Lubo

fuck babe you’re so hot when you’re just ink on paper

I've been dissociating for weeks, months maybe. I just want to get back to myself and I don't know how.

I miss my angel babies so bad. Some days I can handle the sadness but other days I feel a huge loss in my heart that no words can ever explain. I want to cry all the time. I want my babies back. I am jealous of those that got to carry theirs to term. I feel pathetic. I hate my body and I don’t understand why it cannot do what others can do. I can’t really talk about this with other people. When does the sadness go away? It feels like it never will

The hardest part of infertility for me is the desire. The desire to kiss those tiny little fingers and toes. The desire to rock a sleepy baby to sleep. The desire to have something so small need you.

my favorite form of love is being loved without feeling like i was begging for it

I wanna be the one you come to first when you're having a bad day

Reading Calvin and Hobbes as an adult is a VERY different experience than reading it as a kid.

Me on a friday night

“The power’s out because what.”