❛ 𝓇𝑜𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒾𝒹𝒶𝓎 .

it’s loud, the screams coming from terrified adults and excited kids as they run around. there’s a lot going on, but minki’s just taking it all in silently. he’s found himself a corner, a good ways away from the bonfire, but still in sight. he’s got a large can of beer in his hands, but he’s almost done with it. there’s a brown paper bag sitting next to his feet, concealing the bottle of whiskey that he had brought as well. he’s prepared to just watch the commotion all around him, preferring to do so. that is, until he spots a figure making their way to his spot. “need to get away from all the scares and screaming kids?” he asks, his lips quirking up in a small smile as he eyes the person. might as well strike up a conversation if they’re on their way over to where he is. it’s more awkward not to do so. 

           ———— DARK HAZEL eyes following the crowd movement from one corner to another, everyone seemed to have company to enjoy all the attractions & eunji knew she would fit into some group if she made it her goal. that evening was supposed to hold a lot of fun, but it had long since ceased to be a holiday of celebration in her mind. most of them didn’t even want to know the meanings behind their fantasies, or the artifacts that made up their outfits and gave characteristics that were gross inside the young woman’s mind. decided that it was better to finish this session of feeding on that frustration and move to the only silhouette that was separated from all that f u t i l e gambol. ‘ more like from human stupidity, ’ the beam that accompanied the words spat by her gave that a less rude air. eunji had her arms crossed in front of her chest as she nodded toward a characteristic spot on the floor near the other's feet. ‘ is this what i think it is ? if so, can you please free me from this torture that is this night ? ’

It was a slow start to the night. Seonki had expected it’d be some time before getting his first person, but a half hour was a bit more than even he would’ve thought. Still, he wasn’t too affected since majority of those attending so far seemed to be adults, and he knew they preferred to be scared rather than get their face painted. Nonetheless, after enough time passed, the man walked to the next station to borrow a pumpkin, figuring he could do something with his time until he got busy. Deciding to go with the festive mood, he went with something that he felt suited the mood. It was as he was just finishing up the last branch that he thought he felt someone over his shoulder, the man quirking a brow as he turned to see if his feeling was right. Catching their eyes, Seonki offered a smile before nodding to his small painting station. “You want any paint on your face? It’s free?” 

            ———— UNWIELDY HAT on her head, eunji was too proud of the artifact to get rid of it so soon. had spent a few days working on her hat for her stunning witch costume, and although she had done it only to satisfy herself, she liked to receive compliments --- there was nothing bad about wanting to have her effort r e c o g n i z e d. looking for something that appealed her interest in the event, ended up entertaining herself without even realizing when watching seonki do whatever he was that he was doing with that pumpkin. ‘ are you going to draw a big butterfly on my face, seonkie ? ’ eunji takes off her hat and leaves it on her lap as she sits on the available chair from the male's station, moving to push the long locks of her dark hair over her shoulders. eunji’s makeup-free face, other than her crimson-tone lipstick, would make the other's work easier. ‘ i don’t mind, actually. you can even put some rainbow if you want. ’

               ☪; ———   𝓼𝓪𝓷𝓰 𝓮𝓾𝓷𝓳𝓲  as THE WITCH ! 

          ♡     STUCK BETWEEN COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF homework – that had probably been assigned with the sole purpose of taking a toll on the students – and the thousands of readers that were absolutely dying to get one more episode, minjwa barely found time for herself. it was tough, balancing such important pillars of her life – her social one, in consequence of that, was badly affected. her mind was filled with possible story lines and plot twists and things she could do to get people’s attention just as much as it was with the ton of homework she had to do, essays upon essays that she hadn’t even gotten started with yet. it was fine, though. minjwa didn’t need to worry too much about that. just give her an unlimited supply of coffee and she’s gonna work her ass off during the nights to try to fit everything she has to do in just under twenty-four hours. 

          of course, that choice brings her to the present moment. due to not sleeping regularly, minjwa finds herself sleeping more often in places and times in which she definitely shouldn’t, like eunji’s shop, where she should be… well, interacting with the older girl. it was involuntary, really. in one moment, she was typing frenetically on her laptop, desperate to finish that damn essay already, and in the next one, there was a light touch on her face, its source already pretty familiar to her. eyes flying open, she sat up straight on the couch, smiling sheepishly at eunji as she stretched, sleep etched onto her features. ❝ well, it’s not like i can necessarily control it. your couch is just too comfortable, it’s like it’s made to send people to sleep. i might even start bringing my pillow so i can take longer naps. ❞

