i'm sleepy

charlie: "do you remember the first time that you kissed me? you didn't even ask, you didn't pause to wonder whether it was what i wanted and I went along with it because I had a crush and I didn't know any better. I didn't realise that you had all the control. When I eventually did realise, I thought this must be what I deserve, someone taking whatever he wants from me, whenever he wants treating me like I'm nothing the rest of the time. Now when ever, anything good happens in my life, there's a voice in the back of my mind, telling me I'm worthless, and that I don't deserve it, and now you want me to forgive you so that you can feel better about yourself? I'm glad you realise what you did was wrong, but you don't get to ambush me into forgiving you. 'Sorry' doesn't make up for everything you did to me. I really hope you become a better person so you don't hurt anyone else, but I don't wanna be there to see that happen. I don't wanna see you ever again."

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