faamulan’s Digital Diary

Y’all will never get to experience 2024’s version of me again. I was there for everyone except myself. Word 2 everything I love y’all will never get to play in my face again. I ignored my own feelings and I ignored God in order to be palatable to everyone. Truth is no matter how hard you try some people just won’t like you, and some people just won’t support you. I’ve stuck my neck out for those who in the end leave me behind. I’m ngl I am feeling so many things right now. But all in all I am ready for change. It’s all coming back to me. No one ever cared to bother or speak on me when I wasn’t doing anything important or productive. The year I do so everybody and they mama got sumn interpretation or viewpoint of me. Everyone had they own opinion and felt the need to juxtapose me in ways that not only they never had before but in ways that are messy and damaging. I am so angry. Like I have never felt this way. Like and the reason I am so passionate and angry is because I really just want everyone to be successful and happy. I’ve seen the unbelievable this year. I hope and pray that u confused bitches never and I mean never have the audacity, gaul, nor gumption to speak on me again. Cause y’all already didn’t like me then. You’re extra not gonna like me now. I’ve been growing yes but in the same sense I’ve been the same for way too long. I gave away so much access to myself forgetting that I am an experience that not everyone is deserving of experiencing. So moving forward I’m all who you say I am. That’s 1 thing. Another thing is I’m gonna do what I said I’m going to, stop slacking enough is enough. I’m too fly for this shii

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