my mentally ill ramblings
Please support the original creator @sntnism on YouTube! Winston is not my oc, I'm just fangirling SO hard.
This is from what I UNDERSTOOD (not canon) about each video she posted about him
Basically, the entire video is a redo of the MV of the song Static by Flavor Foley, where a chibi/simplified/stickman creature(?) of Winston is there is there instead of Miku.
Im assuming his lore has something to do with attachment issues, attention seeking behavior and maybe being a tv host (maybe a strech).
Similar to the first video, but for the song Butcher Vanity by Flavor Foley, but with his usual human form instead of Yi Xi.
Hes DEFINITELY a villian of some sorts. Though I don't know if the cannibal part is true— most likely not, but the same theme sticks: love, desire, longing, a desire of attachment to an unhealthy extent. Whats interesting is that in one of the segments, its shown that this cannibal au weird version of Winston is chewing on the chibi version of himself in the Static.mp4 video, so they might be two seperate people despite being the same? I'll call human Winston A and Chibi Winston B for simplicity's sake. Also I just found it kinda cute like he kinda looks like a mother cat carrying his baby kitty lol
3: [OC] Retry right now | いますぐ輪廻:
Similar to last video, with Winston replacing Miku in the song Retry Now by Nakiso.
This again has the same themes.... Though what was interesting was that compared to B, A 's desire for connection is more romantic/erotic wise, " Who wouldn't love me? " Kind of delusion, while B's desire for connection is platonic in a " please love me" Way.
The once popular trend of a character (in this case, character B) turning left and right in a swinging motion with their arms limp (is that the best way to describe it? I don't know. I don't kow what its called. Twirling back and forth? ) with the song Imposter Syndrome by the song artist Sidney Gish.
Maybe this shows shame for their desperate behavior? Like they're embarrassed how they want attention so bad? Nothing much I can take other than that.
Nothing too important here. Just A going through emotions with the song Contact by Alice Gas in the back.
Okay this is INTERESTING. The song features both A and B together. The whole charads goes like this—
First starts with A, with a nervous or guilty expression on his face, with his hands away from his body and spread out like hes trying to explain himself -> cue scene of A repeatedly smashing B head into the wall, with blood probably common out -> same first scene but with B this time looking nervous, doing a similar pose to A -> scene changes to B repeatedly stabbing A in the stomach while he cries -> repeat.
This is, in my interpretation, really intense self hatred. A hates B because he sees B as naïve for thinking that begging for friendship will work, and B hates A because he thinks that A is cruel for hurting/manipulating people into a relationship (?) And so they violently brawl out to the death because that's completely normal!
Though, this isn't true because in one of the comments, the creator jokingly says " Winston brawls because its in his blood or something?.... I don't know. " So im just grasping at straws 💔💔💔 but whatever. Also, A calls B 'Little one' and B calls A ' Big guy' canonically. Beautiful. Where are the adoption papers.
here are like four more vidros but im tired so take this
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