oh wait this is all a waste of time and unfounded fearmongering of the self. i dont need to worry if it goes poorly i only suffer once and maybe it will even go well and i dont suffer at all #logic okay im going for a walk now 😁

is it creepy lovebombing to say someone you just met gives you butterflies and youre excited to meet them. i know she said it back but what if if it was under duress and im unaware because im evil

rationally i know shes a grown adult who can say no if she wasnt interested and she can leave at any time or block me and we'll be in a public space so maybe she can even get a mob to attack me if i do something weird so i shouldnt be worried. but im worried. but the worry will PASS....i just need to COPE...

ravyn lenae is the only natural redhead in the world

listening to music when im at the gym really makes me feel so powerful like yummm my muscles are so swollen with harmonies and adlibs 😍