★ Mono ᚠ

Digital diary and Jirai blog. mentions of mental illness, suicidal ideation, self-harm, eating disorders, self-destructive behavior, etc.

Names: Mono, Magnus (Mags, Maggie, Magpie), Birdie, Phineas (Phin), Crane, Evbo, Es

Pronouns: Ae/Aer, Ey/em, He/him, Ze/hir

My pronouns page !!

Religion: Norse Pagan, devotee of Freyr and @sickpreversions. Open to worship any Godkins... please

Transids: Transharmed, Trisgroomed, Transspecies, Transangel, Transcultmember, Transharpy, Transwings, Transgender, Transmasculine, Transcute, Perma14, Permateen, Trismentallyill, Cisjirai, Ciscutter, Transpitied, Transpuppy, Transkemenomimi, Transcomputer, Transrobot, Transtechnology, Transdevoted, Transworshipper, Transspringbirthday, Transblond

DNI: Pro-contact zoophiles, Xenosatanists, Incels, misogynists and misandrists, queer exclusionists (anti- contradictory labels like lesboys and turigirls), anyone who believes i am a bad person, hateful people

wait i have not checked discord in so long but omg i have so many dm requests from maps, im finna respond to them all and see if i can bag anyone

i dont know what i want to do with my life anymore. i really want to be an author but i can't write for the life of me what's wrong with me.

three songs into or3 and oh wow im crying

everytime i get too close to my gf (physically or emotionally or otherwise) i just get this horrible gut-wrenching feeling that it wont last forever. i might stop loving her or she'll start to hate me or she'll move away or something but i know it won't last forever. why does everything have to change why can't anything last forever.

ughhhh she hates me she hates me she hates me she hates me she hates me she should hate me i wish she hated me why wont she just leave me alone. i just wanna be left alone. i just wanna be left alone.

updating my fictkin list because i think most of them were just hyperfixations unfortunately :(((

i am not a fan of christianity (or any organized religion; i think everyone should follow their own religious beliefs and find their own path instead of just listening to a book/church/priest) but i fuck so hard with christopaganism. i just think it's so cool + i love queer or neurodivergent or other minorities reclaiming a religion that has been used in the past to ostracize people for being different. much love to christopagans, regular christians, and any other religious/spiritual people!! <333

i hate when my dad gets mad and then im too scared to leave my room it makes me feel so pathetic and stupid. i wish he didn't affect me im sososo scared. im hungry but I can't leave my room ughhhh.

i think my gf hates me im killing ms

my power just went out and apparently a "transformer" by my house exploded from the thunder storm,,, hmmmmm

im really not all too upset though, i love the rain and thunderstorms so it's okayyyy!!!

just watched the first episode of gachiakuta,,, sooo good!! im just here for janka though where are they