ellie

I hate how the advice for avoiding burnout is all "if you feel like everything is a chore you're making yourself do, you should rest and do things you want to do voluntarily :)" like the fuck you mean want to do. I don't want to cook a nice homemade meal, go outside to spend time in nature, make cutesy fun little crafts, read books, or do any of that shit. Those are also chores I make myself do. Self care is a chore. Either I am up and making myself do shit that I don't want to do because people are making me and I am supposed to, or it's phone in bed. There is no secret third thing.

i don't care if i have to restart a million times, i won't settle for a life i don't want.

And even if I could go back, that’s not where I belong anymore.

i love halsey because she'll write lyrics like "a girl like that is a mother, must be tough/ a problem child, i was rough/ but what do you do with a difficult grown up?" and then in another song she'll rhyme "michigan" with "bitch again"

IMO “michigan” / “bitch, again” is some of my best work.

“You never pretended to be a bride when you were a little girl?” No???? Like literally never?

I made witch soups in my garden

I knew you didn’t love me anymore when you started breaking your promises

reposting my own writings from 10 years ago jeez

Gentle reminder that you're worth more than their convenience