italic relief

I’m annoying as hell but at least I completed most of my to-do list!!! That’s good. I’m glad I did that. I want to stop caring about things that I can’t change and aren’t my business and harm me emotionally. Which pill do I take for that. I want to go back to Oregon and hike. I wanna. Hmmmm. Feel the peace that I use to feel in foggy mountains. Yeah, that’s what I want to feel.

I couldn’t focus at all today blehhhh. I also dropped a class! And did another good thing for my mental health that I’d rather not disclose publicly! However I think both of these semi big moments threw me off completely. Going to read one chapter and try to reset for tomorrow. Not every day is going to be a success in every way. Need to remember that.

My brain has been off for the past few weeks and it was great. This morning I saw a friend had posted a really illuminating note on FB, and it inspired me to jump into a book for the first time since the end of last semester. Feels nice. What moves me to be in theory is friendship and dreaming a better world. 💕

Today’s source of serotonin: referring to sex as an “activity” in my paper. I mean it is one. But it just sounds funny categorized under the same grouping as cooking, hiking, playing scrabble... we truly love to see it.