             ———— AND THERE was a grin gracing her features gently, was no space in eunji's mind that cared that the other would fall asleep on her couch from one second to another when she was sure that her intention was unlike that, she just wanted her to have the mind rested enough to carry on with her business. since minjwa was a small task machine that had no time to start or end the day. ‘ it's not quite my couch that does it, it's the place, yea ? you see, the amount of amulet i hung around here seemed like it’s working,’ there’s quite this p r o u d look in both her doe eyes when she raises her chin a little, glancing at the stones rise from the ceiling like a rain of colorful amulets, all shaped and blessed by eunji, armored with all the positivity & protection of the world. including her own bedroom, the flower shop was probably the place that brought her most calmly, and was content to share it with the other.

     kangdae simply shrugged off eunji’s little comment by looking at the two items in his hands once more , lightly contemplating this time . it seemed as if he were in a LIFE OR DEATH situation to decide between either ; so instead , he pursed his lips and resulted with the only option that wouldn’t leave him too unsatisfied . after he tossed the two snacks onto the pile of others , he looked back to his roommate with a sheepish smile . ❝ they’re COMFORT snacks , eunji , ❞ he explained with all seriousness conjured up into those words . with his tone as soothing as ever , he still managed to let out a sigh out of disappointment in himself . on the other hand , she very much understood just how he craved snacks . it really didn’t take him long to then come back with another basket and a content smile on his lips , just in time to begin his hunt once more ; although this time , witht he help of another .       ❝ i would buy fruits and vegetables if i could , but this food is good when you’re on the run , you know ? but maybe you can come with me to an ACTUAL grocery shop next time ! i fear that i’ll goof up somehow if i go alone , ❞ he chuckled , already knowing that it was possible in every situation he found himself in . after many years of experience , his clumsiness had only gotten a little LESS worse in comparison to before . ❝ we’ll get these vegetable chips until then , ❞ he concluded before tossing them in . usually his purchases were impulse , and if someone were to ever fish out his credit history , it would consist of food on top of food . who could blame him though ? a guy who had a true PASSION for stocking up on snacks could only make one mission for himself .

              ———— IN HER springtime of life, it wasn’t as if being fond of food was an option --- what she & her mother had on the table was just the e s s e n t i a l s, and she learned to run only with what was available to her ; besides that, her mother's diet has always been vegan, so eunji doesn’t even remember when was the last time she put a piece of meat inside her mouth. most of those products that kangdae threw into his baskets were also derived in some way from animal origin ( which was enough to send shivers down her spine, but she had learned over time that it wasn’t very satisfactory and that it was useless to shame the diet of her friends ).  ‘ you can make comfortable food with sweet potatoes, for example. it's not a monster. do you know how much junk is allowed to come in these snacks ? almost five percent per dram ! it’s like you’re eating trash or something. ’

           ———— THE LIGHT mandala drawn in the palm of her hand was enough to eradicate energy for her whole body, blood boiling everywhere in her bloodstream & it was as if she were carrying a shock of adrenaline every two seconds. it worked, because in eunji’s mind a being believes in their own strength if this is leveraged with another point of light and at the moment, the drawing pointing to all parts was enough so that she felt enough light --- which was e s s e n t i a l l y what most lacked on fall days.

            ———— THE NEED to be alone didn’t show up many times, eunji knew how to master what her body desired. but demons have always existed, and asking her mind to simply close off some memories as if it didn’t occur was simply asking too much. in moments when her aura was so dark that the need to isolate began to take root in one place, she knew that it was time to have her moment with only her amulets and let peace spread all over the place. all over her body again. p e a c e. a word with only five little letters, so transparent, but so difficult to achieve in a personal way.

                then it is time to appeal to the goodness of another human being.

