I would look good with a bloody nose. On my knees, shirtless, covered in bruises, and looking up at you with wet puppy eyes. My nose is broken and dripping blood, and I'm begging you, pleading with you as blood drips past my lips, to hurt me, please, hurt me more.

love love love when whumper is behind whumpee. a warm breath on the back of their neck. a murmur a bit too close to their ear. hand holding them pressed against a chest. something unknown digging into their back. not being able to see what's happening. a hand around their throat. guiding their head this or that way. puppeteering them into just the right posture.

Whumpees when they’re right in j the verge of passing out. Like, barely coherent, blinking but not really seeing anything, not aware of anything around them. Leaning in to touch because they can’t think far enough to realize it’s anything besides comfort. Groaning softly whenever they have to move. Head pounding, and everything around them spinning.

“take it out” nsfwhump dialogue of all time i think. incoherent, terrified, desperate begging. take it out, take it out, please, take it out.

Love vampires in denial. Love vampires who refuse to drink a human being's blood. Love vampires who are starving and trying to fill the empty black hole that is their stomach, but nothing satisfies them. Love vampires who want to kill and rip someone into shreds for a taste of blood but are too kind, too anxious, too much in denial to do that. Love hungry vampires.

I really want to learn the limits of what I can handle, what I can take. What kind of pain or discomfort or torture will unmake me, undo my stubbornness and dignity. Where is the line at which I cease to have any pride and begin to sincerely and desperately beg? Where is the point where I will sacrifice all self-respect just to make it stop?

this is why i want to be waterboarded so badly. how can you hear ideas like "It's one of the worst most panic inducing extreme experiences possible and can be done easily with two people and a few basic items and leaves no permanent marks or physical damage" and not want to see what that's like at least once? don't you want to know?

The thing is I’m always whump brained but then every once in a while itll turn from background noise to like an active craving. I need kidnapping and tied up men and noncon and all sorts of other messed up shit. I crave it in my bones. I want to see a pretty boy. Get his bones broken.

The way certain resigned characters with a blade to their throat tilt their head back and close their eyes gets me every time.

do not underestimate the power of getting beaten til you cry. in fact, go get beaten til you cry. it'll make you feel better. it'll let you have feelings you need to feel. get beaten til you cry.

think i wanna get beat up w/ aftercare so i can experience someone feeling remorse for treating me badly

being a masochist is literally so funny. im like "man i feel like absolute shit. yk what would help? Being Hit Real Hard"

something something extremely sexy when magic users resort to physical violence. yeah i have the power of god and anime on my side but i also have THESE HANDS. i cast Punch You In The Face. i take my magic staff through which i channel the vast energies of the elements and the cosmos and i cast Severe Concussion And Skull Fracture. casting time for xenoglossy too long, chose the quicker route of Stab You In The Throat.