why can’t I just be normal?
I
Am
So
F******
Disgusting
I
Am
A
F*******
Failure
I binged again 🙃🔫
I can never have him bc I am not thin enough

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Why can’t he just like me
Btw i am really drunk haha
Please help me.
The dude I like ist holding hands with a girl thinner then me. I would like to go and throw myself of a building. I am so ugly and so fat, he doesn’t even deserve me. He deserved a pretty, skinny, beautiful girl, bit I still want him rip. Please kill me. I can’t take the pain anymore lol
Restaurants Safe Foods Masterpost
Food from my master post, this is just so you don’t have to scroll through the whole thing if you didn’t want to on my masterpost
A&W
Applebees
Arbys
Bojangles
Burger King
Bj’s
Carrabas
Cheddars
Chick-Fil-A
Chilis
Chipotle
Chuck E Cheese
Cici’s
Cracker Barrel
Culivers
Dairy Queen/Orange Julius
Denny’s
Dominos
Dunkin Donuts
Fire House Subs
Five Guys
Fuddruckers
Golden Coral
Hard Rock
In and Out Burger
IHOP
Jasons Deli
KFC
Krispy Kreme
Little Caesers
Krystals
Logans Road House
Long Horn Steak House
McAlisters Deli
McDonalds
Movie Theaters
Olive Garden
Outback Steak House
Panda Express
Panera Bread Co.
Papa Johns
Papa Murphys
Pizza Hut
Popeyes
PF Changs
Red Robins (yuUUMMM)
Ruby Tuesday
Sonic
Steak and Shake
Subway
Taco Bell
Texas Road House
Tim Hortons
Waffle House
Wendy’s
White Castle
Zaxbys
Reblogging because I’m leaving for vacation tomorrow and will use this daily
l i f e s a v e r
reblogging this because i got a text that i’m eating out soon and the place is on this list

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I LOVEEE THESE DRAWINGS
I'm still fat ♡ if I gotta have an eating disorder it could AT LEAST make me actually lose weight 🧍🏻♀️