         ICY BREEZE making the strands of hair on a high ponytail touch her face in motions that almost burned --- maybe that was necessary. the square was empty, giving almost a ghostly look and didn’t help as everything around it was too much halloween ; eunji was never someone to fear that kind of scenario. on the contrary, the landscape was her complement. fingers cold, the obvious need to have something w a r m in them, and she knew exactly who to call for help at a time when her inner mantras didn’t work. perhaps it was more of an emergency exit than goodness. 

minki: am i about to lose my mind due to homework? minki: yes, yes i am. minki: you should entertain me while i take a break so i don’t actually lose my mind. 

             ———— calloused fingers, cuts in the palms that fought to discover which was deeper than the other, remnants of stones occupying the spaces under the nails and giving a different color for each of them. amulets were much more than just symbols stuck in bright stones that shone as touched by sunlight ; the meanings behind each of its stories filled the books that eunji always carried in her backpack and filled all the space of her mind that could be t u r b u l e n t if long without an occupation. fortunately she had her own world to lean on, and this one had never disappointed her in any way. the silence that occupied the shelves of the shop was characteristic --- something that soothed the brunette and brought peace enough for her to do a good job with what she had in her hands and the mantras she recited to be able to bring the stones worth more than only symbolic ; her belief went far beyond what superstition commanded.

she’s been staring at the pumpkins that are lined outside the store for quite some time now. she’s sure that there are people there, looking at her, thinking her weird, but she’s trying to decide what pumpkin to take home with her. is it such a bad thing to want to find the perfect one so she can carve it up? she’s already gotten a few tiny ones at home, having lined up her apartment with halloween decorations since the first of october. she loves halloween and she’s shown what her decorations look like on youtube, doing a diy video for at least some of the stuff she’s already decorated. but now she wants to actually carve pumpkins, since it’s getting to be that time where they won’t rot by the time halloween actually gets here. 

her head turns as she hears footsteps stop next to her and she smiles up at the person. “i think people think i’m weird because i’m looking for the right pumpkin and i’m taking my time.” she pauses, looking over at the couple that is leaving the store, the two of them eyeing her and the person next to her. she just continues to smile before looking back at the person. “is it bad that i just want to find the perfect pumpkin to carve?”

              ———— holiday decoration isn’t eunji's best-loved pastime. not that she doesn’t find everything a grace and even has fun doing it, but the work she has to remove and the feeling that it has come to an end never leaves her in a very good mood. believes in the ideology of life that everything has a beginning and an end, only can’t get rid of the mirthless that brings the second part of the plan. going with sohee in search of decoration to put in the flower shop --- which was almost decomposing and she decided that having something to brighten the place seemed to be at least healthy --- had been something decided at the last minute but knew that she could count on her friend to find the best embellishments.

     because kangdae was a simple guy wearing a simple PLASTIC CROWN & a simple decorative bandage across the apple of his cheek , he entered a convenience store asking the clerk if they had anymore flavored milk in stock . typical . with a basket already full of the remaining drinks from the shelves , he walked around the aisles in hopes to find anything else that would catch his eye . it had been a while since he had properly gone grocery shopping , so this attempt here wasn’t too far off from vegetable & fruits , he thought . drinks that were overly saturated with sugar & bags of chips stacked on top one another were practically the same . & it was a kind gesture in his mind ; also for the fact that he didn’t know what exactly to buy at a legitimate grocery store . once again : a SIMPLE guy indeed . he just had a forte with late night snacks .      at this point of his shopping spree , he really didn’t have a sense of what was too much . by going to the front & retrieving another basket , it was full within seconds of taking it back with him . the mountain of snacks overflowed both baskets , still leaving an unsure & unsatisfied look on kangdae’s face . knowing that that this wouldn’t even last him two days , he started to contemplate getting another container to hold more contents , all while holding two types of snacks in each hand . ❝ i’m in a DILEMMA , ❞ he told himself , ❝ again … ❞ before he could even take another second to process the situation , he turned to anyone nearby him & held out his options with a sheepish smile . ❝ do you have any preference  , by chance ? & maybe even give an opinion if you think three baskets are too many ? ❞

               ———— closing the shop early wasn’t something that appealed to eunji ; but there was no reason for her to continue to belittle herself and to watch the leaves that now adorned every corner of the flower shop and that only made the desperation grow. after sending a message to the owner ( the store wasn’t hers, even if she gave her blood to keep the place running ) collected her things, including some stones she had shaped that morning and closed the doors behind her with a sense of inadequacy accusing in her cavity .. again there was nothing that could really be done. the season had its w e a k n e s s e s, but eunji was a believer that everything had to end to start over --- a life cycle she was more than used to, it was just so much more arduous to put into practice.

