maria

rip maria stewerts u would've loved listening to lana del rey & thinking her songs are ab u

originally, in the first dr-intro post of mine, i said i was just a nurse trying to make ends meat, but it turns out, i chose nursing simply as a cover from what my true source of income is. that being; illegal/underground gambling. i chose being a nurse because i felt it was right in terms of being both unsuspecting, aswell as getting some experience with knowing how to patch myself (and later, others) up incase of an emergency (being shot, stabbed etc). i also noticed the gang didnt have a nurse originally, so that's one of my roles aswell. i believe there is symbolism in me having been a cover-up nurse, nurses both save & help people in need, which is the role i am seen as in the gang. the cover-up part being how that "saviour" image i'm given is as i present myself as, but not who i am. i only nursed for about 2(ish?) months before i joined the gang, so it isn't a very big part of my character, but i still think it's the best job i could've had in terms of both symbolism & just making sense.

posted ts on tiktok so i thought i'd put it on here, i'm sorry it's been so long since i've been on here but PLEASE ASK ME AB MY DR !!! so much about it has changed since when i was v active on here, i took a lot of time off to truly focus on my dr/drself and turns out 99% of what i posted about isnt even accurate to my actual identity there, even down to my literal name, backstory, & age ??? memory downloads r weird like that but yeah ask me anything😇😇