existential--mess

Like wearing a slightly different color shirt every day, slowly progressing down the spectrum, at what point do you stop calling it yellow?

however. what's gone always leaves emptiness behind, even if it's filled afterwards, so maybe you always stay you. because even if you're 100% monster now, you couldn't have become that way without being you first?

Like wearing a slightly different color shirt every day, slowly progressing down the spectrum, at what point do you stop calling it yellow?

And everybody acts shocked

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Heron Hǝɹou

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Base of a Palace (1904) by John Singer Sargent

Today I saw a yellow ladybeetle with no spots! 💛

I never heard ladybeetle before I'm very charmed

They aren't venomous, though, and their mouths are too tiny to do significant damage :)

I have been given Papyrus offcuts! Experimentation shall commence

Only have a sharpie but it doesn't bleed, and only smears in the first couple seconds before the ink dries

It doesn't like to tear if you pull in a straight line, but if you pull diagonally it will shred. Tears in a straight line if you crease it first

Crumples stiffly, shows white crease marks and doesn't want to flatten again

You can cut shapes in it!

Smoulders, but surprisingly resistant to burning

Soaks up water but doesn't fall apart, becomes very flexible

Back to the intended purpose. The paint sits on the surface so you have to wait until it's fully dry or it will smear. Unpleasant textural experience to write on it with pencil. Both paint and pencil wiped off if rubbed with a damp finger. (Historical inks may not have done that but I don't have any)

Today I saw a yellow ladybeetle with no spots! 💛

Claude Monet et la gare Saint Lazare : 1. Gare Saint-Lazare, vue extérieure (1877) ; 2. La gare Saint Lazare ; 3. La gare Saint-Lazare, arrivée d'un train (1877). 4. Le Pont de l'Europe, Gare Saint-Lazare ; 5. Gare Saint-Lazare, effet de soleil ; 6. Gare Saint-Lazare, les hangars de marchandises de la région Ouest ; 7. Gare Saint-Lazare, arrivée d’un train; 8. Gare Saint-Lazare, extérieur.

An unpolite angle