thinking about how good friendship is…..like two people just like each other….and choose over and over to spend time with each other……quite special how diverse human relationships are..every friendship is special and u cant be close friends with everybody…..for some unknown reason certain people just enjoy each other..and i think we take for granted how fantastic that is

not to be a golden retriever on the main but i’d love to see someone’s eyes light up whenever they look at me 🥺

it’s a girl movie you wouldn’t get it

i am so determined to fall more in love with life. intentionally romanticising the walks i am on, the birds chirping, the blooming nature around me, the water in my cup of tea turning from a light peach tone to a dark pink, the poetry i write, the things i am learning, my handwriting, dozing off while sitting in front of my window, all of it and more. I have to take a closer look at the little things that make my heart beat faster.

i seek peace and salvation at the used bookstore downtown

does anyone feel overwhelming emotions seeing pictures of their younger self? like that’s me but it isn’t… I love her I wish she knew… I hope she’s proud of me…. I miss her

the way you can resent your parents but also sympathise with and ache for them… so sick

i’m going to heal from this and someday i’ll live in an apartment with a sunlit kitchen in a city i love and my best friends around the corner

sorry but they’ve got the richard siken mary oliver franz kafka mitski james baldwin lorde ada limón moonlight ocean vuong susan sontag brokeback mountain florence and the machine louise glück the handmaiden virginia woolf euripides anne carson andrew garfield jenny slate phoebe bridgers holly warburton my own private idaho oscar wilde folklore the song of achilles egon schiele audre lorde anaïs nin frank o’hara félix valloton maurice vladimir nabokov jane austen ursula k le guin peter wever howl’s moving castle rainer maria rilke sappho emily dickinson charlotte ager fyodor dostoeyevsky joseph lorusso marie howe ilya kaminsky emily brontë dead poets society walt whitman donna tartt sandra cisneros leonard cohen wong kar wai john keats black sails benjamin alire sáenz john berger jeanette winterson salman toor clarice lispector warsan shire sue zhao sufjan stevens mahmoud darwish bleachers regina spektor margaret atwood disorder. it’s terminal