〖 outgoing text  ⇝ 🎀 regina george 🎀  〗 luCY???? 〖 outgoing text  ⇝ 🎀 regina george 🎀  〗 omg i forgot you’re a physic 〖 outgoing text  ⇝ 🎀 regina george 🎀  〗 do we have dried fruits?? 〖 outgoing text  ⇝ 🎀 regina george 🎀  〗 pls say no so i have a reason to leave n not talk to lucy 〖 outgoing text  ⇝ 🎀 regina george 🎀  〗 hope she finds her mans tho :-(

———   「 ϟ 」        diamonds are sparkling in the twilight hanging heavy over their head as lips curl into a  s a d i s t i c smile. they’re in their natural habitat — alcohol dancing in his veins and claret blossoms flourish atop their knuckles ( and their white shirt, but kimoon’s never felt more captivating ). they’re without restriction, body moving as if on autopilot, but calculating; every attack planned carefully. the leader is precise, making sure to deliver blows to areas that will do the most damage: nose, jaw, throat — sometimes they’re tempted to aim from the family jewels, but they’ve never believed in cheap shots. kimoon is ( pleasantly ) surprised when they learn their opponent has found his spunk, but it’s futile. kimoon has yet to lose a fight, especially one they’ve picked, and they don’t intend to start now. lightning flashes over head and their emotional turmoil melts, thunder booming just as they land the finishing blow.

a cheshire grin  s l o w l y  creeps onto darkened features, their head falling back to admire the work of mother nature—storms are their favorite, always have been—for a moment before eyes are downcast and they’re appreciating their own. a slow,  l o n g,  gait carries them as they circle the victim at their feet, like a prideful predator gazing upon their fallen prey. however, before they’re able to congratulate themselves on their handiwork, a silhouette in the distance catches their attention. another wicked smile appears like magic, shortly followed by a hellacious chortle. “ i’m sorry, ” they begin as they take a step closer to the other, “ it seems you’ve just missed out on all the fun. can i help you with something else, though ? ” they gather their jacket from the asphalt before draping it over their shoulders without missing a step, “ you really shouldn’t be out here this late, you know ; it’s not safe. ”because i’m here.

                ———— autumn has always brought different feelings. learned to cherish the real darkness behind the holiday so typical, that like any other was distilled from its origins to serve as another mechanism for capitalism. costumes, decoration, typical food .. it was a big party that eunji when younger had never been allowed to enjoy. trick-or-treat ? she doesn’t remember being a part of the small hunts that happened in the neighborhood that she grown up, but she was also never attached to this type of entertainment ( never was a candy fan however ). along with the event halloween always came autumn ; and now, even if she was able to delight the holiday, m e l a n c h o l y grew among the bones of her rib because it was a downcastness to see her plants dying without much that could be done to save them and bring them to life again --- regardless of how many mantras were recited between the shop’s shelves.

〖 outgoing text  ⇝ ???  〗  please tell me it’s my imagination…….. 〖 outgoing text  ⇝ ???  〗 i swear i just saw someone walk by my room……… 〖 outgoing text  ⇝ ???  〗 PLEASE HELP ME SAGE!!!! 〖 outgoing text  ⇝ ???  〗 I’M TOO BEAUTIFUL TO DIE

         umm .. hi? i’m tata, 21, gmt -3 and like .. i don’t play roleplay for quite a while now? like.. a big while so i’ll ask you guys to be patient with me ( besides my internet is a little sh*t, i’m pretty slow myself ). i also lmaO don’t play female muses so it’s another challenge we have here, oh well. anyWAYs,, this is my bean eunji, she’s lovely, i promise. her backgroud ended to be a totally different thing from what i pictured, but i kinda liked it ? kinda. i have more info about her here, and about plots,,, i won’t dare to create a page ( for now ), but i’ll be happy with everything you guys give to me. i like to brainstorm too, a looot .. so hit that heart and you’ll have me filling u with messages lol oh,, almost forgot to warn that english isn’t my mother language so again ..pls be patient with me ♡

tw: bullying, mention of miscarriage (not descriptive).