exsuggestion

I just want you to fucking die. I want you to die so this fucking nightmare can end. I want you to die so I don't have to constantly check your social media anymore, I want you to die so I can finally be at peace. I hope someone fucking kills you.

I hope you're suffering as much as I am, you fucking sicko. I hope you die.

I'm scared to date anyone now because of you. I'm absolutely terrified.

I just want to be in a relationship where I'm not fucking afraid to be left behind. Look where you left me (:

You're the reason I have to take therapy now. After fucking abusing me, berating me, trying to starve me so I'd become skinner, you're disgusting

Lmao you fucked me up so bad to where I can't even talk to my own boyfriend anymore without constantly being in fear that he'll leave me

I can’t believe you said you’d leave me if I didn’t stay a girl.

I can’t believe I let you manipulate me for seven months. I trusted you, you dick. I trusted that you wouldn’t let me down like they did. But you did. And you did it in a way that hurt far more.

the fact that I even have a boyfriend after everything you did to me absolutely shocks me. I told him about you and he is furious about how you treated me. I wish he had been around to show me that what you were doing was abuse. Hell, I wish that my best friend had been around to tell me that. But instead I felt guilty for leaving you, and was going to sacrifice my own life just to be with you. And I don’t think you cared. Because when you found out, you just wanted me to go the fuck away.